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I Need to Get Something Off My Chest

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    A resident at work joined the afterlife today, a few minutes after lunch. The last thing I heard from him was that he didn't want to eat.  He had a special drink that I had to mix up for him....I had it ready, when he wasnt in the dining room I made sure the coworker that was...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Thrown Off Balance

    My heart is hurting again. Seeing my mother cry in front of me asking what she should do is earth shattering. I hate that I'm so useless. I am so used having the sheltered life (not the spoiled one, the protected one from the outside world). I want to get out and work and help...
    ChicaDee94 ChicaDee94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2013

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    Should I Say Something

    I want to tell people how i feel.im clueless as to know they will support me or if they reject and hurt me. Should i say what i want to say or is it just too big that the people i care for will not listen i need to say it to everyone or im going to be mad at my self for bottling...
    tash360 tash360 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2013

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    Never Been So Scared

    so i don't no were to start, it was probably about a year ago and only 2 people no, my friend still to this day asks what happened that night and when i tell her doesnt believe me, so when i say 2 people no i mean 1 only believes me... so um here it is one night my mate decided...
    Maddzz Maddzz 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 7, 2012

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    I want to talk to someone

    that I can tell my biggest secret to. But I want to talk to someone that will actually respond with concern.
    LoveWash95 LoveWash95 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Death

    I always knew that Death of someone we love or care about is final.  There is no going back and telling them something we think we should have or wanted to.  But It never really hit me until April 2010.  I went from thinking I should say it just in case to knowing I should say...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2011

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    Somethings Going On With Me

    Ever since I lost my job. My self esteem just dropped so much. I've always held this self limiting belief that I wasn't good at anything. I have no skill or talent, and that I wasn't smart. I was just dumb and pretty to look at. that's it, and that's all I'll ever be good for...
    Kikiana1 Kikiana1 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2012

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    Leave Me Alone

    i was getting used to us not existing to each other. It was getting easier not catching my breath when i'd see you walk in my view. I know it was out of sheer politeness, the general conversation we had. Both of us were caught off gaurd at being where we were. You stumbled on...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Aug 18, 2013

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    ¢нAṉGє тнE ώAу уøυ тнιNк ¢нAṉGє уøυR ℓιƒє

    If you could remove all the thoughts and feeling clouding up your head of what they did, what they put you through. You could dream something better. Irony is they'd never shatter it
    Violet150 Violet150 16-17, F Nov 8, 2013

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    Dad walked out on me unable to trust people

    with my thoughts Emotional scar is a ***** People see it as a weakness Left with my neglectful mother
    loner1226 loner1226 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Got Laughed At ...

    because i acted a bit like a man sometimes...esp. the way i walk...or stand... or even just coz i dont laugh at the stupid jokes or be scared easily Simply coz i m calm and strong...i got laughed at .... Some girls are so stupid u know. They got nothing else to be happy about...
    MissisNobody MissisNobody 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    It Was An Ugh Day

    I don't know what was wrong with me today.  I just felt ugh.  Afraid to talk to anybody.  My emotions were raw feeling.  I don't know why.  My heart had a raw feeling to it.  I was on the verge of tears...one time, I did tear up.  It was crazy.  Now they're gonna think I...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    biabiaxoxo biabiaxoxo 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Love Lost!

    I once got lost but then found love. And for a while it was bliss but life is hard and these days instant contact via the inter net and men constantly cracking on to your woman. Well no matter how much you love if there's no trust there your fighting a losing battle makes me...
    lifesabitch55 lifesabitch55 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2013

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    "I Wanna Give All My Secrets Away"

    well its like this every time, i try to make her understand what i go through whole day. working and working, and she gets the other way, which is that i don't have time for hr and i don't love her anymore. i hate it, when we quarrel, i am a peace loving person who wants some...
    nealbrute nealbrute 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    I work on a boat. A pretty cool boat.

    Have you ever met someone and for some inexplicable reason you are attracted to them? They aren't stunningly handsome, tall or dark and dreamy, but there is something in the glint of their eye that draws you in. Well that's how I felt when I first met this colleague. As the...
    stephsub stephsub 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So i thought that this might be best,

    Heartache and sorrow, fill my heart, everyday I'm torn apart, guilty that I'm still even here, for bieng the one you've held so dear, But what have i done to feel these ways? Letting Heartache and Sorrow fulfill my days, I've Loved and I've cared more than YOU can say, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 11

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    I Really Can't Do This Anymore...

