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I Need Hope In My Life

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    I am not so happy about myself I am

    so insecure I don't live a happy life, feel like no one understands me cuz I haven't found the rite friends! Stuck in a relationship that don't seem like a relationship most time feeling confused, unappreciated, unloved, stress, nerves with no one to talk to or call a friend.
    precious805 precious805 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13, 2014

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    hello guys :) i hope you are well .

    ok.my name is hanane i have 17 years old and my problem is i'm fat, I decided to go on a diet but the problem when i eat i feel good like i run from all my problems .and eating its a solution for me or just i don't know .i start losing my confidence and i think that i'm not...
    hanouna18 hanouna18 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2014

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    I just need someone who will be there

    unconditionally I lost my best friend because she was treating me poorly for no reason and she was the only thing keeping me alive. I need that sort of hope again. Otherwise I'm kinda scared of what I'll end up doing :/
    y0ur3b3au1fu1 y0ur3b3au1fu1 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    I am always teased on how small I am I wish the

    day of teasing of me would end Do any of you feel the same?
    Kr864125 Kr864125 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    My dad refuses to move out.

    My mom just lost her job. We could get kicked out of our house at any time. She has to pay $5000 to the divorce lawyer while my dad merely asks his mom to pay. My grades are slipping, and I am exhausted and hopeless. Honestly, when will the good things start happening?
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2014

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    Idk What To Title This

    My last day of 8th grade year when I got on the bus, an upcoming senior came and sat with me. I didn't think anything of all his excitement or energy because it was the last day of school and he was going to be a senior which meant all he had to do was finish one more year and he...
    PhotographyJournalingLife PhotographyJournalingLife 16-17, F Oct 1, 2013

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    In the drop of your tears In the beat of my

    heart Will I find you again? If we're broken apart after all of these years I know I'll see you again I will always be right here when you call Watching out from the stars every time you fall I will leave on the light when the world goes dark I will leave on the light
    salvatorewolf salvatorewolf 22-25, M Jul 3, 2014

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    Peace or happiness what it'd be,

    let it enfold you. A birth to life is what I'm after nothing more My first name won't be my last and I shall be forgotten. As my eyes turn pale and skin turns blue. I fade like my image of myself Don't be afraid let the light drip into your eyes
    DexterPyro DexterPyro 13-15, M Dec 21, 2014

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    I can't honestly say I can remember the last

    time I was happy in the past 8 years. When I was 12 my life fell apart and since then it's just been one thing after another, I recently was sectioned and feel I was discharged to early I'm bi polar and unhappy not sure we're else to turn
    saker101 saker101 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2014

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    Sometime, No matter how much you want

    for thing happen, All you can do is wait. And usually, Waiting is the hardest part.
    Frozzen Frozzen 16-17, F Oct 9, 2014

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    I want so bad it to just give up.

    But unfortunately I can't because I won't leave my daughter without as mother and a father. I've never mentioned this is any of my stories but a little over a year ago I was raped by a good friend of mine when we were just hanging out. Today he started harassing me and it's...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31, 2014

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    My First Story, Life Is,...life :/

    Ive been sick for a good amount of time no, I hate it, and it looks like its gunna be this way forever, Ive asked my parents and family to take me to the doctor, no one cares a lot of people in my house are sick right now, including a baby, everything is just down hill for me...
    DreamLife88 DreamLife88 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    What is a Panic AttackA very important question

    if you're struggling with this condition. You should really understanding exactly what's going on behind the scenes.So what is a PA?A sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety.`Ok, that's the textbook definition, but i don't think that clears things up too much so let's go l...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Feb 23, 2014

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    So Long....(for Now)

    I have had a serious situation develop. Please to all of you if you have a medical problem--LISTEN to your Doctor and follow through! Family member had not done so and now all of us are paying a price for his negligence. It is tearing our family apart. While I have enjoyed...
    paddytram paddytram 56-60, M 2 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    Feeling Lonely

      I am currently residing in africa basically I m from india...I did my MBA with Hr and was working with IT company...got married and shifted here ...was very much prepared to be a working women but due to low demand of HR and family issue I didnt find any work for myself...
    shefali13 shefali13 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    Okay, so I've gotten kicked out my house

    and now officially homeless, and I'm only 19 :'( not quite sure what to do next with my life tbh
    SlaveToSociety SlaveToSociety 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 9, 2014

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    I'm so young. Not even eighteen.

    But I've been through more than what most people my age has. I've had depression for about 4 years and have wanted to give up so often. It's all due to a kind (and apparently gullible) mother who accidentally married an abusive man. And we have no way out. I have no idea what to...
    RedAngelic RedAngelic 13-15, F Apr 25, 2014

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    Nrrd Spellcheck

    Got spellcheck?
    clgsassy clgsassy 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2012

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    So July 16th 2006 12:30pm I lost the brightness

    in my life, the man who held my hand when I fell over, the one who read me bedtime stories and held me when I was afraid, the one who was always there when i was in need of a hug or cheering up, the one person I could trust with my life without a worry in the world, the one who...
    Sukies Sukies 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2014

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    Where is my hope... I need it

    when things are bad like they are right now.
    IAimForHonor IAimForHonor 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 5, 2014

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    I get disappointed a lot nowadays.

    But I guess it's my fault too because I expect too much from people. I just need to be more accepting towards everything in general and not get caught up in trying to fix things.
    annpharos21 annpharos21 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    Tired

    Today I'm tired.  I slept late which never suits me, but I've had a very busy week and a little rough at times too. I'm on the edge of a huge amount of change in my life.  I could just sit back and allow the status quo to envelope me and accept my fate.  But I cannot do that...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 6 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    Sometimes, people who have less give more.

