I Need to Know If I'm Going Crazy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    How Else Can I Put This?

    Misanthropic tendencies tend toward an absolute loathing for all things human. I find myself disgusted with all the rituals and ceremonies of human interaction; from greeting and departure to conversation itself. It first seems little more than a joke to me, and so I refuse to...
    overman92 overman92
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 23, 2012

    What Is Wrong With Me

    im 17, i lost my mother in sept of last year to suicide. she'd lost her job, was in the middle of divorcing her husband dealing with my day to day drama and paying for her sons college tution, and running out of severence pay. its been the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with...
    hcobarbie hcobarbie
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 27, 2009

    I'm Pretty Sure I'm Losing It

    Where do I begin.  I'll make a list: 1.  Marriage is on the rocks 2.  Just got a new boss.......horrible 3.  Kids only see me as a maid and cook 4.  Coworker is evil and trying to sabotage me 5.  Back problems 6.  Sucky sex life 7. ...
    orchid6 orchid6
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Aug 25, 2008

    What Is Wrong With Me, I Need Help!

    I am 15 and a premature teen. I have so many friends from both sex. i always am tired and i feel unhappy most times. My moods are always Up or Down, When I'm with my friends I am happy and don't worry about being sad at all, but when I am alone at home or at night i feel so down...
    Yourbeautiful2012 Yourbeautiful2012
    13-15, F
    Dec 12, 2012

    Reality?

    I can't tell if im going insane or not. Nothing seems real. I see things constantly, It doesn't scare me, it never has........ I cant watch TV without my mind bringing it to life. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia when i was a child, I am 20 now and i dont take medication...
    Mattacus Mattacus
    18-21
    Sep 6, 2012

    Please Help!!!

    I need to know if Im going crazy.  I am a 29 year old woman who just got married 6 months ago, to the man I have been with for the last 11 years. Two months after getting married we bought a big dream house. Since then I have been getting strange emotions for no...
    time4help time4help
    26-30, F
    Jan 12, 2009

    I have never fit into any group of people;

    Popular, Secular, or Obscure. I honestly believe that none can hold a friendship or love interest with me. I like to think that i'm fine being solitary but i get lonely, so i keep trying to be social. I think i have a natural ability to **** people off and this is why people...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 26, 2015

    ???????

    In my head I have "created" this perfect guy and he is everything I want and everything I crave... From his hair to his perfectly sculpted face... But I've been going out in public and always noticing that there a some guys that look exactly like my perfect guy... I always...
    Deadlylovely13 Deadlylovely13
    70+
    Feb 25, 2013

    Insanity

    I know stuff that others can barely comprehend, I have better eye sight and smell than anyone I know. I relive my life daily and remember stuff from an age which is in impossible detail. I see changes in everything and my mind is clustered with thoughts of stuff that is...
    Impossiblemind Impossiblemind
    36-40
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2012

    Loving Someone That Dont Love Me...omg.. It Hurts.

    I have been with my husband for three years and the love is gone in his mind. We started off like the dream relationship. He wa always glad to see me and went out of his way to show me he cared. This man cooked, rubbed my feet,told me i was beautiful to see me smile. Then I told...
    mom1998 mom1998
    31-35
    Jun 19, 2011

    Am I Or Have I Lost It

    Im facing a future filled with expectations that feel so heavy at times. In the near future I will be the only supporting adult in my family. Have a disabled sibling (which I really do love, make no mistake about that), whom I will care for. I was the best, though I have spiraled...
    nalionstelifyr nalionstelifyr
    22-25
    Jul 1, 2011

    Problems With Apathy-should I Stop It?

    So, I guess I will share some information about myself. I am 20 years-old and in college. I am a female, if that makes any difference to you. I am in my third year. I am doing relatively well in school. However, I have always been the sort to wear my emotions on my sleeve. I...
    taylorishere taylorishere
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jan 23, 2010

    Afraid

    I think I'm going crazy. My body is shutting down. I'm losing my hair and experiencing really bad stomach pains. I can't concentrate. I'm angry all the time. And when I'm not angry, I feel nothing. My family is doing this to me. My family is taking my sanity. I want to...
    tzennyi tzennyi
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 2, 2009

    Hello, I have allways

    as a child felt different from everyone around me in way of how my mind functions and how I feel. I have never wanted to live because the world is horrible and some people have no heart contributing to making the world a horrible place. In the past year I have felt really...
    Lostmind1 Lostmind1
    36-40
    1 Response Feb 23, 2014

    Whats Wrong With Me?

