I Need to Say This

i love you but i cant bare to hear u speak them words call me that name i hate that name and ur mother she needs to kno me she needs to kno the real me i kno she will hate me for it but hopefully she will understand over time :/ i kno...

mom and dad. i love you very much and i hope that you never doubted me. im sorry for every time that i ever lied to you and i hope i made you proud. i tried my hardest to do so.
to my sister. you are the coolest sister ever, and...

Having been on EP for a year now i had a lot of friends, over the last five months i have not being able to come here, as my Father passed away after a long fight with Cancer, a month after hes passing my Mother passed away, the...

I realise that almost all of my experiences here have in some way to do with Skye.I know that I've been gushin about how brilliant,georgous,amazin,she is and how much I love her but....I can'y help it.
I am totally madly deeply in love...

I'm not sure if anybody will read this, muchless anybody who remembers me as FastLaneC3.. I was some what of a odd character.. I flip-flopped from playing innocent girl to being off my rocker, doing & saying things I am not proud of...

...sends me three dollars my troubles will all be history.

I need to tell you...ur the best thing that happened to me. I know we have had it rough. I know that we are going to make it through. Just have a little faith in me and us. We will be fine.. It will take some time but we will be ok. I...

I never said what I needed to.. Even though I know i Fucked up.. I can't Stop thinking about What Happened.. Now you won't speak to me... It seems Like you hate me. You Removed me Completely From your Life.. I Love you.. I never wanted...

I know you hate me and all, you probably wish to never see me again. I just wanted to re-kindle that friendship we had before you..."left". Seeing as though your life, has gotten somewhat better, I assume I shall leave you to spread...

Was it my fault? You seem to think it was. What did I do wrong - should I have not believed your words...should I have not been just me...should I have hidden my emotions, not analysed so much...should I have not been honest with you...

A letter to Tom
 
Dear Tom,
 Thing haven't been the same since we got married. I guess it was not so good getting pregnant so fast, but little did we know that on our fake wedding day we were already pregnant with Gabey. I...

Many of  you know me.   Some better than others. 
 There is a saying "you knew it was a snake when  you picked it up"
 Same goes for people, some of you became my "friend"...

I need to say this and be done. I'm really angry at you. I am really really angry at you. I know everyone thinks you are a wonderful, caring, sweet charming man. The BEST man (if I remember correctly) and I was lucky I found you...