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    Losing The Control I Fought To Have!

    I have had panic & anxiety attacks often for the last 5 years. I have a degrading bone disease, social anxiety, slight agraphobia and a tendency to self harm - Had been clean for neary three years!I have a personality disorder where i have two other personalitys and when i (the...
    Rocks08 Rocks08 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    We've Been Told We Don't Have It, But It's the Closest Thing We Can Come To.

    errr...hi, every one! Nice to meet all of you! first off, our user name is Eriksplus for a reason; there are seven of us here named 'Erik', I being one of them. The title of this topic pretty much so says it all. we're lost, and we don't know what to do or who we can...
    Eriksplus Eriksplus 16-17, F 10 Responses May 6, 2009

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    The Others

     I was two years old when my uncle took my clothes off and put me in a dark closet when he heard my parents coming in the house. I was five when my brother started melesting me. I remember the dreams of waking up outside and night, then waking up there for real. There are many...
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Confusion

    We just joined this group and now that we have to write a story we're all fighting because some of us want to and some of us don't and the little kids are crying and somebody is throwing blocks and giving the adults a headache so bye, sorry.
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 4 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Asleep Or Awake

    it is all confusing I can not think straight som much anymore.  Light dark, good bad, young old, man woman, i am so many and yet I am no one.  I can not live yet I can not die, can't exsit yet can not stop being.  So much talking so many different voices so many...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 24, 2009

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    I Think We Wore Psychologist Out!

    well have to say it has been an experience.  I finally saw a psychologist yesterday.  My husband and i thought there were only three personalities within me.  seems the psychiatrist met them all..there are 7 of us 5 yr old Sissy likes to play an color things...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    Raven..story Of Me

    im not too happy about the post that was made earlier, however i cant change that now.  she  is attempting to get treatment for me and im not really that interested.  I hear their voices all the time. telling me what a problem i am, telling me im not good...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    What's Going On Here?

    hey all I've got some questions and hope to get some input. I'm sure we all have heard that it's ok to talk to oneself, but the time to worry is when you answer yourself. Wait. I've been doing that all my life. I don't "hear" the voices--I am the voices, if that makes any sense...
    unfulfilled11 unfulfilled11 36-40, M 9 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    We Are Family

    I am a functioning person with MPD now DID.  For most of my life I have exsited as many people sharing one body.  I am looking for others who share this experiance to relate to.  please there must be someone out there.
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 11 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    Support From the Understanding

    My boyfriend of 6 years who has multiple personality disorder just broke up with me.   Part of what he said to me about the reason is "you know how my cycle is" and it is time to go now and that was the last time I spoke to him.  We have exchanged a few...
    friendofmany friendofmany 56-60 1 Response Jul 11, 2009

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    Moe About Being M.p.d./d.i.d.

     Yanno, I thouht I'd gotten rid of the stigma of having many personalities.  I've moved more times than I care to recall but fate follows and there's always someone even 300 miles away that I'll run into that is a fellow D.I.D., an unashamd one, who will speak loudly of...
    Samsan Samsan 51-55 3 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    The First Call

    I took the first step to getting professional help tonight and contacted a local head shrinker that specializes in this particular field. She called me back a little bit after I emailed her and left a voice message. I knew that listening to the voice mail was going to cause...
    eightn1 eightn1 22-25, M 5 Responses May 5, 2009

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    5 Things And Tag

    1. I am an artist. 2. I am an author. 3 I have sense of humor. 4.I am the caregiver of my husband, who has alzhiemers. 5 I like playing online games.
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    The Pain (apples Story)

    =Triggering= =Updated at beginning and end= I have been told that when i was born that I came out of the womb screaming, bereft of the prospect of being brought into the world. I did not enter it a small or weak child, 9 pounds 11 ounces. However I was an afflicted child, born...
    AppleBrain AppleBrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    Tucker

    Our dog Tucker passed away yesterday, we buried him this morning, it is hitting me hard.  My husband doesnt seem to be showing any emotions, maybe it hasnt hit him yet.  The children dont seem to understand, and all i am doing is crying.  miss him already.  He was my baby.
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    Many Questions But Few Answeres

    my name is Raven, i am 32 married with 3 children 11,5 and 1.  I believe i have DID however cannot seem to explain my experiences with doctors or my husband to make them understand.  but how can i make them understand if i dont understand it myself.  i have been...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    How Many Am I ,you Judge

    I feel like i'm psyhcologically breaking down from the inside. I thought i had multiple personality disorder because i felt like i'm just a vesel,my body is just a vesel and these entities are controlling it,like when you talk to yourself only this time for me it seemed like 3...
    Adnawat Adnawat 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Intoducing We

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Ahhh Poetry Gotta Love It..share Yours Too

    Do you hear my tears caress the pillow as the moonlight shines upon our window they carry with them through the night memories of things we have done so right they also carry a bitter haze of things done wrong, mistakes we've made but even through this hasty maze i feel...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    New

    I don't know how or when it started, but lately my MPD had become more pronounced, it mainly happens when I'm stressed, but my alters have been forcing their way out on their own lately aswell. Silvania isn't that bad, she's actually really kind to the people she knows about in...
    sollerage sollerage 16-17, F May 18, 2012

