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I My Life Is Falling Apart

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    Please Someone Help Me

    I feel so helpless i have NEVER felt this suicidal before. I have made so many wrong choices in response to the wrong done to me and now i am suffering consequences for the last 21 years of my life. My mother never loved me, i should have never hoped for it. My dad was distant, i...
    onlychillwithpills onlychillwithpills 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2012

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    Nothing Ever Goes Right...

    My life has nothing short of hell for the past year or so. I have been desperately looking for a job, and even though I am a licensed professional, I have been unemployed for over 2 months. I have only had 3 short temporary jobs since I got my license. I do charity work in my...
    venus2011 venus2011 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    Girls Hurt Me

    ok so this is kinda complicated so bear with me. i met this girl over 10 months ago. we were talking for awhile but im sort of a shy guy so i never made a move for fear of messing up my chances. well she sort of moved on because of that but we became really good friends. i got a...
    immaboss immaboss 18-21, M Jul 30, 2010

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    Trying To Keep A Roof Over My Kids Head

    working for a company that has been terriable .walking on egg  shells to keep .THE manager is threated of all empoyees that have been there for awhy'll.so out with the old crew in with the new ;i have been there 3 yrs and it is my turn to go  'they are looking for reasons to...
    bevred1970 bevred1970 41-45 2 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    My life is nothing like it was supposed I be.

    When I was in high school I had such big dreams. I was going to graduate college and have a career. I was going to have children and a husband and friends...but nothing has turned out the way it was supposed to. One of the things that kills me the most is that...this really is...
    amarieb90 amarieb90 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24

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    I feel like my life is falling apart.

    I mean, its not. Its just changing a lot and its really, really hard. Im really tired, and maybe sick, and probably PMSing, and my back hurts. And the endorphins from my jog are gone (grrr! Theyre supposed to last longer!) And Im so busy, but Im dealing with so much. And i just...
    JustMeInHere JustMeInHere 16-17, F Mar 8

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    I Feel Lost And Stuck In Life.....im Drowning

    I am a 33 year old woman who is struggling to find my place in life, I cant find work, I think mainly because I havent completed my education. Dont get me wrong i have tried, i completed 3 years of my BA dregree but due to lack of finances i had to stop going. I've been...
    LadieX LadieX 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Can't Believe This Is Happening To Me!

    My husband and I have been married for almost 19 years. We have two beautiful children together. We've had many ups and downs. In fact, about 13 years ago he cheated on me. Although I was absolutely devastated, I forgave him. However, during the last five years, he's made many...
    tracyandclint16 tracyandclint16 41-45 2 Responses Mar 21, 2010

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    I Think I'm In Hell!

    I have been with this man for 6 years and we have a four year old son, so this situation affects more than just me.This past weekend this man was arrested for DUI with another female at 1:23 a.m.  Now I find out that there is an open investigation that he may have drugged...
    southernbelle32 southernbelle32 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Nervous/stressed

    Hi everyone,I am currently employed, however my commute sucks. It's like 1.5 hrs each way. The company is okay however I am trying to find employment closer to home. I was going to get laid off from my old company last July but didn't want to risk waiting for severance package to...
    dris123 dris123 36-40 1 Response Jan 5, 2012

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    Where I am today I have lost 10 years.

    I worked to hard to have a great career and financial stability. I have been really successful, buying my own house young, have a great job young. Now that my husband but us in debt because of all his repercussions of his drug addiction every day feels like the floor is going to...
    theworriedwife theworriedwife 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Demolition

    When something is beyond repair it's often best just to tear it down and build anew....
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    One Wrong Move..

     I had a good job, a lonely existence but then I didn't feel lonely just alone.  Met a wonderful guy we finally get it together.  But it is a long distance relationship - very long distance.  So I figure the best thing is to either get a better job and have...
    Calia Calia 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    I fell in love with a girl 2 years ago

    and ever since we've been inseparable. She's just finished high school and is now moving on with her life; going out drinking, meeting new people and I feel like she's outgrowing me. Being younger, I feel like I'm being left behind and currently I'm suffering with dependency...
    am8ie am8ie 18-21, F Oct 26

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    I Ammm A Mess!

    Baissicallyy. I am going to be thirteen soon ndd i am a girl i feel like myy life is falling apart!!!!!! I Have lostt My 4 Best friends in the whole world....... Myy Bestiie (Girl) : i love her ndd we are growing apart......theres nothing i can do becozz her uncle is searching...
    fabs98 fabs98 13-15 1 Response Sep 28, 2010

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    My step mom just lost here job

    and she loves her job and I'm scared for her
    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F Sep 1

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    No End To My Misery

    Sometimes I cannot believe this is happening to me! I feel it's a bad dream and I wil wake up and find that everything is just normal , not too good , just normal. I quit my job to join a better job so that I can help my husband to pay off the huge debts that we have. But right...
    forgottenlily forgottenlily 31-35, F Aug 28, 2013

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    Game Over...

