I Need a Miracle

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 332 People

    I feel suicidal. I've tested negative

    for hiv but showing symptoms still and afraid that my immune system is so compromised that its yielded a false result. Its that or something else....I've had every symptom, now muscle loss, opportunistic infections that come with it... I'm afraid that I've unknowingly infected...
    FaithandHopee FaithandHopee
    36-40, M
    May 11, 2014

    A MIRACLE... a new way just started.

    ... A road for my future...
    panita2014 panita2014
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2014

    Treading Water

    Hello, I am unsure what to do... though I have many things I am at a loss... I have a wonderful 2 1/2 years old and a 5 month toddler, both healthy. I am able to do things I love such as dancing but I cannot shake the fact that I am 50% salary due to mat leave (with all my...
    Akikaze Akikaze
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2012

    I Need A Miracle

    I need a miracleIsn't this should be the right moment to do something Lord?My tears have dried..And the hope just died..Won't you do something Lord..I've waited for so long for your miracle to happen..I need a miracle to find my way again.But it's only gets more hopeless..Listen...
    JustJennah JustJennah
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Apr 19, 2012

    waiting on my soulmate.

    Feels like forever. What sucks, is that I can't stand every person I have met so far... what makes me think she's out there? When all I meet is ****** people...
    TheForestOfGnomes TheForestOfGnomes
    22-25, M
    Jul 21, 2014

    I Need A Miracle!

    I need some wonderful answer too but I suppose being stuck in a single bedroom for the rest of your life Is all I can look forward too!
    CountryBumkin CountryBumkin
    26-30
    2 Responses May 11, 2012

    God Told Me Not To Smoke Weed..

    firstly i want to sayi love weed more than anything elsebut for weed and cutting myself and for hearing voicesi was in the hospital for 4 monthsi didnot smoke weed for those 4 monthmy doctor said me to never smoke weed in your life againbut after i came out from the hospitali...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Jan 12, 2011

    for my friend. Here I was thinking

    that she was getting better, that she was going to go back to having a normal teenage life. But all of a sudden she's gotten worse, and she can't walk by herself and it's just horrible. I want to ask for a miracle, but I don't know who to ask since I don't exactly belong to a...
    jeweldoggy jeweldoggy
    16-17, F
    Oct 20, 2014

    If prayers saved a person from being executed

    for death penalty, then miracles still do happen nowadays. Glad that person was saved. I also want to be saved. I know my problem is far different from hers. Ive been experiencing emotional and psychological pain these days and I know my suffering would not equate to what she...
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    I Know

    miracles are rare. But for finding a true love I badly need a miracle. As a crossdresser, transgender or what ever I am, I am an outsider in the peoples world, I am something pervert, who needs to be eliminated. This are not my thougts, this is what peoples think about me and...
    monique54 monique54
    51-55, T
    Aug 27, 2010

    I could sure use one.

    I would appreciate it.
    1niceguy4u 1niceguy4u
    51-55, M
    Sep 14, 2015

    ONE day, I sure could use one (

    or many, I don't know how many it would take ) O_O
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Oct 7, 2015

    I have had this stupid desperate wish

    for years now but I know it can never come true and that makes me feel like crap. I held on to some kind of hope for a long while and that makes me feel crazy.
    namelessentity namelessentity
    16-17, M
    Jul 10, 2015

    Right Now!

    Am pushing on and on all the time.I just wish that God would remember me;that He would just see me and bless me with a miracle that could make me happy again forever.I may laugh at something but when every thing and everyone is gone,am still not happy.
    Karma2 Karma2
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 20, 2010

    I Need a Miracle

    I need a miracle. In fact, I need a bunch of miracles and soon! I am such a screwup and my heart is truly broken. I give up. I really do this time. (no, not suicidal). I just plain give up.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 15, 2009

    Where Is My Guardian Angel?

    I served in the military for 4 years and seperated with an honorable discharge.  Since then my life has had ups but mostly downs.  After a horrible car accident and an addiction to pain killers I am still drowning.  I conquered my demons, but now I think they are...
    meszi143 meszi143
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 29, 2008

    Miracle

    i need few miracles.. i wish God would see that i need few miracles and bless me them..until then i move on with the cross on my back
    Augusttwix Augusttwix
    46-50, F
    Aug 24, 2013

    Miracles

    Yesterday a fire broke out at the house next door. The fire started on the second floor back porch. Someone must have called 91It was about 5 pm. Three fire engines were in front of the house next door, the house I'm visiting, and across the street. At both end of the streets...
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    4 Responses May 29, 2013

    My husband called me from detox,

    he said be prepared to pick me up tomorrow it 99%. He wouldn't say anything else and hurried off the phone with me. His therapist called a little bit later to get background she said a thirty day inpatient would be recommended but she didn't know if he would do it.. our life is...
    oversimplification oversimplification
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2014

    Life is a miracle, don’t let it slip away,

    Open your heart to others, give of yourself each day. See the beauty in everyone, regardless of where they’ve been, Some have a difficult journey, and really need a friend. Share your gifts and talents, listen with your heart. Do the things you dream about, but don’t have...
    nivanvc nivanvc
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 15, 2015

    I Need A Miracle

    I am hiv poz woman and I have been on different poz dating sites looking for a poz man to love and be loved, I am getting tired now that I cant find someone, that will be truthful and wont talk about sexual advances online....I ask God to give a good Caucasian hiv poz man, who...
    cher79 cher79
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2012
    carazaa carazaa
    56-60, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    My best friend has cancer.

    She only has a 45% chance of making it until February. I just learned she's in a coma. I'm gonna lose her..
    Jgil99 Jgil99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014
    SadCaliforniaDad SadCaliforniaDad
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 7

    Slow Me Down..

    My head and my heart are colliding chaotic. Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it. Try to appear like i've got it together. But im falling apart. A miracle? A sign? Something that my life is going to get better. Thats all I ask for.
    Marisolmarie Marisolmarie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2011
    SadCaliforniaDad SadCaliforniaDad
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2015

    I feel adrift right now,

    middle of lake, no paddles, no way to get to shore. I can't swim in this analogy either. Placid waters, inevitable encounter with hardship if I don't figure out something soon. So Ima sit on this crappy jalopy of a raft and look for the drain plug at the bottom of the lake... or...
    ZigNamaste ZigNamaste
    41-45, M
    Oct 16, 2014

    I have had a really hard time of it over the

    past few years. I got involved with prescription medication. It ruined my life. My problems were not that bad. It just had a few life issues. I had a good job, a nice family, a house, money. I had issues like clutter, disorganisation, avoidant coping, low self esteem and social...
    Martinn1 Martinn1
    36-40
    Oct 25, 2014

    I Need a Miracle 2

    I need a miracle also I am currently in USA withouth VISA. I have made mistakes and struggled so long, been mean, but I got good heart. I done so many mistakes. I wasted my life away. I am trying to get married now and I even have a girl that wants to help. I am supposed to...
    swededread swededread
    31-35
    1 Response Sep 3, 2008

    It would be nice to wake up tomorrow morning

    with missed calls, texts, and letters from people who cared and loved me. I don't get it from my "family" and definitely nowhere else.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39
    22-25, M
    Mar 26, 2015
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