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    I haven't actually told anyone I know in real

    life about what's happened or what I'm going through. I just stopped texting and going on social media after I found out he passed away and now I have so many unresponded messages on my phone. I know I should respond and talk to people but I can't. Even when I was with my shrink...
    Jules95 Jules95 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    four years on this site!

    I'm so glad i found this site,while i was alone ,in the Mojave dessert,you all helped me keep my sanity,i can't thank u enough.I have recently been,put down here ,by women who dislike me,saying,"don't u wish u were pretty".My screen name is from,my husband ,a nick name,he called...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 13 Responses Mar 31, 2015

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    As Good As It Gets...

    So...this is it, huh? As good as it gets.... Let's be realistic - I will never be as pretty as I once was - the great loves of my life are in the past - there is no going back and chosing a different career path to bring either wealth or satisfaction. Although I'm not elderly...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 6 Responses Nov 29, 2011

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    I would like to vent

    and reach out to females in same position:not quite a sex less relationship,but when opportunity arises,it soon replaced with something else,sort of like it is secondary to everything else.
    smitty70 smitty70 46-50, M Dec 6, 2015

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    I'm so scared to go to the doctors on Wednesday.

    Last time I was there he told me I have a potentially deadly illness. The pain is too much sometimes. It gets so bad I end up not being able to move. It's just been getting worse and worse. I know something is wrong but I don't want to be diagnosed with anything. It's too scary...
    Jules95 Jules95 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    Still Supporting The Current Admistration?

    Your U.S House & Senate have voted themselves $4,700 and $5,300 pay raises They voted to not give you a social security cost of living raise. Your Medicaid premiums will go up $285.60 for the two years and you will not get the COLA $660 a year. Your two year loss and cost is $1...
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 53 Responses Oct 24, 2010

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    Loving and Embracing the Single Life!

    It's a Saturday, I have been in the dumps for the past 3 weeks. The whole day today I was just at home, but around 3:00 pm I was about to go crazy out of boredom. So I decided to go to my favorite place in Los Angeles called Little Tokyo. It's a little far, about 45 minute drive...
    anime07 anime07 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    there's no place that i can belong to atm two

    lonely souls we can warm up together but that's not love i need love i need to love someone i want to love someone i won't say...love me cos i just want to ****** love somebody I miss the conversation we can talk from silly things to deep soul things hours and hours without...
    babyblueeee babyblueeee 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I got stood up today.

    This is actually the second time in my life I've been stood up by a guy. The first time was two years ago. I met this guy randomly and we got to talking and we kind of liked each other but nothing really came from it. A year later he sees me walking down the street and...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Where Did I Go Wrong?

    I realized that I don’t really have a “best friend.” I realized that I have a very FEW friends. Here is a little background about me in a nutshell. I grew up in a typical Asian household (Filipino). My parents were strict when I was growing up. It wasn’t until college...
    anime07 anime07 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 11, 2015

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    It is 2:45 AM and I cannot sleep.

    I'm feeling disturbed & anxious. Angry and jealous. Worried and uncertain. Passive-aggressive and insecure. Life is difficult right now. Very stressful and it seems like there's a lot of unknowns. I find myself gravitating toward things and people I can't have and KNOWING I...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2014

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    Just dont know what to do right now.

    ...Feels like everything is falling apart..Car just started ******* up, have the money to fix it?? Of course not, lost my job but getting unemployment and now the ******* roof in my bedroom caves in because of all the ******* snow. It would be as bad but i have a 2 1/2 year old...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    So, tonight I was feeling kind of lonely

    and asked my husband to sit with me while I watched some tv. Instead, he told me he was going to stay on the computer and he would sit with me once our son goes to bed. I stood in front of him, literally with tears running down my cheeks. Sometimes I just don't feel important...
    xTenderHeartx xTenderHeartx 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    I just burned the popcorn

    now the movie is ruined and the house smells :(
    Smilescute2971 Smilescute2971 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    My Own Horror Story..

