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I My Heart Hurts

A hurting heart from emotional torment 492 People

    Monstrous Monday!

    It's Monstrous Monday over at Finding the Yellow Brick Road! So come one over and join us and share your dating horror stories! It's a great way to connect with people with similar experiences and if you want to remain anonymous you can by PMing the page and we will take care of...
    asee0122 asee0122 22-25, F Aug 12, 2013

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    Bleeding

    *Sigh* It feels like my heart is bleeding, like it's been stabbed 100 times over. I don't understand this life. I don't understand why nothing ever lasts, why nothing good ever comes my way, and why things just keep getting worse. I especially do not understand death, and how...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2010

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    It always hurts from all the memories

    and pain and it beats fast and hard always and I'm sick of feeling like I'm gonna die any second from now . And because of my heart situation I can't get near any boy I have crush on , because I guess my heart will beat extra fast and I don't know what might happen that's why I...
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F May 24

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    "Shattered Dreams"

    I had a dream a wonderful dream Filled with love and Passion I drempt this dream both night and day I did not want to stop I should have left it in my dreams But I hoped to make it real So I spoke my dream out loud And my world came crashing down For what I heard in return Was...
    sexymanbig10 sexymanbig10 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 13, 2013

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    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    My heart hurts right now.

    ..too many mixed emotions :'(
    putyourrecordson putyourrecordson 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    My heart feels heavy tonight.

    Day after day I feel less alive. Some part of me is glad you are gone.. Because I'm not worthy of anyone's love. I will always hold you close to my heart. I miss you and tonight my heart aches for you. This world feels against me tonight.. And I just want to be okay.
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 5

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    So Bad.

    I currently have a broken heart.  I don't think I've ever felt this bad.  The relationship didn't last long at all, but it was the idea of the relationship and the excitement of being able to have someone in person, along with the fact that I feel like...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26, 2010

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    I'm considering going back with my ex.

    I realized tonight that this other guy I'm talking to, I think I'm just his hookup. He hasn't been acting like he used to, and I think it's because he's not getting what he wants recently. My ex is trying so hard to get me back and maybe he has truly changed. My heart hurts so...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response May 10

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    Support Group! Come Join Us!

    So I'm sitting at work today trying to drown out the drone of the harpies who work with me when one says to the other "that's my maiden name!" And I remember yes you've been married since you were 18 years old to a man much older than you. That is why you bother me because when I...
    asee0122 asee0122 22-25, F Aug 9, 2013

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    You Don'T Come Home Anymore

    I use to leave the light on by the front door But you don't come home anymore. I use to sleep on 1 side of the bed now I'm going to start letting the cat sleep by my head I use to be able to ignore your snore But you're never home anymore I've been taking sleeping pills to get...
    whitebelle whitebelle 26-30, F Jan 25, 2013

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    I fell for my best friend made excuses

    and now every time I see her or her other's face I feel sick and depressed. I don't have a point to this, but it helps to know real people can hear. I also have a inferiority and narcissistic complex and so when I'm ignored or don't get attention from someone who is as important...
    firnin firnin 13-15, M Dec 10

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    Terrible

    no, i didn't fall in love with someone and get my heart broken. i didn't get stabbed in the heart either :P and my heart has felt worse than this before but....i still dislike pain. even if it isn't unbearable. i know it wasn't really my fault. in a way, i don't think i was...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2010

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    Tonight everything changed.

    We were together for about two months but my feelings for him are deep. I've never been more comfortable with someone before, I let him be the one to take my virginity. He has a lot of stuff going on that interfered with our relationship, personal stuff. He has decided that he...
    Whatdoidonow3 Whatdoidonow3 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I got into a big fight,

    and i lost a lot of people i mean my friends are my whole world met they all left me ( some stayed ), i mean i'm afraid now for being myself because we only got one chance and i don't want to mess that up , i failed so many times that i keep losing people my heart hurt so much i...
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Not Cool...

    I am married to a great guy but, he's emotionally unavailable and we are never intimate. More like room mates. I met a man who I thought was perfect for me. I fell hard and fast and we never even made love. He knew what to say and I took it hook,line, and sinker. We made plans to...
    brokengirl1 brokengirl1 36-40 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    I made someone I really love hurt

    and I feel like my heart is gone and I'm gonna die I'm a fu'ckin bad person
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    one by one people hurt my heart I know they

    all try to tear me apart one by one they all leave i know they lost all interest in me one by one they all go back on there word they fly away like scared little birds one by one tears go by i know the feeling of death every time
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F Aug 19

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    sometimes people just become silent .

    .no response nothing. it hurts. !!!!!
    aditya3751 aditya3751 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Too Much

    Yes, my heart hurts too much. Everyday, for different reasons. It doesn't stop hurting. The extreme anxiety with every situation that comes up makes it hurt even more. It feels my heart is on emotional over load. My son hurts, so I hurt. My mom hurts, so I hurt. My...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2012

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    Ow

    My heart's hurting again. I need to call a surgeon to come over, to cut me open, open the rib cage and cut my useless black and beaten heart out and throw it in the trash. Then, just then, maybe I could feel better.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2010

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    Why do I feel love for someone

    who continuously hurts me?
    Pandaklr1 Pandaklr1 36-40 1 Response Oct 4

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    Hue.

