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I Missed Someone So Much It Actually Hurts

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    I made a friend here on EP the day I signed up.

    We became friends instantly. Talked (msgd) for a cpl hours the first day. He was going thru some things I was but I was ahead of him in the process. He was such a good person I actually hated his pain worse than my own. He was very gentle, honest and had good morals, always...
    amyj65 amyj65 46-50, F 6 Responses Jun 3, 2014

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    I miss u dad it's been several years

    since you've went to jail. Haven't even seen u since.
    isabellaalyssia isabellaalyssia 16-17, F Nov 6, 2014

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    His Birthday

    Yesterday Tanner would have been four years old, if he had lived. It isnt fair that he had such short time here with us. He was loved and cared for, he was happy and sweet and beautiful.He was almost two when he died and I will never get over it. I dont know wich is worse..his...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Jan 6, 2013

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    Yesterday started off like any day.

    I was up early and had a cup of coffee on the porch. Then made sure our grandson was up and getting ready for school. Half the time I am not sure what the day is much less the date. It no longer matters that much to me. I was sitting at my desk and just happened to glance at...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 5, 2014

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    Tanner

    Didnt sleep much last night. Tomorrow will be two years without Tanner. He was walking in between my daughter and my wife. Each held his hand as they headed to our truck. My wife let go of his hand to find her keys in her purse when Tanner broke away from my daughter and started...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    It's only been a few days,

    maybe a bit more. I still smell him, taste him, yearn for his touch, the way he looked at me, the way only he could make me feel. He's not right, but he could have been, if only we could have cleared the air properly.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F Feb 5, 2014

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    Miss You Already

    you make it so hard to move on . i thought we was doing and out of no were yu dont want date talk or anything ........and yu said something to me that hurt soooooo bad . and if your reading this you no what you said . that was hurtful . ot hurt so bad cuz im always here for you...
    ashlay21 ashlay21 13-15, F May 21, 2012

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    Our Grandson

    My wife and daughter were walking to our truck with Tanner. H was just two years old. When they got close to the truck he broke away and wanted to be the first one there. He took just a few steps and was ran over by a dumptruck and crushed. It happened right in front of my wife...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    Wherever They Are...

    I heard the Bach piece again today. The Bach piece I can't name. The Bach piece they were supposed to play a violin solo in at the concert almost two years ago. I think of this person every time I hear this piece. It almost makes me cry. For the past few weeks I've been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 29, 2013

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    I Just Want My Babe Back

    About a month or so ago my boyfriend got arrested for some complete bullshit...he's never been to jail never had a record doesn't get in trouble...and all of a sudden someone gets in trouble and wants to drag him into it just to save their own ***...anyway..I've never had to deal...
    Uaiintfresh Uaiintfresh 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    Let The Perfect One Go

    I was seeing a girl in college one of the most amazing girls on campus. She was three years older than me and yet we matched. I began dating her my sophomore year and we continued dating for 2 years(long distance, lived together, and worked separated). I was emotionally crippled...
    nosoulchef nosoulchef 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    Missing Him Too Much?

    Me and my boyfriend have only been together for a little under a month, but it hurts me so much for me to be away from him for even a day. He treats me like a princess, and at times a little too much like one. But I'm scared that I'm becoming too attached to him. Am I?
    DarkCelestriaRose DarkCelestriaRose 16-17, F Oct 25, 2012

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    I've lost so many people in my life.

    my granddad died whilst I was in his arms in his sleep. my grandma died of cancer my best friend Jamie got killed in an horrific gun shooting these people made me who I am today and I'm glad to have had them in my life. I miss these three people everyday and things everywhere...
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 22-25, F Nov 5, 2014

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    Have You Ever Missed Someone It Hurts?

    i've missed someone so much it hurts , we were so in love and i i honestly thought it would be that way forever , i loved him more then words can describe and i still do. we saw each other every single day no exception. my own parents didn't even look at each other the way we...
    amandarose456 amandarose456 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 15, 2012

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    She was always there

    for me, and I even look most like her. She understand my quirkiness better than anyone. She understood my obsession with chocolate and we would just eat a ton of it together every hannukah. She helped me with my first boy problem even from miles away. She helped me embrace my...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 18-21, F Nov 5, 2014

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    To See All Grey.

    I miss someone so much that when I think about them it physically hurts. A squeezing, compression around my heart. The problem is no matter how much I grieve the pain is just as it was the day I first felt it. Like a disease if I don't contain it it takes all my thoughts. My very...
    Dragathorian Dragathorian 18-21, M 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    The Last Time We Said Goodby

    I was 12 when I lost the only girlfriend tht I really cared for It was the last week of school I telling my good freinds goodby and kissing every girl tht I saw (don't ask) then I when to my gf she it was ok and then we kissed😘 . We wher just so great for each other 1.she...
    Darkonallsides Darkonallsides 13-15, M Jul 16, 2012

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    Miss My Ex Boyfriend

    i miss my ex boyfriend so much.and i do still love him.but he dont love me like he used to.he use to love me so much. i miss his love.and i miss everything about him.and now i have to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore.what did i do to deserve this. )':
    valecia valecia 18-21 4 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    Accidental Meeting

    Well, B, you have no idea how much I've missed you since I last saw you face to face. I can still see your smiling face and the joy in your eyes. I still remember you being so close to tears when I told you how I felt about you. Can you believe I can still remember all this...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    I missed you so much.

