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I Need to Know If I'm Going Crazy

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    I'm Pretty Sure I'm Losing It

    Where do I begin.  I'll make a list: 1.  Marriage is on the rocks 2.  Just got a new boss.......horrible 3.  Kids only see me as a maid and cook 4.  Coworker is evil and trying to sabotage me 5.  Back problems 6.  Sucky sex life 7. ...
    orchid6 orchid6 36-40, F 17 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    Am I Or Have I Lost It

    Im facing a future filled with expectations that feel so heavy at times. In the near future I will be the only supporting adult in my family. Have a disabled sibling (which I really do love, make no mistake about that), whom I will care for. I was the best, though I have spiraled...
    nalionstelifyr nalionstelifyr 22-25 Jul 1, 2011

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    Reality?

    I can't tell if im going insane or not. Nothing seems real. I see things constantly, It doesn't scare me, it never has........ I cant watch TV without my mind bringing it to life. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia when i was a child, I am 20 now and i dont take medication...
    Mattacus Mattacus 18-21 Sep 6, 2012

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    Insanity

    I know stuff that others can barely comprehend, I have better eye sight and smell than anyone I know. I relive my life daily and remember stuff from an age which is in impossible detail. I see changes in everything and my mind is clustered with thoughts of stuff that is...
    Impossiblemind Impossiblemind 36-40 3 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    Whats Going On?

    I'm pretty sure I'm not crazy, but that's what they all say in the psychotic home.  I feel like I'm a danger to myself.  Things that shouldn't bother me do; All I want is to be left alone in my dreams, but some things just set me off, and I barely restrain myself from...
    caraithil caraithil 13-15, F Jul 8, 2010

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    ???????

    In my head I have "created" this perfect guy and he is everything I want and everything I crave... From his hair to his perfectly sculpted face... But I've been going out in public and always noticing that there a some guys that look exactly like my perfect guy... I always...
    Deadlylovely13 Deadlylovely13 70+ Feb 25, 2013

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    Hello, I have allways

    as a child felt different from everyone around me in way of how my mind functions and how I feel. I have never wanted to live because the world is horrible and some people have no heart contributing to making the world a horrible place. In the past year I have felt really...
    Lostmind1 Lostmind1 36-40 Feb 23

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    What Is Wrong With Me, I Need Help!

    I am 15 and a premature teen. I have so many friends from both sex. i always am tired and i feel unhappy most times. My moods are always Up or Down, When I'm with my friends I am happy and don't worry about being sad at all, but when I am alone at home or at night i feel so down...
    Yourbeautiful2012 Yourbeautiful2012 13-15, F Dec 12, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me

    im 17, i lost my mother in sept of last year to suicide. she'd lost her job, was in the middle of divorcing her husband dealing with my day to day drama and paying for her sons college tution, and running out of severence pay. its been the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with...
    hcobarbie hcobarbie 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Want To Wake Up From This Nightmare

    Left my husband a month ago - my older son blamed me because his dad let everyone know it was my decision and I cheated...so figured I deserved his anger. Trying to live with the guilt although I just want to be hapy. Just want to stop the controlling - be my own person - live...
    thpm1217 thpm1217 41-45 3 Responses Jul 5, 2010

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    Afraid

    I think I'm going crazy. My body is shutting down. I'm losing my hair and experiencing really bad stomach pains. I can't concentrate. I'm angry all the time. And when I'm not angry, I feel nothing. My family is doing this to me. My family is taking my sanity. I want to...
    tzennyi tzennyi 22-25 1 Response Aug 2, 2009

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    I Dont Know Wats Wrong With Me

    I am 20 years old and engaged to a wonderful man that is 27 with a great job that cares for me so deeply that he would gladly jump in from of a moving train if i asked him to.  But i have cheated on him once that he knows about and another time just a few days ago. Although the...
    anonymouslycrazy anonymouslycrazy 18-21 1 Response Apr 11, 2011

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    Am I Crazy For Not Talking To People

    hi im a married 20 yr old female with a 2 yr old daughter i really dont kno if my problems make me crazy or not but if theres someone out there just like me plz tell me what i should do. it all started when i entered 6th grade i was called names and it was always about my...
    loveiszyra loveiszyra 18-21 1 Response Jun 15, 2012

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    How Else Can I Put This?

