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    Raven..story Of Me

    im not too happy about the post that was made earlier, however i cant change that now.  she  is attempting to get treatment for me and im not really that interested.  I hear their voices all the time. telling me what a problem i am, telling me im not good...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    These past few days have been a blur.

    I'm constantly switching whenever I get stressed, which is almost every time and everyday. Some freshmen kid at my high school started a fight with me, I'm a junior, but I tried not fight but everyone around us was forcing me to. The kid hit me first when I wasn't looking, and...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 28, 2014

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    We Are Family

    I am a functioning person with MPD now DID.  For most of my life I have exsited as many people sharing one body.  I am looking for others who share this experiance to relate to.  please there must be someone out there.
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 11 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    Asleep Or Awake

    it is all confusing I can not think straight som much anymore.  Light dark, good bad, young old, man woman, i am so many and yet I am no one.  I can not live yet I can not die, can't exsit yet can not stop being.  So much talking so many different voices so many...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 24, 2009

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    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I just want to hit our therapist in

    the face. I hate ignorant people
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    How Many Am I ,you Judge

    I feel like i'm psyhcologically breaking down from the inside. I thought i had multiple personality disorder because i felt like i'm just a vesel,my body is just a vesel and these entities are controlling it,like when you talk to yourself only this time for me it seemed like 3...
    Adnawat Adnawat 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Support From the Understanding

    My boyfriend of 6 years who has multiple personality disorder just broke up with me.   Part of what he said to me about the reason is "you know how my cycle is" and it is time to go now and that was the last time I spoke to him.  We have exchanged a few...
    friendofmany friendofmany 56-60 1 Response Jul 11, 2009

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    The First Call

    I took the first step to getting professional help tonight and contacted a local head shrinker that specializes in this particular field. She called me back a little bit after I emailed her and left a voice message. I knew that listening to the voice mail was going to cause...
    eightn1 eightn1 22-25, M 5 Responses May 5, 2009

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    New

    I don't know how or when it started, but lately my MPD had become more pronounced, it mainly happens when I'm stressed, but my alters have been forcing their way out on their own lately aswell. Silvania isn't that bad, she's actually really kind to the people she knows about in...
    sollerage sollerage 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    We've Been Told We Don't Have It, But It's the Closest Thing We Can Come To.

    errr...hi, every one! Nice to meet all of you! first off, our user name is Eriksplus for a reason; there are seven of us here named 'Erik', I being one of them. The title of this topic pretty much so says it all. we're lost, and we don't know what to do or who we can...
    Eriksplus Eriksplus 16-17, F 10 Responses May 6, 2009

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    The Pain (apples Story)

    =Triggering= =Updated at beginning and end= I have been told that when i was born that I came out of the womb screaming, bereft of the prospect of being brought into the world. I did not enter it a small or weak child, 9 pounds 11 ounces. However I was an afflicted child, born...
    AppleBrain AppleBrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    So I'm not allowed to be out draw,

    write, interact with people, make friends and do the things I like because all I'm allowed to do is 'serve' our host? ? I'm not a slave! Iris
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    5 Things And Tag

    1. I am an artist. 2. I am an author. 3 I have sense of humor. 4.I am the caregiver of my husband, who has alzhiemers. 5 I like playing online games.
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    The Others

     I was two years old when my uncle took my clothes off and put me in a dark closet when he heard my parents coming in the house. I was five when my brother started melesting me. I remember the dreams of waking up outside and night, then waking up there for real. There are many...
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Ahhh Poetry Gotta Love It..share Yours Too

    Do you hear my tears caress the pillow as the moonlight shines upon our window they carry with them through the night memories of things we have done so right they also carry a bitter haze of things done wrong, mistakes we've made but even through this hasty maze i feel...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    I just don't feel ok.

    the others make me lose everyone I have
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Losing The Control I Fought To Have!

    I have had panic & anxiety attacks often for the last 5 years. I have a degrading bone disease, social anxiety, slight agraphobia and a tendency to self harm - Had been clean for neary three years!I have a personality disorder where i have two other personalitys and when i (the...
    Rocks08 Rocks08 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Intoducing We

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    What's Going On Here?

    hey all I've got some questions and hope to get some input. I'm sure we all have heard that it's ok to talk to oneself, but the time to worry is when you answer yourself. Wait. I've been doing that all my life. I don't "hear" the voices--I am the voices, if that makes any sense...
    unfulfilled11 unfulfilled11 36-40, M 9 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    Hi, Our Name Is Candace

    Hi,My name is Candace and I am multiple.there are six of us.OUR NAMES ARE ME CANDACE,I'M THE FIRST BORN.THAN THERE'S SYBIL,CLAIRE,IVY,DAWN,AND OUR LITTLE ONE KORALINE AGE 4. WE ARE ALL REALLY CLOSE AND COEXISTANT.LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.
    CANDACEROBYN CANDACEROBYN 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Hi. I post lots of stuff here.

