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I Missed Someone So Much It Actually Hurts

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    Widow At 32 With Two Kids

    we went on hoilday to spain got there on the 11th of may this yr my husband went to watch hearts game at pub,fell down stairs was taken to hospital with head injury some how?he got out the hospital dont know if ever will find out was trying to find his way back to our appartment...
    zenlaurie zenlaurie 31-35, F Sep 2, 2013

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    Death Is Everywhere

    The last month or two has been, terrible to say the least.. A really close friend committed suicide, and it was all my fault, if i hadnt of gone to buy coffee i wouldve made it in time to save her, at first, the guilt was unbearable, i was becoming more and more emotionlly...
    WonderingWhereToGo WonderingWhereToGo 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    Miss My Ex Boyfriend

    i miss my ex boyfriend so much.and i do still love him.but he dont love me like he used to.he use to love me so much. i miss his love.and i miss everything about him.and now i have to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore.what did i do to deserve this. )':
    valecia valecia 18-21 4 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    The Fact That He Is Gone...

    ...really hit me hard today. I needed to someone to talk to, but he wasn't there. I couldn't even feel his spirit within me. I was/am devastated. My best friend of 25 years, gone, just like that. Most of my day today consisted of tears, fear and sadness.
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F Jun 19, 2012

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    Let The Perfect One Go

    I was seeing a girl in college one of the most amazing girls on campus. She was three years older than me and yet we matched. I began dating her my sophomore year and we continued dating for 2 years(long distance, lived together, and worked separated). I was emotionally crippled...
    nosoulchef nosoulchef 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    My First Love

    when i was 19 i met my first love. we were together for 3 months and i ended up losing my virginity to him. he was my first boyfriend, my first everything. he moved away and i was heart broken. 5 years later and i am still in love with him. ive had other boyfriends and thought i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    Living In Reverse A Poem For My Angel Niece

    Living in reverse I saw you; your face was so clear You looked at me and said aunt bug wipe your tears I did as you asked and dried my eyes I heard your sweet voice singing lullabies It was reverse; you were comforting me You told me to close my eyes and go back to sleep I did...
    Kaitykay93 Kaitykay93 18-21, F May 22, 2012

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    I missed you so much.

    And it hurts here coz ive fallen for you now..why now? Before your just a friend for me but now you have a special place here in my heart and this is true. I wish you could read this. I wish i could talk to you again just like before our chatting moments, i just keep on looking...
    Hotmamaanne Hotmamaanne 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 28

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    Tanner

    Didnt sleep much last night. Tomorrow will be two years without Tanner. He was walking in between my daughter and my wife. Each held his hand as they headed to our truck. My wife let go of his hand to find her keys in her purse when Tanner broke away from my daughter and started...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    Miss You Already

    you make it so hard to move on . i thought we was doing and out of no were yu dont want date talk or anything ........and yu said something to me that hurt soooooo bad . and if your reading this you no what you said . that was hurtful . ot hurt so bad cuz im always here for you...
    ashlay21 ashlay21 13-15, F May 21, 2012

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    Have You Ever Missed Someone It Hurts?

    i've missed someone so much it hurts , we were so in love and i i honestly thought it would be that way forever , i loved him more then words can describe and i still do. we saw each other every single day no exception. my own parents didn't even look at each other the way we...
    amandarose456 amandarose456 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2012

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    Pain Of Being Apart..

    May 21, 2012... it was the day when i proposed her and yesterday 21 May, 2013 after whole 1 year i decided to call her again... many of my friends here told me to propose her again but.... i'm sorry friends :'( i can't do that,,,, yesterday i called her to wish her our valentine...
    PRIshi PRIshi 22-25, M 2 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Missing Him Too Much?

    Me and my boyfriend have only been together for a little under a month, but it hurts me so much for me to be away from him for even a day. He treats me like a princess, and at times a little too much like one. But I'm scared that I'm becoming too attached to him. Am I?
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Oct 25, 2012

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    It's only been a few days,

    maybe a bit more. I still smell him, taste him, yearn for his touch, the way he looked at me, the way only he could make me feel. He's not right, but he could have been, if only we could have cleared the air properly.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F Feb 5

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    His Birthday

    Yesterday Tanner would have been four years old, if he had lived. It isnt fair that he had such short time here with us. He was loved and cared for, he was happy and sweet and beautiful.He was almost two when he died and I will never get over it. I dont know wich is worse..his...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Jan 6, 2013

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    I Can't Take It Anymore.

