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I Need to Write

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    I Need Friendship

    Hi,iwas in a 17year relation,bad mental abuse,but i chose to stay.I had a choice.Anyway,in all that time,I slowly started losing confidence and my self-esteem. I have been single 5 yrs now,but am still not sure how to get those things back. I was a very happy guy,who would do...
    lynn1ofokc lynn1ofokc 41-45 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

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    Troubled By Thoughts

    I really need to talk sometimes, and I don't have many people to talk to, so I get stuck inside my own head.  I think writing out some of my thoughts might make me feel calmer...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    I don't know what to write either,

    I just have to . they, I, it, is a phase. it is here, and it hurts. hurts like bloody hell. it is searing pain. it's pain unknown to man. it pain, and it's happiness. it is a phase. happiness is a phase. the pain is a phase. because it comes, and goes. just like...
    thefandomthief thefandomthief 13-15, M Aug 8, 2014

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    Food For the Soul

    I like to write...coz sometimes dere r some things u cannot say to anybody but u want to share them.....so pick up a pen & paper nd start writing...cheers to all the writers.....
    jOHNNYgADDAR jOHNNYgADDAR 22-25, M Apr 7, 2009

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    I dunno if I could be happy

    if I never wrote. Writing is like a form of meditation for me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 17, 2015

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    Distraction is an art I have come to know much

    about. My demons are spoiled and demanding and ruthless. Distraction is the only thing that keeps them quiet for a time. My mind and my body sometimes seem to act independently and of their own free will. So much emotion not just my own but others too, seething inside me...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2014

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    Writing Used To Be My Lifeline...

    And now I just can't seem to do it as much anymore. All I ever wanted to do in life was be a novelist, or a poet...but life got in the way. And I just don't write anymore. I tried to write a blog and got behind. I got a degree in journalism only because my dad didn't...
    hawkdriverswife27 hawkdriverswife27 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2010

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    I feel a bit like I've cheated on EP.

    xp ...I've been wrting elsewhere. It feels like the ultimate betrayal to a place I've called home for so long. But, I think EP will understand. u_u You can't stay at home forever. Not that writing on another similar website is much of a departure. x) I guess I just painted...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 11, 2015

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    Initially after a period of not writing,

    my mind gets restless and twitchy. But as time goes on, with no clean release the mental verbal vomit accumulates and thoughts and ideas start getting tangled and trapped in each other. Their corpses rot, filling the space with their stench. Sometimes it's as if unattended...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 26, 2015

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    A Form of Self expression..

    Writing is great therapy for me..  I use it as an outlet and as a form of self expression..  Whether I feel happy, loved, angry or sad, it feels so good to get it out on paper..  I keep a compilation of my ramblings all together and it's so easy to track my...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    Communication

    Writing by far almost more than the spoken word is possibly my favorite form of communication. I can't explain it but I can reach people on a level that I cannot always do with my voice when it comes to my writing. People are often rocked to the core or intrigued by the stance...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12, 2010

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    The Undeniable Urge.

    I need to write. I know i get frustrated and irritated if i do not. Its like food for me now, but with writer`s block, i am feeling very undernourished. (swear words) Yet, the urge is omnipresent and undeniable. I recently started a blog somewhere. I wandered in from nowhere...
    BloodRedTotality BloodRedTotality 36-40 2 Responses Aug 21, 2007

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    Writing Used To Be My Lifeline...

    And now I just can't seem to do it as much anymore. All I ever wanted to do in life was be a novelist, r a poet...but life got in the way. And I just don't write anymore. I tried to write a blog and got behind. I got a degree in journalism only because my dad didn't...
    hawkdriverswife27 hawkdriverswife27 26-30, F Jan 28, 2010

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    I Started Writing

    I started my Windows Live Space Blog and made a commitment to myself to write something in my Blog everyday. I have kept that commitment that I made on October 25, 2006; not that anything that I have written is of any great contribution to the Blogosphere mind you but it has...
    MyUniqueLife MyUniqueLife 56-60, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2007

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    I felt it. The tearing.

