for a week, but until then my best friend, I am dreaming and wishing that things are going okay for you. I look forward to being utterly insane with you and acting like the children we are inside even though you're 19 and i'm 17. Will be giving you the biggest bear-hug my feeble...
but multiple people.
-KK, TM, CB, CB, CS, TG, and TR
The initials of the people who have either 1) walked out my life and left me broken and hurt yet I still miss them, 2) the people I miss how we used to be and 3) the people who I just genuinely miss so much
I dont know if u know, or if u dont, or if u care or if u've moved on. But.. I miss u so bad, i'd go blocking u here and there just so i wont end up texting u. Or poking u. Or wtv.. Then i'd unblock u again after one day just so i can see what u're upto, just cause i miss u so...
You left me with a past there is no present or future for us now. I refuse to believe this is it, I refuse to believe there is nothing after this world. Impossible.
You said we'd meet again and this time you'd never leave. I'm holding on to that promise don't forget. My secrets...
That wishing and the crime are one,
And Heaven punishes desires
As much as if the deed were done.
If wishing damns us, you and I
Are damned to all our heart's content;
Come, then, at least we may enjoy
Some pleasure for our punishment!
by Thomas Moore
life to the fullest without me constantly tying you down. I know I made the right choice... To get our lives together in 5 years and then be together... I know we both need this, we both need to stand on our own before we can be in each other's futures. But that doesn't mean I...
never appreciated things enough when I had them
Looking back I see clearly, that I never knew how bad things could get
I thought I was done and the pain I was already struggling with couldn't get any worse
I know better.
Back then was a simpler time
but I'm not sure, I still think about you every night but there are parts in the day where you don't cross my mind and I find myself tranquil during those times. I wish it could be like that all the time but sadly it isn't so.
lifeless person but just the other day, someone pointed out that my eyes no longer gleam and I swear I don't know how to put a bounce back in my step nor life in my eyes. I'm distant, I feel like I won't get hurt that way but he walked away because I wasn't communicating, I feel...
236 days since the last time I've seen you.
I'm sorry. I promised that I would make this your best birthday ever but I failed. Nobody felt like celebrating
and I don't have it in me to force them into it. Mom went to work while the rest of them went to school and I was the...
for that breathto call your name so lost alone in the nightThe undying faceI can’t forgetYou are forever written in the sea of meIn the far depthsA hidden secretsheltered from the world to seeyou are forever branded in the mind of meand upon the sky’s of lonely...
You were the constant I needed and now it's missing
When you left you took a part of me
And now I'm forever incomplete
It's been a year and a half and I've let you slip through so many times
I miss you
I wish you knew
I'm trying my best to keep busy, to not let the ache overtake me.....but it's hard, it's so damn hard. Not knowing when I will see you again. Months...years....there's no definite answer, and it hurts. I'm lonely for you. I wish I was there, with you again...lost in "us".
I find my hand softly holding yours on top of the covers. Your skin feels warm and familiar on mine, a stark contrast to how things have been between us lately.
My mind drifts to happier times in our lives. I'll never forget how we spent the whole day making love in that...
and I at the same BBQ yesterday. It was strange to see you there. Of all the places we would run into each other at. God works in mysterious ways. What did you feel when you saw me there? Was your hug heartfelt? Did you feel anything toward me? To me you felt like a familiar...
pain of losing you never goes away.
I go about the things I have to do
And as the hours pass I think again of you.
I want to call you and just hear your voice
Then I remember that I have no choice
For you are not there and now my heart cries
Just to see you again to tell you...
that dance. You looked so beautiful that I wish I could see you again. Texting you brought me joy. You were so cute and nice. I hope we can fix our friendship. These memories I have of you make me miss you more. I hope you are well.
I need to hear your relaxing voice. I need to see your gorgeous smile on your breath taking lips. I need to see your beautiful eyes. I need you in my life. Yes today i am the needy. Today iam the poor. Today i am the fool. Today i am crazy. Today iam out of my mind. So Today I...
thinking about the fun long conversations we used to have right about Christmas time.
I miss laughing with you on the other end.
I know I learned a lesson about life and friendship.
I wish I could go back to those days. I would be right there with you right now. Throwing...
and I hate you I am sad and I am happy I laugh and I cry and no matter what has happened throughout my day I always find myself lying in bed with tangled sheets and my thoughts consumed of you you you.”
else kinda annoys me.. Yet I'm to shy around you now... I miss the old you, the guy I loved...
It kills me you're hurting, I dot want you to move on, it brakes me that you want to find another someone special... I miss how things used to be between us..
advice these days. You were my best friend. I couldn't hide being down from you. You could always tell, I guess it was something in my voice. No one in this world knew me the way you did. You let me be the best person I could be, even let me make mistakes along the way...
I miss your beautiful smile.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your lame jokes.
I miss your touch.
I miss you being around.
I miss you hugging me.
I miss your hair.
I miss your sparkling eyes.
I miss our late night conversations.
I miss the way you used to love me.
I miss the...
to you until theyre gone. And sometimes you do. Sometimes you know how much you will miss the moment you are in in the future, and the time is counting down before your eyes, and you know the clock is counting down to when youll be alone again, often cry violently again, hate...
i knew this person since i was in primary up until my third year of secondary(college), i was always there for her no matter what, she was there for me sometimes to, we went on a road trip together, we went to movies together, we did everything together.
i was sinking into...
How many stories have I written about this? How many more stories have I written, and deleted...because I've already written so many? How sad an existence do I lead that this dominates my thoughts some days? In the end, it doesn't matter, because the feeling is there, and EP is...