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I Need Meds

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 59 People

    I Dont Take Them

    My doctor back home where I'm from put me on ciprilex and effexor but I never took them. I've attempted suicide too many times and don't allow any tablets in my home. It's just not worth the risk of having them around - kind of a catch 22 situation :(
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2007

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    My Mother Was Right

    I have little black hole eating away at me and it's getting bigger, swallowing me up and making me sad and lonely. I took meds for years and the little guy shrunk. I thought he'd shriveled up entirely but his seed was still there and now he's growing again.
    louisthepearl louisthepearl 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Need 'em. Can't Afford 'em.

    I need to be on meds to 'fix' my hormonal problems, to 'force' my period to be regular... I need to be on meds for my dysthymia, and I'm not... God, do I wish I could afford this stuff...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 3 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Jan 31, 2014

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    Meds,infinitum

    I was put on meds at the age of 12(Diazepam & Amitripiline).Needless to say,I was a walking vegitable.Slurring,unable to concentrate and the dryness,always drinking water.I'm 38 now.In the last 26 years I've,literally,taken every med from Ativan to Zoloft.It's become my life...
    InkedMike InkedMike 36-40, M 4 Responses Dec 26, 2008

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    Hurry to End the Insanity

    I have had depression for about 6 years now. I've been put on a lot of drugs to help me and most of them did, it's just they don't last that long. I had Zoloft and it was wonderful but then got pregnant  & ob told me to get off of it (my head doctor was really angry...
    candydandy candydandy 31-35, F Sep 11, 2007

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    im depressed and anxious over the smallest

    things, sometimes for no reason at all, and im on the waiting list for medication but idk when i'll get it and until then im just completely incapacitated. i still try and do things but i get overwhelmed very easily and theres nothing anyone else can do really i just need meds...
    debaeca debaeca 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Here We Go Again...

    When is it enough? Back on meds, just started, and while these so called “fix-its” dig themselves into my being I ride the yo-yo called life. The side effects… drowsy, nausea, etc… “It won’t be so bad” the doctors say… funny...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    A Whole Bag Full

    i take meds for everything. i have sizures high blood pressure, diabeties'deppresion,and bipolar disorder i take over 30 pills a day it is a pain but it keeps me alive and kicking
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    Yep I'm the same way, I don't drink or smoke or take meds or take Drugs.. So my friends are like I'm a party pooper. I don't give a ****, If I don't want that **** I an it going...
    LovinGuy36 LovinGuy36 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    So... today i was planning to kill myself...went to the pool area to jump and drown myself...my brother was there...few minutes later i tried to hang myself but i was scared...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    ever had wisdom teeth removed, if so how did it feel, were you given laughing gas or iv meds..............
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    i need help , i wanted to marry with my grl frnd and from my job i cant manage the marriage expenses.. :(
    dieseldrumm dieseldrumm 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    I am having a tough time today. Although I get to talk to him, and FaceTime him constantly. I'm still missing him like crazy. I get to see him again in 7 weeks. and then we will be...
    mirandab3 mirandab3 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Am an IT person, urgently need a job
    Vaggy1 Vaggy1 18-21 1 hr ago

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    Well, we came this far, but i want to keep going, i want more, i always do, you can go on about how horrible i am for always wanting, but i know theres more than this. Is this the...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 57 mins ago

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    I need you to be there when I get home. I need your soft kiss as I walk through the door. I need your comfort your loving care. I need your arms wrapped around my hard firm...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Without your need my want goes wasted. I want your mind, your thoughts, your body. I want you to need that. The more you need me the stronger my want for you. Ride my lightning...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So, I have a lot of issues I need to take care of. I need to drink more water and milk. Instead, I'm drinking soda 98% of the time. I probably eat more junk food than regular food...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 13

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    So I said to you "What if I said I move out and file soon?" And your reply was "the current sign is for me to date others". I said I agreed and I mentally do and I said the...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78 36-40, M Mar 19