    I'm 16 years old and I'm hiding my depression from everyone. 10 months ago 4 kids from my small town passed away from a car accident one of them being my 1st cousin that I grew up with. She was one year younger then me and we were so close we would tell eachother everything. We...
    Maycemiller Maycemiller 16-17, F Jul 12, 2012

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    Accidental Meeting

    Well, B, you have no idea how much I've missed you since I last saw you face to face. I can still see your smiling face and the joy in your eyes. I still remember you being so close to tears when I told you how I felt about you. Can you believe I can still remember all this...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    To See All Grey.

    I miss someone so much that when I think about them it physically hurts. A squeezing, compression around my heart. The problem is no matter how much I grieve the pain is just as it was the day I first felt it. Like a disease if I don't contain it it takes all my thoughts. My very...
    Dragathorian Dragathorian 18-21, M 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    My Boyfriends On Vacation Without Me.

    Unfortunately My Mother Is Super Over-protective And I Rarely Spend Quality Alone Time With Him. He Has Family In A Different State And Visits Them Fairly Often And Ive Yet Too Meet Them... When He Leaves All I Get Is A Vague "Ill Call You" And A Monotone I Love You. Whatever...
    ForeverAlone01 ForeverAlone01 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    I Miss You So Much

    My mother was murdered by my father when I was 9 years old. My father was an alcoholic and he locked me in a closet and waited for my mom to get home because she didn't buy him any cigars. I only remember her screaming and asking were me and my brother were before I heard the...
    eibochi eibochi 18-21, F Jun 30, 2012

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    I Miss Him

    I miss him. We used to hang out everyday. I was never bored with him, there was always something we could do. Something we could talk about. But now I doubt I will hear from him like that again. I need to hear him one more time, see him for one last time. I used to sit in my bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2012

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    Missed Opportunity

    We have it in us to take it or leave. I in my selfish state decided that I had a career that was more important. I neglected the gift that was being offered to me. She was the nicest person that I had ever come across. I now realise that she was just one in a few million. Did...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 23, 2013

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    Our Grandson

    My wife and daughter were walking to our truck with Tanner. H was just two years old. When they got close to the truck he broke away and wanted to be the first one there. He took just a few steps and was ran over by a dumptruck and crushed. It happened right in front of my wife...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    I Just Want My Babe Back

    About a month or so ago my boyfriend got arrested for some complete bullshit...he's never been to jail never had a record doesn't get in trouble...and all of a sudden someone gets in trouble and wants to drag him into it just to save their own ***...anyway..I've never had to deal...
    Uaiintfresh Uaiintfresh 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    Wherever They Are...

    I heard the Bach piece again today. The Bach piece I can't name. The Bach piece they were supposed to play a violin solo in at the concert almost two years ago. I think of this person every time I hear this piece. It almost makes me cry. For the past few weeks I've been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 29, 2013

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    My Grandson

    I drove my grandson to school this morning. On the way back home I had the radio on and was feeling good. Then that song came on, the one i cant listen to without crying. My youngest grandson loved to listen to music on my lap. He had to have the headphones on didnt want to hear...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Dec 18, 2012

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    I made a friend here on EP the day I signed up.

    We became friends instantly. Talked (msgd) for a cpl hours the first day. He was going thru some things I was but I was ahead of him in the process. He was such a good person I actually hated his pain worse than my own. He was very gentle, honest and had good morals, always...
    amyj65 amyj65 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 3

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    Missing My Son While He Was Abducted For Five Years.