    However, this is more of serious post. I am in hopes of finding some answers. I have a 5 yr old student at school, and I suspect that he may have a personality disorder. So, I come here in hopes that someone can shed some light on the subject. I noticed the other day, when he...
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel 41-45, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    Confusion

    We just joined this group and now that we have to write a story we're all fighting because some of us want to and some of us don't and the little kids are crying and somebody is throwing blocks and giving the adults a headache so bye, sorry.
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 4 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Where Is The Light At The End Of My Tunnel

    well it seemed at first that our husband was understanding, not at all what it seems to be.  i have switched many times in the past few weeks.  seems we all told him what makes each one of us comes out.  we do talk to eachother, and tell eachother what we have told to him...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2011

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    Many Questions But Few Answeres

    my name is Raven, i am 32 married with 3 children 11,5 and 1.  I believe i have DID however cannot seem to explain my experiences with doctors or my husband to make them understand.  but how can i make them understand if i dont understand it myself.  i have been...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    I Might Have It...

     I don't have it nearly as bad as others... I've read other stories and I have decided to share my own. I haven't had physical abuse of any kind... but I have been teased countless times.   I started noticing voices in my head in the past year, and amazingly it was...
    lessian lessian 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Moe About Being M.p.d./d.i.d.

     Yanno, I thouht I'd gotten rid of the stigma of having many personalities.  I've moved more times than I care to recall but fate follows and there's always someone even 300 miles away that I'll run into that is a fellow D.I.D., an unashamd one, who will speak loudly of...
    Samsan Samsan 51-55 3 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Tucker

    Our dog Tucker passed away yesterday, we buried him this morning, it is hitting me hard.  My husband doesnt seem to be showing any emotions, maybe it hasnt hit him yet.  The children dont seem to understand, and all i am doing is crying.  miss him already.  He was my baby.
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    I Think We Wore Psychologist Out!

    well have to say it has been an experience.  I finally saw a psychologist yesterday.  My husband and i thought there were only three personalities within me.  seems the psychiatrist met them all..there are 7 of us 5 yr old Sissy likes to play an color things...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    Random Blurble/thoughts

    It's interesting to read other peoples stories over and over just to see how they live with multiple personalities, but at times I don't know how to approach people and make more friends of course i'm a little more relaxed so anyone who wanted to talk could come to me. What makes...
    darkdestiny921 darkdestiny921 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    My boyfriend has been ignoring me all night. I'm scared that he is going to leave me for another woman, who is hid friend. I know that I am not normal, I have tried talking to him...
    biffiebabie biffiebabie 36-40, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have BPD. I am about to lose my partner because I am so clingy, then I push him away. I self harm and abuse pills. Is there a self help group out there? I just want to be normal...
    biffiebabie biffiebabie 36-40, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    There are days I hate my life. In other words hating my life is hating my parents, my father in particular. I was my family's scapegoat. Yep, I inherited that dreadful honorable...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    **** OCPD ---> [OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE PERSONALITY DISORDER] <<<<<<...
    ChaoticEnigma ChaoticEnigma 36-40, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    i feel so sad and lonely and abandoned everyday is the same im afraid to wake up i dont want o do anything anymore today is the first day in 5 days ive done something this illness...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    But I'm pretty unique to other Borderlines. Anybody else feel alone, even with this?
    leflay leflay 22-25, T 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I find a lot of people on EP have misunderstandings about what borderline personality disorder is (like mixing up different disorders). So for anyone coming on this page for...
    AnonymousKCQ AnonymousKCQ 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It All Makes Sense Now. A chance encounter and some independent research resulted in my realization that for the last 5 years my behavior, experiences, and relationships would...
    Missluhvlee Missluhvlee 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    If you have this disorder can you please message me? I have some questions and I am wondering if I , myself might be.! thanks
    LunaDove LunaDove 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm taking control of my disorder. I'll ride through the emotions it brings me, feel them fully, and let them go as they pass rather than clinging for dear life and desperately...
    nicaea nicaea 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    A few days ago I posted how my head hurts and how I have to let ago of a relationship. Also to use it as an opportunity to reflect on my issues. So here goes. The thing that sucks...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    ... Blank ... I feel like that sums up me right now. I feel like I'm losing hope.
    Jlb13592 Jlb13592 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Yes, I am who I am partly because of them, I hate that they cause drama for me sometimes, I hate that I can never get any peace, always hearing them complain in my head, especially...
    Silverfeather1993 Silverfeather1993 22-25, F 5 days ago

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