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I My Boyfriend Died

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    It's been a month and I'm in college now.

    I'm constantly torn between living in the past and experiencing college. I don't know what to do. Most days it doesn't even seem real.
    easilyemmaline easilyemmaline 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2014

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    I Am Just So Sad

    I just went through a divorce after 25 years of marriage. I met Dan when i was set up by a fmutual friend who knew I was ready to date and she had several friends to choose from. She was like a facebook yenta telling me little mini- descriptions of each and when she showed me...
    Shoshe110 Shoshe110 46-50, F 5 Responses May 7, 2012

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    Tell Me I'm Dreaming

    There we was once again walking along side of the road with oncoming traffic. we done this so many times before. I remember we both had to go to Saturday school that day to make up for all the missed days from school. He had to clean the school and I had to sit in a classroom...
    Charestt1 Charestt1 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 4, 2013

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    When my boyfriend passed away I didn't want to

    see his body. I went to the funeral home at the last minute. He was scheduled to be cremated... They said because I called all they could do was get him dressed. But they didn't put him in a casket. They still had him in a cardboard box lined with thick clear plastic. Because...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2014

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    My Boyfriend , My Soul , My Everything Died .... :(

    I lost my boyfriend , my soul mate ,, he passed away March 11th 2013 .. It's been six months .. actually I'm still in shock ! I'm crying every single moment .. And I'm feeling so lonely without him.. I'm so tired of feeling that way .. It's so hard when you lose someone means...
    Ekramgh Ekramgh 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    Words can't describe the pain

    that comes after being told the person you love is dead. Six months ago I found my boyfriend dead in my bathroom. The last thing we did was argue about the fact I knew he was using drugs even though he kept lying and trying to tell me otherwise. After what felt like hours of...
    lizzayg lizzayg 22-25, F Feb 17

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    Losing My Other Half

    I lost my boyfriend of 9 years on the 1st of october 2013, not even a month ago...we were together 9 years on the 1st of october also....he was in an accident where some d*** i**** decided to make a u-turn on a highway with a truck...he and his co-driver died instantly 2 men with...
    mollertjie86 mollertjie86 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2013

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    my boyfriend of 3 years was killed in a car

    accident almost 7 months ago. I talked to him 3.5 hours before the accident. nobody can tell what caused the accident only that he died on impact. its the hardest thing anyone can go through
    sjgray sjgray 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    The Night I Lost My Other Half

    my boyfriend passed away november 11th 2010..almost 3 months now..pain gets stronger as time passes. He was in the back seat behind the passenger, the drive, his friend, after picking up his girlfriend decided to drive like an ******* nd lose control of the car, into oncoming...
    nikkiandchris nikkiandchris 22-25 28 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    I am 47 years old. My boyfriend died

    when I was 21 and he was just 19. I hate to tell you all that it doesn't get any easier with time. And in some ways it gets harder. I will post more tomorrow.
    only1vandy only1vandy 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    I met Brandon in rehab

    and we fell in love instantly. After we got out and moved in together, we started using again. I finally had enough but he kept going. One night I went to my parents house because he was using and I didn't want to be around it. I came home the next morning and found him dead at...
    thecatsmeow27 thecatsmeow27 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2014

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    On December 17th 2013 the worst thing

    imaginable happened. I talked to nick around 11:30. I called him on my way to work. Told him about the appointment I was just at. We discussed that and then we both said I love you. Like we always did! That afternoon around 1:00 Nick ran into a random snow storm. He hit black...
    pinkmeyer15 pinkmeyer15 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 16, 2014

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    It Happened To Me Also.

    My love, my everything, my boyfriend passed away 14 months ago. I was with him for a whole year and the last time I saw him awake was on our anniversary. I know one year isn't very long but it doesn't mean I didn't love him. I met him when I was 14, and I am now 16. He was 15...
    Heylondra Heylondra 13-15 3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    My boyfriend died 10 months ago.

    Since he died I feel like a zombie- only hoping to get through the days alone. Friday nights are the worst, because I think about what we would be dong if he were still here. Ordering pizza, watching movies, going to the grocery store to buy chip dip, staying up until 3 AM...
    mbagbey mbagbey 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2014

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    I lost my fiancée on July 3rd of this year.

    We started dating Feb.18th,2012. Planned to marry soon. We was on our way on a Greyhound bus to see family in Pa. When we got to Columbus Ohio He started having problems getting oxygen. They rushed him to the hospital and put a tube down his throat to help him breathe. They...
    beckyh33 beckyh33 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    To Whom It May Concern...

    I've only written a few stories on here... mostly pertaining to achieving my goal and getting the guy I assumed at the time, was the person I was meant to be with. That person has died, not in the figurative terms but in the literal terms... he was in an ATV accident that cost...
    lustingforlove22 lustingforlove22 22-25, F Sep 5, 2013

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    On January 17th 2015,

    my boyfriend died. Heart- attack at an age of 32, without previous heart problem history. The doctors said that he had no chances of survival; it was a sudden death. We had been together for five years and three months. We had a serious relationship, planning to get married when...
    sotsiouri sotsiouri 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    My boyfriend died a month ago,

    I don't know what to do
    kelsiedoran kelsiedoran 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    I'm 17. He was 29 and he died yesterday.

    We didn't have all odds on are favor, many people judged us for the age difference. Mostly my family, nobody in my family accepted him, but we always pushed through. We had something special. I know im still young and i have alot to learn still i really believed he was the one...
    April026 April026 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    When Does The Pain Go Away?

