There's a dream I dream every few years, but only recently have I retained the memory of it in my waking hours. It's a dream, a mess, I won't organize it, I won't explain, just 'listen'.
The sun is low on the horizon, enough to allow for a slight breeze & a gentle warmth, but...
yet, receive none in return. It seems that people can see your love laid kind before their feet, and tread do they upon it. It seems you could search the world over and find naught, that in your eyes, the windows into your self, none will look, that the light that glistens...
watching the sky
and the sea from the seashore
i often ask myself one question
when will i find peace
i am searching for it
not for love
i did my best to find love
but who ever i loved never loved me back
and perhaps my heart is broken beyond repair
Life for my husband has been difficult. He has experienced many serious health issues these past few years. His family is essentially estranged and has been for quite some time. My husband has no further desire to try to mend the family rift and quite frankly, I am not sure...