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I My Husband Just Died Six Months Ago and I Am Sad

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    He Was My Whole Life

    My husband was a firefighter for 23 years.  I always knew there was a chance he would not come home from work.  He got hurt but came home i thought he was ok.  he wasn't the same, his mood changed just not  right.  he didn't feel good.  i usually...
    marie1985 marie1985 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 11, 2009

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