    Misanthropic tendencies tend toward an absolute loathing for all things human. I find myself disgusted with all the rituals and ceremonies of human interaction; from greeting and departure to conversation itself. It first seems little more than a joke to me, and so I refuse to...
    overman92 overman92 18-21, M Sep 23, 2012

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    I Think Im Going Crazy

    i want to kill myself sometimes
    br00talmarLa11 br00talmarLa11 18-21 2 Responses Oct 3, 2011

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    Loving Someone That Dont Love Me...omg.. It Hurts.

    I have been with my husband for three years and the love is gone in his mind. We started off like the dream relationship. He wa always glad to see me and went out of his way to show me he cared. This man cooked, rubbed my feet,told me i was beautiful to see me smile. Then I told...
    mom1998 mom1998 31-35 Jun 19, 2011

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    Growing Pains Or Completely Losing It?

    Just recently I realized that I am not the fine specimen of emotional health I would like to think I am. I think have been repressing certain emotions for a long time now. Denial is crazy because you don't know that you don't know. I feel very startled by the strong emotional...
    brewcitychica brewcitychica 26-30 Apr 23, 2012

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    Since I Was 13...now Im 17

    I used to be a "normal" kid, but when i turned 13 i felt myself change, not just puberty, but also my thinking, i realized that life itself is pointless, just a continued existence on a small planet in an incredibly immense universe that we, as humanity, will never have a lasting...
    IrishSunshine IrishSunshine 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    Crazy

    I honestly think i'm insane. I'm getting evalutated in a month, but everyday I feel more and more...crazy.
    TheBookNerd101 TheBookNerd101 13-15, F May 26, 2012

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    Lost In Another World.

    I have a similar issue, when it comes to seeing the world as a dream, as an alternate reality. Sometimes I find myself needing a material reminder, something or an experience or even is real. I lose touch of the ability to determine just that, and I also find myself discussing...
    Cornercrawler Cornercrawler 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 13, 2010

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    Whats Wrong With Me?

    I keep having delusions of people I like and if something happens like I find out they like someone else I just try to forget about them completely and act like they did the worst thing in the world to me. I have no idea if this is just puberty or something. But I keep hearing...
    speedo2451 speedo2451 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    Wtf

    I see and hear people that are not therei dont belive in our world I dont belive we are actualy here every thing is just am alusion my mind never stops and some times I have very bad thoughts ive tryed to kill my self many times because I belive im worthlesd im not needed in the...
    Angelismortis666 Angelismortis666 18-21 2 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I cannot stop thinking that there is something wrong with me. I am 19 years old and just graduated high school, have no job, no car and have not made up my mind about school yet, and yes, all of these things bother me daily. But recently i have just been feeling like i am going...
    dhgdhfd88 dhgdhfd88 18-21 1 Response Oct 4, 2012

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    =/

     Okay, o i was dating this girl 3 years ago. I lost my virginity to her and we dated for about 5 months. She moved out of state, and i stayed here. Thinking she was coming back, i stayed with her. She was cheating on me. I went on a rage.... screaming, breaking things, and...
    dudemancm92 dudemancm92 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2009

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    Crazy In the Head?

    I think i'm going crazy. I recently realized my consciousness in the sense that I realized how real things were in life, I wasn't just a kid anymore. I guess you could say I became myself. I'm not depressed and I'm content with my life although I want to go somewhere with my ...
    ledzeppe12 ledzeppe12 16-17 2 Responses Apr 30, 2009

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    My Husband Does Not Want To Be Around Me

    At first our relationship was rough then went perfect for like 1 and 1/2 years now its so crappy constantly I feel like I can't trust him . I am pregnant and I had a child with someone else before I met him and he has become his father . But thats not my pro lem he has the...
    missbelle22 missbelle22 22-25 Nov 11, 2011

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    Please Help!!!

