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I Need to Fix Myself and Quickly

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    ..but I Dont Know If I Can

    since i ws younger ive had this problem. its affected my social skills, relationships, and hobbies. see the thing is that im very slow. when people talk to me and i answer back its like a battle. i dont make any sense. i dont think at all. i just blabber out things. my mom once...
    withoutrainbows withoutrainbows 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2, 2010

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