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I Missed Someone So Much It Actually Hurts

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    The Fact That He Is Gone...

    ...really hit me hard today. I needed to someone to talk to, but he wasn't there. I couldn't even feel his spirit within me. I was/am devastated. My best friend of 25 years, gone, just like that. Most of my day today consisted of tears, fear and sadness.
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F Jun 19, 2012

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    I Just Want My Babe Back

    About a month or so ago my boyfriend got arrested for some complete bullshit...he's never been to jail never had a record doesn't get in trouble...and all of a sudden someone gets in trouble and wants to drag him into it just to save their own ***...anyway..I've never had to deal...
    Uaiintfresh Uaiintfresh 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    To See All Grey.

    I miss someone so much that when I think about them it physically hurts. A squeezing, compression around my heart. The problem is no matter how much I grieve the pain is just as it was the day I first felt it. Like a disease if I don't contain it it takes all my thoughts. My very...
    Dragathorian Dragathorian 18-21, M 1 Response May 31, 2012

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    Our Grandson

    My wife and daughter were walking to our truck with Tanner. H was just two years old. When they got close to the truck he broke away and wanted to be the first one there. He took just a few steps and was ran over by a dumptruck and crushed. It happened right in front of my wife...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    Missing My Son While He Was Abducted For Five Years.

    This is not ready to be a complete story here, I wrote about some of it on my profile, I just joined this group ( hi:) but,  I do remember the physical, deep, pain and  then going completely numb for years. The first month or so, that was the worst (I think, hell it all was the...
    Laragn Laragn 41-45, F Jun 16, 2012

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    I Love You Mum

    you disappeared from our lives when i was a baby and we looked and looked and one day we get a call. For ever we searched until that call we know where you are . down at the coroner your gone forever. and we never got to say bye. we love you if only we knew what happened. mom if...
    bloodygood4life bloodygood4life 13-15, F 1 Response May 22, 2012

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    Death Is Everywhere

    The last month or two has been, terrible to say the least.. A really close friend committed suicide, and it was all my fault, if i hadnt of gone to buy coffee i wouldve made it in time to save her, at first, the guilt was unbearable, i was becoming more and more emotionlly...
    WonderingWhereToGo WonderingWhereToGo 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2013

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    His Birthday

    Yesterday Tanner would have been four years old, if he had lived. It isnt fair that he had such short time here with us. He was loved and cared for, he was happy and sweet and beautiful.He was almost two when he died and I will never get over it. I dont know wich is worse..his...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Jan 6, 2013

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    Tanner

    Didnt sleep much last night. Tomorrow will be two years without Tanner. He was walking in between my daughter and my wife. Each held his hand as they headed to our truck. My wife let go of his hand to find her keys in her purse when Tanner broke away from my daughter and started...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    I Miss Him

    I miss him. We used to hang out everyday. I was never bored with him, there was always something we could do. Something we could talk about. But now I doubt I will hear from him like that again. I need to hear him one more time, see him for one last time. I used to sit in my bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2012

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    My Boyfriends On Vacation Without Me.

    Unfortunately My Mother Is Super Over-protective And I Rarely Spend Quality Alone Time With Him. He Has Family In A Different State And Visits Them Fairly Often And Ive Yet Too Meet Them... When He Leaves All I Get Is A Vague "Ill Call You" And A Monotone I Love You. Whatever...
    ForeverAlone01 ForeverAlone01 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    Missed Opportunity

    We have it in us to take it or leave. I in my selfish state decided that I had a career that was more important. I neglected the gift that was being offered to me. She was the nicest person that I had ever come across. I now realise that she was just one in a few million. Did...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 23, 2013

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    I Miss You So Much

    My mother was murdered by my father when I was 9 years old. My father was an alcoholic and he locked me in a closet and waited for my mom to get home because she didn't buy him any cigars. I only remember her screaming and asking were me and my brother were before I heard the...
    eibochi eibochi 18-21, F Jun 30, 2012

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    You know who you are!

    U borned in Summer!
    summerlovein1974 summerlovein1974 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Pain Of Being Apart..

    May 21, 2012... it was the day when i proposed her and yesterday 21 May, 2013 after whole 1 year i decided to call her again... many of my friends here told me to propose her again but.... i'm sorry friends :'( i can't do that,,,, yesterday i called her to wish her our valentine...
    PRIshi PRIshi 22-25, M 2 Responses May 21, 2013

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    I Can't Take It Anymore.

    I'm 16 years old and I'm hiding my depression from everyone. 10 months ago 4 kids from my small town passed away from a car accident one of them being my 1st cousin that I grew up with. She was one year younger then me and we were so close we would tell eachother everything. We...
    Maycemiller Maycemiller 16-17, F Jul 12, 2012

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    Miss You Already

    you make it so hard to move on . i thought we was doing and out of no were yu dont want date talk or anything ........and yu said something to me that hurt soooooo bad . and if your reading this you no what you said . that was hurtful . ot hurt so bad cuz im always here for you...
    ashlay21 ashlay21 13-15, F May 21, 2012

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    The Last Time We Said Goodby

    I was 12 when I lost the only girlfriend tht I really cared for It was the last week of school I telling my good freinds goodby and kissing every girl tht I saw (don't ask) then I when to my gf she it was ok and then we kissed😘 . We wher just so great for each other 1.she...
    Darkonallsides Darkonallsides 13-15, M Jul 16, 2012

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    My Grandson

    I drove my grandson to school this morning. On the way back home I had the radio on and was feeling good. Then that song came on, the one i cant listen to without crying. My youngest grandson loved to listen to music on my lap. He had to have the headphones on didnt want to hear...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Dec 18, 2012

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    Missing Him Too Much?

