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I My Life Is Falling Apart

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    I Feel Lost And Stuck In Life.....im Drowning

    I am a 33 year old woman who is struggling to find my place in life, I cant find work, I think mainly because I havent completed my education. Dont get me wrong i have tried, i completed 3 years of my BA dregree but due to lack of finances i had to stop going. I've been...
    LadieX LadieX 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I feel like my life is falling apart.

    I mean, its not. Its just changing a lot and its really, really hard. Im really tired, and maybe sick, and probably PMSing, and my back hurts. And the endorphins from my jog are gone (grrr! Theyre supposed to last longer!) And Im so busy, but Im dealing with so much. And i just...
    JustMeInHere JustMeInHere 16-17, F Mar 8, 2014

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    I Can't Believe This Is Happening To Me!

    My husband and I have been married for almost 19 years. We have two beautiful children together. We've had many ups and downs. In fact, about 13 years ago he cheated on me. Although I was absolutely devastated, I forgave him. However, during the last five years, he's made many...
    tracyandclint16 tracyandclint16 41-45 2 Responses Mar 21, 2010

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    I fell in love with a girl 2 years ago

    and ever since we've been inseparable. She's just finished high school and is now moving on with her life; going out drinking, meeting new people and I feel like she's outgrowing me. Being younger, I feel like I'm being left behind and currently I'm suffering with dependency...
    am8ie am8ie 18-21, F Oct 26, 2014

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    Nothing Ever Goes Right...

    My life has nothing short of hell for the past year or so. I have been desperately looking for a job, and even though I am a licensed professional, I have been unemployed for over 2 months. I have only had 3 short temporary jobs since I got my license. I do charity work in my...
    venus2011 venus2011 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    Game Over...

    You never really realize how little you have until you're surrounded by people who have so much more. I don't mean the 'important' things like love, or family. I have that and it's great....I mean the "Important" things like money. I'm a college senior without a job who lives...
    kokobean22 kokobean22 22-25, F Jun 6, 2013

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    I just wanna say goodbye,

    than dissapear, forever..
    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    No End To My Misery

    Sometimes I cannot believe this is happening to me! I feel it's a bad dream and I wil wake up and find that everything is just normal , not too good , just normal. I quit my job to join a better job so that I can help my husband to pay off the huge debts that we have. But right...
    forgottenlily forgottenlily 31-35, F Aug 28, 2013

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    My step mom just lost here job

    and she loves her job and I'm scared for her
    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F Sep 1, 2014

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    I Think I'm In Hell!

    I have been with this man for 6 years and we have a four year old son, so this situation affects more than just me.This past weekend this man was arrested for DUI with another female at 1:23 a.m.  Now I find out that there is an open investigation that he may have drugged...
    southernbelle32 southernbelle32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Im just done. My dad

    and mom they rather want me gone than alive, everyone will be happy when i'm gone. I made my mom feel like she cant do anything right.. But, i cant do anything right. God..
    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    My life is nothing like it was supposed I be.

    When I was in high school I had such big dreams. I was going to graduate college and have a career. I was going to have children and a husband and friends...but nothing has turned out the way it was supposed to. One of the things that kills me the most is that...this really is...
    amarieb90 amarieb90 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    I Ammm A Mess!

    Baissicallyy. I am going to be thirteen soon ndd i am a girl i feel like myy life is falling apart!!!!!! I Have lostt My 4 Best friends in the whole world....... Myy Bestiie (Girl) : i love her ndd we are growing apart......theres nothing i can do becozz her uncle is searching...
    fabs98 fabs98 13-15 1 Response Sep 28, 2010

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    Trying To Keep A Roof Over My Kids Head

    working for a company that has been terriable .walking on egg  shells to keep .THE manager is threated of all empoyees that have been there for awhy'll.so out with the old crew in with the new ;i have been there 3 yrs and it is my turn to go  'they are looking for reasons to...
    bevred1970 bevred1970 41-45 2 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    Demolition

    When something is beyond repair it's often best just to tear it down and build anew....
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    Nervous/stressed

    Hi everyone,I am currently employed, however my commute sucks. It's like 1.5 hrs each way. The company is okay however I am trying to find employment closer to home. I was going to get laid off from my old company last July but didn't want to risk waiting for severance package to...
    dris123 dris123 36-40 1 Response Jan 5, 2012

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    Where I am today I have lost 10 years.

    I worked to hard to have a great career and financial stability. I have been really successful, buying my own house young, have a great job young. Now that my husband but us in debt because of all his repercussions of his drug addiction every day feels like the floor is going to...
    theworriedwife theworriedwife 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    Girls Hurt Me

    ok so this is kinda complicated so bear with me. i met this girl over 10 months ago. we were talking for awhile but im sort of a shy guy so i never made a move for fear of messing up my chances. well she sort of moved on because of that but we became really good friends. i got a...
    immaboss immaboss 18-21, M Jul 30, 2010

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    Please Someone Help Me

    I feel so helpless i have NEVER felt this suicidal before. I have made so many wrong choices in response to the wrong done to me and now i am suffering consequences for the last 21 years of my life. My mother never loved me, i should have never hoped for it. My dad was distant, i...
    onlychillwithpills onlychillwithpills 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2012

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    One Wrong Move..