    You never really realize how little you have until you're surrounded by people who have so much more. I don't mean the 'important' things like love, or family. I have that and it's great....I mean the "Important" things like money. I'm a college senior without a job who lives...
    kokobean22 kokobean22 22-25, F Jun 6, 2013

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    I feel so alone all the time. I want to cry so bad, but the tears aren't there. I'm tired of every aspect of my life making me feel inadequate, like I don't belong, and that it...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    It feels as if I'm falling apart again. I can feel my walls cracking and slowly, one by one, crumbling into non-existence. Stress, if not for all of this stress I'd be more or less...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    My whole family is going insane.....everything just keeps falling apart....so much stress and I don't know how much I can take right now..
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    In front of my eyes. I used to take responsibility for the feelings of others. I thought I did. Actually, I wasn't qualified, and made no assertions that I was some guru or...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    I keep on holding on to someone that keeps pushing me away. We got in fights and stayed apart for months and they always find a way to come back to me. I find myself forgiving them...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 8

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    I've been diagnosed with bipolar depression since high school. I've had my ups and downs, and 2 rock bottoms (failed suicide attempts). My last rock bottom was a huge wake up call...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I need to get away!!!! Please help I wanna leave this cruel cruel place
    maddog1000 maddog1000 13-15, F Oct 24

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    I feel like I'm not as smart as I used to be. It's bothering me so much.. I've been overwhelmed with stress, and at this age, I shouldn't even have that much stress. I feel like an...
    trellatay trellatay 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    It's been months, but I'm still suffering. I'm not suicidal but a part of me wants to be. Death would offer the escape I need. I'm tired of these tears, of these fears. When will...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    The death of my auntie is starting to sink in and become a reality to me now. I feel really scared and alone at the moment because I have no one to talk to about how I feel. I'm...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    I'm so empty inside. Does anyone else feel this way? It's like… I can't even explain.
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    When is it not?...........
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I took another Goldberg Depression test last night. ( physiologists use it to determine depression, there is one online: http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/interactive/interactivetests...
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F Nov 8

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    I stopped self harming because drugs made me feel better but now I'm starting to feel the urges again
    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I'm really sad today. I'm just reflecting on the past year and I've realized it has been the most pathetic year of my life. I lost myself during that year. I'm no longer the person...
    lostnsad lostnsad 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    Staying positive when your life feels like it's falling apart is just an example if how strong you are!!!
    Snnowflake Snnowflake 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I've been falling into a negative slump, so I'm going to focus in something positive here! Friday I went shopping at Goodwill and there was a very kind, friendly lady who was...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    So I'm 20 he's 21 we've known one another for about 4yrs now, and have been in serious long term relationships while remaining friends, we've always kept a respectable distance and...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Oct 30

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    So I'm 20 he's 21 we've known one another for about 4yrs now, and have been in serious long term relationships while remaining friends, we've always kept a respectable distance and...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Oct 30

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    I'm very much afraid of guys/men and I want to overcome this fear and avoidance. I can never remember not having this anxiety. From even before being enrolled in my first year of...
    2openmind 2openmind 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    My (always noisy) neighbors upstairs decided to get completely wasted tonight. Lots of running and yelling.... Also lots of falling. So far it's 2:00 AM and been going on since 10...
    Leannaix Leannaix 18-21, F Oct 25

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    I do not consider falling and option or a part of life but a mere action towards my journey to victory.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Nov 12

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    Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've done in my life.
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    I would have to say my worst fear is falling. Not knowing what or where I'm falling into makes me so nervous and anxious. I just would hate to fall in love with someone cause I...
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 13-15, F Nov 12

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    autumn leaves by chris brown ft. kendrick lamar. in the song he says "it seems that all the autumn leaves are falling you're the only reason for them" and in another part he says...
    destiny21437 destiny21437 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Im going 18-19 and i know its young age to be upset but here it goes.... When i grew up i haded everything any1 could wish for a family,home,food and a good sense of humour and...
    Jcryan101 Jcryan101 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    There's a lot of motives why a person can decide to locate an apartment for rent in Georgia, but probably the most popular decision could be the ease of life within this southern...
    edward324 edward324 22-25, M Nov 7

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    November 23. Healthy Sexuality. Many areas of our life need healing. One important part of our life is our sexuality. Our feelings and beliefs about our sexuality, our ability to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm writing this because i can't keep it in anymore and i feel to tell someone about it. I've been struggling for a few years now with this life and i'm sick of it. I've never had...
    rati2 rati2 16-17, M Nov 1

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