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I Need A Fix

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    I Need A Fix

    I need a fix. Fixation. A remedy. I hate that word now. I'll in time learn to hate everything. Smoking was no good for me. Nor was drinking. I should try some hard drugs, oh wait! I have no money! Maybe I'll just sell myself for drugs. I fell like I have no support. I...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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