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    Hi, Our Name Is Candace

    Hi,My name is Candace and I am multiple.there are six of us.OUR NAMES ARE ME CANDACE,I'M THE FIRST BORN.THAN THERE'S SYBIL,CLAIRE,IVY,DAWN,AND OUR LITTLE ONE KORALINE AGE 4. WE ARE ALL REALLY CLOSE AND COEXISTANT.LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.
    CANDACEROBYN CANDACEROBYN 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Support From the Understanding

    My boyfriend of 6 years who has multiple personality disorder just broke up with me.   Part of what he said to me about the reason is "you know how my cycle is" and it is time to go now and that was the last time I spoke to him.  We have exchanged a few...
    friendofmany friendofmany 56-60 1 Response Jul 11, 2009

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    Where Is The Light At The End Of My Tunnel

    well it seemed at first that our husband was understanding, not at all what it seems to be.  i have switched many times in the past few weeks.  seems we all told him what makes each one of us comes out.  we do talk to eachother, and tell eachother what we have told to him...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2011

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    The Pain (apples Story)

    =Triggering= =Updated at beginning and end= I have been told that when i was born that I came out of the womb screaming, bereft of the prospect of being brought into the world. I did not enter it a small or weak child, 9 pounds 11 ounces. However I was an afflicted child, born...
    AppleBrain AppleBrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    Random Blurble/thoughts

    It's interesting to read other peoples stories over and over just to see how they live with multiple personalities, but at times I don't know how to approach people and make more friends of course i'm a little more relaxed so anyone who wanted to talk could come to me. What makes...
    darkdestiny921 darkdestiny921 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    Hi. I post lots of stuff here.

    However, this is more of serious post. I am in hopes of finding some answers. I have a 5 yr old student at school, and I suspect that he may have a personality disorder. So, I come here in hopes that someone can shed some light on the subject. I noticed the other day, when he...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    We've Been Told We Don't Have It, But It's the Closest Thing We Can Come To.

    errr...hi, every one! Nice to meet all of you! first off, our user name is Eriksplus for a reason; there are seven of us here named 'Erik', I being one of them. The title of this topic pretty much so says it all. we're lost, and we don't know what to do or who we can...
    Eriksplus Eriksplus 16-17, F 10 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Confusion

    We just joined this group and now that we have to write a story we're all fighting because some of us want to and some of us don't and the little kids are crying and somebody is throwing blocks and giving the adults a headache so bye, sorry.
    sugarfooties sugarfooties 66-70 4 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    What's Going On Here?

    hey all I've got some questions and hope to get some input. I'm sure we all have heard that it's ok to talk to oneself, but the time to worry is when you answer yourself. Wait. I've been doing that all my life. I don't "hear" the voices--I am the voices, if that makes any sense...
    unfulfilled11 unfulfilled11 36-40, M 9 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    I Think We Wore Psychologist Out!

    well have to say it has been an experience.  I finally saw a psychologist yesterday.  My husband and i thought there were only three personalities within me.  seems the psychiatrist met them all..there are 7 of us 5 yr old Sissy likes to play an color things...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    Raven..story Of Me

    im not too happy about the post that was made earlier, however i cant change that now.  she  is attempting to get treatment for me and im not really that interested.  I hear their voices all the time. telling me what a problem i am, telling me im not good...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    5 Things And Tag

    1. I am an artist. 2. I am an author. 3 I have sense of humor. 4.I am the caregiver of my husband, who has alzhiemers. 5 I like playing online games.
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Tucker

    Our dog Tucker passed away yesterday, we buried him this morning, it is hitting me hard.  My husband doesnt seem to be showing any emotions, maybe it hasnt hit him yet.  The children dont seem to understand, and all i am doing is crying.  miss him already.  He was my baby.
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2011

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    New

    I don't know how or when it started, but lately my MPD had become more pronounced, it mainly happens when I'm stressed, but my alters have been forcing their way out on their own lately aswell. Silvania isn't that bad, she's actually really kind to the people she knows about in...
    sollerage sollerage 16-17, F May 18, 2012

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    Ahhh Poetry Gotta Love It..share Yours Too

    Do you hear my tears caress the pillow as the moonlight shines upon our window they carry with them through the night memories of things we have done so right they also carry a bitter haze of things done wrong, mistakes we've made but even through this hasty maze i feel...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    How Many Am I ,you Judge

    I feel like i'm psyhcologically breaking down from the inside. I thought i had multiple personality disorder because i felt like i'm just a vesel,my body is just a vesel and these entities are controlling it,like when you talk to yourself only this time for me it seemed like 3...
    Adnawat Adnawat 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Asleep Or Awake

    it is all confusing I can not think straight som much anymore.  Light dark, good bad, young old, man woman, i am so many and yet I am no one.  I can not live yet I can not die, can't exsit yet can not stop being.  So much talking so many different voices so many...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 24, 2009

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    I Might Have It...

