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I Need to Change My Life

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    Dont Do This

    well i blame top shop, stupid useless materials, then again it was a £5 belt, if i write it this once i feel i will never have to think on it im guessing. so depression is a ***** on the back of surmounting issues a killer i guess, managed to have some sort of miracal save...
    topshopdontwork topshopdontwork 22-25 Aug 29, 2008

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    13/02/12

    i want to be beautiful.but im noti dont know what to doi feel terrible about myself all the timesomebody tell me whats wrong with meplease
    redtoshiba redtoshiba 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    One-eighty

    Summer 2013 I find myself in the middle of a dying relationship. Something I had no control over, the only choice I had was to wait. Life was taking my signification other away from me, and as if that wasn't enough, I was forced to watch it all happen right before more eyes. It...
    prasy7 prasy7 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    I Need To Change Things

    Yesterday, as I was cooking the Thanksgiving meal, I realized how much my life has gotten off track. I've let the depression get the better of me, I've made a lot of excuses as to way I can't do this or that, things that I was well able to do in the past, and I've just generally...
    sapphire33 sapphire33 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    I Seriously Do!!

    I'm tired of this life, so bad & so much! I just can't handle it anymore!!! No I don't want to end it! Just change it, I wanna change who I am, and what I'm always living, cause I'm just living a LIE all my life I always lived a lie, " tomorrow will be a better day...
    Hope1001 Hope1001 18-21, F May 26, 2013

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    First Day

    Today is going to be the first day of the rest of my life. I plan on starting my new life by walking in the mornings when I get home from work. Yep thats were I am going to start because how hard can it be to just walk around the block or walk to the gas station instead of...
    Abnormalspring Abnormalspring 26-30, M Apr 1, 2013

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    Time To Pick Myself Up

    After some health problems, Chemical imbalances a year later I an trying to find normal again. I have been battling depression and it has stopped me from wanting to go out. This is not like me at all. I am usually social and like to have friends over or go out. I am starting to...
    mocking mocking 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2012

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    Still Self-hating

    I am failing all the time. I have succeeded at nothing in my whole life. I often can't see the point in trying. I feel awful about how sh!t my life has been so far. I mean my adult life. I have screwed it up and caused hurt for other people in the process. I can't seem to stop...
    demonizd demonizd 31-35, M 10 Responses Feb 14, 2009

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    More and More Each Day

    I learned that I see people who need to change. Their attitude their ways. However, when they fail by not seeing there own self needing change. It leaves the responsibility on the one's that will do the right thing. Therefore more and more each day I must change. To adjust to...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F Mar 28, 2013

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    I need to make me a priority.

    I need to love every minute of my day. I need to laugh at little things again. I need to love again and smile more. I need to remember it's all just a game, I need to drive a Viper, and I need to get laid and stop obsessing over why someone wants me and if it's worth my time...
    Crystalies23 Crystalies23 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Looking To Change

    I seem to be stuck. I want to move forward and let go of what has happened in the past, but I just can't seem to find the motivation to let that happen. My girlfriend of 7 years broke my heart, and even though time has helped, I still haven't fully been able to move on, I just...
    Darzu Darzu 22-25 Jul 28, 2012

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    So the whole time I've been on here all I've

    managed to do is complain about how unhappy I am, and how I basically allow my boyfriend and the home wrecker to come and take who I am away from me. My happiness, my weird sarcastic sense of humor, the way I view life, and the people I trust and the list can go on. I allowed...
    R3b3llion32 R3b3llion32 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Need To Change

    Need to change,Wonder,what I'm gonna do,Need wonder no more,I'm changing,As of today,I'm a new me.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Running Circles

    I try to fix things once it's too late. When it's too broken, past the point of no return. I only care when someone doesn't, I only try to make people notice when I'm sure they won't. I'm miserable and I'm walking in circles and I don't know when it'll stop. I understand that it...
    YourAverageGirl YourAverageGirl 18-21, F Jul 6, 2011

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    Its Time

    I am chronically lazy and i really have to stop. If i so much as sense that something is going to require work i just give up. I think that whatever i do will not succeed(low self esteem issues right there). But I have made a point to try harder because i would love to see...
    donno donno 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    Alright I need to change my life

    and here's the list all in random order 1.talk to the girl that I love 2.workout and build muscles 3. Eat healthier 4. Accept my AB/DL side of me 5. Get closer to God and be a better Christian 6. Kick bad habits and additions, like ****, and chronic m@st3rb@tion (blame EP...
    demonhunter7 demonhunter7 18-21, M Dec 1, 2014

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    I Need To Change

    I am so unhappy with myself. So totally and completely unhappy with my life and the way i live it..those of you reading this, please continue to read and then leave your comments below...i am desperate for advice and some sort of guidance. I just dont know what to do..thats my...
    redtoshiba redtoshiba 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Alot of things have changed.