    This is not ready to be a complete story here, I wrote about some of it on my profile, I just joined this group ( hi:) but,  I do remember the physical, deep, pain and  then going completely numb for years. The first month or so, that was the worst (I think, hell it all was the...
    Laragn Laragn 41-45, F Jun 16, 2012

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    The Last Time We Said Goodby

    I was 12 when I lost the only girlfriend tht I really cared for It was the last week of school I telling my good freinds goodby and kissing every girl tht I saw (don't ask) then I when to my gf she it was ok and then we kissed😘 . We wher just so great for each other 1.she...
    Darkonallsides Darkonallsides 13-15, M Jul 16, 2012

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    A Friend In Need

    On the beach ,,On the sand Near the river ,I heard a sound. It was not a bird ,Not a child A beautiful girl ,Sitting amid. She was singing a song ,All alone I was thinking why ,Is she so forlorn? I walked towards her ,Step by step To know what’s wrong ,And why is she sad. I...
    vimkha vimkha 31-35, M Jul 16, 2012

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    I Love You Mum

    you disappeared from our lives when i was a baby and we looked and looked and one day we get a call. For ever we searched until that call we know where you are . down at the coroner your gone forever. and we never got to say bye. we love you if only we knew what happened. mom if...
    bloodygood4life bloodygood4life 13-15, F 1 Response May 22, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Most of these posts are about ex's... Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I cant even explain it i'm such a fool for falling in love with someone who don't know me
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F Aug 1

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    ....and he doesn't even fight to keep us together. Any thing goes wrong....any bump in the road...and he's ready to drop me like a bad habit. He drinks too much...swears too much...
    hopelesslove30 hopelesslove30 26-30, F Aug 19

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    Yes. I've been hurt and been through so much and have sacrificed so much because I love my fiancé with all my heart. He's my life my everything.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 19

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    I love him, he has blocked me on everything today so there is no longer anyway I can talk to him. I never did anything to him. I tried to get to know his 'friend' better to find...
    SilkyDoughnut SilkyDoughnut 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am still in love with my ex-ex but he has a baby mama whom he does not want to be with last time I knew. I have been single for 8 months and haven't dated, mingled, or socialized...
    Spirit567 Spirit567 22-25, F Aug 12

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    For once, I would like to find a guy who, when I say "I'm fine", will look at me and tell me I'm not and just hold me. I long for a guy like that. I don't even care if we date...
    BandGeek741 BandGeek741 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    my grandmother...she died from breast cancer and she was the nicest and she always did things for me..I love her so much and I could see her in pain.. she wasn't ever frowning...
    hellokitti hellokitti 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    No one can take your place. you're irreplaceable. I pray to god i get back my dearest friend back on this friendship day. It will the best thing to happen. I am sorry for all the...
    Unlearn Unlearn 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    I see my aunt once a year, she's the only person in my life who understands me and gives me advice and really cares, I get two weeks with her each year and I've just come back from...
    mills2104 mills2104 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know i Proberbly sound like some sort of desperate little kid but i really need a friend right now,i only have one real friend that i can talk to but shes starting to act like...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F 17 Responses Aug 10

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    Anyone Normal Want To Chat.?? Someone Who Actually Gives A ****??
    Rebel5 Rebel5 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5

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    I just need some help. idk. I'm so tired of people saying they care when they don't. and I want someone to actually care.
    marafaunt marafaunt 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I'm the type of person that will probably never ever believe that someone would actually like me so I'll just completely avoid people.
    ksgirl11 ksgirl11 18-21, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    I don't want to talk to just anyone though, I want to talk to the one and only me. I wish I could have a conversation with myself, not that others don't interest me, it's just that...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    So here goes my VERY long story: Ever since I could remember, my mom has always hated me out of my older and little sister and has said it herself. She has been verbally abusing...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 15 Responses Aug 10

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    I don't belong in this world, no lie. I am 17 & for too long now I have pretended I'm okay, well I'm not. Sick to death of my Mum, me and her have never gotten along we argue and...
    Maddie1O1 Maddie1O1 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    How awful to love someone who doesn't love you back, at least not in the way you want her to. You are best friends, and you're always there for her her, but she has told you that...
    logic93 logic93 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    Song-time! Nothing cheers up like a spontaneous musical act! (Well, I can think of quite a few things actually, but that's besides the point!) When the day is long and the...
    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I feel horrible. My mom pretty much just called me an embarrassing and disappointment child. She made me cry but I don't care anymore. i deserve every pain. My stomach hurts and I...