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I Need to Fix My Life

You know that day when you wake up and everything wrong in your life, that you have tried to hide, comes to a point and you freeze. Where do you start, do I have to do this on my own. 397 People

    Never Did This Before

    So I am currently sitting at home doing none of the things I should. I lost my father 6 months ago but it feels like yesterday. He was my best friend and the one person who truly knew me and still loved me. I know that I have let his death effect the way I am behaving. My...
    Lostnobody Lostnobody 31-35, F Sep 27, 2013

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    I Don'T Know What To Do Anymore.

    I have been trying very hard to keep things together for my children and myself, but I can't do it anymore. For some reason I just cant get things to go okay for us. I had lived with my sister for 7 years with my 2 kids and her 2 kids. We ended up getting evicted because we...
    kyanna012 kyanna012 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2013

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    I guess, I've learned a lot from my past

    relationship. I missed so many happy moments with my family and some important events with them. I was physically with them but I was mentally absent. I was broken into pieces when my ex girlfriend left me. I made my self so stupid and I have come to realized that I was so dumb...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    i always feel guilty

    even just send some text to people I know. I always thinking if I always just disturb them and they will leave me again like other people. why I be just like jerk person -_-
    nunuhadiyati nunuhadiyati 18-21, F Mar 14

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    Have you ever woken up to start your day

    and wish you can just say screw it! Stay in bed and hope the world can go on without you?
    CrystalJuarez CrystalJuarez 36-40, F Jan 26

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    I Desperately Need To Run Away- NOW!

    I have got to get the hell out of my house! I love and adore my kids, and do my love my husband in my own way, but have not been in love with him for a very long time. It breaks my heart that I am living this way, but every time I have tried to leave, he guilts me back into...
    brokenwoman13 brokenwoman13 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I Need Help

    ok, this is my first story here. where to begin.. im 20 years old. fell in love at 15 moved out on my own at 16. cheated on the person im in love with . after 3 years. we broke up. then i got in another relationship. things were good. until i backed away because im still in love...
    booja32504 booja32504 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    My precious 21 year old son died by suicide 4

    years ago last week, I have a daughter now 19 with an almost 1 year old granddaughter with a deadbeat dad, my daughter and gdaughter live with us and "dad" lives 600 miles away. I can't lose them. I am in hell with bankruptcy (due to crazy tax debt, and mistakes made before and...
    HANNUMPBS HANNUMPBS 51-55, F Apr 20, 2014

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    My life is falling apart.

    My social habits and behavior cause me to hate myself, which threatens all of my relationship. I had my heart broken twice on the same night, and followed it up with some terrible choices. I've attempted to change my behavior an break my addictions, but all ended in failure...
    caveerr caveerr 22-25, M May 3, 2014

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    I Am A Horrible Provider To My Wife....who Would Have Thought

    So my wife, son and I went to Rehobeth beach this weekend and stayed with my in-laws. My brother-in-laws parents (not my wife's parents) have a trailer home at the beach. I made the comment over lunch of "I wonder what that would cost a month?". This started a trailer...
    j21043 j21043 31-35, M 1 Response May 28, 2012

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    Im 16 about to turn 17 i already have a

    daughter she is 5 months old couple of weeks ago i found out that i am going to have another baby. About a month ago i got expelled from school for having a knife and a grinder for weed because i smoke weed. Im trying to stop smoking because my girlfriend/ babymomma said that if...
    rolando1231 rolando1231 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    I have done many bad things this year

    that I am not very proud of. I've drank alcohol, I've smoked vape, I've been in 3 relationships all ending badly, and often fight with my friends and family
    justinbartolome justinbartolome 13-15, M Aug 14, 2014

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    Worthless Use Of Air And Space.

