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I Need To Know What I Should Do About This

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    Got Married Because I Was Pregnant....

    I got married because I was pregant 37 yrs ago; we thought it was the right thing to do. Ever since then I have been having lovers on the side off and on through out our married. My husband and I are different in a lot of ways, I do not have a chemistry or passion for him. I...
    needaguide needaguide 56-60, F Sep 30, 2013

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