scared to sleep at night..
i close my eyes to go to sleep.. and right when i shut them, i pass out for a some seconds. I feel fearful and so i try to open my eyes but they feel...
I woke up from a nightmare... It left my heart aching. In my dream he told me that he prefers me when I'm angry and hurt because at least it is honest. This realization made me cry...
I am a girl in the US that is bisexual. I'm leaning toward girls, and I am really curious as to being with one. I am hoping to find someone, but I would need to get to know her...
So I ran away a couple of days ago, and they made me come back (they= police and family). They said they were gonna change and so far that's bullshit. I am leaving when I turn 17...
A Time for Everything
3 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a...
I just love dressing in a corset with garters and stockings under my little dresses and high heels.
Mistress enjoys seeing me go about my day dressed in in short babydolls and...
OMFG I have no wifi at home since saturday and I'm dying
I am really dying inside..nowadays i sleep late but when it clocks 0000hrs am awake and feeling thirsty ..i will keep awake till 0400hrs then back to sleep am nolonger me
if anyone would like to check out my blog that would be nice
After a couple of decades, I am used to it.
I've accomplished so much in life yet I always feel worthless.
Sometimes I try to guess whether the person who wrote this or that experience is male or female before checking their profile.
The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief.
~ William Shakespeare
As I think about life,
I look at all I have done.
I had wandered aimlessly,
And wondered what I have become.
I have been through so much,
It is amazing I made it through...
(Very rough draft. Will be radically edited with time.)
The following events are true.
Whether you believe that fact or not is completely up to you, and in no way affects me. I...
There I was, all alone, about to leave this world of pain and torture. Was I making the right decision or was this just all an act based on my feelings from years past and present...
Its been a long since i had to write in here..! I like writing, writing for me is a way of expressing my feelings, sometimes is hard to speak for how u feel, u know? and sometimes...
A LETTER TO MY GIRLFRIEND BEFORE HER DEATH .
Sitting here looking at the sky thinking
It's really hard to pass a day without any text from you how I deal my life without U
Prairie Dreams: Memories
I grew up in a small town on the Alberta prairie. The Welcome To and Come Back Soon signs were on the same post. They rolled the sidewalks up promptly at...
I dedicated a good amount of my time to a person that I just recently realized was not worth it. Things were always on a roller coaster with him. I realized that I was thinking...
Now every time I see you standing there,
I want to scream and run away from here,
Every day this pain just grows and grows,
Reminds me of every single day it snows...
Time passes ever so quickly by,
Each day now seems to really fly,
The twilight getting closer, right before my eye,
Not many tears left to cry,
The cold wind continues to chill...
When I see your face, it touches my heart
When i hear your voice, my heart beats so fast
Knowing you're mine, i couldn't ask for more
My heart is all for you, alone...
If we look...
SO THEY SAY
who is this "they", who has so much to say
that the rest of us don't have a share of?
who is this they who comments every day
on subjects we were unaware of?
I guess its a story that will never be told,
I guess it means nothing to anyone really,
yet in my heart this story,
maps out my entire world,
pretense and nonsense,
I can't help that I want to die.
I can't help that every time I say "I'm fine" I lie.
I can't help that I'd almost take not wasting anymore oxygen on this earth than going another...
Sadness in Her EyesShe is a warrior more fierce than you can comprehendWith every day she prepares for the wars waged as the battle drums ascendHer Armour thickened by the double...
Life is like a precious gift,
That we can open every day.
Each gift we have is full of hope,
As we pull the ribbon away.
Each package that we unwrap,
Is one less left...
So much has happened these past 6 months I'm about to literally have a mental break down.... I have battled with major depression for over 9 years of my life but have never seeked...
Now, living in australia, probably we are a little bit filthy here or something, but I do not Consider it's common for persons for their hair *each* working day. I'm pretty sure i...
We all live in the disinformation age,
Constant propaganda seems to now be all the rage,
Truth and reality becoming really hard to gauge,
Nobody is real, just performers on a...
So last year I met this guy while traveling for business in Europe (i live in US) and we hung out and had a killer time for 2 days... We connected on Facebook but really didn't...
I was good for awhile,
I really was..
But then I started thinking of everything we were.
We used to be the best of friends.
Now I feel like we were never close at all. Even in...
I've been eating nonstop lately and it's clearly showing. I'm a regular at McDonald's, well known at the grocery