     I had a good job, a lonely existence but then I didn't feel lonely just alone.  Met a wonderful guy we finally get it together.  But it is a long distance relationship - very long distance.  So I figure the best thing is to either get a better job and have...
    Calia Calia 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    My life is falling apart..... I see my family going in different directions .... My mom in one direction and my dad in another ..... I see all that I love and care slowly leaves me...
    Shiyo Shiyo 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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    I personally think my downfall was when I lost my best friend to a car accident, Witnessed the whole thing, People that were there that night say when his car went off the side of...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I'm feeling lonely this past few weeks. 2015 was a bomb. It's true as days goes by everything constantly change. I was happy and full of life my heart was filled with joy when I...
    imsoflhai imsoflhai 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I am mentally falling apart faster than I could have anticipated. It's all from school and my parents stressing me out. It has reached that point where I'm about to have a relapse...
    RedMarcher RedMarcher 16-17, M Jan 13

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    FemaleBorderlineSociopath FemaleBorderlineSociopath 31-35, F Jan 8

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    Today was just not my day at all.. Hopefully tomorrow is better, I just really didn't have a good day. But as they say, "You may not have had a good day, but there is something...
    Alexmw460 Alexmw460 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Have you ever put your whole life in something and watch it walk out the door. Weill i have i had a girl who was the love of my life and she left a week ago. I became an...
    ajay7565 ajay7565 31-35, T Jan 11

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    Every time she sees me getting by, either with education or weight loss, or be it anything positive, she hurts me, beats me, and spites me... She literally broke apart my family's...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Life is a one way street and you can't look back. Life's just too short. We are all apart of something bigger and we are all set with an expiry date. One day we will die and my...
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    for past 1 week I haven't done anything great apart from falling asleep to the sound of rain XP I don't feel like getting up from my bed.. too sleepy
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    falling falling down to the ground it's going to hurt when i land falling falling down underground further than i had planned secrets secrets and lies someone cries rinse and...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    Well there's this guy at my high school I really like. Our school is really small (only about 50 people per grade level) because its an advanced education program. We go for 5...
    EmCWolf EmCWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Some of us grow up and achieve specific qualifications, maybe we are lucky to be born into money and so we have more options in life, or maybe we have a friend or a relative who is...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 8 hrs ago

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    For me, falling asleep to the sound of rain inspires the same feeling as falling asleep while someone plays with me hair. It's soothing and rhythmic. It's that childhood lullaby...
    dreamingoptimist dreamingoptimist 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Friday... the last date night with my husband, and the last time we would ever have sex together, also the last time I would have sex with anyone for six years, I was high and...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 1 Response Jan 12

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    The physical universe must have more life in it, unless Gods original purpose was delayed by the physical Adam. There is nothing wasted in the universe. Life is always defined by...
    Corzomec Corzomec 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Aging can play a part in how you develop your own life. Me turning 30 in September of 2015 is making me see a lot of things. Things I've missed, things I want to do, things I want...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M Dec 29, 2014

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    It is your wildest dreams, your darkest fears, your deepest secrets, the last hope flickering in the distance, the faces of all the people you pass by, the thoughts in your mind...
    dinah897 dinah897 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I screwed up big this time. I was bored and feeling rejected by my husband. I was so depressed and lost. I started chatting with a guy I met on a site. nothing naughty. just...
    regalshewolf regalshewolf 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    At this point in life it's just hard to be happy anymore. All my life consist of now is struggle, drama, sadness, school, and pain. I haven't been happy in months and anything...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Woke up at 7 am and realized I'm too nice and it's going to be my demise. Everyone in my life uses me. And I mean every single person. My bf is abusing my kindness by sitting on...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 13

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    So today she decided she's going to change! No more jumping into things so quickly like she always has in the past.. She needs to be strong and focused in order to not fall apart...
    SnowAnngel SnowAnngel 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm bisexual with a prefernce for women. But the thought of being in a committed relationship with another woman was inconceivable. My parents would never accept my relationship...
    prevaricatedjess prevaricatedjess 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My suicide attempts and self harm don't reflect my mental stability or happiness, my suicide attempts and self harm reflect on my disinterest in life and the fact that I want to...
    saronaf saronaf 18-21, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    *You bump into them and your lives are forever changed.*People do come to our lives for a reason. It could be for that moment or for a lifetime. Don't miss those chances to make...
    KaleidoscopeMoment KaleidoscopeMoment 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I'm in the legal department; I have a Paralegal certificate but this isn't what I want in my life. I've been to multiple offices, worked different positions, and worked in...
    bahamam4m4 bahamam4m4 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I remember the first time I saw falling snow. I don't know why, but it made me cry.
    Dari97 Dari97 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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