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I My First Gay Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 35 People

    Not My First Time, But My First Lover...

    I am a middle aged man who has been obsessed with being gay as far back as I can remember. Of course, as a little kid I didn't really know what it was called or what all it involved. I do remember fantasizing about other boys I knew, especially our neighbors who had 4 or 5 boys...
    marklyons168 marklyons168
    51-55, M
    Jun 4, 2013

    Looking For Patrick

    At a Music Festival Patrick killed a young man. A heated exchange: a fight, a fatal punch – manslaughter! He was ostracized by the town’s folk.   This happened before I arrived in the small Irish town as an awkward English émigré. I couldn’t fit in and was friendless...
    gerardfsmith gerardfsmith
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Feb 5, 2011


    I loved the company of females but never wanted sex or was sexually attracted to them.I had no idea i was gay until a chance meeting with a gay guy.Being naive i did not know he was gay as he acted+talked very straight it must have been something i unwittingly said to him...
    alison57 alison57
    4 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    My First Crush

    when i was 5, i had a huge crush on my 16 yo neighbor greg. he was gorgeous - think taylor lautner with size 14 feet, and really liked to show off. i could look right into his room from mine, and i watched him as much as i could. he worked out naked and was naked alot of the time...
    fagboi fagboi
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 17, 2013

    My Step Brother

    I was 15 and my step brother that I've known for 7 years was 16. He is a varsity football player at 6ft 150 and nicely toned. We share a room when I'm at my dads and most of the time are left alone. Well one day while we were playing Xbox like usual he decided to pull his 7 inch...
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    May 20, 2013
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