    The shades of grey are changing Into shades of other hues In a world where black and white are more simple. What is something worth? Not one specific thing - anything you may dream of Not just money - expand your thinking, please What is something wroth? The answer is simple...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 3 Responses May 22, 2011

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    I Can Feel The Pain

    There are times when I can actually feel the pain in my heart. When I hurt the most, it feels as though a weight is pulling it down from the bottom from deep within, and it hurts.
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    Support Group All Are Welcome

    A year and a half ago I was the happiest girl in the world. I was in love and we were planning on a future together. But all of that quickly changed and it left me in the darkest place I have ever been. I made it out of the abyss that was the aftermath of the breakup but I know...
    asee0122 asee0122 22-25, F Aug 8, 2013

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    Never Again !!

    I will never again open up to any guy online. Most are not online to seek friendship or even a girlfriend. They are just online to lessen their boredom, or to spin a "line" on a false life. They prefer online relationships because they can't make it in real life with anyone that...
    BearlythereNow BearlythereNow 26-30, F 5 Responses May 14, 2013

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    He'S Heartless

    I don't understand how someone you live with and was married to, could be so spineless. You spend years thinking you know someone, then you find out you didn't know them at all. He leaves me for someone younger, ok, dealing with it, but to give me divorce papers, leaving me the...
    tinkerbell2067 tinkerbell2067 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    When i was born, my heart was weak.

    Over the years of my childhood my mother made it strong, she taught me emotion, but then my parents got divorced and and for fear I would get hurt, I locked my heart in a steel cage and hid the key, but like most cages it was made out of bars with gaps large enough for shrapnel...
    Zigzagzack Zigzagzack 13-15, M Oct 16

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    You'Re Always On My Mind

    I still love you as much as I did before Cameron. I miss you so much its crazy. I broke my own heart as well doing the stupid things I did. It wasn't the long distance that tore us apart, it was me. Still to this day I have cried over losing you and letting you go. I am stupid...
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F Jun 27, 2013

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    It gets so lonely I try to keep it together

    but sometimes I miss him so much
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 15

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    I Think My Bf Is Bipolar. A Constant Emotional Hell For Me....

    I have a boyfriend of two years who has always expressed love, admiration, gentleness and kindness towards me. He and I had huge plans to marry and start a family. We had our disagreements and he would chase me and call me three times a day to make up with me if he sensed I was...
    shaandar shaandar 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2013

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    I was excited to go to this Solstice party with

    friends. I walked up to the bonfire, and the very first people I see are my soon to be ex husband of fifteen years and his girlfriend/mistress~he's rubbing her back. I see him see me. I was shaking, wishing I hadn't gotten a ride with friends so I could leave. I went inside and...
    lovevolves8 lovevolves8 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I Hurt

    Yea I thought separateing was a good idea, now not so sure. Being alone again is scary. There are so many emotions you go through. Happy cause I have space to breathe, can't hear his constant yelling and complaining, but I miss it. Sad cause I'm alone, beds cold at night. Scared...
    tinkerbell2067 tinkerbell2067 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 24, 2013

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    Is it only me....that's all I can say.

    Am I the only who thinks showing off boobs so disgusting?! Am I the only one who isn't sucked in by society!? Am I the only one who thinks dating at 13 is wrong?! Someone hear me out. Life is driving me crazy! We better do something before we all go insane because of each other...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    My Heart Hurts

    I wanted to create this group because there are no others like it. This isn't about a love breaking my heart per se. It is about a terrible feeling insdie, my heart hurts so much. I don't mean like a heart condiftion either. It's emotional pain, all built up, it aches. It's from...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    My Life Is A Joke.

    I felt the cold finger of death slip into my room tonight, but not for my life, or yours. No, this was here for US. What we have, what we did have. You just left not too long ago, and I can still feel the sting from the sight of you sneaking out the room and stepping out without...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Yes. It Hurts Like Hell!!

    People say that the heart is the strongest muscle in the human body. Then why does my heart break so easily?
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2009

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    So I heard this puppy next door

    and it was crying, and at first I was fine, but when I walked up to my room, instantly I started crying and crying and I couldn't stop my hands started shaking and they still are. My heart broke and this is the second time in my life that I've felt any major emotion. The first...
    firnin firnin 13-15, M May 10

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    asee0122 asee0122 22-25, F Aug 13, 2013

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    I miss everything about you Cant get you out of

    my head Miss your voice and laughter Hurts more knowing its not mutual
    YoungHeartedSoul YoungHeartedSoul 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    What Am I To Do Now???!!!

    I met my boyfriend in 2011, and we hit it off and have been together since, we had a baby in 2013, and he's a great dad, but a horrible partner. Hes a recovering alcoholic and addict, he had almost cheated on me ( texting an ex he was still in love ( on my birthday), posting an...
    mommyof42013 mommyof42013 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I think that I have recently started getting a

    bit a depression, only a mild case though. And this is why. I grew up with the most amazing people I had ever known to meet, but that was way to say when I was six, I only knew about 50 people. My family and relatives were very attached as I was growing up, I was close my...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Oct 25

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    Aight y'all this is kinda long

    so drink your coffee befor u start. My gf of 7 cheated on me. Lied about for months, went back to him, then I found out and she kept me from murdering him (cuz I could never harm a hair on her head) by driving off threatening to crash so I had to follow. She then tells me she's...
    TexomaHornDog TexomaHornDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 3

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    You Deserve Better

    To all the lonely people out there To all those who are trapped in a bad relationship To all those who dont feel good about themselves To all those who feel hurt by someone To all those who feel broken To all those who want another chance at life To all those who are angry with...
    happyadventurer happyadventurer 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    It's been a year and he keep telling me

    that he coming but never do I keep asking him for time but he never do it hurt so bad I wish the pain would stop
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10

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    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12

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