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I Need To Stop Annoying The Crap Out Of Myself Daily

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    I Say I'm Not Doing It

    They are doing it, but if I let it get to me then it's me doing it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7, 2010

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    I'm the only one with the power to kill myself and I'm going to do it soon , I'm tired of waiting for it to get better because it never does
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    My poop this morning....just love the morning poop
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    When I poop, I do it strictly for erotic reasons. When I'm awake in early mornings, I'm alone at home. I will do it in any room. My favorite thing I've done, was squat over my...
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    The days are shortened by the ridiculous sleeping pattern Broken up by the even more disturbing dreams of late. Zombie motion and slow pounding of the pavement. I wander to a...
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    I have two things I need to vent about right now. The first one is huge. Something that I really took to heart and tried to ignore for the last few weeks but due to recent events...
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    So, people nice in general? ^ Explain that photo I posted. That right there is why I'd rather cut myself daily then try to belong with society. Someone who has everything just has...
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    I just need time for myself. Everything is just making me overwhelmed with life. Got school, then family, the whole moving from another place, Theater, and there are just people...
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    And by this I mean the world gets worse and worse everyday and nobody does a thing about it. They complain but then they take a selfie with a duck face while sipping on a pumpkin...
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    Felt kind of sick today emotionally because I accidentally kind of outed myself to a friend, and I'm not sure how she took it. I just wasn't ready to tell anybody. I think part of...
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    I'm tired. I just want to be happy. I wish I was beautiful. And maybe then, he would love me more....Idk why im typing this I guess I just need to get it out.
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    My fiancé is the perfect man and showers me with attention and compliments and he makes sure he shows me I'm his whole world. But somehow I still don't feel loved enough. This...
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    Never should've started. Never stopped.
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