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    5 Things And Tag

    1. I am an artist. 2. I am an author. 3 I have sense of humor. 4.I am the caregiver of my husband, who has alzhiemers. 5 I like playing online games.
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Hi, Our Name Is Candace

    Hi,My name is Candace and I am multiple.there are six of us.OUR NAMES ARE ME CANDACE,I'M THE FIRST BORN.THAN THERE'S SYBIL,CLAIRE,IVY,DAWN,AND OUR LITTLE ONE KORALINE AGE 4. WE ARE ALL REALLY CLOSE AND COEXISTANT.LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.
    CANDACEROBYN CANDACEROBYN 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Raven..story Of Me

    im not too happy about the post that was made earlier, however i cant change that now.  she  is attempting to get treatment for me and im not really that interested.  I hear their voices all the time. telling me what a problem i am, telling me im not good...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    Ahhh Poetry Gotta Love It..share Yours Too

    Do you hear my tears caress the pillow as the moonlight shines upon our window they carry with them through the night memories of things we have done so right they also carry a bitter haze of things done wrong, mistakes we've made but even through this hasty maze i feel...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    The Others

     I was two years old when my uncle took my clothes off and put me in a dark closet when he heard my parents coming in the house. I was five when my brother started melesting me. I remember the dreams of waking up outside and night, then waking up there for real. There are many...
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Tucker

    Our dog Tucker passed away yesterday, we buried him this morning, it is hitting me hard.  My husband doesnt seem to be showing any emotions, maybe it hasnt hit him yet.  The children dont seem to understand, and all i am doing is crying.  miss him already.  He was my baby.
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    Where Is The Light At The End Of My Tunnel

    well it seemed at first that our husband was understanding, not at all what it seems to be.  i have switched many times in the past few weeks.  seems we all told him what makes each one of us comes out.  we do talk to eachother, and tell eachother what we have told to him...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2011

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    New

    I don't know how or when it started, but lately my MPD had become more pronounced, it mainly happens when I'm stressed, but my alters have been forcing their way out on their own lately aswell. Silvania isn't that bad, she's actually really kind to the people she knows about in...
    sollerage sollerage 16-17, F May 18, 2012

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    We've Been Told We Don't Have It, But It's the Closest Thing We Can Come To.

    errr...hi, every one! Nice to meet all of you! first off, our user name is Eriksplus for a reason; there are seven of us here named 'Erik', I being one of them. The title of this topic pretty much so says it all. we're lost, and we don't know what to do or who we can...
    Eriksplus Eriksplus 16-17, F 10 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Confusion

    We just joined this group and now that we have to write a story we're all fighting because some of us want to and some of us don't and the little kids are crying and somebody is throwing blocks and giving the adults a headache so bye, sorry.
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 4 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Losing The Control I Fought To Have!

    I have had panic & anxiety attacks often for the last 5 years. I have a degrading bone disease, social anxiety, slight agraphobia and a tendency to self harm - Had been clean for neary three years!I have a personality disorder where i have two other personalitys and when i (the...
    Rocks08 Rocks08 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    I Might Have It...

     I don't have it nearly as bad as others... I've read other stories and I have decided to share my own. I haven't had physical abuse of any kind... but I have been teased countless times.   I started noticing voices in my head in the past year, and amazingly it was...
    lessian lessian 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    The Pain (apples Story)

    =Triggering= =Updated at beginning and end= I have been told that when i was born that I came out of the womb screaming, bereft of the prospect of being brought into the world. I did not enter it a small or weak child, 9 pounds 11 ounces. However I was an afflicted child, born...
    AppleBrain AppleBrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    How Many Am I ,you Judge

    I feel like i'm psyhcologically breaking down from the inside. I thought i had multiple personality disorder because i felt like i'm just a vesel,my body is just a vesel and these entities are controlling it,like when you talk to yourself only this time for me it seemed like 3...
    Adnawat Adnawat 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Intoducing We

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Many Questions But Few Answeres

    my name is Raven, i am 32 married with 3 children 11,5 and 1.  I believe i have DID however cannot seem to explain my experiences with doctors or my husband to make them understand.  but how can i make them understand if i dont understand it myself.  i have been...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    We Are Family

    I am a functioning person with MPD now DID.  For most of my life I have exsited as many people sharing one body.  I am looking for others who share this experiance to relate to.  please there must be someone out there.
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 11 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    Asleep Or Awake

    it is all confusing I can not think straight som much anymore.  Light dark, good bad, young old, man woman, i am so many and yet I am no one.  I can not live yet I can not die, can't exsit yet can not stop being.  So much talking so many different voices so many...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 24, 2009

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    Support From the Understanding

    My boyfriend of 6 years who has multiple personality disorder just broke up with me.   Part of what he said to me about the reason is "you know how my cycle is" and it is time to go now and that was the last time I spoke to him.  We have exchanged a few...
    friendofmany friendofmany 56-60 1 Response Jul 11, 2009

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    What's Going On Here?

    hey all I've got some questions and hope to get some input. I'm sure we all have heard that it's ok to talk to oneself, but the time to worry is when you answer yourself. Wait. I've been doing that all my life. I don't "hear" the voices--I am the voices, if that makes any sense...
    unfulfilled11 unfulfilled11 36-40, M 9 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    The First Call

