It might help cheer me up. I'm trying so hard to be positive. And those occasions when people (Brazi and Dot, usually) say such humorous things and make me laugh... I feel so much better.
Lots of things would make me smile if I'd let them.
Like right now. My cat is...
sometimes i really think i am smiling, until someone says to me "oh for gods sake cheer up" "smile" lol, and im like, "why do people always say that to me?", and then i look in the mirror, and notice that i really do look miserable, even though i dont feel miserable!!! lol