    I met Tony Dec. 9th, 2011 and he passed away April 14th, 2012. Accidental drowning the coroner ruled it but I in my heart I don't believe there was anything "accidental" about it. I met Tony during a very rough time in my life. Recently divorced, single mom, working twojobs, and...
    Lauren0526 Lauren0526 26-30, F 6 Responses May 13, 2012

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    My boyfriend died In a car crash a year ago

    and sometimes I get so tired of missing him and not being able to move on ....
    iraima iraima 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I Prayed God Would Send Him To Me

    I was 29 and a single mom of two. I prayed God would send me a man to love me and teach me to love and be loved unselfishly. In August of 2012 my prayer was answered. We had been dating a couple months when he told me. We were sitting on my couch laughing and being silly. I was...
    stacyhaas stacyhaas 31-35 3 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    They Were Right

    My boyfriend died this past weekend. He was always... I don't want to say sick, but he was never in perfect health. He had five liver transplants before we met, freshman year of high school, and there was always something going on with him. When we started dating he was...
    meaningmeadow meaningmeadow 18-21, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Body And Soul

    Two weeks ago on Oct. 8th, I lost my soul. I was body and he was what filled me; what gave me life. I know it sounds--dramatic but if you knew my life before him perhaps it might seem more understandable. We'd both been in abusive relationships and after a lot of struggling to...
    Terpischora Terpischora 22-25 1 Response Oct 24, 2012

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    My Mac Bleth Forever

    My fiancé died Nov15-12 in a helicopter accident when his engine lost power and he hit a power line and rolled the helicopter and it exploded when it hit the ground. He was only 24. It's been 100 days exactly since I have seen him since he left to his new job in Florida. My life...
    Lindserella Lindserella 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    My Hero.

    So, I made the mistake of falling in love with a marine. He was a friend of a friend of mine and was looking for help to get his sister though college by saving money for her. However, as we met and hung out and explored options I ended up falling for him. He was everything I...
    SmugOrphan SmugOrphan 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 16, 2012

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    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie 26-30, F Nov 29, 2012

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    I had a crush on a boy W

    but we never seen each other. Because we always chat like we always did. And he sort of a shy. But loved him so much. He is not my bf or something but we loved each other so much but we never say to each other. But he died in cancer 2 years ago but i still love him so much. I...
    marggd marggd 16-17, F Sep 11, 2014

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    I am hurting. I knew this boy

    for seven years. We did not start dating till around a year and a half ago on October 20th 2012. He was my everything. We were best friends and soulmates. I knew everything there was to know about this man. I knew there was no other man in the world that would make me as...
    shellybelly23 shellybelly23 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2014

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    Regret

    I was 14 years old when I met my boyfriend. little did I know that he was 23 when everyone told me that he was 18, but it was a funny story and i forgave him. I gave him everything that I could. I didnt realize how much one person who change my life till now. He became my life...
    reneej0227 reneej0227 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2012

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    7 Years..2 Children..now Alone.

    I lost my boyfriend of 7 years to cancer..he was my daughters perfect stepdad (the only dad in her life) and we shared a little boy together..He recently passed 3 weeks ago and I just feel so super alone... I feel like hes just at the hospital and he will be coming home soon.. I...
    carmelita21 carmelita21 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2013

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    I Found My Soulmate

    Josh was absolutely my best friend and kindred spirit. He died in an unexpected tragedy July 7th of this year. I happened to be there when it occurred. I am not getting better and I'm not growing numb or getting used to it. If anything, its getting worse. I feel like a broken...
    lola1987 lola1987 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    In high school, I met him

    and loved him at first sight. He was smart and really good looking. He told me years later that he really loved me, wanted to marry me then. I met him as an adult at 29 and we began to see each other. He bought a ring and hid it away working very hard to earn a good living...
    Diand85 Diand85 46-50, F Nov 30, 2013

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    Cherron954 Cherron954 22-25 Sep 28, 2014

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    My boyfriend died a year ago today.

    ...it was our 1 year anniversary and he was taking me to a fancy restaurant but we had to go through a really bad part of town.(we were both dressed to the nines). All of a sudden a crip and a blood( we knew because of the colors they were wearing) started to yell at each other...
    RedMeansGo RedMeansGo 16-17, F Nov 22, 2014

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    Seeing how my boyfriend died

    and me being right there with him just makes me think it's all a dream and he will just come out of no where and be here again.
    kelsnicole kelsnicole 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2014

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    I Miss My Boyfriend, My Love, My Other Half

    my boyfriend died march 27 2012 from an overdose . The night before he died we got into this big fight and i dint get to say that i loved him. usually we would make up the next day. and that didnt happen . i got a phone call from his sister telling me he was found dead ...i...
    gismo8896 gismo8896 31-35 4 Responses May 15, 2012

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    Hi everyone, I am new to this.

    . and never thought I would find myself in the position where I thought I needed to speak about this in this way. At the start of this year in January my boyfriend was in a car accident with 3 other people, he was in the passengers seat, wearing a seat belt and his best friend...
    nataliemillar nataliemillar 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    I met Laurie at university,

    I was seeing someone but it was different with him. He was my equal, the only person who truly understood me, made me laugh constantly and who I truly connected with. I realised that our friendship was changing and I was beginning to really love him. I ended it with my previous...
    sileaL sileaL 22-25, F Feb 1, 2014

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    My boyfriend died 3 months ago.

    . On my 21st birthday..... While trying to stop a fight he got stabbed. :( I feel so alone and that it's my fault. If I never had my party he'd still be here. Idk how to go about life what the right thing to do is? How to go about meeting new people not that I want a new...
    niiknik niiknik 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    My boyfriend died on September 9,

    2014 by a car accident. I don't know what to do without him. We had a life to start together. We were together for three and a half years & he was my everything. I miss him so much.
    serenaleeee serenaleeee 18-21, F Sep 29, 2014

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