I My Boyfriend Died

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    I am 47 years old. My boyfriend died

    when I was 21 and he was just 19. I hate to tell you all that it doesn't get any easier with time. And in some ways it gets harder. I will post more tomorrow.
    only1vandy only1vandy
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Aug 18, 2014

    In 2011, when I was 17- my boyfriend of 3 years

    died as a result of a car accident. He was my entire world at the time. I never thought I would move on. And for a while I didn't. I would cry myself to sleep every night because it never felt real. And months after his death when the newness wore off to everyone, I would...
    KJPKelsey KJPKelsey
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 12, 2015

    Losing My Other Half

    I lost my boyfriend of 9 years on the 1st of october 2013, not even a month ago...we were together 9 years on the 1st of october also....he was in an accident where some d*** i**** decided to make a u-turn on a highway with a truck...he and his co-driver died instantly 2 men with...
    mollertjie86 mollertjie86
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2013

    My boyfriend died In a car crash a year ago

    and sometimes I get so tired of missing him and not being able to move on ....
    iraima iraima
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 8, 2015

    On December 17th 2013 the worst thing

    imaginable happened. I talked to nick around 11:30. I called him on my way to work. Told him about the appointment I was just at. We discussed that and then we both said I love you. Like we always did! That afternoon around 1:00 Nick ran into a random snow storm. He hit black...
    pinkmeyer15 pinkmeyer15
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    Hi everyone, I am new to this.

    . and never thought I would find myself in the position where I thought I needed to speak about this in this way. At the start of this year in January my boyfriend was in a car accident with 3 other people, he was in the passengers seat, wearing a seat belt and his best friend...
    nataliemillar nataliemillar
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

    My boyfriend died 10 months ago.

    Since he died I feel like a zombie- only hoping to get through the days alone. Friday nights are the worst, because I think about what we would be dong if he were still here. Ordering pizza, watching movies, going to the grocery store to buy chip dip, staying up until 3 AM...
    mbagbey mbagbey
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2014

    My boyfriend died on April 19th,

    2016. We were hit by a drunk driver on April 11th, 2016. We were so happy and in love with each other. We were making plans for what we were going to do once we got home. We saw the truck coming but it was too close to get away. He was my best friend and the person who always...
    Cici1822 Cici1822
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2016

    Words can't describe the pain

    that comes after being told the person you love is dead. Six months ago I found my boyfriend dead in my bathroom. The last thing we did was argue about the fact I knew he was using drugs even though he kept lying and trying to tell me otherwise. After what felt like hours of...
    lizzayg lizzayg
    26-30, F
    Feb 17, 2015

    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie
    26-30, F
    Nov 29, 2012

    my boyfriend of 3 years was killed in a car

    accident almost 7 months ago. I talked to him 3.5 hours before the accident. nobody can tell what caused the accident only that he died on impact. its the hardest thing anyone can go through
    sjgray sjgray
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

    On January 17th 2015,

    my boyfriend died. Heart- attack at an age of 32, without previous heart problem history. The doctors said that he had no chances of survival; it was a sudden death. We had been together for five years and three months. We had a serious relationship, planning to get married when...
    sotsiouri sotsiouri
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 8, 2015

    It Happened To Me Also.

    My love, my everything, my boyfriend passed away 14 months ago. I was with him for a whole year and the last time I saw him awake was on our anniversary. I know one year isn't very long but it doesn't mean I didn't love him. I met him when I was 14, and I am now 16. He was 15...
    Heylondra Heylondra
    3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

    My boyfriend recently died November 11th 2014,

    he was going home from my house and it was a very foggy night. He got on the highway and a 64 year old man got on the wrong side because of the fog and construction on the ramp. He hit my boyfriend head on killing him, I was heart broken when I found out. He was my other half...
    SusanandTravis4ever SusanandTravis4ever
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 14, 2015

    He was my everything we did everything together

    for 5 years and we new each other since we where little its been 6 months since he passed right before he passed away he told me it will be ok for me to love someone else and that I'm his everything he gave me a ring he said he was going to give me i don't know if i can let go...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 3, 2016

    I just want to get some pieces of advice from

    you guys. I'm from LGBT community, my boyfriend died last May 2015 and until now i'ml always longing for him. Before that happened, i am a happy person, i always tell a joke to anyone and i love making people smiles. But, when my boyfriend died it feels like part of me died too...
    johncruzken johncruzken
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 22, 2016

    our love story was like a fantasy movie; was

    more than a dream!! we are from different countries,different languages,different religions..everything is different,but we are the same soul.we knew each other on chat,we started to talk and love each other, after 6 months of talking we met for the first time in his country...
    LifeBezo LifeBezo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2016

    I met Laurie at university,

    I was seeing someone but it was different with him. He was my equal, the only person who truly understood me, made me laugh constantly and who I truly connected with. I realised that our friendship was changing and I was beginning to really love him. I ended it with my previous...
    sileaL sileaL
    22-25, F
    Feb 1, 2014


    I was 14 years old when I met my boyfriend. little did I know that he was 23 when everyone told me that he was 18, but it was a funny story and i forgave him. I gave him everything that I could. I didnt realize how much one person who change my life till now. He became my life...
    reneej0227 reneej0227
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2012

    I Found My Soulmate

    Josh was absolutely my best friend and kindred spirit. He died in an unexpected tragedy July 7th of this year. I happened to be there when it occurred. I am not getting better and I'm not growing numb or getting used to it. If anything, its getting worse. I feel like a broken...
    lola1987 lola1987
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2013

    When Does The Pain Go Away?

