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I Need to Find Myself

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    I Knew..now..i Am Not Sure Anymore. Am I? Gosh.. =(

    It is 4:45 am, and  this feeling of not knowing is getting bigger.All my life  with my perfect family, with the "control" of my life, my luck, every situation was because I put myself in that position, because I wanted to be there, or do something. But one day, everything...
    nosoyyo nosoyyo 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2011

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    Searching...

    I am now 32 and still not the happy with myself. I feel like a great void is over me. I am lifeless and lazy. I have been depressed for years and I want to know what causes it. I am very shy and have always lived in my head obsessing about very negative things. Wishing for...
    Iwannabehappy Iwannabehappy 26-30 6 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Who Am I?

    I am 18 years old. Not in school, not working, not doing anything at all. Believe me, I want to do something with my life but the question is, what do I want to do? I would very much love to further my education and obtain my Bachelor's Degree but believe or not, I don't think...
    mitch1836 mitch1836 18-21, F Sep 28, 2013

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    I Lost Myself And I'm Still Trying To Find Myself..

    I had this best friend. I met her when we were in like 5th grade. Then in college about 2 years ago she lost a couple pounds, met a guy, and when he said he didn't like me, she dumped me. It broke my heart at first. After a few months of thinking about all the good times her and...
    LadyLuna3356 LadyLuna3356 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Life Not Including Kids

    I love my kids dearly.  However, I feel like I need to find some kind of activity for myself.  I need to have a life that doesn't surround my kids.  Yes I love them.  Yes they need me now, but its also not fair to revolve my life around them.  What...
    Julia Julia 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2007

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    I'm 13. I turned 13 this year.

    (aug 30) & Now here it comes another year & I still dont know who I am. I lost myself within the years of middle school. (im in 8th grade) There had been Drama Self Harming Friends Depression Even a moment when I was left alone I think people think i do have feelings, but that I...
    13andlost 13andlost 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2013

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    I have been on a search

    for who I am for quite awhile now. Every time I think I am getting closer, everything implodes. Work doesn't help anything, and neither does going out anymore. The people around here are like a sickness because they are all about the same thing; getting ****** up. I want to be...
    LilBoyBluu LilBoyBluu 22-25, M Sep 29

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    I'm a 21 year old girl

    and I feel like I don't know who I am. I'm in my final year in university but I'm not fully happy with myself. I want to find my inner peace, I need to have strong morals and be sure of myself. I feel like I'm not being the person I fully need to be, the person I picture myself...
    introvert93 introvert93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    Lost In Life...

    What am I today? Its not who I use to be, this stranger that i have become, in the same skin that has always been. I have lost my laughter, and the fun I use to be.  My life has been held back, and I am lost.  The things I want, the things I need are no...
    lostlover25 lostlover25 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2008

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    Who Am I

        In a crowded room full of laughter I am full of pain; Feeling empty but small; Who am I? Who am I really? Can someone tell me? Who can see behind the mask To the pain and guilt within? Who can really say they know me When I don't recognize myself at...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2008

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    I need to find myself.

    Those were the words she spoke to me the morning she left me to find herself. I will never forget the irony of that moment – it was a beautiful Monday morning but it was possibly the most horrible day of my life. The orange sunlight was seeping through my shades, temporarily...
    Ricky2701 Ricky2701 18-21, M Apr 10

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    I Want Find My Life Agian

    I don't know who really i'm .I don't know what i wanna do in my life . some times i feel very sad . some times i feel lost . some times i really need to find  love . some times i need to find people who can understand me .  some times i feel that every decision i have...
    nooow nooow 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    Commitment and relationships are the least of my worries at the moment. I am trying to find myself. I am trying to find what I believe in and why. I am pressured too easily so I...
    anitamigna anitamigna 18-21, F Oct 12

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    i don't know who i am anymore..i've changed so much that i lost myself in this life. i'm not depressed, i'm not unhappy. i'm...just lost. and i fear i won't be able to find myself...
    FishWhoLearnedToFly FishWhoLearnedToFly 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    So I made this new account because my last two accounts were suspended for some reason and I don't know what I've done to have such things done to me....I don't know if people are...
    koreanguy1005 koreanguy1005 26-30, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Yea me too... Idk what's happening but my mommy said I need magnums... Is that like a pistol or something?
    KayvonJr KayvonJr 13-15, M Oct 11

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    which results in me hating myself even more.
    ohwritteninthestars ohwritteninthestars 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    You can't really blame me. And even if you did, I still wouldn't care :/
    KazeDream KazeDream 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I truly admire people who choose to shine even after all the **** they've been out through!!!!
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have lost myself in trying to be the best daughter, sister, wife and mother. My youngest are going to be 20 and don't need me the way they used to. Now I find myself with no...
    Nil0 Nil0 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I'm at a loss really... this family dysfunction has gone too far. It's affecting my schoolwork, how I function at work and who I am as a person. I am in my last year of studies...
    Ashlaaay Ashlaaay 22-25, F Sep 28