    I have left my husband and moved back home to Louisiana with my son who just turned 3. Things didn't work out with the girlfriend that my last posts were about. Then there was a second girlfriend that basically made him forget all about me. I spent so much time crying and no one...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    I Feel Like I'm Missing Somthing

    I feel like I have made no real changes to my life, or my outlook on relationships since high school. It seems like everyone I know has gone through some kind of life altering realization that spiritually and emotionally changes them, I am discouraged and I feel empty, like I'm...
    Dizz123 Dizz123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Why Do I Live? I Lost My Feelings....

    Maybe yup bcuze in the past something happen to me and now I can't trust people and I lost my feelings. I don't know when someone really loves me or not. I don't know what the other one feel, even seeing or hearing things that make every girl soo touch by it and fall in love...
    bellacarsi bellacarsi 22-25, F Nov 16, 2013

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    My life is basically REPEAT⏪REWIND. I'm not moving forward, and I'm craving change in my life. High school kept me moving towards graduation, and then college. But once I got to...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I need change. But i dont kbow where to start. I need to move on from my soon to be ex-wife. But I also need to.move on from the death that follows me. My sister in law, my friends...
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    Sometimes all you need in life is someone to wrap their arms around you, hold you tight, and tell you everything's is going to be alright.
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    Golden Rules about Life... 1. Examine life, engage life with vengeance; always search for new pleasures and new destines to reach with your mind. 2. Worry only about the things...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

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    Im 16 about to turn 17 i already have a daughter she is 5 months old couple of weeks ago i found out that i am going to have another baby. About a month ago i got expelled from...
    rolando1231 rolando1231 16-17, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    How do i ever get confidence in myself I really hate I'm struggling with this all my life and it stops me from doing anything :( also I really hate it I'm gay and chubby ugh I used...
    quattrodsg88 quattrodsg88 26-30, M 20 hrs ago

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    Feeling sad.. life mein ek sachche pyar ki kami hai.. last year, pehle lagta tha ki sab mil gaya.. par kuchh din ki khushi, phir udaasi.. kabhi akelapan mehsoos hota hai... kya...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 11 hrs ago

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    My life has been consumed, I have moved to 6 different "homes" and currently, I still don't have my own bedroom because I'm stuck at this stupid boarding school and I hate it to...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 10 hrs ago

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    I'm 22. My parents divorced when I was a baby and I was raised by my maternal grandmother. I rarely see my dad. My family told me he's not a very good man. My mother lives and work...
    damagednights damagednights 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F Feb 13

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    A brief fling, with the love of my life. Our love poisoned me. It was all too brief. I hate that you rejected me. I understand why you had to. I wish you would disappear from my...
    itsreadymade itsreadymade 36-40, M 6 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm so sick of people saying "I don't need that to have fun" like good for you and your life but some people like drinking and like smoking. Maybe they like that it makes the world...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    All I want is a consistent group of friends or consistent friends who I talk with who know me and know what's going on in my life. They don't necessarily have to be perfect, just I...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    12 Ways You Can Love Yourself Now Learn helpful tips for self-love. Louise Hay ~Nov 23, 2013 at 09:00 AM I have found that there is only one thing that heals every problem, and...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Im so sick of the way my life is i really am..im so tired of it and im also tired of waiting on someone to come and save me too usually a guy..Im so ******* tired of my life being...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    My life has been a series of landing up in crazy situations I never wanted to be in.. My dad is a child molester and after years of hurting his own children I finally was the one...
    Irishm4id3n Irishm4id3n 26-30, F Feb 12

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    Since I got my heartbroken, about 2 1/2 years ago now - I really have just kept to myself. I don't quite know how to restart things. I also had a few friends from college - and I...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    I'll try to sum up and simplify this as I could write for days, and to the untrained seem crazy if making any sense at all. I was bullied and mentally abused from childhood, as...
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 9 Responses Feb 22

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    I don't know whether to blame myself or call him names( I already did 2 months back). This guy and I have been friends for past 3 years.We had met few days before Valentine's day...
    FallenAngelStar FallenAngelStar 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Im not really sure how to start. Theres really so much going on and anyone could give me some kind of insight this would help a whole lot, even if its a few words. Im sorry for...
    ConfusedNote ConfusedNote 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    Wow, it's been a while since I've written on here. There has been so much change in my life the last few months and for once it's all good. I started an amazing job and made a...
    faith7777 faith7777 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago