I Need to Be Me Again

I used to be such a strong person. I never had to think twice. And I never needed a guy to make me happy. But now, none of those apply to me. I do need him. I cant make a choice with out giving it a second thought and I am so weak. Some...

i just want to be someone i want to be, not someone inhibited by whats expected or other peoples ways, i wish to leave it all behind and live life exactly how i decide

Except me for who I am and what I want to be.  If you want to walk with me fine, but please don't expect me to change.  I tried that and wasn't happy.

I was divorced a few years ago and from then to now I've been finding who I was. I'm bubbly and outgoing as I was before my marriage. I like the fact that now I'm more driven and determined to make something of myself and I...

sumtyms.. but m already contented 4 what i achieved to be myself now.

I look back to childhood, when everything was much more simple. Deciding who we were then, was not an issue. We just existed to have fun. Those were the formative years when the way we "wanted to be" was our main focus...

I'm not one of those people who look back at there life and say: "oh, those were the good times".  Frankly, they weren't.  I used be bullied and was the last kid picked for dodge ball and a million other things. ...

Drink the poison.
Trace the veins
Your saviours will not be saved.
You got the devil's mouth and it's full of lies.
Black eyes.

I have lost myself over the last 18 years, with being a young (very young) mother, raising my daughter on my own, going from one bad relationship to the next, I have lost myself. My daughter will soon be 18 and I  am now taking the...

I don't even know who I am anymore. I don't know who the real me is, or where she's gone, or if she'll ever come back. I don't know if the emotionally devastated girl I see in the mirror each day is the real me.
There's so much I don't...

I have been pretending to be someone else for such a long time that I have actually became the other person :(
Many years ago I started behave like I don't care about the men in my life...I was doing and saying things to prove it and...

I've traveled a long long way already
Yet the road ahead is long
Picking up pieces of my soul
While fighting to keep from losing others
My destination appears just a hair's breadth away
Still, it alludes me at every turn...

yeah i lost myself along the way and i dont/cant do half the things i used to be. someday i will get back to me and ill continue those things.

I used to have such a great attitude about everything!  Nothing could possibly bring me down or make me upset.  Back when I was in high school, it was like it was a different me.  I had great self-esteem, I got involved...