     I don't have it nearly as bad as others... I've read other stories and I have decided to share my own. I haven't had physical abuse of any kind... but I have been teased countless times.   I started noticing voices in my head in the past year, and amazingly it was...
    lessian lessian 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    The First Call

    I took the first step to getting professional help tonight and contacted a local head shrinker that specializes in this particular field. She called me back a little bit after I emailed her and left a voice message. I knew that listening to the voice mail was going to cause...
    eightn1 eightn1 22-25, M 5 Responses May 5, 2009

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    We Are Family

    I am a functioning person with MPD now DID.  For most of my life I have exsited as many people sharing one body.  I am looking for others who share this experiance to relate to.  please there must be someone out there.
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 11 Responses Mar 20, 2009

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    Intoducing We

    Ok yall here goes;  I have always had many voices in my head some would act out to help in stressful situations.  I started when I was very young I do not know when the first was, I have always been ok playing by myself.  I know I have at least one female her...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Moe About Being M.p.d./d.i.d.

     Yanno, I thouht I'd gotten rid of the stigma of having many personalities.  I've moved more times than I care to recall but fate follows and there's always someone even 300 miles away that I'll run into that is a fellow D.I.D., an unashamd one, who will speak loudly of...
    Samsan Samsan 51-55 3 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Losing The Control I Fought To Have!

    I have had panic & anxiety attacks often for the last 5 years. I have a degrading bone disease, social anxiety, slight agraphobia and a tendency to self harm - Had been clean for neary three years!I have a personality disorder where i have two other personalitys and when i (the...
    Rocks08 Rocks08 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    These past few days have been a blur.

    I'm constantly switching whenever I get stressed, which is almost every time and everyday. Some freshmen kid at my high school started a fight with me, I'm a junior, but I tried not fight but everyone around us was forcing me to. The kid hit me first when I wasn't looking, and...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M Sep 28

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    The Others

     I was two years old when my uncle took my clothes off and put me in a dark closet when he heard my parents coming in the house. I was five when my brother started melesting me. I remember the dreams of waking up outside and night, then waking up there for real. There are many...
    JinnieH JinnieH 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Many Questions But Few Answeres

    my name is Raven, i am 32 married with 3 children 11,5 and 1.  I believe i have DID however cannot seem to explain my experiences with doctors or my husband to make them understand.  but how can i make them understand if i dont understand it myself.  i have been...
    raven32 raven32 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I feel that way! by now! i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Hiya im a Mike an im a alter.. heh the Host just kinda up an left locked himself up an well we dont really have anyone in charge... but lately iv been aware most an iv been finding...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M Dec 3

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    I must be really dense. About a year ago, my wife had some bad panic attacks...and we found she had OCD...and upon finding out what it was... she said she's been this way forever...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Only two people know about this. One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    SO Since I Last Posted We Have Got A New Host.... Which Is Good Cause Mike Was Getting Fed Up Playing Host So Now We Got Me - Mist :D And Im Still Learning Lots Of Things But Its...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder about one month ago. Borderline can consist of emotional disegulation, anger, disruptive interpersonal skills and other things...
    sarahcas sarahcas 22-25, F Nov 24

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 23

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    I happened to find a book in the bookstore about a year ago..."Borderline Personality Disorder for Dummies." I just opened it to read it some...and it was ME. Finally...something...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 23

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    I was diagnosed not too long ago, and the therapist said he didn't feel qualified to see me. Not that it really matters, since I was laid off and lost my insurance. I haven't told...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I am deeply loving ... a bit too loving, perhaps. Diagnosed with HPD 2 years ago, and struggle with it on many days. Married to my best friend ... but this disorder is ever...
    yogasummer yogasummer 36-40, F Nov 24

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    Today is thanksgiving and I feel so worthless. None of my friends text me to say happy thanksgiving. I got no phone calls today at all. Like I'm just a loser. My mind is all over...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I had sex with my ex again and right after, he was texting HER, setting up plans for later. I feel so stupid and used. I just sat there and acted extremely cold like always until I...
    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 1

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    Yo. I think I have BPD. All the things people talk about experiencing and the symptoms of borderline are things I experience. Eating disorder, self harm, self-hatred, etc. Any...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 Dec 6

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    Don't know why I get so upset. My boyfriend is away for a lads night out and I'm left at his house. And I dunno why but I got so upset begging him not to leave me. What is wrong...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today I have seen so many of my personalities come out. I hate it. I wish I could go back to being who I was before all my mental problems started. I love that personality.
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 Dec 7

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    sorry i need to vent yesterday i found out tmy mom does have lung cancer im probably youn g i went had a few glasses of wine then i was like a kid phoned people its cause im not a...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Nov 21

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    With a lack of warmth and open communication in my formative years, I guess the way I coped when I was a child was to look for solace in books I've read, games I've played, shows I...
    twelves twelves 22-25 Nov 21

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    I woke up today and just felt despair. Just pure hopelessness. i cant live like this These words i carry with me cannot hope to detail for you the depths of my despair. Even the...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 21

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