sometimes i really think i am smiling, until someone says to me "oh for gods sake cheer up" "smile" lol, and im like, "why do people always say that to me?", and then i look in the mirror, and notice that i really do look miserable, even though i dont feel miserable!!! lol
It might help cheer me up. I'm trying so hard to be positive. And those occasions when people (Brazi and Dot, usually) say such humorous things and make me laugh... I feel so much better.
Lots of things would make me smile if I'd let them.
Like right now. My cat is...