    I keep having delusions of people I like and if something happens like I find out they like someone else I just try to forget about them completely and act like they did the worst thing in the world to me. I have no idea if this is just puberty or something. But I keep hearing...
    speedo2451 speedo2451
    13-15, F
    Sep 25, 2012

    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I cannot stop thinking that there is something wrong with me. I am 19 years old and just graduated high school, have no job, no car and have not made up my mind about school yet, and yes, all of these things bother me daily. But recently i have just been feeling like i am going...
    dhgdhfd88 dhgdhfd88
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 4, 2012

    I Think Im Going Crazy

    i want to kill myself sometimes
    br00talmarLa11 br00talmarLa11
    18-21
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2011

    =/

     Okay, o i was dating this girl 3 years ago. I lost my virginity to her and we dated for about 5 months. She moved out of state, and i stayed here. Thinking she was coming back, i stayed with her. She was cheating on me. I went on a rage.... screaming, breaking things, and...
    dudemancm92 dudemancm92
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 29, 2009

    Crazy In the Head?

    I think i'm going crazy. I recently realized my consciousness in the sense that I realized how real things were in life, I wasn't just a kid anymore. I guess you could say I became myself. I'm not depressed and I'm content with my life although I want to go somewhere with my ...
    ledzeppe12 ledzeppe12
    16-17
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2009

    Wtf

    I see and hear people that are not therei dont belive in our world I dont belive we are actualy here every thing is just am alusion my mind never stops and some times I have very bad thoughts ive tryed to kill my self many times because I belive im worthlesd im not needed in the...
    Angelismortis666 Angelismortis666
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2012

    I Dont Know Wats Wrong With Me

    I am 20 years old and engaged to a wonderful man that is 27 with a great job that cares for me so deeply that he would gladly jump in from of a moving train if i asked him to.  But i have cheated on him once that he knows about and another time just a few days ago. Although the...
    anonymouslycrazy anonymouslycrazy
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 11, 2011

    My Husband Does Not Want To Be Around Me

    At first our relationship was rough then went perfect for like 1 and 1/2 years now its so crappy constantly I feel like I can't trust him . I am pregnant and I had a child with someone else before I met him and he has become his father . But thats not my pro lem he has the...
    missbelle22 missbelle22
    22-25
    Nov 11, 2011

    Crazy

    I honestly think i'm insane. I'm getting evalutated in a month, but everyday I feel more and more...crazy.
    TheBookNerd101 TheBookNerd101
    13-15, F
    May 26, 2012

    Since I Was 13...now Im 17

    I used to be a "normal" kid, but when i turned 13 i felt myself change, not just puberty, but also my thinking, i realized that life itself is pointless, just a continued existence on a small planet in an incredibly immense universe that we, as humanity, will never have a lasting...
    IrishSunshine IrishSunshine
    16-17, M
    5 Responses Dec 15, 2011

    Lost In Another World.

    I have a similar issue, when it comes to seeing the world as a dream, as an alternate reality. Sometimes I find myself needing a material reminder, something or an experience or even is real. I lose touch of the ability to determine just that, and I also find myself discussing...
    Cornercrawler Cornercrawler
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 13, 2010

    Am I Crazy For Not Talking To People

    hi im a married 20 yr old female with a 2 yr old daughter i really dont kno if my problems make me crazy or not but if theres someone out there just like me plz tell me what i should do. it all started when i entered 6th grade i was called names and it was always about my...
    loveiszyra loveiszyra
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 15, 2012

    Want To Wake Up From This Nightmare

    Left my husband a month ago - my older son blamed me because his dad let everyone know it was my decision and I cheated...so figured I deserved his anger. Trying to live with the guilt although I just want to be hapy. Just want to stop the controlling - be my own person - live...
    thpm1217 thpm1217
    41-45
    3 Responses Jul 5, 2010

    Growing Pains Or Completely Losing It?

    Just recently I realized that I am not the fine specimen of emotional health I would like to think I am. I think have been repressing certain emotions for a long time now. Denial is crazy because you don't know that you don't know. I feel very startled by the strong emotional...
    brewcitychica brewcitychica
    26-30
    Apr 23, 2012

    Whats Going On?

    I'm pretty sure I'm not crazy, but that's what they all say in the psychotic home.  I feel like I'm a danger to myself.  Things that shouldn't bother me do; All I want is to be left alone in my dreams, but some things just set me off, and I barely restrain myself from...
    caraithil caraithil
    13-15, F
    Jul 8, 2010

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