    I took the first step to getting professional help tonight and contacted a local head shrinker that specializes in this particular field. She called me back a little bit after I emailed her and left a voice message. I knew that listening to the voice mail was going to cause...
    eightn1 eightn1 22-25, M 5 Responses May 5, 2009

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    Random Blurble/thoughts

    It's interesting to read other peoples stories over and over just to see how they live with multiple personalities, but at times I don't know how to approach people and make more friends of course i'm a little more relaxed so anyone who wanted to talk could come to me. What makes...
    darkdestiny921 darkdestiny921 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I Think We Wore Psychologist Out!

    well have to say it has been an experience.  I finally saw a psychologist yesterday.  My husband and i thought there were only three personalities within me.  seems the psychiatrist met them all..there are 7 of us 5 yr old Sissy likes to play an color things...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    Moe About Being M.p.d./d.i.d.

     Yanno, I thouht I'd gotten rid of the stigma of having many personalities.  I've moved more times than I care to recall but fate follows and there's always someone even 300 miles away that I'll run into that is a fellow D.I.D., an unashamd one, who will speak loudly of...
    Samsan Samsan 51-55 3 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Time to share my story of Multiple Personality Disorder(MPD). I know, in my case, this is more commonly known as a Teenage Identity Crisis, but I'd like to refer it as MPD. So...
    LightlySaltedSalmon LightlySaltedSalmon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Yup, I have Multiple Personality Disorder, and it's really hard sometimes. I try to hide it from people I don't know and even some of my closest friends. I'm afraid they'd think I...
    SilverXJzargo SilverXJzargo 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 21

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    Hi, I am new on EP, and I got here because I wanted to talk about this. Sorry if some things aren't clear, English isn't my mother tongue. I didn't went to any therapy or...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    i was always very interested in this. to whoever has this disorder is very brave because i know it must be frustrating basically sharing your body with different people
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm actually an alter in a certain someones system. I posted it here cause they post in the Dissociative Identity disorder experience. I don't think the host would be mad I made an...
    goatmother goatmother 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi. I just curious in how the personality swap, I know that physically, there might be minimum differences, but I have view that the way they represent them self; such as the usage...
    MissHara MissHara 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I've always wanted to know this about other people... How quickly can another persona come into being? Do they suddenly appear, or do they gradually "slide in"?
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 7 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm lucky no one tests me to show the one part of four that I don't like letting take control of this body.
    JohnBobMac JohnBobMac 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 20

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    Wow great picture ... .
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    m.youtube.com/watch?v=0tITzDjPf4g Just found my answer
    MissHara MissHara 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    So my alters and I came up with this idea, which is when an alter appears during school hours they have to right down their marking on my left arm (why my left arm? I don't know...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    so uh.... have any of you... experienced another Alters dream before? Because I did last night.... It was only a small bit of it, like 20 seconds of the dream.... anyone else had...
    FullHotel FullHotel 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 30

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    I have three other personalities. First up is Paul. Paul like to hurt people. He likes to fight, move around, and is thrill seeking. Paul had his moment once. Once. Since then, I...
    JohnBobMac JohnBobMac 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 31

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    Is it possible for an alter to have experience memories, of something that they can't have possibly experienced? for example; a 57 year old male alter, having war memories. And...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 31

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    My mind is riddled with metaphors and I dream in code. I was feeling very low one day and had this vision as I was half in and half out of sleep. I saw a dark crossroads, down...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Aug 31

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    I have 6 different alters they include a child alter, a happy energetic alter, a sad alter, a angry alter and a protector alter. I have had them ever since I was a child and we all...
    Jasmine368 Jasmine368 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 4

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    I'm not quite sure this qualifies as an experience, but Arthur wanted me to share it with you all- Host Hello to all. This poem was written about the only female alter in our...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Hi, I've read a lot of your experiences and most of you talk about "black outs". How does it feel? How can your alters be so disrespectful towards you? I want to know because mine...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    WHAT IS - A BREAK DOWN OF IT: Personality disorder involve patterns of behavior, mood, social interaction and impulsiveness that causes distress to the one experiencing them...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    The thing I hate the most about Avoidant Personality Disorder is being in large class rooms. I can feel their gazes pick me apart with acute precision, and when I ask something I...
    DestinyEvelyn DestinyEvelyn 18-21, T Aug 27

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    hi just need to vent not feeling well i feel like im going off the deep end i dont like getting up in the morning anymore i want to avoid the night time when i get my cycle my...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    It's been a rough couple of months for me and my BPD has been in high gear. I know it's there and it's not only making my life hard, but everyone around me as well...my daughter...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    I could so use some help and advice if some of you could take the time to try and help someone who is suffering and needs the help. GUILT IS...
    Altruistrick Altruistrick 56-60, M 5 Responses Aug 29

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    Or so I think. But don't we all? Life has become increasingly difficult by my standards and it's just enough to not make me want to excel at anything fruitful or have the...
    Keldeo Keldeo 22-25 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have Borderline Personalitч Disorder, these past few weeks have been at its worst. I have attempted suicide twice & failed, and currentlч still self harm, I live with mч bo...
    BeBeautiful95 BeBeautiful95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Who the **** am I????? I'm so beyond confused right now. It seems like since I got diagnosed idk what was really me and what was the disorder. My anger is irrational, I fall in...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago