It's not that I want you to cry.... but it's only fair. You made me cry. Right?
You made me happy. You continue to make me happy.
How is that? Because I know you're happy.
Yup. It's cheesy. But that's how I roll.
You told me that you didn't want me to message...
We still talk, but not with the same ease, nor the same enthusiasm.
Our messages at each time only come up to a few paragraphs, and no matter that I reply immediately, your replies come later and later.
Does the fact that you keep bringing up, "Do you remember the time when...
I missed you.
I wish you knew how much I've been wanting to talk to you.
Maybe I don't deserve you...
You were so selfless, caring & loving.
Sweet love, I hope that you're happy even if it's not with me.
You will always hold a special place in my heart. I love you fluff.
236 days since the last time I've seen you.
I'm sorry. I promised that I would make this your best birthday ever but I failed. Nobody felt like celebrating
and I don't have it in me to force them into it. Mom went to work while the rest of them went to school and I was the...
"Anything" was your reply.
You broke that promise to me.
The day I told you how I truly felt about you, words I've once said before with no meaning, was different with you. When I told you "I was in-love with you" it was from me, deep down, wasn't fabricated, wasn't scripted...
It still seems like just yesterday that I lost you. Physically at least. You still have a special place in my heart. I'll never have a wife, or a family. Because you were the one. No one else on this planet is greater than you. I'm to the point where I am mentally deteriorating...
I feel it now, and my heart breaks and I realize I lost the most precious lady of all, you who came closest to me,and accepted me for who i was, until I became corrupted. Please forgive me sweet one, I love you, but I am resigned to the fact of not needing you, forgive these...
I need to hear your relaxing voice. I need to see your gorgeous smile on your breath taking lips. I need to see your beautiful eyes. I need you in my life. Yes today i am the needy. Today iam the poor. Today i am the fool. Today i am crazy. Today iam out of my mind. So Today I...
I can recall my favorite moment with you so clearly despite the fact that it was over a decade ago. The Autumn chill and all the leaves in the streets. Some of of them looked like hearts, so we took pictures of them, held over our chests. Your breath like smoke, billowing out...
It is unlikely.
If anything, the feeling seems to be getting sharper instead of fading over time.
"I hope our ghosts aren't eating you alive. If I'm to speak for myself, I'll tell you that the universe is twice as big as we think it is and you're the only one that made that...
and I feel okay. Then I feel guilty because that made me think that I did not feel as strongly for you as I thought I did.
So I look for the remnants of you.
And the sharp, twisting pain in my heart assures me that it was so very real, what I felt.
I look for you.
day when you feel a void inside waiting to find you. This game of hide and seek is taking too long.
You're so funny, adventurous, confident, sweet, caring... The loneliness will leave me when you find me again. If you find me. I am seeking to include you into my life. Are you...
parece mentira que tantas cosas han pasado desde que nos conocimos.
Estoy segura de que te has ido para siempre. El 27 de febrero entraste a EP por última vez y no me queda más que un par de fotos y recuerdos inconclusos.
Te extraño. Ahora más que nunca.
Y te extraño con...
I daydreamed of you, us. I let my mind wander and I could almost feel your warm body wrapped around mine. Then, all thoughts went X-rated and I could clearly hear something you said to me last time. "Do you like to watch, baby?" My body shook from a shiver. It wasn't so much...
I got a text that made a tear run down my cheek.
Not a flood.. just a moment of weakness and self pity.
With So much eagerness do I wait for your texts that even if I had the volume turned to "whisper" instead of having the setting turned to "blow you out of bed" volume,
I miss your beautiful smile.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your lame jokes.
I miss your touch.
I miss you being around.
I miss you hugging me.
I miss your hair.
I miss your sparkling eyes.
I miss our late night conversations.
I miss the way you used to love me.
I miss the...
I don't feel the hollow ache of where you used to be.
I don't know what hurts more, your absence or how you wrenched yourself away.
I think that's why I am okay and not okay at the same time.
This feeling of wanting the good but not being sure if I'm strong enough to...
for some reason it's really bad today. Maybe because I've been struggling with some things, and I know I could always talk to you about anything. In 16 more days, you will have been gone for 15 years. That doesn't even seem possible. I wish I had done more to show you how much...
March, but busy as I was, or appeared here to celebrate our friendship. You were my first friend and never shalt be the last.I have a lot of your longing, you can not imagine and now that Ep will disappear will still be worse, sauades will increase :(I miss you a lot...
for a week, but until then my best friend, I am dreaming and wishing that things are going okay for you. I look forward to being utterly insane with you and acting like the children we are inside even though you're 19 and i'm 17. Will be giving you the biggest bear-hug my feeble...
and see "Deleted" where your name used to be.
I miss you when I come to EP and there is only silence where you used to be.
I miss you when I come across something I would have shared with you, something funny that reminds me of you or something I would have teased you about...
in the most unlikely way.
The first time I saw you, you took my breath away
and ever since, I have thought about you every single day.
You saved me just as I was sinking into a self-pity black-hole.
You took my broken heart and made it whole.
I looked into your eyes and you...
you will be bored and decide to talk to me again.
I am always hoping that one day, you will realize that we were good friends, and you miss that.
I am always hoping that one day, that you will want to be a part of my life again.
I am always hoping that one day, that you will see...
.... And it is for Him
And my soul... May you be happy
I will miss you
I will miss my best friend
I will miss talking to you
I will miss your touch
I will miss holding your hand
I will miss sitting on your lap
I will miss our little jokes
You left me with a past there is no present or future for us now. I refuse to believe this is it, I refuse to believe there is nothing after this world. Impossible.
You said we'd meet again and this time you'd never leave. I'm holding on to that promise don't forget. My secrets...
But I still can't stop thinking about you. Your touches, your voice, your kisses, your scent. I miss you, I miss everything about you. Only if we can be together again, just one last time. Just once more. That's all I ask. How am I suppose to go on without you? Why did you have...
that I miss. I done lost a lot of loved ones whether they're friends who were close like blood or actual blood. Q, ya my sister always and I'll be here when you get out. Saleena I'll always have you in my heart. Tj my brother for life I wish I was there more. Warehouse, we gonna...
... but I can't tell you that. you helped me through some dark, lonely nights and days. now without you, I'm right back where I started before you, only worse. your voice, your laugh,your face and specifically those big lovely brown eyes, are burned into my memory. why did you...
the way you did.
I supported you 100% & I never received that back from you, was the most understanding person with a certain issue & then you dare to judge me on 1 issue & my coming with you with evidence of some nature for you to slam the door effectively in my face!
I wonder if you still think of me. I wonder if you miss me. I wonder if you're as curious about how I'm doing now. I wonder if all of that ever crossed your mind like how it crossed mine. There's so much questions unanswered.
I miss you fluff.
thinking about the fun long conversations we used to have right about Christmas time.
I miss laughing with you on the other end.
I know I learned a lesson about life and friendship.
I wish I could go back to those days. I would be right there with you right now. Throwing...
pain of losing you never goes away.
I go about the things I have to do
And as the hours pass I think again of you.
I want to call you and just hear your voice
Then I remember that I have no choice
For you are not there and now my heart cries
Just to see you again to tell you...
advice these days. You were my best friend. I couldn't hide being down from you. You could always tell, I guess it was something in my voice. No one in this world knew me the way you did. You let me be the best person I could be, even let me make mistakes along the way...