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I Must Have Sold My Soul to the Devil In a Past Life

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    "i Must Have Sold My Soul To The Devil In A Past Life"

    I sometimes wonder- the things this life has thrown at me!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Jun 28, 2011

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    He's Having Fun With Me Now...

    It's almost 6am on Tuesday, no sleep. This bourbon sucks. I miss a man who left me due to distance and illness. The other man has a bad girlfriend. I have to sleep in my wheelchair alone. and I am NEVER going to find true love again.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 17 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Or Maybe In This Life

    Whatever it is, I don't seem to be able to escape the pull of hell.
    Dragon56 Dragon56 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 10, 2009

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    Some Call It Karma

    I may have done this or something like it on another planet...I ask God though, why such a life of sufferering? I had the best intentions...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    Another Way To See Things Perhaps

    Yeah at times I wonder why my life seems to be full of struggle and one bad thing after another happening. And others around me seem to get off will a far lighter sentence. So I used to think that I had been singled out due maybe to something in my past life, that maybe it was...
    frankiegee frankiegee 46-50, M 5 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    This is an example of someone just WANTING something bad to happen. My mum started screaming at me to turn down my music... I just was getting my headphones and making sure my...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Right Now......like most times I have this point in my life where I focus on myself listen to some really sexual music or depressing either way, to make myself feel better. Make...
    CurvyFrance CurvyFrance 13-15, F Jan 3

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    praying to a god that never answers prayers on time. if I had to give up my career because of the neurpoathic pains and just staying home doing nothing, I'd rather die or better...
    Toyaliscious Toyaliscious 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I have been told that my soul is galactic meaning that this it's my first life on earth. I'm a fresh, New soul. interesting.
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    In Singapore, a pawn shop is only for gold. I sold a 999 baby finger ring for SGD $90+ that supported me for a week. I sold it away because it was something I picked up outside and...
    kucinta kucinta 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    At the time of healing from a major break up, I decided to again, search myself and do a massive self reflection. Yesterday, I started reading a pocket book about some teachings...
    guhint guhint 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    There is no way to substantiate what I am about to say, but then I guess this is not about proof. Through the help of others, I have learned that I have been around for a little...
    Drachona Drachona 18-21 Jan 17

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    I worry that yes and wonder if my soul has been damaged too much to feel again. I need emotional help >_< . Maybe music will help but it struggles and when it struggles it's bad...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Hey HO where did all the good go ? It's true really we are so stereotyped in this generation and generations before us. Can't we just be people? Can't Kendra who sleeps with a...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F Jan 18

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    my mum and no one around me can see me surviving or positive or successful because it goes against their beliefs. how disgusting that your whole life is based off of someones pain...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F a week ago

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    Gonna have to marinate on it.
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Jan 6

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    Hi all, I am brand new to this site and already I have found some great stories and can't seem to stop scrolling :) I have recently just found myself asking a lot of questions and...
    lotsofquestions86 lotsofquestions86 26-30, F Jan 14

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    I literally have so many secrets, I try to talk about them, sometimes but it doesn't help. I still feel the guilt and will always have the memories of it. nobody understands how...
    SweeterThanFiction SweeterThanFiction 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    secrets that I have never shared with anyone. painful and shameful. wonder if you can let them go without sharing.
    serendipitousone serendipitousone 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I can't WAIT until I can say 'I have left my abusive family' and done it on my own. I cannot WAIT. I CAN'T WAIT. That makes me so happy that I even have SOMETHING to look forward...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I haven't gotten over all the emotional scarring but bruises heal and I had to move on.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F a week ago

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    it wasn't physical. it was more mental. I think they thought they were being truthful. but you should never ever tell a child that they aren't intelligent enough to do anything...
    littlesadone littlesadone 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    life is so boring. Not many friends, no relationships, spend most of my time alone, don't enjoy living very much
    washington350 washington350 36-40, M Jan 5

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    Feel like running away or dying cause just had enough of how people treat me and talk to me and sick of feeling so **** about myself and not being understand I can't trust anyone...
    abscar1990 abscar1990 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    After numerous attempts to set boundaries, months of not speaking , forgiving and multiple chances, I have to let her go. She still has my brother who she thinks is the best since...
    sgg2013 sgg2013 46-50, F Jan 8

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    God I ate bowls of chocolate peanut butter and jelly as an after school snack wtf have I done
    MonkeyGirl0909 MonkeyGirl0909 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    This is when I listen to every Mayday Parade CD I have on my iPod. All Time Low if I really need to be in a better mood. kinda like right now.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F a week ago

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    The world is a beautiful place, with infinite complexities, tiny moving parts, variables, all encompassing to form one giant organism that is alive! I HAVE SUCH A WANDERLUST RIGHT...
    RMgunning RMgunning 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I believe I have found my passion… sorta. I've recently noticed that everything I do, I'm helping someone or something. My passion is putting a smile on someone's face - however...
    diegosauns diegosauns 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    In bed listening to Bruno mars uptown funk gonna give it to ya!
    kym34 kym34 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I just need music....just to drown myself in music Nd block everything out.
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Hey boys, Miss Magic is back No Hollywood waste, or tinsel trash A street kid, she's no stray cat, Heaven on legs, she's a feline flash. Takes a good woman to play a good...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Jan 19

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    my mums only happy when I'm sad and miserable. I'm not even kidding... it's come so obvious now that it's come to the point that she'll scream outside my door like a maniac if I'm...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    She has simultaneously absolved herself of any responsibility for your obvious antipathy towards her, implied that it's something fundamentally wrong with you that makes you angry...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F a week ago

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    I burn my demons with their own Fire
    AlphaGrey AlphaGrey 22-25, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I really wish that i knew how to be who I am without being so misunderstood!!! Why are we perceived by others one way, and within ourselves another. I try to be a good person in...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F Jan 20

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    Music makes me release all the pain. Music makes me drift off in my own world. Without music how would you feel anything?
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M a week ago

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    Today you came in the guise of a man i lovea man who is supposed to have my back,for I am your flesh and blood....You came under the pretext to pick up the food I had offered you...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I would like some insight on this. If this sounds like I met my lover from a past life, or if this seems to be mere coincidence. I have never really given much thought to past...
    malbearxo malbearxo 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know that God gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers...all I can think of is if He knew me before I was formed in the womb and still decided to put me in this...
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I had just turned 20 and I had been living with my first love for a year and a half, a handsome, charming man who abused me physically and emotionally. One day when he'd been...
    Brainyblonde Brainyblonde 66-70, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Hello everyone. I never wanted to resort to this, but I feel I am out of other options. Let me start from the beginning. When my mother, Dee, was 9, her father was shot in the head...
    NikkiNINTR NikkiNINTR 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    In my twenties. Haven't had a boyfriend to date, and thinking it might never happen to me. I wonder why I happened to be this lucky? I think maybe I must have done something awry...
    kisstherainn kisstherainn 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    There are so many songs that touch my heart and speak to my soul. Music benchmarks life's moments. It simply amazes me how music can make you happy, bring tears rolling down your...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    we met when I was 15 he was 20 we fell in love it was an amazing 25 years few fights ( he was the only man I was with) he was a drinker but not terrible we married and had 2...
    SICKOFIT7 SICKOFIT7 46-50 4 Responses Jan 13