    I met Tony Dec. 9th, 2011 and he passed away April 14th, 2012. Accidental drowning the coroner ruled it but I in my heart I don't believe there was anything "accidental" about it. I met Tony during a very rough time in my life. Recently divorced, single mom, working twojobs, and...
    Lauren0526 Lauren0526
    26-30, F
    9 Responses May 13, 2012

    What noone knew was that i knew i was in love

    with him three years before we got together i knew even before too when at 12 we went swimming together and my heart got stuck in my throat and my heart dropped into the cement bottom of the pool when my friend ran and jumped on top of him giggling like a crazy wild girl...
    chantal555 chantal555
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 25, 2015

    My boyfriend died not too long ago.

    I miss him so much, I literally feel like I have no heart whatsoever. I can't take it anymore.
    isabellamm isabellamm
    26-30, F
    4 Responses May 14, 2015

    My boyfriend of three years passed away May 31,

    2014; two weeks shy of our 3 year anniversary. We lived together, had 3 dogs, and had been though so much together. The morning of the day he got in the wreck, he gave me two kisses before he left, and we had been fighting so I always find that as a fate thing. Though we would...
    zlove1958 zlove1958
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2015

    My fiancé and I had been together

    for nearly 6 years. I lost him a couple weeks ago on October 27th. He was only 24 years old. I'm 26, but I was always attracted to a younger guy. It was truly love at first sight when I met him. I fell completely head over heels the instant I saw him. And he did too. We both...
    Camm89 Camm89
    26-30, F
    Nov 10, 2015

    My boyfriend died 5 days back .

    Its just been few days and i still cant believe he is gone.30th night he told me come and meet my dad he will be really happy and i told him ill but i just cant wait too see you because we were in long distance relationship.Morning at 6 i get a call he is serious he is calling...
    drashti15 drashti15
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 6, 2016

    Body And Soul

    Two weeks ago on Oct. 8th, I lost my soul. I was body and he was what filled me; what gave me life. I know it sounds--dramatic but if you knew my life before him perhaps it might seem more understandable. We'd both been in abusive relationships and after a lot of struggling to...
    Terpischora Terpischora
    1 Response Oct 24, 2012

    My boyfriend, my best friend & love of my life

    passed away 3 weeks ago. He suddenly passed away from an asthma attack at his house & ended up passing away in front of me and his mom. It still doesn't seem real to me. It feels like a complete dream. I miss him so much. We would spend everyday together, always together never...
    x0sc23x0 x0sc23x0
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 27, 2015

    My boyfriend died a year ago today.

    ...it was our 1 year anniversary and he was taking me to a fancy restaurant but we had to go through a really bad part of town.(we were both dressed to the nines). All of a sudden a crip and a blood( we knew because of the colors they were wearing) started to yell at each other...
    RedMeansGo RedMeansGo
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2014


    Well where do I begin, I was married for 14 years and have two children! It took me a few years to get over my divorce and then I went on countless dates that never really amounted to much. So about seven months ago, I went on Fitness Singles and met a charming English guy named...
    mmarcum1 mmarcum1
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2011

    My boyfriend died 3 months ago.

    . On my 21st birthday..... While trying to stop a fight he got stabbed. :( I feel so alone and that it's my fault. If I never had my party he'd still be here. Idk how to go about life what the right thing to do is? How to go about meeting new people not that I want a new...
    niiknik niiknik
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

    I am so happy to find this forum.

    Just a few weeks ago on June 6th, I lost my love/ the man I've been dating for the past 6 months. He lost his life in the Ocean, while vacationing at Jaco beach in Costa Rica. Richard and I met while on vacation in the Caribbean last Christmas. It was the second day of each of...
    kmrjg2014 kmrjg2014
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2015

    My boyfriend died on the 19th of July.

