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I Need Somewhere To Vent, Without Fear Of Judgement

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    My wife when on a vacation without me

    and the insecurity is killing me due to lack of trust
    talkinginmyhead talkinginmyhead 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Day 16, June 17th...ny, Here We Come

    I'm not sure where I stand regarding my last post, but I choose to just not think of it right now. It did, however, result in a pretty nice conversation with a new friend. so That was definitely welcomed :) Not sure how far that relationship will go, or if it goes anywhere at all...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 17, 2012

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    July 16- Serious Update Required

    so today i definitely need to just focus on getting these updates in. i need to monitor my moods on a daily basis, especially wit my fluncuations. its necessary, and i haven't been doing that well at all. we'll need to catch up. so i had that pretty bad run up til july 7th i...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jul 16, 2012

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    July 10, :(

    i was pretty ok all day until like this stupid mental breakdown or something. idk what it was. so alex's gf sorta saw the things i said, and i feel so horrible about it. what kind of low down pitiful person am i? i feel so bad for making her upset. idk if she cried or not, but...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    Too Impulsive? Too Open?

    http://significantlyhealthy.blogspot.com/2013/05/trauma-treatment-hope-healing.htmlIn response to the blog article above, my comment: Maybe i was too impulsive and too open.Its funny that I haven't taken or studied about the different types of therapies but in trying to help...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F May 6, 2013

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    Day 15, June 16

    To be honest there hasn't been anything new to share today so i haven't written all day. Why do days pass so slowly :(. i'm completely unmotivated to do aything. i just cant wait til i'm there.i gave him m flight info, but i doubt he'll get the clue. thick headed... but in the...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 16, 2012

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    I hate her!! I hate her

    so much i wish she'd die already!
    defiantheart defiantheart 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Where To Start? Day 1... To 5. (june 2nd)

    First of all, I'm going to transfer (aka copy paste) a few of my confessions onto here. Of course, ALL of my confessions are related to my moodiness in some way shape form or another, but i'm not about to go through every single one of them. I'll start with the ones where I've...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    I feel like this might be a place I can trust

    to vent my true feelings without anyone thinking I'm weird or overly dramatic. So, here it goes. My boyfriend and I have been dating for 3 years. Our relationship first began when we were both sophomores in high school. Now, we graduated two days ago. There is just one thing...
    erinkatee erinkatee 18-21 1 Response May 31

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    So Weird, I Am.

    Firstly, wow 5 members? :D wooo that's pretty cool! Welcome members! =DNow, i'm surprisingly randomly happyish. Like my thoughts are going good and positive, and i'm not mad at him or anything negative like that. Its weird. What i did was send him a message saying, well let me...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 13, 2012

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    Appetite June 20-25

    I just wanted to add that my appetite's been pretty revved up. It was fine for the first few days, with the pot roast and the veggies and the curry and salad, but especially starting yesterday it got pretty bad. well maybe it was even before red robin, cuz i ate all day. saturday...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 25, 2012

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    Day 6

    This one should be a little bit more organized, seeing as its all about today..PS. the times are all messed up because i'm in bd, but my time's in ny mode. so yeah XD disregard.~Around 12am~I think a feel a little bit better, at least compared to yesterday's ruckus and madness.It...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    This guy I have recently stared to talk to is

    getting so obnoxious. Don't treat me like **** and get all defensive when I call you out on just because I'm a girl does not give you the right to walk all over me. I have rights too.
    Adisonmontes Adisonmontes 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Things I Want To Say To You Part 2

    "You'll find your happy, I know you will, because you have to. You have a job, you're on your way to a college education, within the last year you even got your GED, you have an amazing car. And you're extremely handsome and attractive and hot. And of course, lets face it, you...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Day 17, June 18th

    Not quite sure where this day went. Mostly been on the airplane. Listening to lots of music. I'm feeling rather depressed of course. What else is new. I did feel like semi okay. i mean idk . idk whats goin on with my mind. the swings have been so intense the past two or three...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 21, 2012

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    I Dont Know What I'M Doing Wrong

    I just wanted to feel cuddled and hugged and ..I went over to him and held him and said you didn't cuddle me tonight playfully, teasingly, just jokingly. but indicating i wanted to cuddle. He said yes i have"when i was sad, that doesn't count.""why are you insulting me?"how am i...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    There Is No Place For Judgement In My Religion

    Unitarian Universalism (UU) is a theologically liberal religion characterized by its support for a “free and responsible search for truth and meaning.” Unitarian and Universalists do not share a creed; rather, they are unified by their shared search for spiritual growth...
    888jake 888jake 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 24, 2012

