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I Need To Learn To Embrace The World Again

My inner child wants to stretch its legs 15 People

    Should I embrace the my failure,

    should I come to terms with the fact that I'm worthless. Should I Stop fighting with destiny as it is a losing battle? Should I stop trying to become what I was not meant to become? Just accept who I am, a good for nothing loser? See life is war, and success is the prize...
    guynamedT guynamedT 22-25 Mar 21

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    A Series Of Shocks Left Me Hiding, Maybe Its Time To End That...

    After 3 months of reeling from many big shocks and hiding away,  I think its about time that I learnt once again that the outside world can be a good place.  The front door has become a magic portal into a scary land where I feel I have little control or  rights.  Although...
    badbinary badbinary 36-40, M 8 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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