    I think I actually heard it. My heart was beating so fast. There was nothing I could do but let my body hit the ground, it seemed only logical in that moment, maybe the only logical thing about that moment. I'm not sure how long I had been screaming before I realized the sound...
    forgedindarkness forgedindarkness 31-35, F Jun 24, 2015

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    Anyone wants to message me, I need someone to talk to. My internet is really slow, so you might need to be willing to wait
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    Dark clouds in the sky, snow covers the groundIt's winter time here, and there's critters aroundI look at the squirrels, the many birds tooI watch and I wonder, about the things...
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    In the tattered shards of lasting embrace I feel the nick of you lingering cool as winter's solstice, feel the nick of you like a dagger cold upon the intangible grace of my skin...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I need someone to talk to like now. I really screwed up right now.
    RJguy90 RJguy90 22-25, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am not a mentor, but I think I really need one, please message me so we can chat.
    joseph1652 joseph1652 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    If you can fix the problems I run in I'll maybe consider waiting You're too passive I'm debating And if you worry about me, you're a little too late Noticing that I'm...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 8 hrs ago

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    I thought I was getting along with this guy I had met a week ago ...he was supposed to just be a one night stand but I thought we could be friends... he seemed like we could but I...
    myworldcreated1 myworldcreated1 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    This is my life, where I was born and raised and grew and broke. This is the ABC's of my life. "A" as in anxiety for the feeling I got in my stomach when "B" as in bystander's...
    Peterpansxwifey Peterpansxwifey 16-17, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I left my wife because I couldn't cope with her need to control every aspect of my life... We argued constantly about pointless and trivial issues and with a baby on the way, I...
    TheDevilsSon666 TheDevilsSon666 46-50, M 4 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Ugh. Not even dating, more like 3 early hookups and then months of bullshit pen-pallery (living 2 hrs apart is a significant hurdle to getting together often, still almost a full...
    HelenTarnation HelenTarnation 41-45, F 10 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Alright. Yesterday started off great. I was so exhausted that I didn't wake up at all until my alarm went off at 1pm. Then I saw my friend had messaged me asking if I'd like to...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't understand why Bombarder needs to protect her money so closely: she always makes sure she absolutely doesn't spend a penny she could dispense with. She never prepares a...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I need to write a script about a goose, a werewolf, and a Sunday paper and I don't know what to write about. I've thought about it all week and I want it to be good because it's...
    Iheartfood Iheartfood 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It's getting to the point where I'm writing more stories than normal, but I just can't help it. There are so many crazy things going on in my life. I suppose I'll just describe the...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Filled with insatiable need, I crave for her affections Consumed with hunger, yet dying in confinement Shards do fill my wretched lungs, breath by breath She stole my humanity...
    RogueLogic2 RogueLogic2 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    the thoughts go to the keyboard, not to my tongue, and when I see it I can edit it if it isn't what I meant to say. I love refining, and being precise, usi g the exact words I need...
    goodwitchofthenorth goodwitchofthenorth 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's 7am. I've been up all night reading. I am only here now because I am troubled. I want to state that everything I post on here is everything that is happening in my life. I...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Very much so..I can't even begin to imagine what my life would be like without her. We're identical twins, with extra emphasis on the identical. We're so attached to each other it...
    cherriberri cherriberri 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    When I write... It just takes over. It's why I need your touch. I keel over. The pain of separation and teasing aberration I meekly grow distant and I fumble in the distance. Hello...
    Everyheartbeat Everyheartbeat 26-30 5 days ago

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    Uhhhhggg.... Valentines day is fast approaching... so I figured I'd start working on some poetry... all that romantical crap and stuff...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    These bright white walls have blinded me, for all I can see is catastrophe. The days seem endless, here in my cell. All I wished for was some help. They tell me I need medicine, I...
    calumnious calumnious 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    A new addition to my long list of stories that I am writing. :) Unrequited Love:The Statue of Longing: An Angel love story. :) :Chapter 1: “Hello, my name is Abel. I work...
    SnowVixen SnowVixen 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Some days aren’t like the rest And Sometimes I regain that bounce in my step Then I realize all my struggles are just a test I find peace in my thoughts and in my mind That no...
    ArizonaIce24 ArizonaIce24 16-17, M Jan 29

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    I need to get something, but I'd have to get up. When you're this lazy, things aren't so simple. So I write instead, that thing I need can wait a few more moments. Think of...
    Deafning Deafning 36-40, M Jan 29

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    hi..people ....i signed up for EP...because i wanted to get a new start for my life.i wanted to write my whole life story in here.but then i thought.I've already taken a new start...
    survivoroflife survivoroflife 18-21, F Jan 28

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    What is this? You're a demon disguised as Melpomene You can't fool me I've been around the block, and I write about it. I need no help from the likes of you. You want rhyme? You...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 28