    Being called a ***** because you date around. Being used when you thought there was something real going on. Falling in love and than being dropped Being judged by people who you thought were friends. Being cut down by people who you let in. Having to be something your not...
    ConfessionsOfThatGirl ConfessionsOfThatGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    Born To Be A Caretaker Blues

    I have been feeling overwhelmed by everything going on in my life lately, and while I have been telling my story in other groups, I have left out a big part of it. I have a daughter who was born with polycystic kidney disease. She was 6 years old when she went on peritoneal...
    Mountaingirl07 Mountaingirl07 51-55, F 5 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    Not Sure Which Group

    Here is just as good as any. This morning was haywire for me.  I was supposed to pick up my daughter, (she lives about 30 mins from where I do), bring her back to town to meet a friend, then go someplace to sit while I waited for time to go into work.  Which by the way, was...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    He is stalking around the apartment,

    saying he's bored. Saying it to me as if I'm responsible for his entertainment, I'm the one that's gotta come up with something. We have so many diversions and amenities in our own home and around us, he's gotta say something like he's bored ... along with the output of...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I can't stop thinking about him.

    I hate that I have become so emotionally needy. I often wonder if he even wants me in his life. Can't help that I care so much or where I am in my life, and that our paths are so different. I just want to know that he cares as much as I do. He's so guarded and I really dislike...
    astrapy astrapy 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    More Like Multiple 'somethings'

    I'm tired. Both mentally and physically exhausted. Things have been what you would say as 'less than ideal'. Times get harder, the days seem longer, and yet the world keeps spinning without a care. I'm having family problems and self image problems. They are hitting me, and they...
    HopeInConstruction HopeInConstruction 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    To Some Journey Companions During My Worst Times.

    God sent you to me. Every little thing that you told me, was exactly what I needed to hear, when I needed to hear it. For that I am thankful to Him. For you letting him use you to guide me, by saying and doing all the things you did to me, I am thankful to you. Maybe this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 9, 2011

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    God

    i'm not a big church lover. I do like a church i go to once in a while. I can get lost in the music. With that being said, i am a God follower. I believe with all my heart that He is in all of us, some just haven't tapped in to Him yet. He gives us feelings, and directs us in...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Jul 14, 2013

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    This weight on my chest Will forever be with

    me Oh wait it's just my boobs
    theorangefreak theorangefreak 16-17, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I will never be good enough!

    People think they like me...but i always do or say something to mess it up! I think so little of myself that I don't let people get close to me. I don't let my family see my pain. I don't let my friends see my feelings and I don't let any guys see how they make me feel! I...
    Littlemisstweetie Littlemisstweetie 18-21, F Dec 29, 2013

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    Uncomfortable

    ever since i read bob frost's last post, about ep selling stories to whoever they are, i've felt uncomfortable posting anything. Not that i believe someone would actually pay for mine, it's more of the fact that i put them here, i dont want them anywhere else. If i did, thats...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2013

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    I just wanted to say.

    .. That lately I've been feeling a lot like an attention seeker. Every time I write anything on EP, every time I post anything on any other website, I feel like I'm looking for attention, and it's gross. No matter what I do, I feel like I'm yearning to be heard. To be seen. And I...
    Matt200 Matt200 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My wife and I lost our 30 years old daughter

    and our unborn grandson. The few freinds I have have told me to get over it and move on. How can I, we, move on? one day we were planning a baby shower then the very next day we were making funeral arraigments for my daughter and her son. I miss her so much! she has been...
    wildbillyew wildbillyew 51-55 5 Responses Feb 13

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    I Cried Together With My Mom

    Tonight, just now, i just finished crying with my mom. It's been over 7 months since my dad died and still, its very hard for her. I feel so dishearted. I sleep together in the same bed as her. Its heart breaking waking up in the middle of the night hearing her sobs. I've been...
    ChicaDee94 ChicaDee94 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    It's Been To Long

    My dog fell asleep on my chest and I don't have the heart to wake him up.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 28, 2011

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    Peace At War

    crushed, crying; hotwanting to feel the rush; but notsuspended underground; livinghating my insecurity; enoughcursed, craving; hurt wanting to feel the truth; me pleasefalling up hill; foreverlust of the disgust; Sir
    BellealaViolet BellealaViolet 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    i really like this guy.

    .. but hes from pretty far away. Hes tried to come to meet me and has even offered to pay for my plane ticket to meet him..but i always tell him no..and i make him wait.. im scared to meet him.. im scared of him being disappointed with the real me..not just the me he sees in the...
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 13

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    KEEP YOUR DISGUSTING INHUMANE IRRELEVANT

    PERVERTED COMMENTS OUT OF MY INBOX i will not open, much less even reply to any of yalls shi't. it baffles me the nerve some people have on the Internet, i am so sick of receiving messages that do not pertain to the things I post, i have no idea how some of you get horn'y from...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    A Thoughtful Ex

    Don't you hate it when ur ex says to u "I'm here if u ever need me". Where the **** were u when we were together and i needed you???!!
    cheeco cheeco 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2012

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    Here it goes... I hate myself

    and want to kill myself, thats the bottom line. But how did I become this disgusting person? I ask myself from time to time. I never expected anything from myself, when I was young, when it came to being successful, all I had on my mind was doing good in school, not great but...
    Abed291 Abed291 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I Need To Get Something Off My Chest As Well...