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    Where Is The Light At The End Of My Tunnel

    well it seemed at first that our husband was understanding, not at all what it seems to be.  i have switched many times in the past few weeks.  seems we all told him what makes each one of us comes out.  we do talk to eachother, and tell eachother what we have told to him...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2011

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    Random Blurble/thoughts

    It's interesting to read other peoples stories over and over just to see how they live with multiple personalities, but at times I don't know how to approach people and make more friends of course i'm a little more relaxed so anyone who wanted to talk could come to me. What makes...
    darkdestiny921 darkdestiny921 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    Hi, Our Name Is Candace

    Hi,My name is Candace and I am multiple.there are six of us.OUR NAMES ARE ME CANDACE,I'M THE FIRST BORN.THAN THERE'S SYBIL,CLAIRE,IVY,DAWN,AND OUR LITTLE ONE KORALINE AGE 4. WE ARE ALL REALLY CLOSE AND COEXISTANT.LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.
    CANDACEROBYN CANDACEROBYN 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I met a man before in my home state Hawaii that has Multiple Personality Disorder. He was also blind. His main personality was named Andy. He and I met while I traveled on Handi...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl, been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Hello, I finally found somewhere where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    Shadow ~ queen of host body. Tells people what to do and is married to Riley; husband in another realm. Glenda ~ super afraid of everything but mainly germs. Can be sometimes mean...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    It has been a long time since I have been out. At least, it feels that way. I am Airia, the first alter who appeared. My host is thinking about basically giving main control and...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Since we haven't posted for a little while, we felt that it might be ideal. This is simply a bit of curiosity, but how many of you have, amongst your alters, wild variance in terms...
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I have DID/MPD I think... Would anyone like to talk to me about there experience or trade questions? I don't mind talking to alters or letting you talk to my alter... My alter is...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    My alters Airia and Dia have been holding something back for a few hours now. It could be a new alter, or many, or something else entirely. This huge presence in darker places of...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I really just want to post my system. If anyone has personalities similar to mine please contact me. I would love someone for both myself and them to talk to. I am Kaci. I'm the...
    therearemanymes therearemanymes 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's like I'm a broken person and each piece is a different me :(
    13andGay 13andGay 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Anyone that has an Xbox 360 and plays cod ghost and with MPD want to play? Send me your GT and I'll try to add you right away :)
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wonder.. If people knew... Really knew... Would anyone even talk to me? Or just call me a freak?
    therearemanymes therearemanymes 16-17, F 6 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Recently been told I may have Borderline Personality Disorder. It's not a confirmed diagnosis yet, but I'm pretty sure I have it, definitely makes more sense to me than the...
    atremain atremain 18-21, F Apr 3

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    My problem with getting this diagnosis was that I used to not like the fact that everyone gets labels. I mean, I still feel like certain terms get thrown around way too casually...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F Apr 1

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    My life has been a constant battle in so many ways and i feel i will always have to battle to keep as stable as i can and to stay away from toxic people. I don't hate people that...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Caged. Heavy; light; pounding; relaxing; broken; glued. This is what goes on inside her head, because this is who she is; a girl diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. She...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    i have borderline personality disorder maybe i have to join another group lee anne
    maddisongrace maddisongrace 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I have borderline personality disorder
    isabel44 isabel44 16-17, F Mar 30

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    I have PSTD and personality disorder which I don't know how to handle.
    godswish49 godswish49 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Wow . I'm so beyond bored right know when I shouldn't be . Blah maybe the whole borderline personality disorder is getting in my way . Hmmm
    Briinx Briinx 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    The only time this issue truly affects me anymore is when I hurt the one person I love more than anything. He knows I was ill in the past but I will never tell him about my...
    kerrence23 kerrence23 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    ***Before you read this: I am NOT looking for sympathy and/or pity; I'm trying to explain a little what living with this disorder is like. Please don't feed the narcissist's supply...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I have BPD and I'm totally my own worst enemy, I've learned over the years that when things are calm and peaceful I sabotage my own life because I'm more comfortable in chaotic...
    BeautifulBorderlineJunkie BeautifulBorderlineJunkie 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I have not been diagnosed. However, lately I started looking up more information about anxiety disorders. I'm 31 and have been shy and quiet my entire life. I thought it was...
    CamillaRhodes CamillaRhodes 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    This sucks. Monday, I was overwhelmed with my grandmother's passing who died last month. Yesterday I was as happy as can be. Today I have to attend a funeral for the mother of a...
    Susananais Susananais 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with BPD about a year and a half ago. I was in denial and didn't get the help that I needed. It was my husband who figured out that their was something wrong and...
    mamakate09 mamakate09 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Social mugging: Held at eye point in a crowded room having your interests, hobbies, life story and all other precious and valuable social information demanded of you. At every...
    Beth403 Beth403 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Why is lying associated with BPD?
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I left work today :( A little background. I was diagnosed BPD (among others) 5 years ago and have been on disability since then. Disability has that wonderful program where for...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate when randomly BPD starts taking over out of no where. It's like from 0 to 10 quickly. There's no feeling kinda bad it just goes to horrible. I hate being like this. I want...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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