    I was trapped in an abusive relationship for a total of 23 years. Not only was he physically abusive, but he was verbally and mentally abusive as well. I always thought I could change him, but sadly, never did. Finally, it just got to a point where I was so defeated, so belittled...
    stlcrzy stlcrzy 46-50, F 33 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I can't stand hospital,

    I have been here all day getting pocked and prodded and I can only have liquid food! The docks take their sweet time so how long is this going to take? I'm starving, oh and I can't drink water
    Elwood1981 Elwood1981 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 28, 2015

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    I need a place to vent!

    A safe place! But don't we all?
    GGGina GGGina 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2015

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    I want to kill myself every night I just need a

    nigh buddy to talk to so I don't feel so alone
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    My ***** of a sister always has it out

    for me...I was having a good night until I read her text...Me and my mom share a cellphone. The message was to my mom. I thought it was for me...It was about me. About how I shouldn't exist in a sense...I don't understand how she can just make someone feel bad on a text but not...
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F Nov 2, 2015

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    Me and my girlfriend have been going strong

    for about 7 months now I love her like crazy. Recently she has been on a week long holiday though a state away and I know what your thinking "dude its only a week time flys". Sure its only a week but 4 days in and its a killer, I have been working 11 hour days and have barely...
    damnitsover damnitsover 18-21, M Dec 12, 2015

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    My grandpa died early yesterday morning.

    I'm so physically exhausted from crying.
    Jules95 Jules95 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 17, 2015

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    I try to talk to my family about what is

    bothering me but they always find a way to make me feel bad for feeling the way I do. So I stopped talking to them and I don't want to bother the few friends I have with my issues so I just don't talk to anybody and it just makes it worse
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I Am So So Angry And Frustrated ...

    Does she not see what this is doing to me? Pulling me in and pushing me away after i fight and fight to make her see i am not a bad person and i am not out to hurt her.She lets others rule her life and doesn't once think about her own happiness and yet they haven't once thought...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2013

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    Ok,so here goes.I need to get this off my chest.

    In April (as some of you know)I took my pregnant friend in with her 3 kids,because she was being abused my her boyfriend and had no where to go.So i let them move in,she has a room,2 of her kids have their own room(i have a huge house) oh and they have their own bathroom.So...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 10 Responses May 20, 2014

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    jeannie031 jeannie031 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    I'm Realizing A Few Things....

    I came to this site for help. For friends. To not feel so ******* alone. And eventually exploring myself. Trusting myself. Not feeling ashamed of my sexual side. But I'm beginning to think I need to hide my sexual side. I don't attract people that want friendships with me...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 16, 2012

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    let's see how should I put this?

    ? I'm not here to flirt, or be the love of your life. I'm here because I have ACTUAL friends here that I like to talk to. of course, if you would bother to read a profile, you would know this and I wouldn't have to keep repeating myself. I'm not gonna flirt, cuddle, or any other...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 9 Responses Sep 12, 2015

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    Was talking to a girl on here.

    I liked her, she said she liked me. We talked about meeting up but hadn't arranged it yet. Now she's not been online for 9 days. Totally miserable.
    Christuner666 Christuner666 26-30, M Oct 31, 2015

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    So my heart has been full these days.

    Full of things I have never felt before. It's truly amazing how just one thing can change. Change your ability to see everything in a different light, to find the happy in each and every moment and to realize the person you are isn't the person you really saw before. When I...
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2015

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    I wish my dad could put in the time

    and effort to actually be a dad.. his children always come last. his priorities go "friends, mom, hunting, everything else, kids". he can't ever be bothered to keep his promises or even listen when I talk. he's almost always insulting me.. Jesus, 6 days from being 17 years old...
    thetruemisfit thetruemisfit 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2015

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    I use a wheelchair, my legs don't work,

    my voice and ears work fine so it really annoys me when people assume they need to speak for me or talk really loud right into my ear.
    Christuner666 Christuner666 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 19, 2015