    And it hurts here coz ive fallen for you now..why now? Before your just a friend for me but now you have a special place here in my heart and this is true. I wish you could read this. I wish i could talk to you again just like before our chatting moments, i just keep on looking...
    Hotmamaanne Hotmamaanne 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    A Friend In Need

    On the beach ,,On the sand Near the river ,I heard a sound. It was not a bird ,Not a child A beautiful girl ,Sitting amid. She was singing a song ,All alone I was thinking why ,Is she so forlorn? I walked towards her ,Step by step To know what’s wrong ,And why is she sad. I...
    vimkha vimkha 31-35, M Jul 16, 2012

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    Widow At 32 With Two Kids

    we went on hoilday to spain got there on the 11th of may this yr my husband went to watch hearts game at pub,fell down stairs was taken to hospital with head injury some how?he got out the hospital dont know if ever will find out was trying to find his way back to our appartment...
    zenlaurie zenlaurie 31-35, F Sep 2, 2013

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    Missed Opportunity

    We have it in us to take it or leave. I in my selfish state decided that I had a career that was more important. I neglected the gift that was being offered to me. She was the nicest person that I had ever come across. I now realise that she was just one in a few million. Did...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 23, 2013

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    Pain Of Being Apart..

    May 21, 2012... it was the day when i proposed her and yesterday 21 May, 2013 after whole 1 year i decided to call her again... many of my friends here told me to propose her again but.... i'm sorry friends :'( i can't do that,,,, yesterday i called her to wish her our valentine...
    PRIshi PRIshi 22-25, M 2 Responses May 21, 2013

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    I Can't Take It Anymore.

    I'm 16 years old and I'm hiding my depression from everyone. 10 months ago 4 kids from my small town passed away from a car accident one of them being my 1st cousin that I grew up with. She was one year younger then me and we were so close we would tell eachother everything. We...
    Maycemiller Maycemiller 16-17, F Jul 12, 2012

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    My First Love

    when i was 19 i met my first love. we were together for 3 months and i ended up losing my virginity to him. he was my first boyfriend, my first everything. he moved away and i was heart broken. 5 years later and i am still in love with him. ive had other boyfriends and thought i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    "こんな気持ち

    知らなきゃよかった もう二度と 会えることもないのに 会いたい 会いたいんだ 今でも想う 君がいた あの夏の日を"
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    I Miss You So Much

    My mother was murdered by my father when I was 9 years old. My father was an alcoholic and he locked me in a closet and waited for my mom to get home because she didn't buy him any cigars. I only remember her screaming and asking were me and my brother were before I heard the...
    eibochi eibochi 18-21, F Jun 30, 2012

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    Lunakiss Lunakiss 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Living In Reverse A Poem For My Angel Niece

    Living in reverse I saw you; your face was so clear You looked at me and said aunt bug wipe your tears I did as you asked and dried my eyes I heard your sweet voice singing lullabies It was reverse; you were comforting me You told me to close my eyes and go back to sleep I did...
    Kaitykay93 Kaitykay93 18-21, F May 22, 2012

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    My Boyfriends On Vacation Without Me.

    Unfortunately My Mother Is Super Over-protective And I Rarely Spend Quality Alone Time With Him. He Has Family In A Different State And Visits Them Fairly Often And Ive Yet Too Meet Them... When He Leaves All I Get Is A Vague "Ill Call You" And A Monotone I Love You. Whatever...
    ForeverAlone01 ForeverAlone01 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    I really miss someone.

    ..it hurts so much when he didnt reply my message and I cant live a day without him texting me..Am I overeacted? Everyday I will light up cigar and waiting a text from him...and Im getting really stressed waiting for him. I checked his last seen like every hour just to make sure...
    TheLonelyDude TheLonelyDude 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    The Fact That He Is Gone...

    ...really hit me hard today. I needed to someone to talk to, but he wasn't there. I couldn't even feel his spirit within me. I was/am devastated. My best friend of 25 years, gone, just like that. Most of my day today consisted of tears, fear and sadness.
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 46-50, F Jun 19, 2012

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    ketan363 ketan363 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My Grandson

    I drove my grandson to school this morning. On the way back home I had the radio on and was feeling good. Then that song came on, the one i cant listen to without crying. My youngest grandson loved to listen to music on my lap. He had to have the headphones on didnt want to hear...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Dec 18, 2012

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    Im feeling a lot better now these days! Im smiling more, im getting out more, im getting back into my favorite old hobbies, and happily acquired new ones, I actually wanna get up...
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