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    I've have so many friends /family who died young.Too many. Suicides,violence,illness. I find myself in tears when I remember them. A friend of mine was gunned down in this year by...
    RafaReu RafaReu 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I need some advice. I met a guy here on EP few months ago. He posted about his break up with a girl he's been in a relationship with 4 months. He sounded so desperate that time and...
    Liebeeiram Liebeeiram 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I need some advice. I met a guy here on EP few months ago. He posted about his break up with a girl he's been in a relationship with 4 months. He sounded so desperate that time and...
    Liebeeiram Liebeeiram 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    It makes no difference the state of mind I find myself in For everything points to a rather lonely existance I adapt as best I can to be who I want within my limitations Yet...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    Hey there, you. I'm a nice guy. Of the many uncertainties I have about myself that is the one thing I know for sure. I will find myself one day, and maybe talking to you will help...
    elvisguitar elvisguitar 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Hi, I'm a 23 year old female. All my life I have known how I want to act and who I want to be. And I loved that, and i loved who i was (a studious, good girl, with a kind heart...
    lizyork lizyork 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    My weakness........My nature i.e caring,sensitive,touchy n worrying fr all.....i guess its enough n um done with it i should move on......i m so stupid i get attached to people so...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Hey I am new to this site but I am struggling with my own goals at losing weight! I was going so well until I went on holiday. I was 55kg down to 42kg and now I'm 45kg and hating...
    H37P H37P 22-25 Oct 8

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    I find myself throwing up a lot more and not eating the way I used to. It makes me worried because I dont consume nearly enough calories. I didnt think I had an eating disorder...
    supersophia supersophia 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    Mainly because im not attractive. Im never really "shocked" When people say it though. I just deny it and blush like crazy. When I look at myself I find myself ugly so I don't know...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 10

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    All my life I have pushed myself to do things that are difficult and that scare me. On a daily basis I purposely put myself in situations that I do not like, that terrify me. Why...
    mattturcs mattturcs 26-30, M Oct 12

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    I am not a judgmental person by nature but I find myself almost judging someone. I think it's because without this thing I'm dwelling on I might be interested in them. I think that...
    newanatolianmom newanatolianmom 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I'm learning to try to be grateful and find myself I'm life. Discover who I am and concept of self identity. I'm trying to figure out what makes me happy and have zest for life. It...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F a week ago

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    I don't know why but lately I find myself reading out loud. I used to be so annoyed when I'm sitting in the library or something and can hear someone reading the book out loud to...
    Selphira Selphira 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    I am a 16 yr old teen, from Tampa, FL, and the last time i received a spanking was at age 14 around Thanksgiving. I don't know what made it hurt more, being spanked with a belt...
    jaybrigee16 jaybrigee16 16-17, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    1. I am doing this instead of doing my homework. 2. Peanut butter with chocolate is my weakness..it really is the next best thing after sliced bread 3. I am the proud conqueror of...
    TheKingWizard TheKingWizard 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    "I wonder if you have ever given someone a compliment that wasn't a backhanded insult. I prefer not to, it gives people an unsettling impression of self-importance." - Rachel E...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    My parents make me feel worthless and powerless. I just want some power, so that i will be able to control something about my own life. Feeling as powerless as i do now, i shut...
    nikokoko nikokoko 18-21, M 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    You don't like me? Fine, I don't even like myself I act worthless so you see me as worthless. Your contribution is appreciated and I sincerely thank you for making me lose weight...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 7 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I was staying at a hotel in France. I needed some ice from the machine in the hall outside my room. I'd only just had a shower so I was still in my towel so I stepped out into the...
    Dannjazz Dannjazz 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    I want to find and to have a true friend. Who will not judge me. And who will there when I need him/her.
    Althea12 Althea12 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I absolutely hate the quote if you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second. Don't...
    ThistleAndWeeds ThistleAndWeeds 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I doubt anyone will respond to this. Its not like I want anyone to respond, its just that.. I hope someone will. Ive lost a lot of faith. Faith in god, myself and humanity. So...
    DerangedScubadiver DerangedScubadiver 18-21, M 8 Responses Oct 1

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    I will consider myself bi-sexual. I love my wife very much and am happily married but sometimes I miss touch of a man. I have been faithful since we got married 4 years ago. Maybe...
    Biandme Biandme 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    I love wetting myself and being treated as a baby and I love telling a baby girl what to do and when to pee. Your choice
    peeguy35 peeguy35 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I recently ended my employment with a family I had been working with for about 2.5 years. I raised the youngest since birth and was like a second mother to him. The mother had...
    Beckka11 Beckka11 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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