    Me and my boyfriend have only been together for a little under a month, but it hurts me so much for me to be away from him for even a day. He treats me like a princess, and at times a little too much like one. But I'm scared that I'm becoming too attached to him. Am I?
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Oct 25, 2012

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    Let The Perfect One Go

    I was seeing a girl in college one of the most amazing girls on campus. She was three years older than me and yet we matched. I began dating her my sophomore year and we continued dating for 2 years(long distance, lived together, and worked separated). I was emotionally crippled...
    nosoulchef nosoulchef 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    It's only been a few days,

    maybe a bit more. I still smell him, taste him, yearn for his touch, the way he looked at me, the way only he could make me feel. He's not right, but he could have been, if only we could have cleared the air properly.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F Feb 5

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    My First Love

    when i was 19 i met my first love. we were together for 3 months and i ended up losing my virginity to him. he was my first boyfriend, my first everything. he moved away and i was heart broken. 5 years later and i am still in love with him. ive had other boyfriends and thought i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    A Friend In Need

    On the beach ,,On the sand Near the river ,I heard a sound. It was not a bird ,Not a child A beautiful girl ,Sitting amid. She was singing a song ,All alone I was thinking why ,Is she so forlorn? I walked towards her ,Step by step To know what’s wrong ,And why is she sad. I...
    vimkha vimkha 31-35, M Jul 16, 2012

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    Widow At 32 With Two Kids

    we went on hoilday to spain got there on the 11th of may this yr my husband went to watch hearts game at pub,fell down stairs was taken to hospital with head injury some how?he got out the hospital dont know if ever will find out was trying to find his way back to our appartment...
    zenlaurie zenlaurie 31-35, F Sep 2, 2013

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    Accidental Meeting

    Well, B, you have no idea how much I've missed you since I last saw you face to face. I can still see your smiling face and the joy in your eyes. I still remember you being so close to tears when I told you how I felt about you. Can you believe I can still remember all this...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Wherever They Are...

    I heard the Bach piece again today. The Bach piece I can't name. The Bach piece they were supposed to play a violin solo in at the concert almost two years ago. I think of this person every time I hear this piece. It almost makes me cry. For the past few weeks I've been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 29, 2013

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    Living In Reverse A Poem For My Angel Niece

    Living in reverse I saw you; your face was so clear You looked at me and said aunt bug wipe your tears I did as you asked and dried my eyes I heard your sweet voice singing lullabies It was reverse; you were comforting me You told me to close my eyes and go back to sleep I did...
    Kaitykay93 Kaitykay93 18-21, F May 22, 2012

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    Have You Ever Missed Someone It Hurts?

    i've missed someone so much it hurts , we were so in love and i i honestly thought it would be that way forever , i loved him more then words can describe and i still do. we saw each other every single day no exception. my own parents didn't even look at each other the way we...
    amandarose456 amandarose456 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2012

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    I made a friend here on EP the day I signed up.

    We became friends instantly. Talked (msgd) for a cpl hours the first day. He was going thru some things I was but I was ahead of him in the process. He was such a good person I actually hated his pain worse than my own. He was very gentle, honest and had good morals, always...
    amyj65 amyj65 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 3

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    Miss My Ex Boyfriend

    i miss my ex boyfriend so much.and i do still love him.but he dont love me like he used to.he use to love me so much. i miss his love.and i miss everything about him.and now i have to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore.what did i do to deserve this. )':
    valecia valecia 18-21 4 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    I missed you so much.

    And it hurts here coz ive fallen for you now..why now? Before your just a friend for me but now you have a special place here in my heart and this is true. I wish you could read this. I wish i could talk to you again just like before our chatting moments, i just keep on looking...
    Hotmamaanne Hotmamaanne 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 28

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    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Sep 22

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
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    I hate going out and socializing with people, no matter how hard someone tries to encourage me i'd still not socialize or go out! Is anyone out there who relates?
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    I want to be able to find a guy that loves me for who I am, and understands me and has the same interests as me. it seems like I find guys like that but when I say I'm a virgin...
    JMGEARTHTHINKER JMGEARTHTHINKER 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    'm 20 and studying at the university! I'm supposed to be living the best period of my life! But instead i'm having my worst! I hate myself , i hate my body, i hate what i see in...
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    k55f k55f 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I finally got to see the man of my dreams we have waited almost 2 months for this moment. We cuddled and made out and I already miss him...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F Oct 11

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    I love him to death and I would do anything for him.. But I don't feel like he feels the same about me.. I am just scared he's gonna hurt me like the other guys I've dated..
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I totally get that people won't fully 100% understand each other ever. even if they say that they "understand what you're going through completely." but no you don't. what you...
    ashbomb ashbomb 13-15, F Oct 6

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    Which will never really happen and I guess I will have to accept that at some point .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    i missed someone whom I used to talk to at this time of night. i dont know much about that person but Im exceptionally missing them.
    OnlyGodCanJudgeMe96 OnlyGodCanJudgeMe96 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I miss you so much, it hurts that I can't message you on this anymore cause you don't have it. I have no way to say how sorry I am! I miss you lots but I hope your happy, wherever...
    Rachael95 Rachael95 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I want to get over a man I really love. We are both married with kids. He was my first love. We met again last year and hooked up. We ended our relationships 3 months ago. He had...
    youbrokeme youbrokeme 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I miss u so much.It hurts i cant stop thinking bout u.I love u.I wish u could love me back.
    ConstantFear ConstantFear 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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