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I Need to Change My Life

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    Why Do I Live? I Lost My Feelings....

    Maybe yup bcuze in the past something happen to me and now I can't trust people and I lost my feelings. I don't know when someone really loves me or not. I don't know what the other one feel, even seeing or hearing things that make every girl soo touch by it and fall in love...
    bellacarsi bellacarsi 22-25, F Nov 16, 2013

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    Time To Pick Myself Up

    After some health problems, Chemical imbalances a year later I an trying to find normal again. I have been battling depression and it has stopped me from wanting to go out. This is not like me at all. I am usually social and like to have friends over or go out. I am starting to...
    mocking mocking 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2012

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    Looking To Change

    I seem to be stuck. I want to move forward and let go of what has happened in the past, but I just can't seem to find the motivation to let that happen. My girlfriend of 7 years broke my heart, and even though time has helped, I still haven't fully been able to move on, I just...
    Darzu Darzu 22-25 Jul 28, 2012

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    One-eighty

    Summer 2013 I find myself in the middle of a dying relationship. Something I had no control over, the only choice I had was to wait. Life was taking my signification other away from me, and as if that wasn't enough, I was forced to watch it all happen right before more eyes. It...
    prasy7 prasy7 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    Its Time

    I am chronically lazy and i really have to stop. If i so much as sense that something is going to require work i just give up. I think that whatever i do will not succeed(low self esteem issues right there). But I have made a point to try harder because i would love to see...
    donno donno 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    Alright I need to change my life

    and here's the list all in random order 1.talk to the girl that I love 2.workout and build muscles 3. Eat healthier 4. Accept my AB/DL side of me 5. Get closer to God and be a better Christian 6. Kick bad habits and additions, like ****, and chronic m@st3rb@tion (blame EP...
    demonhunter7 demonhunter7 18-21, M Dec 1

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    I Seriously Do!!

    I'm tired of this life, so bad & so much! I just can't handle it anymore!!! No I don't want to end it! Just change it, I wanna change who I am, and what I'm always living, cause I'm just living a LIE all my life I always lived a lie, " tomorrow will be a better day...
    Hope1001 Hope1001 18-21, F May 26, 2013

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    Running Circles

    I try to fix things once it's too late. When it's too broken, past the point of no return. I only care when someone doesn't, I only try to make people notice when I'm sure they won't. I'm miserable and I'm walking in circles and I don't know when it'll stop. I understand that it...
    YourAverageGirl YourAverageGirl 18-21, F Jul 6, 2011

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    First Day

    Today is going to be the first day of the rest of my life. I plan on starting my new life by walking in the mornings when I get home from work. Yep thats were I am going to start because how hard can it be to just walk around the block or walk to the gas station instead of...
    Abnormalspring Abnormalspring 26-30, M Apr 1, 2013

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    I Need To Change Things

    Yesterday, as I was cooking the Thanksgiving meal, I realized how much my life has gotten off track. I've let the depression get the better of me, I've made a lot of excuses as to way I can't do this or that, things that I was well able to do in the past, and I've just generally...
    sapphire33 sapphire33 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    Dont Do This

    well i blame top shop, stupid useless materials, then again it was a £5 belt, if i write it this once i feel i will never have to think on it im guessing. so depression is a ***** on the back of surmounting issues a killer i guess, managed to have some sort of miracal save...
    topshopdontwork topshopdontwork 22-25 Aug 29, 2008

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    More and More Each Day

    I learned that I see people who need to change. Their attitude their ways. However, when they fail by not seeing there own self needing change. It leaves the responsibility on the one's that will do the right thing. Therefore more and more each day I must change. To adjust to...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F Mar 28, 2013

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    So the whole time I've been on here all I've

    managed to do is complain about how unhappy I am, and how I basically allow my boyfriend and the home wrecker to come and take who I am away from me. My happiness, my weird sarcastic sense of humor, the way I view life, and the people I trust and the list can go on. I allowed...
    R3b3llion32 R3b3llion32 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    13/02/12

    i want to be beautiful.but im noti dont know what to doi feel terrible about myself all the timesomebody tell me whats wrong with meplease
    redtoshiba redtoshiba 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    I need to make me a priority.

    I need to love every minute of my day. I need to laugh at little things again. I need to love again and smile more. I need to remember it's all just a game, I need to drive a Viper, and I need to get laid and stop obsessing over why someone wants me and if it's worth my time...
    Crystalies23 Crystalies23 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    I Feel Like I'm Missing Somthing

    I feel like I have made no real changes to my life, or my outlook on relationships since high school. It seems like everyone I know has gone through some kind of life altering realization that spiritually and emotionally changes them, I am discouraged and I feel empty, like I'm...
    Dizz123 Dizz123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    I Need To Change

    I am so unhappy with myself. So totally and completely unhappy with my life and the way i live it..those of you reading this, please continue to read and then leave your comments below...i am desperate for advice and some sort of guidance. I just dont know what to do..thats my...
    redtoshiba redtoshiba 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Need To Change

    Need to change,Wonder,what I'm gonna do,Need wonder no more,I'm changing,As of today,I'm a new me.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Still Self-hating

    I am failing all the time. I have succeeded at nothing in my whole life. I often can't see the point in trying. I feel awful about how sh!t my life has been so far. I mean my adult life. I have screwed it up and caused hurt for other people in the process. I can't seem to stop...
    demonizd demonizd 31-35, M 10 Responses Feb 14, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I avoid going out. When i have no choice o take lorazepam to take the edge off. I need a new circle of friends, people who get me. Im more "myself" around people im comfortable...
    massivetempah massivetempah 26-30, M Dec 6

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    What's is the meaning of life? Is life really what you make it??? If or when you find a reason or meaning to it, it eventually changes to something unexpected... Is there ever a...
    jazzybluz jazzybluz 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution. Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    a few hours ago i was on facebook and i saw a picture of a couple and i thought to myself "wow how on earth did he get her?" then a few minutes after, i was on instagram and saw a...
    Stefanie321 Stefanie321 18-21, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I'm all out of time machines so nothing I can do with the past as much as I continue to regret letting my life be controlled by others, falling into group homes to be treated...
    MachineEmpire1985 MachineEmpire1985 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    Ever since I turned 18, something in me just clicked... like there was this part of me that started realizing and digesting what has been really happening in my life. its like the...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Holidays and my birthday are the loneliest. I lay in bed each night with two pillows beside me; one on my right, one on my left. They are there to have something to wrap my arms...
    nickrif nickrif 31-35, M 14 hrs ago

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    Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost a year and we've been through a lot together. Many times we almost broke up we have once because I've pushed him away with my...
    CandiceRx3 CandiceRx3 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm so confused. I'm really craving a change in my life. I'm so desperate for the affection that I dont get
    wifeypoo09 wifeypoo09 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    This is a story on finding love ... One of the things I've been chasing my whole life ... Maybe through the business of my life on things that don't really matter concerning my...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I want no more than to leave this earth knowing some where someone new me . I guess I start with the fact that a lot has been posted already and I'm not going to rewrite that...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I don't think I need someone to talk to. I think I just need to vent. I've been married to my spouse for almost 17 years. He has ptsd that stems from a long history of sexual...
    DecemberMonica DecemberMonica 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I don't think my life will ever get better. It's just one big ball of mess right now. If i knew my life would bring me here i would've never done it. NEVER. My life would've been...
    alicia0090 alicia0090 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I really need help I think I have trauma because of my parents divorce as I have gone through a lot And since they are I started being cold and emotionally unavailable I have a...
    nolarice nolarice 22-25, F 2 Responses 51 mins ago

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    So do I. A purposeless existence and wasting a life filled only with apathy and depression which is on it's way to despair...**** I'm even smoking now which is something I'm...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    As a young man, I've made many mistakes and I am certain to make many more. The important thing is to recognize those mistakes, and learn from them. I can't change the past, but I...
    DerelictThought DerelictThought 22-25, M 17 mins ago

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    This may sound silly, because it's not something people would say I need. However, I long to have a good group of friends, best friends that are always around. I want them to be...
    qwernia qwernia 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I was in a bad reationship for 4 years I ended it .I been single for a year .I go out of state every week meet new people go rollerskating go friends house out state .I had job go...
    kellner27 kellner27 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    December 27. Near the Top. I know you're tired. I know you feel overwhelmed. You may feel as though this crisis, this problem, this hard time will last forever. It won't. You are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    It sometimes takes a new person in your life to gain a better perspective of your past. What I believed I never had, might have been, that I never understood the power of love...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Do You Want To Change The World? Has there ever been a time when you wanted to change the world? If you have just said no I don't believe you! At some point, I believe that we...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 7

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    some day, I will get what I want, what I need, and what I deserve. some day, they will all be the same thing :)
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Idk what to do. I met this guy called Gino in early 2013 on tumblr, i fell in love with him instantly, we talked for hours everyday on whatsapp for months. I already talked about...
    boyfriendpls boyfriendpls 13-15, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Well I'll explain things as best I can. Thanks in advance for reading. 😊 So there was this guy I dated, let's call him J, for what would've been a year and nine months on the...
    EmCWolf EmCWolf 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I have just stumbled upon something lovely (I can't recall where I found it), but I wanted to share it with you all: 1 You cannot change what you refuse to confront. 2 Sometimes...