    My life for the most part has been one big screw up after another and then worrying myself sick trying to fix it.I became disabled then started to COLLEGE THROUGH vOC REHAB BUT THAT WASNT GOOD ENOUGH i HAD TO ALSO GET STUDENT LOANS. This past semester I failed all my classes...
    ctm31024 ctm31024 51-55, F May 22, 2012

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    This Is the First Day of the Rest of My Life

    I am 25 years old, male, and really hope this works. I have been living the past 5 years of my life on a path of self-destruction. I am my own worst enemy and have this built in desire for everything I know is wrong. I want to fix who I am and get back to the decent person I...
    RR5 RR5 22-25 11 Responses Oct 30, 2008

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    My Mom Is Soooooo Mean To My Wife

    So this evenings hour long phone call at work. The complaint section of the call. It rained really bad here today. My mom was watching my son until my wife got home, as usual. The dog needed to go out. My mom let my wife know when she got in. My wife said she'll do it...
    j21043 j21043 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 2, 2012

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    I fell asleep at 6:00pm

    and woke up at 8:00pm, so for about a half an hour I thought it was morning till I realized it wasn't getting any lighter outside.... I need to learn the difference between am and pm hahahah
    Tawni187 Tawni187 13-15, F Jan 5, 2014

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    I'm 60 Years Old - Are You About The Same Age - Do You Feel Like A Failure?

    I'm 60 years old. I want to talk to people approx the same age as me about feelings of failure, needing to start over, and not liking myself. I used to be good and feel good. Now, I feel like a bad person. I ruined my own marriage, and I don't feel confident about meeting a...
    lynn1954 lynn1954 56-60, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    I'm just so messed up.

    I struggle with people, school, and even waking up on time. I really want to do well so I can contribute but I keep falling short.
    IAimForHonor IAimForHonor 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    Responsibility? What's That?

    I could list all the excuses I have for being where I am today. But that solves nothing. The truth is I just never gave a damn. And I always had family or friends to fall back on. I don't want to be this person anymore. I want more for my life. And one day I want to have a family...
    LittleMissRee LittleMissRee 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    I Dont Know What Has Happened To The Old Me

    Ive had some bumps in the road growing up, some abuse in the family, friends passing away when I was kind of young, dropped out of high school, etc. But beside those set backs I have always been a hard charger. I was working 2 jobs, going to college, working out a few times a...
    c1990b c1990b 22-25, M May 13, 2013

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    I Am In Love With Another Man, And Can't Walk Away

    I have slowly but surely fallen in love with a man that is the complete opposite of my husband. He's a very dominant male, very decisive, very confident, very aggressive, and a workaholic like myself. His intelligence, attitude and demeanor is what constantly attracts me to him...
    brokenwoman13 brokenwoman13 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2013

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    What Happened

    I moved to Indiana from Massachusetts a few years back and everything was great. I started high school made friends easy played baseball had plenty of girls had a 4.0 honestly couldn't have been better until senior year. My dad lost his job but honestly my family was growing...
    darrmill darrmill 18-21 Apr 11, 2013

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    I Feel Hopeless

    I was widowed at 23 (13 years ago) and married a man with 2 teenagers. My marriage had its ups and downs but I never gave up. The troublesome teens got married... Then my life took a turn for the worst. We are at a stage now that my hubby and I dont touch or talk to each...
    aluha2u aluha2u 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 22, 2011

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    I Feel So Stuck...

    I don't know where to start really... My childhood wasn't perfect... Some people had it worse, I know. Money-wise, I never really had much of a start. I lived with my Grandmother for most of my life, and she didn't make much money, so whatever I made was my contribution. I was...
    waterbaby waterbaby 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    I Don't Know What The Answer Is

    I married a wonderful woman about a year and a half ago. We didn't have a lot of money so we did a low key wedding where it was pretty much the two of us. My parents ended up coming as well. A few months later we were able to go on a honeymoon and my mother took care of our...
    j21043 j21043 31-35, M 6 Responses May 14, 2011

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    aidenph aidenph 31-35, M Mar 23, 2014

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    I need to but just don't know how

    because I'm so scared.
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    It's always a work in progress

    and needing tuned up. After all, whose isn't? It's called maintenance....
    W4W2 W4W2 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2014

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    I Need To Fix My Life

    i need to fix my life. As i write this, i feel so very very depressed and disheartened by everything..the sad thing is, nothing monumental is wrong with my life.. i have everything i need but im still depressed because im not happy with myself..i feel so ashamed of myself. there...
    redtoshiba redtoshiba 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2012

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    Anyone got a sandblaster

    and three tons of polyfilla?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 27

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    I think this is the first time I've actually

    said that I need to fix my life. And I think I actually mean it. I've never done something like this before, but I'm actually gonna take a step in the right direction, and help myself. So, for whoever cares, I'm leaving this site for about a month. I'll be back at some point, I...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty 16-17, F 1 Response May 3, 2014

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    Am I The Only One Out There Who Feels The Way I Do...

    I stumbled across this page because I am desperate for help & guidance from anyone out there who understands the way I am! I am so stuck & constantly feel like I'm at a dead end in my life! I hate the way I am & can't stop the way way I think or feel although I keep trying. I am...
    Destiny89 Destiny89 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    I Need To Change

    I am so unhappy with myself. So totally and completely unhappy with my life and the way i live it..those of you reading this, please continue to read and then leave your comments below...i am desperate for advice and some sort of guidance. I just dont know what to do..thats my...
    redtoshiba redtoshiba 18-21, F 4 Responses May 6, 2012

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    feel like my life is infected with to many

    human viruses & in order to make that better i must cleanse my mind & body to re-gain total consciousness of who i am. im ready to take on who i was designed to be or become. im tired of being everyones pillow & trying to heal everyone cuz i feel bad, i need to feel bad for...
    Bayzar Bayzar 18-21, F Jan 4

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    Help......i Don't Know How To Get Out.

    OK, I hope somebody can help me or at least give me some advice. My story is not quite as bad as anybody else but It it a predicament I can't seem to get out of or even know where to begin.....actually let's start from the beginning . I was 19 and a total pot head I had just...
    coops291 coops291 18-21 2 Responses Jan 7, 2013

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    i need to fix my life .

    .. no i want to , but i cant i try so hard to be happy and get better grades and try to get my mom to love me like she loves my sisters but its not working .... everytime i start to get happy and start liking myself something bad happens or my dad hits me
    JeSt0099 JeSt0099 16-17, F Mar 4, 2014

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    I have a feeling this title might be used a lot

    by me in my life. Lol. Anyways everyday I wake up and it's a tottering balance of can I make myself happy today. I'm basically unhappy everyday from the start but I try. I think what can I do to make myself happy. I might have a shower. I'll have make some breakfast. But I am...
    angel510 angel510 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    hey my name shicha I live in uk nearly one year

    I have a lot of happy day and happy life in here but today it's not gonna be like that anymore my family thought I kick out from uni and didn't go to class and do some drug I told them and prove to them already that Im not be like that but it's doesn't mean anything to them what...
    shichaa shichaa 18-21, F Apr 17, 2014

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    I'm ****** up in life right

    now on some real **** and I'm jus disgusted with myself to be honest. It's like I'm in a wormhole of misery... Jus goin thru the motions right now I'm done bitchin jus need to hit the blunt and breathe easy
    SpaceGhost24 SpaceGhost24 26-30, M May 15, 2014

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    Trying So Hard.

    I'm trying and trying. But where have I gotten so far? I beat depression once and I'm trying to get it all back together now. I'm trying really hard to go on and leave all of that behind. But it's a long story and it has a lot of pain involved. I can be a great person. I just...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F Dec 27, 2012

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    I'm So Overwhelmed And Depressed, A Thousand Failed Attempts To Fix My Life, A Downhill Depression, A Long Story

    I don't know why I'm doing this, I just googled "how to fix my life" cuz I'm sitting here in my bedroom just depressed and overwhelmed.  I have so many things to do and I'm not doing them, and I can't seem to get myself to do anything productive.  I want so bad to be productive...
    benjaminelway benjaminelway 22-25, M 3 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Broken Beyond Repair?

    A lot of times i think I'm just a broken appliance, broken beyond reasonable repair, i'm completely unsocial and every time I try to be it just gets too awkward. The horrible things I've seen in this world have made me not feel safe anymore, not even in my own house. The times...
    extremelysociallyawkwardguy extremelysociallyawkwardguy 13-15, M Sep 27, 2013

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