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I Miss Using Heroin

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    I Can Accept That The Craving Never Goes Away.

    OMG, I was at lunch, and someone opened a bag of vinegar and salt chips. The wind blew the smell my direction, and the crave kicked in. It's been 10 years since I lasted used. But, like a bad childhood, there are still fond memories.
    onemug onemug 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    I've done everything else,

    looking forward to giving this a shot (sorry about the pun)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 9, 2015

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    No Addict Wants To Be Addicted

    as anyone with problems with heroin will know the price of taking it is always bigger than the payoff in the end. i started taking it when i was 17 im now 26 and thats me just off it now a month but i'll never touch the stuff again because my twin brother overdosed died on 8th...
    Barry26 Barry26 26-30, M 4 Responses May 30, 2012

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    Memories I Cannot Escape

    I lie here next to you With your skin so clammy, it sticks to mine The smell of stomach acid on your breath When was the last time youve even eaten In the darkness not wanting to see that look in your blue eyes So clouded with pupils so pinned I quiet myself to listen for...
    SarawAnn SarawAnn 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2013

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    I would like to get some

    for a one way trip. Denver/Boulder area
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 8, 2015

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    Unfair

    How it all started: Well I don't know.  Here are some reasons I think would be why... Weed no longer got me high The pills I took were sissy stuff that didn't get the job done I wanted to lose weight and I knew heroin would do that I thought it was cool People...
    Samantha244 Samantha244 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2011

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    I Miss Dancin' With Mr. Brownstone

    It's been some time since I used any H, (shooting or snorting) I sure do miss it though! It's nights like this that make it hard to stop. Nothing bad happened today, I actually had a pretty good day at work. I just think about it often and really want to use again. I'm drunk...
    keithstone248 keithstone248 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 26, 2013

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    Heroin Ruined My Life. But Now That I'm Clean I Want To Use So Bad

    I'm a 24 year old musician. I come from a "good" family, went to college, had plenty of opporunities ahead of me. I left my college city and moved to New York about two and a half years ago to pursue a career in music. I made an understandable headway equal to my efforts. But I...
    dafork dafork 26-30, M 37 Responses Jul 19, 2011

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    I missed it so much I relapsed thurs night.

    I have a drug test Monday. I just hope I'm clean by then. On a lighter note, as I was high I had no desire to continue. I think maybe relapsing in that moment was almost a good thing cuz my cravings are gone. I do not suggest relapsing for anyone. I'd say what happened to me was...
    KaoriNyte KaoriNyte 26-30, F Feb 21, 2015

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    Mother Spoon Calls.......

    On July 8th, 2008 I started at the methadone clinic. Its a day that I celebrate, but also mourn. I've used a handful of time since then. More than 3, less than 7 somewhere in between there. None of those were really satsifying though. In fact I think I only really felt it 2 of...
    Steener2492 Steener2492 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    Why Scumbag Junkie ?

    First of all, why re-enforce society's false view that we are all bad people who will steal your possessions, murder you and your family and rape your dog? This demonisation of the addict began around the 1930's when China had a problem with opium and the US was seeking to be a...
    felixq78 felixq78 51-55 11 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17

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    got subs in the orlando area quick

    and easy if your trying to not be sick hmu
    newtofl15 newtofl15 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 21, 2015

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    Yo I'm in Orlando by ucf.

    Got the most fire boy white subs and I'm always good. Hmu 4078831692
    EastOtownFlow EastOtownFlow 22-25, M Nov 14, 2015

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    markmarky11 markmarky11 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2015

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    Done And Never Going Back.

    I am over this bullsh!t. I need to be or my life will end soon, I can feel it. I'm a better person than I give myself credit for and I can do anything I want or put my mind to. I have always used drugs and drank a lot, but a while ago I started using heroin again in a big way...
    keithstone248 keithstone248 26-30, M 8 Responses Jan 2, 2013

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    if you need that in orlando

    or the surrounding areas feel free to call or text me anytime. I have nothing but good reviews on here so u know it's legit
    SUFFER1 SUFFER1 26-30, M Nov 8, 2015

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    If you need that in orlando

    or the surrounding area feel free to call or text me anytime. I have nothing but good reviews on here so u know it's legit...hmu
    SUFFER1 SUFFER1 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 6, 2015

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    Heroin: My Love Affair

    Six months ago I couldn't even tell you what black tar was. My boyfriend at the time, a serious drug abuser, introduced me to this evil. But it didn't feel evil. As the vapors from the tin foil filled my lungs I instantly developed a new crush. A new relationship was born that...
    asugirl11 asugirl11 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Clean For Eight Years

    I used heroin intensely during two periods of my life. The first was in the Lower East Side of Manhattan when I was in a serious Jim Caroll phase (R.I.P. Jim). The previous poster was wondering why it is assumed that all junkies are scum. That's tough to answer, because...
    dukeofurl dukeofurl 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Temptress

    My favourite loverOh how you've burned meI am your's my loverI'll never be truly freeThe rush you give meA feeling that beats allFrom the very first tasteNo idea how hard I'd fallYou beautiful temptressWrap me in a warm glowThat glow didn't last longI soon sunk so lowShe turned...
    certifiable certifiable 70+, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    8mg subutex. 2mg quarters.

