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I Need Somewhere To Vent, Without Fear Of Judgement

Just pour your thoughts out. 511 People

    My wife when on a vacation without me

    and the insecurity is killing me due to lack of trust
    talkinginmyhead talkinginmyhead 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Day 16, June 17th...ny, Here We Come

    I'm not sure where I stand regarding my last post, but I choose to just not think of it right now. It did, however, result in a pretty nice conversation with a new friend. so That was definitely welcomed :) Not sure how far that relationship will go, or if it goes anywhere at all...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jun 17, 2012

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    July 26

    Today they all left, and i also had a midterm. ofc the both would fall on the same day, and same morning. i didn't do well on the mt. its my own fault ofc, i didn't study enough, missed classes. didn't care as much as i should have. i'm home now, didn't have anywhere to go after...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jul 26, 2012

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    TikaTikaTika TikaTikaTika 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    My String Of Thoughts

    i'm freaking out, i want to cryi miss dadi'm okay nowi should write down what i feel right nowmy laptop is bugging me :(I can't focus on what we're talking aboutmy typing is too loudif i want to be who i was a few weeks ago, i have to do what i did a few weeks ago, that made me...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Feb 19, 2013

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    I Think I Might Be Bipolar

    I was reading this blog and it mentioned this one sentence, " People living with a bipolar person often wonder what kind of mood a person will wake up with in the morning."I feel so in tuned with this sentence. Like it defines me.I woke up today and I'm in a relatively good mood...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    July 16- Serious Update Required

    so today i definitely need to just focus on getting these updates in. i need to monitor my moods on a daily basis, especially wit my fluncuations. its necessary, and i haven't been doing that well at all. we'll need to catch up. so i had that pretty bad run up til july 7th i...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jul 16, 2012

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    Major Need Of Some Journaling

    So what am I feeling right now? Well, I've got some anxiety and stress and my periods about to start soon. And I'm up all night. I need to help gear my thoughts so that I don't freak out. So that I'm able to properly manage the situation I have created for myself. This feels like...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Mar 5, 2013

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    Sorry if my posts have been getting more

    negative I'm just trying to vent here instead of doing something I'll regret
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 17

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    Day 6

    This one should be a little bit more organized, seeing as its all about today..PS. the times are all messed up because i'm in bd, but my time's in ny mode. so yeah XD disregard.~Around 12am~I think a feel a little bit better, at least compared to yesterday's ruckus and madness.It...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jun 12, 2012

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    So..

    i cried today for basically no reason. i got really annoyed for definitely no reason. actually i've been pretty antsy and irritated lately. maybe its my period? idk
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Dec 13, 2012

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    My Guy Friend Makes Me So Confused

    I really like him wahhhh he makes me feel like he likes me too, but he hasn't made a move as such. He's stroked my hair and commented on its softness on numerous occasions, he's called me to him for a hug when he was sat down & he rubbed my back. He's linked his fingers in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 17, 2013

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    Where To Start? Day 1... To 5. (june 2nd)

    First of all, I'm going to transfer (aka copy paste) a few of my confessions onto here. Of course, ALL of my confessions are related to my moodiness in some way shape form or another, but i'm not about to go through every single one of them. I'll start with the ones where I've...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror

    and have to ask why? Why am I the way I am why couldn't I have been the pretty one or the real athletic one or even the sweet shy one? No I became the nerd the activist the bookworm the one that everyone assumes will make it far because she can't seem to keep her nose out of a...
    Roseyfox Roseyfox 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    July 10, :(

    i was pretty ok all day until like this stupid mental breakdown or something. idk what it was. so alex's gf sorta saw the things i said, and i feel so horrible about it. what kind of low down pitiful person am i? i feel so bad for making her upset. idk if she cried or not, but...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    This guy I have recently stared to talk to is

    getting so obnoxious. Don't treat me like **** and get all defensive when I call you out on just because I'm a girl does not give you the right to walk all over me. I have rights too.
    Adisonmontes Adisonmontes 18-21, F Jul 7, 2014

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    Appetite June 20-25

    I just wanted to add that my appetite's been pretty revved up. It was fine for the first few days, with the pot roast and the veggies and the curry and salad, but especially starting yesterday it got pretty bad. well maybe it was even before red robin, cuz i ate all day. saturday...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jun 25, 2012

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    I'm always here if anyone wants to talk

    or just vent I know I may not know you but I promise I will listen and I won't judge you because hell we've all done our fair share of stuff so I have no right to judge you but please don't judge me in return.
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M 1 Response May 4

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    There Is No Place For Judgement In My Religion

    Unitarian Universalism (UU) is a theologically liberal religion characterized by its support for a “free and responsible search for truth and meaning.” Unitarian and Universalists do not share a creed; rather, they are unified by their shared search for spiritual growth...
    888jake 888jake 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 24, 2012

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    How can someone go from saying you are their

    everything to treating you like absolutely garbage. The constant mood swings in this relationship are unbearable right now. I don't know I'm happy half the time or if I'm just putting on a fake smile. Words that come out of his mouth are degrading, and I don't think that he...
    allthatglitters101 allthatglitters101 18-21, F 1 Response May 22

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    July 18th

    So idk wtf.i mean i know we talked but i want to talk about everything again? like something doesn't feel closed? maybe i just need to fix it in my head. just review things to myself instead of wasting his time again.it sucks we wont get to live together. i'm really upset about...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jul 18, 2012

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    Tired Of Everything Here...

    I need to move away to a better country... but how? Australian disability rights vs. me, the clever peaceful anarchist with soul. Desperation is eating my patience, days go by and nothing changes. It's only a ******* wheelchair, mainstreamers. AAAAARRRGH!
    TheWomanWhoDid TheWomanWhoDid 36-40 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Few Hours Later...

    Honestly, maybe it was just my period, because not even an hour or more later i was feeling fine again. we didn't smoke til later that night cuz my cousin couldn't come until around 10 or 11 pm, but i felt better before we smoked. it was nice.we were happy together. ... yeah...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Dec 17, 2012

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    I hate her!! I hate her

    so much i wish she'd die already!
    defiantheart defiantheart 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2014

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    Need Some Therapy Time With Myself.

    its wrong that someone who's not even here, who's not even alive should be having this effect on me. its not fair that i have the issues that i do. its not fair that he died and i'm alive. none of this is fair, but it could be so much worse. it could really be so much more...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    Starting Anew

    Ok so this may lead to several posts through out the day... i'll let the members decide if i'm getting on their nerves or not from their replies, comments and (hopefully NOT) their criticisms.This is just to say that people are being super mean today, wtf is going on. I just...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    Nowadays, transitioning to a new school is

    so difficult when the people there have already formed their own little groups. The number of bullies have also increased and with my introverted personality, it will be a while before I find my very own group of friends. The club I will join is also a very hard decision, as...
    ashikin ashikin 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2014

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    I feel like this might be a place I can trust

    to vent my true feelings without anyone thinking I'm weird or overly dramatic. So, here it goes. My boyfriend and I have been dating for 3 years. Our relationship first began when we were both sophomores in high school. Now, we graduated two days ago. There is just one thing...
    erinkatee erinkatee 18-21 1 Response May 31, 2014

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    Day 20, June 21

    I know i lost a few days, but for the most part we just traveled on the 18th, arrived to ny, chilled on the 19th, did nothing much other than a walk. okay enough small talk, on to matters of the moodiness scaleokay 1. wtf why does he like getting high so ******* much. i mean it...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jun 21, 2012

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    I don't think I'll be making close friends

    based on chit chat, naughty talk, I want to use this to vent and connect through experiences.
    Stargasm Stargasm 26-30, F Feb 15, 2014

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    So i have watched my husband die slowly

    for 3 yrs now an there are days Im like why do I stay why do I continue to love an care for him an be so strong for him an I an are son an everyone else why dont I not show my sadness or ever cry in front of no one I don't get no sleep because I have found him with his hart that...
    Alyca13 Alyca13 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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    Whats Wrong With Me

    Feels like i have nothing to talk about usually unless i'm upset. then i can talk on and on, but otherwise i'm like...this. I'm just like this. like okay. but i really do wanna talk to him, the problem is that my talk is always complaints and whining. otherwise there's nothing to...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Dec 20, 2012

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    I've been going through some issues with my mom,

    i know most of it is my fault, but i've apologized for the things i've done, but she can't seem to accept my decisions. I've always obeyed her growing up, but the past few years i've started to come into my own being, like i've realized some things that are completely different...
    defiantheart defiantheart 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    So i came on here looking to talk to someone

    about something, someone - everything. But then coming to the realisation if you don't feel that you can talk to your friends or family about how you feel or what you think. Or about anything and everything then why would some strangers want to hear you. Which led to this...
    Aria97 Aria97 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    So I'll just do it here.

    My aunt has an infection and it might have gone down to her bone in her toe. The doctors are thinking of amputating her toe. I want to move down there so I can be there incase something happens. I was talking to my dad just now. And he said, "why don't you talk your mother...
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Day 17, June 18th

    Not quite sure where this day went. Mostly been on the airplane. Listening to lots of music. I'm feeling rather depressed of course. What else is new. I did feel like semi okay. i mean idk . idk whats goin on with my mind. the swings have been so intense the past two or three...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jun 21, 2012

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    Talking To Myself

    I wanted to talk to someone but nobody seems reachable currently other than cody, but i dont feel like speaking to him. he has to face enough of my moodiness that i dont really feel like its worth the effort it would take for me to explain how i feel right now. since we had a...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Feb 20, 2013

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    I Dont Know What I'M Doing Wrong

    I just wanted to feel cuddled and hugged and ..I went over to him and held him and said you didn't cuddle me tonight playfully, teasingly, just jokingly. but indicating i wanted to cuddle. He said yes i have"when i was sad, that doesn't count.""why are you insulting me?"how am i...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    I guess this will suffice.

    My apologize for the wall of text, and bless you if you dare to read it all. Today's topic is: relationship issues, or rather the lack of a relationship. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- People have been asking...
    TheosKengen TheosKengen 22-25, M 1 Response May 4

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    He Just Left

    I miss him already. I miss him being here and his presence  and I'm being a big ole whiny baby because i know all the positive ways i can look at this. but i miss him. i wanna feel him. i wanna touch him and kiss him, and feel him do the same to me. and i do know its temporary...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Apr 7, 2013

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    I hate unannounced visitors at my house!

    !! my mother in law always has people visiting her at my home it is now 8:30am a little early for visitors don't you agree?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 11

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    Too Impulsive? Too Open?

    http://significantlyhealthy.blogspot.com/2013/05/trauma-treatment-hope-healing.htmlIn response to the blog article above, my comment: Maybe i was too impulsive and too open.Its funny that I haven't taken or studied about the different types of therapies but in trying to help...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F May 6, 2013

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