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I Need to Say This

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 142 People

    So I'm struggling with a recent break up with

    my first love. I understand why I feel the way I do. Sense of loss, lack of oxytocin being released, insomnia, almost no appetite. I've been using mind tools to try to release any negative thoughts that creep into my head. Closing my eyes imagining to angrily paint the walls of...
    velvetskies velvetskies 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I Need to Say

    I need to tell you...ur the best thing that happened to me. I know we have had it rough. I know that we are going to make it through. Just have a little faith in me and us. We will be fine.. It will take some time but we will be ok. I promise you. U are my best friend. I know...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Apr 8, 2008

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    I need to say that I am on EP to have a good

    time with the right people.. I do not want to get married.. Do not want to meet ..just good old respectful talk ..
    cheek2cheek cheek2cheek 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2014

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    At My Own Risk...................i Shall

     Many of  you know me.   Some better than others.   There is a saying "you knew it was a snake when  you picked it up"  Same goes for people, some of you became my "friend" knowing I can be a bit explosive at times...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 9, 2009

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    "I want you to know it doesn't matter

    where we take this road......you couldn't have loved me better but I want you to move one"
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997 16-17 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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    I Need to Say This...

    Was it my fault? You seem to think it was. What did I do wrong - should I have not believed your words...should I have not been just me...should I have hidden my emotions, not analysed so much...should I have not been honest with you - or trusted you so much? In your mind it...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues 31-35, F 10 Responses Sep 4, 2008

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    I'm terrified of having another failed marriage

    but more terrified to face old age alone and pennyless
    promise2fixu promise2fixu 41-45, F Mar 7, 2014

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    Apparently parents need to put a block on the

    computers and phones. I'm seeing everyone bash these adults for hitting on kids. It's VERY wrong of them but the parents of the kids need to make sure that their children aren't subject to such abuse or have the availability to sites such as this or even Facebook. SMH
    terrysgirl terrysgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 23, 2014

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    If Everyone Who's a Member of EP...

    ...sends me three dollars my troubles will all be history.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F Sep 27, 2012

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    Please Read

    I'm not sure if anybody will read this, muchless anybody who remembers me as FastLaneC3.. I was some what of a odd character.. I flip-flopped from playing innocent girl to being off my rocker, doing & saying things I am not proud of. My plans, goals, & ideas were large & many...
    NorthernProject NorthernProject 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2010

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    If I Had One Last Thing to Say

    mom and dad. i love you very much and i hope that you never doubted me. im sorry for every time that i ever lied to you and i hope i made you proud. i tried my hardest to do so. to my sister. you are the coolest sister ever, and although we didnt get along there for a while, im...
    Estiban Estiban 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 2, 2009

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    You seriously need to stop.

    You have no idea what's gone on in my life lately, you have no idea how difficult it is for me to concentrate in class, not just because of my friends that I sit by, but because I literally cannot focus. And I will put the hat on whenever I want. And if my other teachers are...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17 Apr 22, 2014

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    I I really don't even know

    why I'm typing this right now. I couldn't even answered you if you asked me point blank... All i know is I never felt pain this much before. It's like my heart broke and the glass shard and cutting m from the inside out, i can feel it pierce my lunds, can't breathe. I can feel...
    BleedingAngel BleedingAngel 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    Everything in life hurts you.

    Family. Friends. Pets occasionaly. Anything you find comfort in. Alcohol. Drugs. Food can. Money can't buy happiness. Nothing. Even the people you think are closest. Something will always hurt you. Even yourself.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    If you live in a sexless marriage

    and try to comtact me i WILL IGNORE your messages and on more attempts will BLOCK you . I have no time and energy to waste on stuck, lonely and coward men !!!!!!!!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    How I Really Feel Tonight..