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    So i have watched my husband die slowly

    for 3 yrs now an there are days Im like why do I stay why do I continue to love an care for him an be so strong for him an I an are son an everyone else why dont I not show my sadness or ever cry in front of no one I don't get no sleep because I have found him with his hart that...
    Alyca13 Alyca13 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    Recap Of Day 13th

    Hello again <3 to nobody specific.So I did have a pretty wacked out last entry, but things turned around super quickly after that. Maybe within the hour? I, ofc, continued to spam him nonstop with more than several texts that were just absolutely ridiculous, and he responded...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 14, 2012

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    Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror

    and have to ask why? Why am I the way I am why couldn't I have been the pretty one or the real athletic one or even the sweet shy one? No I became the nerd the activist the bookworm the one that everyone assumes will make it far because she can't seem to keep her nose out of a...
    Roseyfox Roseyfox 22-25, F Aug 26

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    I Think I Might Be Bipolar

    I was reading this blog and it mentioned this one sentence, " People living with a bipolar person often wonder what kind of mood a person will wake up with in the morning."I feel so in tuned with this sentence. Like it defines me.I woke up today and I'm in a relatively good mood...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    June 26, The Zoo And More

    Maybe at some point i'll talk about the zoo and stuff, but for now i just wanted to vent that i'm sad :( about change and change and change, and moving and being alone and away and... :(
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 26, 2012

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    July 18th

    So idk wtf.i mean i know we talked but i want to talk about everything again? like something doesn't feel closed? maybe i just need to fix it in my head. just review things to myself instead of wasting his time again.it sucks we wont get to live together. i'm really upset about...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jul 18, 2012

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    5 Days.

    Its going to be so awkward meeting him. I bought my ticket as one way, so i dont have to stress over when my return should be. he of course hasn't replied after saying about like "idc, do w/e" so now... i guess i'm trying to accept it. I guess its hard, its not as official as it...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Whats Wrong With Me

    Feels like i have nothing to talk about usually unless i'm upset. then i can talk on and on, but otherwise i'm like...this. I'm just like this. like okay. but i really do wanna talk to him, the problem is that my talk is always complaints and whining. otherwise there's nothing to...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Dec 20, 2012

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    Few Hours Later...

    Honestly, maybe it was just my period, because not even an hour or more later i was feeling fine again. we didn't smoke til later that night cuz my cousin couldn't come until around 10 or 11 pm, but i felt better before we smoked. it was nice.we were happy together. ... yeah...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Dec 17, 2012

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    Starting Anew

    Ok so this may lead to several posts through out the day... i'll let the members decide if i'm getting on their nerves or not from their replies, comments and (hopefully NOT) their criticisms.This is just to say that people are being super mean today, wtf is going on. I just...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    So i came on here looking to talk to someone

    about something, someone - everything. But then coming to the realisation if you don't feel that you can talk to your friends or family about how you feel or what you think. Or about anything and everything then why would some strangers want to hear you. Which led to this...
    Aria97 Aria97 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23

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    Day 20, June 21

    I know i lost a few days, but for the most part we just traveled on the 18th, arrived to ny, chilled on the 19th, did nothing much other than a walk. okay enough small talk, on to matters of the moodiness scaleokay 1. wtf why does he like getting high so ******* much. i mean it...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 21, 2012

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    I Have Always Wanted To Know

    How do people do it? People are always saying, “I fake a smile everyday.” How do you do it? I just want to be happy. I don’t care about music anymore and music used to be the only thing I loved. I don’t want to do anything but sleep but I can’t fall asleep anymore. I...
    KeepHoldingOnx3 KeepHoldingOnx3 13-15, F Sep 3, 2012

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    So..

    i cried today for basically no reason. i got really annoyed for definitely no reason. actually i've been pretty antsy and irritated lately. maybe its my period? idk
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Dec 13, 2012

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    Just Need To Get This Out..

    I hate it when people think I'm always sad, negative, depressed, and miserable. I'm not always this way. Just two days ago, I went through the whole day feeling upbeat and a little bit yesterday I felt kinda good. I hate it when people always have to point out my bad moments and...
    oldaccount oldaccount 18-21, M Oct 25, 2012

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    He Just Left

    I miss him already. I miss him being here and his presence  and I'm being a big ole whiny baby because i know all the positive ways i can look at this. but i miss him. i wanna feel him. i wanna touch him and kiss him, and feel him do the same to me. and i do know its temporary...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Apr 7, 2013

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    I don't think I'll be making close friends

    based on chit chat, naughty talk, I want to use this to vent and connect through experiences.
    Stargasm Stargasm 22-25, F Feb 15

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    July 26

    Today they all left, and i also had a midterm. ofc the both would fall on the same day, and same morning. i didn't do well on the mt. its my own fault ofc, i didn't study enough, missed classes. didn't care as much as i should have. i'm home now, didn't have anywhere to go after...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jul 26, 2012

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    Talking To Myself

    I wanted to talk to someone but nobody seems reachable currently other than cody, but i dont feel like speaking to him. he has to face enough of my moodiness that i dont really feel like its worth the effort it would take for me to explain how i feel right now. since we had a...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Feb 20, 2013

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    Nowadays, transitioning to a new school is

    so difficult when the people there have already formed their own little groups. The number of bullies have also increased and with my introverted personality, it will be a while before I find my very own group of friends. The club I will join is also a very hard decision, as...
    ashikin ashikin 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Need Some Therapy Time With Myself.

    its wrong that someone who's not even here, who's not even alive should be having this effect on me. its not fair that i have the issues that i do. its not fair that he died and i'm alive. none of this is fair, but it could be so much worse. it could really be so much more...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Mar 11, 2013

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    Manager

    my manager where i work is such a *** hole he is soooo mean to me i cant takee it anymore i just want him fired so bad
    katlyn4121 katlyn4121 18-21, F Oct 25, 2012

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    Sept 5, 2012

    I had a pretty productive day. I got most of my room together. The rest consists of dirty clothes and stationary stuff i need to get in order, but its a combo of getting the basement and dad's room organized as well, so i'm having trouble tackling that for now. i'll look in to it...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Sep 5, 2012

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    Miserable All Day

    All day.. just miserable. Praying, ate very little, still made me feel sick. And just sleeping. And crying of course. What a crappy day its been, and I don't know what could make it change tomorrow. My life is like this because I allow m environment to dictate how i'll feel...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    I've been going through some issues with my mom,

    i know most of it is my fault, but i've apologized for the things i've done, but she can't seem to accept my decisions. I've always obeyed her growing up, but the past few years i've started to come into my own being, like i've realized some things that are completely different...
    defiantheart defiantheart 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    Day 10, June 11

    HELLO!I just got back home about two hours ago. I took the most awesomest shower. So first all of, let me just say that emotionally i've had pretty awesome days for the past two days (day 8 and day 9). they were chill, and i wasn't as irritable and moody, in fact, i may have even...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    Major Need Of Some Journaling

    So what am I feeling right now? Well, I've got some anxiety and stress and my periods about to start soon. And I'm up all night. I need to help gear my thoughts so that I don't freak out. So that I'm able to properly manage the situation I have created for myself. This feels like...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Mar 5, 2013

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    My String Of Thoughts

    i'm freaking out, i want to cryi miss dadi'm okay nowi should write down what i feel right nowmy laptop is bugging me :(I can't focus on what we're talking aboutmy typing is too loudif i want to be who i was a few weeks ago, i have to do what i did a few weeks ago, that made me...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Feb 19, 2013

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    Tired Of Everything Here...

    I need to move away to a better country... but how? Australian disability rights vs. me, the clever peaceful anarchist with soul. Desperation is eating my patience, days go by and nothing changes. It's only a ******* wheelchair, mainstreamers. AAAAARRRGH!
    TheWomanWhoDid TheWomanWhoDid 36-40 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    June 28, :(

    I'm being clingy, and i miss him. and i miss my home. and i miss my neighborhood, and my car, and my lake, and my walking area, and my clean everything. i miss my dog, and my new friends. my shower, my bathroom.i dont miss my bed, but i miss my boyfriend. i miss EVERY SINGLE...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 28, 2012

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    My Guy Friend Makes Me So Confused

    I really like him wahhhh he makes me feel like he likes me too, but he hasn't made a move as such. He's stroked my hair and commented on its softness on numerous occasions, he's called me to him for a hug when he was sat down & he rubbed my back. He's linked his fingers in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 17, 2013

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    This is the second thing I needed to vent about because I realized how long the other story was. My other problem is that everyone expects too much out of me. My main cause out...
    Shinook26 Shinook26 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I know I'm probably going to come across judgemental but anyone who knows me would know I'm far from judgemental. I have this Facebook friend who all she ever posts is comments...
    formieyesonly formieyesonly 41-45, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm new to this but here it goes. I've been married to a man that takes everything from me and is always unhappy about something! I don't even know where to start. I have 3 kids...
    worthlessinlove worthlessinlove 31-35, F Aug 25

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    OK! I was wondering if without a watcher or someone who watch on me, How i will handle my low sugar coma and as i found out today. I survived my coma and still alive and was weird...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Aug 23

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    Charlie Chaplin, The Great Dictator Im sorry but I don't want to be an Emperor – that’s not my business – I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M Sep 1