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I Need to Find Myself

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    I Knew..now..i Am Not Sure Anymore. Am I? Gosh.. =(

    It is 4:45 am, and  this feeling of not knowing is getting bigger.All my life  with my perfect family, with the "control" of my life, my luck, every situation was because I put myself in that position, because I wanted to be there, or do something. But one day, everything...
    nosoyyo nosoyyo 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2011

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    I Lost Myself And I'm Still Trying To Find Myself..

    I had this best friend. I met her when we were in like 5th grade. Then in college about 2 years ago she lost a couple pounds, met a guy, and when he said he didn't like me, she dumped me. It broke my heart at first. After a few months of thinking about all the good times her and...
    LadyLuna3356 LadyLuna3356 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Life Not Including Kids

    I love my kids dearly.  However, I feel like I need to find some kind of activity for myself.  I need to have a life that doesn't surround my kids.  Yes I love them.  Yes they need me now, but its also not fair to revolve my life around them.  What...
    Julia Julia 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2007

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    Who Am I

        In a crowded room full of laughter I am full of pain; Feeling empty but small; Who am I? Who am I really? Can someone tell me? Who can see behind the mask To the pain and guilt within? Who can really say they know me When I don't recognize myself at...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2008

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    I have been on a search

    for who I am for quite awhile now. Every time I think I am getting closer, everything implodes. Work doesn't help anything, and neither does going out anymore. The people around here are like a sickness because they are all about the same thing; getting ****** up. I want to be...
    LilBoyBluu LilBoyBluu 22-25, M Sep 29, 2014

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    Who Am I?

    I am 18 years old. Not in school, not working, not doing anything at all. Believe me, I want to do something with my life but the question is, what do I want to do? I would very much love to further my education and obtain my Bachelor's Degree but believe or not, I don't think...
    mitch1836 mitch1836 18-21, F Sep 28, 2013

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    I Want Find My Life Agian

    I don't know who really i'm .I don't know what i wanna do in my life . some times i feel very sad . some times i feel lost . some times i really need to find  love . some times i need to find people who can understand me .  some times i feel that every decision i have...
    nooow nooow 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    Lost In Life...

    What am I today? Its not who I use to be, this stranger that i have become, in the same skin that has always been. I have lost my laughter, and the fun I use to be.  My life has been held back, and I am lost.  The things I want, the things I need are no...
    lostlover25 lostlover25 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2008

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    I'm so confused, Many say you're life is

    already planned kind of like everyone has their own book. A lot has happened these past few months. Everything is adding up, Things I want for myself or always had a liking in all of sudden is happening. Kind of too fast as well. That it has me starstruck..I never ask for much...
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00 18-21, F Jul 1

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    I need to find myself.

    Those were the words she spoke to me the morning she left me to find herself. I will never forget the irony of that moment – it was a beautiful Monday morning but it was possibly the most horrible day of my life. The orange sunlight was seeping through my shades, temporarily...
    Ricky2701 Ricky2701 22-25, M Apr 10, 2014

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    I'm 13. I turned 13 this year.

    (aug 30) & Now here it comes another year & I still dont know who I am. I lost myself within the years of middle school. (im in 8th grade) There had been Drama Self Harming Friends Depression Even a moment when I was left alone I think people think i do have feelings, but that I...
    13andlost 13andlost 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2013

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    Searching...

    I am now 32 and still not the happy with myself. I feel like a great void is over me. I am lifeless and lazy. I have been depressed for years and I want to know what causes it. I am very shy and have always lived in my head obsessing about very negative things. Wishing for...
    Iwannabehappy Iwannabehappy 26-30 6 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    I really need someone to talk to. I'm going to break if I don't.
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    I've always wanted to be in a top secret military unit that used advanced weaponry an tech. I've always dreamed of that being something bigger. then who I am. protecting those who...
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    She sat next to me in the office. She was down to earth, and yet glamorously beautiful at the same time. Full of complaints and yet full of laughter as well. Yes, full of...
    JWJones JWJones 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I find Jeffery Dahmer fascinating. Others not so much. I find him fascinating just because his psychology was different. I know I am not the only one because even psychologist...
    50shadesofexodus 50shadesofexodus 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I need someone to talk to pm me if u wanna talk to me about my problem and try and help me with it
    Twylitte Twylitte 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I'm 21 an I can't recall ever having an actual relationship with someone... I've been single for so long I mean I think I'm handsome many people say I'm cute but I can't seem to...
    Captain9Omega Captain9Omega 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I've cried myself to sleep recently it seems like my "friends" don't seem to understand me anymore, and my family has many problems right now, always ending up in the hospital...
    emily1213 emily1213 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I recently noticed someone I work with, who has been appointed to a new position, and I'm having conflicting feelings of attraction and weariness. I feel like I'm in HS again, and...
    Beth965 Beth965 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I think when someone don't know her passion, she hasn't found herself yet. I still m searching and because I can't find it , I feel lost and insecure. I envy those who are so proud...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    And to find myself. New peipke with dufferent interests. Posting ob phone. Mistakes inevutibke.
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've lost myself after the breakup. It happened a year ago but I am still hurt, and I'm really good at hiding it. I'm really good at hiding my struggles in general. I finally got...
    searching097 searching097 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Just about that time in my life to find myself focus on me and what I want to do in life. And if someone comes along good if not oh well it ain't the end of the world to be alone...
    misunderstood2012 misunderstood2012 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is what happened after I stopped dating for two years now. I've been in a relationship for a year and six months before I realized that I needed space. My partner needed it...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It's always a struggle to wake up and get out of bed in the morning. My belly gets in the way and it takes me about half hour just sit up, by that time I am exhausted and I lie...
    ThickLegged ThickLegged 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Since I was little, I'd always known that I was different. I had trouble making friends, and my interactions with people were....strange. It almost seemed like people that talked...
    WalkTwoMoons14 WalkTwoMoons14 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    feel so destroyed i always expected this...that it will fade away this illusion i cherish...i lived in..for some bright moments in my life i was ready to give all...never taken...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I need to work on loving myself. If you can't love yourself, nobody else can love you. You can't find the person you need, if you don't know what you need. I'm taking this time to...
    onmyway214 onmyway214 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yeah, so... I'm too ugly to be loved... I don't go anywhere and sometimes I'm afraid to because I fear rejection... I felt like if I ever lost weight, I know I'd be in check, so...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    needs missions..colliding with unknown decisions living in filth and trying to become free, cleansing yourself from the shtt you have become..a junkie so high like a fckng...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    fearful of futures...love to give up wish to escape...from selling coffins in present...and wanting one imprisoned by needs...society's code i hate my job..i really hate it...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    .. And it was like everything i did was falling apart.Everything i had was fleeting and everybody i loved ..they were losing trust on me.I couldn't find myself anywhere in their...
    anupamasatyarthi anupamasatyarthi 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Talkin' to myself and feelin' old Sometimes I'd like to quit Nothin' ever seems to fit Hangin' around Nothin' to do but frown Rainy days and Mondays always get me down What I've...
    23rdcamp 23rdcamp 66-70 1 Response Jul 27

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    I find myself to be absolutely repulsive. Every person I've come across has rejected me or turned me away (except for one) because I'm too negative. I can't help it if I have this...
    JSylvia1015 JSylvia1015 13-15, F Jul 26

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    Actually, I'm talking to the TV (same difference). I'm kind of a news junkie, but lately the stories being covered and the spin being put on them are just plain annoying in my view...
    Dave002 Dave002 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I married young... I loved being married, but being single for the last year has really made me examine who I am as an individual. I realize that as independent as my husband and...
    Dahlia2020 Dahlia2020 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    "Reap" I read a story about the land of Judea being cursed for their sins becoming barren, unfruitful, sowing good seeds growing unattended with repentance and good works attended...
    sister11 sister11 36-40, F Jul 24

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    emotional clearing is a gateway to the next level of development on the individual basis it seems. since yesterday; being emotionally triggered revealed many things perhaps i was...
    Solongotgon Solongotgon 26-30, F Jul 24

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