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I My Life Is Falling Apart

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    My life is nothing like it was supposed I be.

    When I was in high school I had such big dreams. I was going to graduate college and have a career. I was going to have children and a husband and friends...but nothing has turned out the way it was supposed to. One of the things that kills me the most is that...this really is...
    amarieb90 amarieb90 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    Im just done. My dad

    and mom they rather want me gone than alive, everyone will be happy when i'm gone. I made my mom feel like she cant do anything right.. But, i cant do anything right. God..
    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    One Wrong Move..

     I had a good job, a lonely existence but then I didn't feel lonely just alone.  Met a wonderful guy we finally get it together.  But it is a long distance relationship - very long distance.  So I figure the best thing is to either get a better job and have...
    Calia Calia 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Where I am today I have lost 10 years.

    I worked to hard to have a great career and financial stability. I have been really successful, buying my own house young, have a great job young. Now that my husband but us in debt because of all his repercussions of his drug addiction every day feels like the floor is going to...
    theworriedwife theworriedwife 31-35, F Jun 26, 2014

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    I fell in love with a girl 2 years ago

    and ever since we've been inseparable. She's just finished high school and is now moving on with her life; going out drinking, meeting new people and I feel like she's outgrowing me. Being younger, I feel like I'm being left behind and currently I'm suffering with dependency...
    am8ie am8ie 18-21, F Oct 26, 2014

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    Game Over...

    You never really realize how little you have until you're surrounded by people who have so much more. I don't mean the 'important' things like love, or family. I have that and it's great....I mean the "Important" things like money. I'm a college senior without a job who lives...
    kokobean22 kokobean22 22-25, F Jun 6, 2013

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    Nothing Ever Goes Right...

    My life has nothing short of hell for the past year or so. I have been desperately looking for a job, and even though I am a licensed professional, I have been unemployed for over 2 months. I have only had 3 short temporary jobs since I got my license. I do charity work in my...
    venus2011 venus2011 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    I just wanna say goodbye,

    than dissapear, forever..
    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I Think I'm In Hell!

    I have been with this man for 6 years and we have a four year old son, so this situation affects more than just me.This past weekend this man was arrested for DUI with another female at 1:23 a.m.  Now I find out that there is an open investigation that he may have drugged...
    southernbelle32 southernbelle32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    My best friend sense like 3rd grade,

    we have gotten really close but I am a grade ahead of him and so we were Dating for like 4 months and everything was great. Then he broke up with me saying that I had to wait til he was in high school before I could date him. So then we had a fight about what he just did to me...
    Frozenfireflies Frozenfireflies 13-15, M Feb 16

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    Nervous/stressed

    Hi everyone,I am currently employed, however my commute sucks. It's like 1.5 hrs each way. The company is okay however I am trying to find employment closer to home. I was going to get laid off from my old company last July but didn't want to risk waiting for severance package to...
    dris123 dris123 36-40 1 Response Jan 5, 2012

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    I feel like my life is falling apart.

    I mean, its not. Its just changing a lot and its really, really hard. Im really tired, and maybe sick, and probably PMSing, and my back hurts. And the endorphins from my jog are gone (grrr! Theyre supposed to last longer!) And Im so busy, but Im dealing with so much. And i just...
    JustMeInHere JustMeInHere 16-17, F Mar 8, 2014

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    Girls Hurt Me

    ok so this is kinda complicated so bear with me. i met this girl over 10 months ago. we were talking for awhile but im sort of a shy guy so i never made a move for fear of messing up my chances. well she sort of moved on because of that but we became really good friends. i got a...
    immaboss immaboss 18-21, M Jul 30, 2010

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    Demolition

    When something is beyond repair it's often best just to tear it down and build anew....
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    My step mom just lost here job

    and she loves her job and I'm scared for her
    kitty465 kitty465 18-21, F Sep 1, 2014

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    Please Someone Help Me

    I feel so helpless i have NEVER felt this suicidal before. I have made so many wrong choices in response to the wrong done to me and now i am suffering consequences for the last 21 years of my life. My mother never loved me, i should have never hoped for it. My dad was distant, i...
    onlychillwithpills onlychillwithpills 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2012

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    No End To My Misery

    Sometimes I cannot believe this is happening to me! I feel it's a bad dream and I wil wake up and find that everything is just normal , not too good , just normal. I quit my job to join a better job so that I can help my husband to pay off the huge debts that we have. But right...
    forgottenlily forgottenlily 31-35, F Aug 28, 2013

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    Trying To Keep A Roof Over My Kids Head

    working for a company that has been terriable .walking on egg  shells to keep .THE manager is threated of all empoyees that have been there for awhy'll.so out with the old crew in with the new ;i have been there 3 yrs and it is my turn to go  'they are looking for reasons to...
    bevred1970 bevred1970 41-45 2 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    I Can't Believe This Is Happening To Me!

    My husband and I have been married for almost 19 years. We have two beautiful children together. We've had many ups and downs. In fact, about 13 years ago he cheated on me. Although I was absolutely devastated, I forgave him. However, during the last five years, he's made many...
    tracyandclint16 tracyandclint16 41-45 2 Responses Mar 21, 2010

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    I Ammm A Mess!

    Baissicallyy. I am going to be thirteen soon ndd i am a girl i feel like myy life is falling apart!!!!!! I Have lostt My 4 Best friends in the whole world....... Myy Bestiie (Girl) : i love her ndd we are growing apart......theres nothing i can do becozz her uncle is searching...
    fabs98 fabs98 13-15 1 Response Sep 28, 2010

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    I Feel Lost And Stuck In Life.....im Drowning

    I am a 33 year old woman who is struggling to find my place in life, I cant find work, I think mainly because I havent completed my education. Dont get me wrong i have tried, i completed 3 years of my BA dregree but due to lack of finances i had to stop going. I've been...
    LadieX LadieX 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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