    A letter to Tom   Dear Tom,  Thing haven't been the same since we got married. I guess it was not so good getting pregnant so fast, but little did we know that on our fake wedding day we were already pregnant with Gabey. I didn't know or I wouldn't have drank like...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Ella es mi luz en un mundo de oscuridad que es

    mi esperanza en un mundo de dolor que ella es mi sonrisa en mis labios y ella es mi corazón bruja ahora sólo late por ella tú eres mi alma bebé yo siempre seré tuyo.
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M Sep 30, 2014

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    When you and your friends are walking to class

    and you see your ex and his girlfriend hugging and one friend coughs and calls her basic and the other just flat out calls her a wh*re, you feel pretty damn happy.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17 May 13, 2014

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    Do you men really have nothing better to do

    than ask what I'm wearing? I'm in school. I'm ******* wearing clothes. -.-
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    Well the topic is about the word Asian,

    As we know, when some1 see an "Asian" They would say an Asian dude, this Asian chick, well asia is really big and it include Russia and Iran as well, who look like Caucasian and Persian, but then when we see a yellow man, we tend to say Asian. Funny thing is Indians get their...
    Stovve Stovve 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    It Has to Be Said

    I realise that almost all of my experiences here have in some way to do with Skye.I know that I've been gushin about how brilliant,georgous,amazin,she is and how much I love her but....I can'y help it. I am totally madly deeply in love with her and I still pinch myself to make...
    annabellef annabellef 26-30, F Feb 28, 2009

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    Someone just told me

    that the boy I was changing so hard for now has a girlfriend. I just feel like a broken toy, one that is just so messed up no one even wants it. I was a always at parties partying with random guys and when I met him I truly believed he deserved the best so when he started to...
    Notwhatyouthinkiam Notwhatyouthinkiam 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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    Love comes to and end just like life.

    If you believe in afterlife, then love is eternal as well.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Nov 17, 2014

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    have you ever loved someone

    so much that you would do anything for them? I have and my boyfriend well I let go of him and it's hard ,I really can't move on but I need to take a break from crying all the time and losing sleep He disappeared from me for almost a month now and that is not like him to...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 4 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    Fn0rd Fn0rd 36-40, F Jan 12, 2014

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    chipping chipping 51-55, M Nov 17, 2014

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    loveisalwaysthecure loveisalwaysthecure 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2014

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    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    I Love You

    I never said what I needed to.. Even though I know i ****** up.. I can't Stop thinking about What Happened.. Now you won't speak to me... It seems Like you hate me. You Removed me Completely From your Life.. I Love you.. I never wanted to hurt you.. Now I will never have the...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29, 2008

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    Friends

    Having been on EP for a year now i had a lot of friends, over the last five months i have not being able to come here, as my Father passed away after a long fight with Cancer, a month after hes passing my Mother passed away, the doctors said she died of a broken heart, and...
    nuttytart nuttytart 36-40, F 8 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Who needs the fame? I sure do not.

    Why should I run around chasing something instead of focusing on just being myself? What is fame? How can this famous lifestyle affect everyday people? I know. Personally I never have been famous. I do not know anyone personally who have been famous. I am just a watcher. When I...
    Shaddee Shaddee 22-25, M Oct 20, 2014

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    I've had this song stuck in my head forever "

    can I have your daughter for the rest of my life say yas say yas cuz I need to know !"
    bela5562 bela5562 13-15, F Jul 10, 2014

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    I Need To Explode

    i love you but i cant bare to hear u speak them words call me that name i hate that name and ur mother she needs to kno me she needs to kno the real me i kno she will hate me for it but hopefully she will understand over time :/ i kno she wont and i will forever being shoned and...
    wizzylaurenunicorn wizzylaurenunicorn 18-21, T Jun 6, 2011

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    Now don't get me wrong I love my best friend

    she is amazing and I couldn't ask for more but around her I feel so second best. People push me aside to talk to her and I already knew she was much more confident than me and she could talk to people so easily but I hate being treated so horrible when with her. I don't...
    EmHeartsX EmHeartsX 13-15, F May 5, 2014

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    Dear Jessica,

    I know you hate me and all, you probably wish to never see me again. I just wanted to re-kindle that friendship we had before you..."left". Seeing as though your life, has gotten somewhat better, I assume I shall leave you to spread your wings and fly. I must tell you this before...
    Kayleelovesbubby Kayleelovesbubby 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    I believe women are stupid?

    !? Whatt!!! I dint just say that. Yes in a way I think women are stupid and have no logics when it comes to relationship. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying all women, but I will say majority. And I m not gonna say "I am not sexest" cuz I know I am. I would refer myself to...
    Stovve Stovve 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 26, 2014

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    I Need to Say This

     I need to say this and be done. I'm really angry at you. I am really really angry at you. I know everyone thinks you are a wonderful, caring, sweet charming man. The BEST man (if I remember correctly) and I was lucky I found you. Well you're not, and I'm fine without you...
    waterbaby200 waterbaby200 21-25, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2008

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