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    I'm shattering in slow motion and the last piece is about to break off. I sleep in all day. I cry at night. I fume internally until I can't take it anymore and explode. I have a...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I cant go a day without him.When I do I just think ok 2 more days till I see him.I think about him every night before I go to bed.Hes always in my mind.I ended it with him Sunday...
    BlueC11 BlueC11 13-15, F a week ago

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    I am going through a hard time right now and it seems like my support network is crumbling around me. My friends that I can hangout with are drifting and my online friends seem to...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    The other day, my bf texted me saying he wants some Space for a couple day bc we’ve been fighting a lot. The message left me dumbfounded bc I thought we already had a talk about...
    gingerbunni gingerbunni 22-25, F 19 Responses Mar 6

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    Sometimes you have to lick your own wounds and not tell people, they'll use it as an opportunity to rub salt in the wound. People like other peoples pain sometimes. Ever heard of...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    So I always tell people I don't need their help and all of a sudden they freak on me.... I just need new friends who won't back stab me or won't hurt me and will be there when I...
    maddog1000 maddog1000 13-15, F Mar 17

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    Have been through enough!i don't need a date,I don't need a lover,I don't need compliments .I have lost everything but my life,I really need a vacation without destination .just...
    lesliechen lesliechen 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I love my friend to death but lately, I've been getting so frustrated with all the issues she creates in her head to seem a lot bigger than what they are. Every week, I get a new...
    frigginjelly frigginjelly 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Me and my friend are in our 30s, so can anyone please explain why I needed a confrontational text over why I turned my facebook off? He's gay and married, but for some reason he...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I am, and I'm not. I had to get blood work today at one of my doctors offices. (Nothing worse then surprise blood work by the way). There's just something about blood work...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    About a year ago I was broken it was a hard run i tryed to kill my self 3 times I know how it feels but it all gets better in the end I hate it when people are upset if anyone...
    drew725 drew725 13-15, M Mar 4

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    To all the girls on here that keep on posting about asking everyone who thinks that you're attractive, it's getting on most people's nerves..... and this means that y'all girls...
    RappingAboutMyLife RappingAboutMyLife 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I get so sick and tired of everyone telling me that I need to talk to someone about my problems. To others I apparently have "gone through traumatizing events"and if I just talked...
    wonderlust99 wonderlust99 13-15, F Mar 5

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    Rp only No K.ik Hi cutie! Do you need a mommy cause I need some babies to take care of. I love when my babies are in their diapers still. I like it when my babies cant really walk...
    MommyAmy MommyAmy 18-21, F Mar 7

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    Everyone who knows me knows that I am here if they need me..same for whoever needs to talk or needs advise I'm here just thought you guys should know.
    gabii354 gabii354 13-15, F Mar 8

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    I need you next to me, a life without you wouldn't be worth living! I can't live another day without you, come rescue me and runaway with me please.... you make me happy, whole...
    catho catho 18-21, F Mar 10

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    More than anyone can imagine x_x I'm terrified of them. It ****** me off that I can't seem to get over it. They're the scariest things I've ever had to deal with. If I need to get...
    UmbrisZeal6 UmbrisZeal6 18-21, M Mar 11

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    I just wish I could jump headfirst into a friendship where we are already comfortable with each other. We can just talk about whatever and skip past the small talk. I just wish I...
    Twon Twon 22-25 2 Responses Mar 12

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    it has been one of those days I not only need a vacation I need a paid one. I need a calm place to clear my head and some adventure along with that.
    Lupusinignem Lupusinignem 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 13

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    well actually im not the one that needs help, my best friends family are the ones that do, i really hope you can spread the word, and share it on all ur social media sites would be...
    danhorse danhorse 18-21, F Mar 13

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    I've just noticed my dad a lot in the bad examples of disrespectful behavior in abusive relationships... He'll make plans with me and then cancel when I've gotten all ready and I...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I am stuck in what seems to be a state of fear, panic, pain, depression... I don't know how to get myself back on a productive track in my life. There is so much I need to do but I...
    jazzo2985 jazzo2985 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 16

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