    He was murdered and every day since I found out I wish it were me instead. I feel robbed of the future we planned together. He was the greatest person I've ever met, my dream man...I had written a letter to the universe asking for him. And now I'm alone. I can't eat, and I can...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    I am hurting. I knew this boy

    for seven years. We did not start dating till around a year and a half ago on October 20th 2012. He was my everything. We were best friends and soulmates. I knew everything there was to know about this man. I knew there was no other man in the world that would make me as...
    shellybelly23 shellybelly23
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2014

    My Boyfriend , My Soul , My Everything Died .... :(

    I lost my boyfriend , my soul mate ,, he passed away March 11th 2013 .. It's been six months .. actually I'm still in shock ! I'm crying every single moment .. And I'm feeling so lonely without him.. I'm so tired of feeling that way .. It's so hard when you lose someone means...
    Ekramgh Ekramgh
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2013

    I have been seeing my boy friend d

    for over 14 months. We met at work we were both working for the same company. Our relationship was nothing but success he was all I wanted and I was all he needed. We had plans, to get married and have kids in the next 2years. I curse the day 29 Nov 15! Go took him I way from...
    zintlekarory zintlekarory
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    I just lost my boyfriend of year to a fatal car

    accident. I woke up like any other day knowing when I'd call he'd be on the other side of the phone. He wasn't this time. No text...no call backs. I wasn't really worrying I thought he was just busy at work so I just left it. At 12:46pm, my mom came home and had the most scared...
    gabbymaria1 gabbymaria1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2015

    I met Brandon in rehab

    and we fell in love instantly. After we got out and moved in together, we started using again. I finally had enough but he kept going. One night I went to my parents house because he was using and I didn't want to be around it. I came home the next morning and found him dead at...
    thecatsmeow27 thecatsmeow27
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2014

    I just found out my boyfriend of 5 years has

    gotten into a motorcycle accident on his way home from sturgis. I was in california with family when our roommate messaged me on facebook saying to call him because there was an emergency. Thinking maybe it was about my dog that he was currently watching, i called him right away...
    deliriumgrey deliriumgrey
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    My Mac Bleth Forever

    My fiancé died Nov15-12 in a helicopter accident when his engine lost power and he hit a power line and rolled the helicopter and it exploded when it hit the ground. He was only 24. It's been 100 days exactly since I have seen him since he left to his new job in Florida. My life...
    Lindserella Lindserella
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2013

    my boyfriend, my first love,

    my love of my life died 9 months ago.. now, i still miss him so much, i really love him and need him.. we had 7 years together...
    lehuyenmeo lehuyenmeo
    26-30, F
    Sep 17, 2015

    I met him back in June last year.

    Within that Year and 2 months we went thought a lot. We were never really an item but We knew what bond we had even his family knows we were close. He recently died on the 29th or august but I did'nt find out till Monday, which makes it hurt even more. My last time seeing him a...
    LostInTheCrowd365 LostInTheCrowd365
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    I met the love of my life,

    Jonah, 2 1/2 years ago. We had a long-distance relationship the first year we were together, and then we lived together for the last year and a half while we went to college together. We talked about getting married and having kids together, and I'm certain it would of happened...
    kara3 kara3
    22-25, F
    Nov 18, 2015

    He died almost 11 months ago.

    Technically he was my ex boyfriend for one week before he died. He broke off our relationship (2 years) because we'd been bickering and his ex had come back in the picture. He wanted to be with her and dump me. After the emotional break up we didn't speak, no contact at all...
    sunnyBP55 sunnyBP55
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2015

    I lost my boyfriend on 29 feb 2016.

    ..almost 4 yeras vr into this relationship, we sacrificed many thing and after so much struggles we decided to marry this yaer end. But he left me saying nothing. I dunno the resaon behind his death, i wish to go with him, no interest to live in this world without him, he means...
    Mandhahassan Mandhahassan
    26-30, F
    Mar 13, 2016

    Seeing how my boyfriend died

    and me being right there with him just makes me think it's all a dream and he will just come out of no where and be here again.
    kelsnicole kelsnicole
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2014

    my boyfriend died 10 years ago from an overdose.

    he was 25 years old. we was homeless and had a hard life but we loved eachother deeply. i still miss him and it hurts as much as it did then. i wish i could have saved him but i couldnt. we saved eachother from so many overdoses and the one time i wasnt there he died. i will...
    louiseengland85 louiseengland85
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2016

    My Hero.

    So, I made the mistake of falling in love with a marine. He was a friend of a friend of mine and was looking for help to get his sister though college by saving money for her. However, as we met and hung out and explored options I ended up falling for him. He was everything I...
    SmugOrphan SmugOrphan
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 16, 2012

    The Night I Lost My Other Half

    my boyfriend passed away november 11th 2010..almost 3 months now..pain gets stronger as time passes. He was in the back seat behind the passenger, the drive, his friend, after picking up his girlfriend decided to drive like an ******* nd lose control of the car, into oncoming...
    nikkiandchris nikkiandchris
    37 Responses Feb 15, 2011

    December 3rd 2014 I lost my boyfriend of 3

    years. I woke up next to him, dead. He overdosed. I didn't even know he was doing drugs. I know that's naive but it's true. I did cpr. I called 911. I was in the hospital when they told me. My earth shattered, I lost all ability to think. All I know is that the ache I experience...
    amhermosillo amhermosillo
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    In high school, I met him

    and loved him at first sight. He was smart and really good looking. He told me years later that he really loved me, wanted to marry me then. I met him as an adult at 29 and we began to see each other. He bought a ring and hid it away working very hard to earn a good living...
    Diand85 Diand85
    51-55, F
    Nov 30, 2013
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