    It's just been sitting there, pulsing and making a low humming noise that's starting to get a little unsettling. It's been at it for hours now. It might be time to seek medical attention.
    MatthewTDalldorf MatthewTDalldorf 22-25 1 Response Oct 2, 2013

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    I Want To Wake Up...

    Just a bit of VENTING... I feel like I've been asleep for too long and I want to wake up and come into reality. I've been dreaming my life away. Living inside my head. It's time to wake up. I hate dreaming, it just gets my hopes up and sets me up for dissappointment. Dreams are...
    sincerelymetes sincerelymetes 16-17, F Jan 20, 2013

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    No Tolerance-cheaters

    I have no tolerance for cheaters. I don't care if you're a man or a woman, if you're gay,straight, bi, etc, if you're lonely, horny, drunk, high and any other excuse people think of. If all you want to do is sleep around don't be in a relationship. Don't be careless with people...
    xfirespritex xfirespritex 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    Wish It Was Easy to Say...

    I heard someone say today "feelings are time travellers, they don't go away just because you are older".  It is so true, wish I could shake some of these hauntings.  They don't really effect my life, they just hang in the balance.
    prairiezephyr prairiezephyr 46-50, F 4 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    I Do

    i believe in love. I really do. I like seeing happy couples. I like hearing my friends talk with love about their other halves. Just because i'm single, i think i may be becoming bitter. I hope not, but am so tired of people running from me because i care. So, i'll stop. I'll...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response May 21, 2013

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    ....

    I feel like this every time I go in public.  I cannot wait to get home and vent a little but before I do I want to get something more important off my chest, my bra.  Yes, I hate bras and I want it off my chest as soon as I get home.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 73 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Damn bra has been digging into me all day.

    That's all I need to get off my chest.
    kissbangkiss kissbangkiss 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Follow me on Instagram .

    Ayeotellmehow I follow back 😌
    biabiaxoxo biabiaxoxo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    The Most Important Thing You Can Be.......

    I am extremely saddened by all the horrific stories I am hearing lately about dead children being found. I feel like I am surrounded by these stories. I am outraged and extremely hurt just to even hear that anyone would harm a child. There are so many loving people out there that...
    astrapy astrapy 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2011

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    He died

    I know he didn't mean to. I know it wasn't his choice.  It was his time to go.   I did get to say good bye.  3 years ago tonight...probably around this time right now....I told him bye, be careful on your way to work and out there.  When you get back, I'll come up and have...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 13, 2013

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    My Son

    He is my number 1 male in my life. He makes me smile....helps out sometimes when he thinks his momma is trying to do to much at once, He's as smart as a whip...but picks up on things so easily.  Looks deeper into subjects.  Takes on a fight with his teenage sister when she's...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2012

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    I Wish ..

    I wish I could talk to him openly about how I feel about our relationship but it always ends up into an argument , him getting upset .. So I keep everything to myself so as not to get him upset .. I'm really insecure because he has hurt me several times before , I really wish...
    Tinkerbell97x Tinkerbell97x 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    A Nursing Home

    We always hear bad stories about nursing homes.I am sure they are true to some extent.  I work in one now.  And what I see is a lot of people that need help deciding what to do.  They need someone to care for them enough to make sure they aren't going to do anything to harm...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 16 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    Backstabber Or Just Clueless?

    So, I got engaged back in April and was truly happy to share it with my close girlfriends. I soon informed 6 women who I hold dear to me that I wanted them to be bridesmaids at my wedding. Everyone seemed genuinely happy for me. One friend in particular, while a new friend of...
    islandgirlja islandgirlja 46-50, F Oct 4, 2013

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    Put The Controller Down Already

    I hate video games and the grownass men who play them. Hours upon hours on Xbox at 30 years old is not hot. Play with your kids, chill with your wife, read a book, watch a movie... Do something productive. I hate grown men that video games and I'm married to one. F*uck my...
    likeaprayerxo likeaprayerxo 31-35, F 7 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    So frustrated I could cry. By the way these posts arent very positive but that's why I want to vent them and let them go. Today was really crazy. I'm so mad at my "friends". Today...
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    Demanding mom... what do you think? I need some advice. I am married, I have 2 boys and another boy on the way. My mom is a very upfront/ forward person and I don't mind that at...
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