    Can get whatever just ask for a small hook up. Quick easy no bs
    EastOtownFlow EastOtownFlow 22-25, M Oct 14, 2015

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    2yrs

    and still, I cant get it out of my head. I used to be a ********. I would get all strung out before i went on stage. They would play something good like Passenger which is by the Deftones ft Maynerd or something. Anyway, that song makes me feel like heroin. Sometimes I miss that...
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    if you need that in orlando

    or surrounding areas, feel free to call or text me anytime I have nothing but good reviews I can show you so you know its legit!
    SUFFER1 SUFFER1 26-30, M Oct 21, 2015

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    markmarky11 markmarky11 22-25, M Nov 29, 2015

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    Clean For Two Weeks

    ive been clean for two weeks now and i think about heroin every second and a way for me to financially maintain a habit. Weed helps a lot. When you're stoned you feel so good to be off junk that u don't crave it at all. being sober and alone is when i can't stop thinking of...
    esantac esantac 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 30, 2010

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    dentrax13 dentrax13 36-40, M Jan 6

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    zeya23 zeya23 22-25, F Nov 7, 2015

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    This photo was taken

    before my last burn of the foil last Saturday. From my experience, I'm amazed how much that little rock nearly became a deadly consequence for me. I went on the nod and forgot to breathe, I felt massive chest pains and heart murmurs. But I'm still breathing. But to not push my...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

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    Never Imagined Being A 'career' Junkie

    to look at me, I am probably the last person who you'd think was an addict. I am an insurance executive, a mother, and a functioning member of society....barely. I have used off and on for 23 years with very little consequences until recently. . my last dance with heroin was a...
    xenni xenni 41-45, F 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    No Matter What Happens

    you still completely ache for the drug. I lost everything. I mean, I don't have anything worth anything. I only had a couple black trash bags containing my clothes. I haven't used heroin in over two years but I'm still itching for that release. It's like nothing that even...
    lmperry5824 lmperry5824 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I'm in the Worcester ma area looking

    for some good stuff pm me
    cocoagrl24 cocoagrl24 26-30, F Jan 23

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    Dogfood orlando delivery to me

    or I have it on me nob driving me around.
    markmarky11 markmarky11 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2015

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    Icntstop Icntstop 26-30, F Dec 28, 2015

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    if you're in orlando

    or the surrounding areas feel free to call or text me, I can help u out and have plenty of good reviews I can show u so u know it's legit
    SUFFER1 SUFFER1 26-30, M Oct 13, 2015

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    The Fire Inside

    I quit using heroin 2 yrs ago.  There is almost not 1 day that goes by that I don't think about it.  At first it was the anticipation of getting it.  Then fixing it.  Then fixing myself.  That wonderful warm feel good all over sensation.  A feeling...
    darlene darlene 41-45, F 27 Responses Aug 31, 2007

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    I got that good good in Orlando by UCF.

    Ask around i got that fire . Got subs 8mg
    EastOtownFlow EastOtownFlow 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

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    TheGreatWizard TheGreatWizard 31-35, M Oct 31, 2015

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    EastOtownFlow EastOtownFlow 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2015

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    Always on deck for everything

    even precious blues. Subs 2-8mg txt 4072806082
    EastOtownFlow EastOtownFlow 22-25, M Oct 16, 2015

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    Who Would'Ve Thought It Would Have Happened To Me..

    Addiction is one thing I thought I wouldn't have to deal with in my life. It all began when I was 16 and was introduced to prescription pain medication. You think it will just be recreational, no big deal..when I was 18 I started seeing this guy and was taking a couple Vicodin...
    breezy55 breezy55 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    I think I'm gonna start using it again.

    And this time im probably gonna use it until death
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 25, 2014

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    I Miss It So Much. I Need To Get Over This.

    I've been clean this tme for over 2 months. This is the 5 th time I've tried to beat this and I'm not sure I can do it. I'm not sure I even want to do it. I used to dream of a life where I'd marry the man of my dreams, settle down, have some kids, and spend our lives together...
    IrishMegan88 IrishMegan88 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Well looks like I'm going to give my self a

    good kick up the arse for slipping, I thought I got over this bad week but today a few things escalated at home and with family life and all other emotional crap in dealing with. My anxiety has gotten the better. My main dealer died a couple of months back and he used to get the...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2015

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