I My Mother Abandoned Me At One And A Half

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    How Do I Forqive My Mom Who Abandoned Me?

    when i was one and a half, my mother abandoned me. she was always gone and doing drugs.... and choosing boys over us. she will be home for like an hour and then she will leave and wont return for days. so my second mom (a pastor), who i call mom, raised me in church and taught me...
    rae16 rae16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2012

    She Did Not Want Me

    When I was inside of my mothers womb she tired to hide her pregnancy. She wore tight clothing. On the day that I was born, she tried to have me in the toilet.But another family was there and called the ambulance to take her to the hospital, but she did not make it. I was born en...
    wildflower62 wildflower62
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2012

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