    Please remember that we make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give
    SlaveToSociety SlaveToSociety 18-21, M Jul 17, 2014

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    Realized that I won't reach the goal I've been

    killing myself for..to be young and successful. I'll be 23 next year. I've failed. I've been rushing myself through life..high school..college. My identity was built around my hunger to reach that goal. I don't know who I am anymore.
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 22-25, F Jan 26

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    One Day

    I could count on Fridays. Those were the days I lived for. Those were the days he would come. For three years he came. I would greet him, sometimes in a dress, sometimes in a corset. We would eat and drink wine and laugh and talk for hours and although I don’t particularly like...
    Quintesse Quintesse 51-55, F 34 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    Come to God just as you are.

    He doesn't ask that you start to live a perfect life to get to know Him. The beautiful thing about Him is that He takes you in all your imperfections and darkness and takes you out of it. Then He will change your life. God is with you and He never left, He is just standing with...
    MissMamma MissMamma 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Never Give Up On Yourself

      Even if others don’t understand your point of view, it doesn’t mean that you are wrong! If you have suffered more than most people, or if you are more sensitive to the world around you, or if you have tried harder to achieve something than most others, or...
    oldDog oldDog 51-55, M Mar 20, 2008

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    I'm 19 and have recently gotten kicked out of

    my house, and honestly have nothing else to live for. Why is life so hard?!?!?!?
    SlaveToSociety SlaveToSociety 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    Does fear cause real diarrhea

    or does it cause the feeling only ? http://livelifetothefullest.live-panic-free.com/2014/03/03/does-fear-cause-real-diarrhea-or-does-it-cause-the-feeling-only-.aspx Hey guys, sorry if this seems spammy, not my intention at all. I used to just paste my experiences in several...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 4, 2014

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    I have a childhood friend living with me

    and she is just so negative and making me feel negative. I really want to kick her out but she doesn't really have anywhere to go. I'm moving to hawaii in May. (Which is amazing) I should be the happiest girl in the world right now. I have an amazing family. Someone that's loves...
    kaylinanna kaylinanna 22-25, F Mar 10, 2014

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    At An Impasse

    I'm stuck in a hole with no ledge or anything to grab on to. It's nighttime, and there hasn't been any sign of the sun for months. Maybe if there were some sign of dawn, I'd see a branch or root or something to pull myself out of here. What I have with me in this hole was just...
    KewlioMZX KewlioMZX 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    Having panic attacks?

    Here's some advice from Tyler Durden. 
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 7, 2014

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    Lately I have none My thoughts have grown

    cold My heart is shattered And my mind is a deep black abyss of nothing.
    Imdyingtobedead Imdyingtobedead 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    Sometimes--(a lot of times)--I feel like no one

    cares about anything. Nothing of value or meaning is of value or meaning anymore. Family is meaningless, friendship is meaningless, happiness is meaningless, life is meaningless. Things that hold true meaning: hatred, sex--not love-making, sex--, cheap and easy money, etc.
    SPIDERLIMBS SPIDERLIMBS 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    My Life Has Just Been An Upsetting Amount Of Bad Memories

    im going to tell you all why i am the way i am. im doing this openly and freely. nothing is off limits in this post. i know i’m going to be judged harshly and people are going to tell me i am “fishing” for attention. but im not. i want you all to know what my life is like...
    emercakee emercakee 18-21 3 Responses Aug 23, 2012

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    He gaved me hope. He showed me dream.

    I was watching a short movie with bad ending. It was really short..and i completely didn't noticed that i open up him like that. It was bit late after i knew he was a je*k. I'm surprised after i knew he was a jer*k and i blocked and ignore him. Yet,Sometimes i remember him,and...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    for 28 years I live with suffering.

    When happiness will come to me?
    adamwind adamwind 26-30, M Jun 11, 2014

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    I have a couple of people I'd like to call my

    friends but even with them in my life I still feel so down. Everything that has happened lately has just shown me how I am really nothing without her. It shows me how much I count on her.... But today it just seems like her limit is reached. All the bs just ain't worth it for...
    Lesbtruthful Lesbtruthful 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    My bf and I have been fighting a lot lately.

    Most of the time it's me misunderstanding what he says or take what he says the wrong. I don't want to fight anymore and be happy.
    kaylinanna kaylinanna 22-25, F Mar 16, 2014

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    I Need Hope

    For the past 6 or so months, I've pretty much devoted my life to helping my best friend who has been suffering with depression. He's basically all I think about... I worry about him like crazy and always try my hardest to be there for him when he needs me, and to try and make his...
    nosam nosam 16-17 2 Responses Jul 10, 2010

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    Nothing Is Bad

    There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so...
    aalgo2 aalgo2 26-30, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Hope Opened The Door For Us To See The Light

    When the world says give up, Hope whispers " Try One More Time". And we all deserve the best. And this website was my hope, is my hope and still will be a hope. It gave me an opportunity and now i'd like to share my experience to you guys. It is worth it and I hope you don't...
    yilinxx yilinxx 18-21, F Sep 22, 2013

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    Still, what I want in my life is to be willing

    to be dazzled - To cast aside the weight of facts and maybe even to float a little above this difficult world. ~ Mary Oliver
    GlitzandGlamber GlitzandGlamber 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    some day, I will get what I want,

    what I need, and what I deserve. some day, they will all be the same thing :)
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F Dec 27, 2014

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    some times all we need is to see a sparkle of

    hope so we can keep going and keep fighting. With trying everyday to get closer to my god and keep asking him to make my dreams and ambitions come true , I still feel weak and helpless. My problems are still the same and my issues seems that it will never change. I fell in...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Jul 17, 2014

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