    I need to know if Im going crazy.  I am a 29 year old woman who just got married 6 months ago, to the man I have been with for the last 11 years. Two months after getting married we bought a big dream house. Since then I have been getting strange emotions for no...
    time4help time4help 26-30, F Jan 12, 2009

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    Problems With Apathy-should I Stop It?

    So, I guess I will share some information about myself. I am 20 years-old and in college. I am a female, if that makes any difference to you. I am in my third year. I am doing relatively well in school. However, I have always been the sort to wear my emotions on my sleeve. I...
    taylorishere taylorishere 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 23, 2010

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    i think i am going crazy. I have ran around the whole school looking for this girl. It is like when I try to see her I never do. When I am trying to avoid her she just pops up out...
    lauryn1016 lauryn1016 18-21, F Dec 12

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    I'm just not good enough for anyone :'( Never am and never was :'( I'm going to go overdose now :"'(
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I've had sleep paralysis for years, so I'm used to those kinds of hallucinations, but sometimes I hear someone say my name when I'm fully awake and there's nobody there. i think I...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie 22-25, F Dec 3

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    The thoughts in my head and the voices within... It's all too much... I've damaged you and dragged you down.. But you shouldn't need to worry about that soon... Cause there'll be...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I keep going back and forth with it... I want to but then there's these 2 people, my best friend and another guy I've been talking to.... But then there's these times I feel so...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Nothing's going right... I suck at having any type of relationship and it makes me really ******* lonely... And I don't wanna be lonely. I'm tired of it.
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm tired of this ******* ****! Oh look! A blizzard outside!! Maybe I'll just run off the road over a bridge so it looks like an accident... **** this...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    Maybe... But I'm still questioning It..1 thing I'm still young life may get better.. And another how painful is it..
    Jtms Jtms 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I'm done... I'm so ******* done. In less than a month im back to having zero people in my life that actually help me... I'm tired of waiting.. Tired of hurting... I'm ending this...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I'm starting to feel bad again. I felt good for a few hours.
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I'm completely done with this. I'm a bad girlfriend and a bad friend. People should stay away from me. i don't wanna go to college so I have nothing to live for...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    I'm no good for anybody n all I do is make people feel bad. I hate making people feel bad but that's all I seem to be good at. I'm gonna do everyone a favor and just end it after...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    At least I won't have to worry about my bday party (from another story).... I hurt too many people, way too often. I don't even mean to. The people I don't hurt end up hurting me...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't stop thinking about what the future has in store for me. I'm not really good at anything. I think my future is just failure. I want a good job, and a guy who actually likes...
    HarmsCaleb HarmsCaleb 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    All I do is hurt. I can't help anyone anymore. Maybe I'll just die and save everyone the trouble. No one will have the head ache of me moving anymore and I won't be able to hurt...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Me and my girlfriend met in a mobile phone game 2 years ago. Then we kept talking via Twitter and Whatsapp, and finally we decided to see each other in Cancun. One night, while we...
    andoni13 andoni13 22-25, M Dec 6

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    Yep I do...sort of gets me in the christmas spirit. ..but I'm not able to get out to get one and didnt get one this year. What about everyone else.
    stargirl58 stargirl58 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    so. I drive all the way to Rockwall. paranoid as a cat in a dog kennel. I walk in. "yes. I'm here for court" show the lady my paper. "this is for JANUARY 15th" she says. I look...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've never thought I was pretty. I've come to accept this. I've changed myself and nothing makes me feel better. Sometimes I cry when I look in the mirror lol. I have eczema on my...
    wildalaskanrose wildalaskanrose 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 24

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    I'm in L_O_V_E with an awesome man that I've been with for 15 years. Together, we have 8 kids. I had 3, he had 4, and we adopted one together. Not EVERY day, but here and there...
    quackenmills71 quackenmills71 41-45, F