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    You know what bothers the hell out of me about

    EP? That young kids post half naked profile pics and offer to trade pics and suggestively chat...and then grown men, old enough to be her grandfather, respond suggestively. It's disgusting. I've got no problem with ADULTS talking among themselves about whatever they'd like...
    Happiness11 Happiness11 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2014

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    People complain because

    so many citizens are here illegally. But illegal immigrants can't get citizens benefits and have to live in fear. So why don't they become citizens? It's hard! It's expensive! We would have A LOT less illegal immigrants if it were easier to become citizens!
    BOJ1988 BOJ1988 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2015

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    I have ADHD. Life is tough

    for me lately, but I'm going to write this blog anyway just because I realized maybe even though I am in the dumps at the moment, I am slowly accomplishing things. Before I get there, I wanted to share some of my dark side. I came across this from Kaiser Permanente, their...
    anime07 anime07 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    People want the right to bare arms,

    I wish we had more rules and regulations but that's life, but those same people want to deny me the right to control my own body... if you want me to leave you and your rights alone leave me and my rights alone. You want me to mind my business? Mind yours.
    BOJ1988 BOJ1988 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

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    Prayer to the Blessed Virgin (never known to

    fail. All that is needed is to ask) O most beautiful flower of Mount Carmel. Fruitful Vine. Splendor of Heaven, Blessed Mother of the Son of God., immaculate Virgin, assist me in necessity. O Star of the Sea, help me and show me you are my Mother. O Holy Mary, Mother of God...
    Joeandloie Joeandloie 61-65, F Oct 31, 2015

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    I was scheduled to work nine nights straight

    so my company wouldn't have to pay me seventh day pay. That doesn't make any ******* sense does it? That's life for you: It doesn't make any ******* sense. The law is seventh day pay is only required if an employee worked seven days in one pay period. I get paid weekly so I...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30 7 Responses May 15, 2015

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    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2015

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    My 2015 I am not going to be a bandwagon by

    posting baloney status on Facebook about the lessons I have learned in 2015, and then confess how I am a new me this 2016- it's BS. I will however, would like to share some of the experiences I encountered. January: I was a newly grad. Lost in my career in the hotel industry...
    anime07 anime07 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Today i'am taking Charge

    Ok,so i'm a stay at home mom,who has completly lost control of my kids!I have children who wreak the house (they are 3 and 4)and are not well behaved.This is my fault.I think i've been so easy on the because my dad was so hard on me when i was a kid.Example,Many nights if they...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    I am a 40 year old married father.

    I pretty much carry the entire load of my family responsibilities. My wife has had chronic pain issues for over a decade. Her pain has a very direct connection to stress. Like for example some people get stress headaches. Her pain is in other places. Anyway over the years she...
    bigcat74 bigcat74 41-45, M 8 Responses May 9, 2014

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    Well me and my girlfriend have been going strong

    for about 7 months, its been good. However she is on holiday now for a week and I totally agree I would be thinking "dude its only a week" Trust me a week doesn't seem that long but 4 days in and its killing me I have been working non stop so i havent even had the chance to...
    damnitsover damnitsover 18-21, M Dec 12, 2015

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    some people deal with some serious shxt

    and problems if they want to vent leave them be but don't make them feel worse especially of you can't even comprehend or imagine what it's like to be them.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 18, 2015

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    WTF is up with EPeeps

    and holidays. This is becoming unbearable. It started with Halloween near the END OF SEPTEMBER. What are you going to be for Halloween? What's your favorite Halloween candy? Before Halloween was over the Thanksgiving questions began. I know only Americans can be blamed for that...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30 8 Responses Jan 23, 2015

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    I can't handle the loss of my best friend.

    She was the only friend I had and the depression of being alone is absolutely killing me. I can't handle how sad I am. We were inseparably close for a year, talking every day and even dated for awhile, but now she won't even talk to me or give me a reason why. The depression I'm...
    diegolpz9 diegolpz9 18-21, M 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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