I Need to Write

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    I don't know what to write either,

    I just have to . they, I, it, is a phase. it is here, and it hurts. hurts like bloody hell. it is searing pain. it's pain unknown to man. it pain, and it's happiness. it is a phase. happiness is a phase. the pain is a phase. because it comes, and goes. just like...
    thefandomthief thefandomthief
    13-15, M
    Aug 8, 2014

    im just typing here but lately it seems

    as if im losing this fight ive always tried my best but it wasn't enough it seems the fool here is me for thinking I could beat genetically based suicidal depression
    bloodynightmares97 bloodynightmares97
    22-25, T
    Feb 23

    Distraction is an art I have come to know much

    about. My demons are spoiled and demanding and ruthless. Distraction is the only thing that keeps them quiet for a time. My mind and my body sometimes seem to act independently and of their own free will. So much emotion not just my own but others too, seething inside me...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2014

    Troubled By Thoughts

    I really need to talk sometimes, and I don't have many people to talk to, so I get stuck inside my own head.  I think writing out some of my thoughts might make me feel calmer...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2009

    I Started Writing

    I started my Windows Live Space Blog and made a commitment to myself to write something in my Blog everyday. I have kept that commitment that I made on October 25, 2006; not that anything that I have written is of any great contribution to the Blogosphere mind you but it has...
    MyUniqueLife MyUniqueLife
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Oct 7, 2007

    Initially after a period of not writing,

    my mind gets restless and twitchy. But as time goes on, with no clean release the mental verbal vomit accumulates and thoughts and ideas start getting tangled and trapped in each other. Their corpses rot, filling the space with their stench. Sometimes it's as if unattended...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 26, 2015

    I feel a bit like I've cheated on EP.

    xp ...I've been wrting elsewhere. It feels like the ultimate betrayal to a place I've called home for so long. But, I think EP will understand. u_u You can't stay at home forever. Not that writing on another similar website is much of a departure. x) I guess I just painted...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2015

    Writing Used To Be My Lifeline...

    And now I just can't seem to do it as much anymore. All I ever wanted to do in life was be a novelist, or a poet...but life got in the way. And I just don't write anymore. I tried to write a blog and got behind. I got a degree in journalism only because my dad didn't...
    hawkdriverswife27 hawkdriverswife27
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2010

    I dunno if I could be happy

    if I never wrote. Writing is like a form of meditation for me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 17, 2015

    Writing Used To Be My Lifeline...

    And now I just can't seem to do it as much anymore. All I ever wanted to do in life was be a novelist, r a poet...but life got in the way. And I just don't write anymore. I tried to write a blog and got behind. I got a degree in journalism only because my dad didn't...
    hawkdriverswife27 hawkdriverswife27
    26-30, F
    Jan 28, 2010

    A Form of Self expression..

    Writing is great therapy for me..  I use it as an outlet and as a form of self expression..  Whether I feel happy, loved, angry or sad, it feels so good to get it out on paper..  I keep a compilation of my ramblings all together and it's so easy to track my...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Apr 7, 2009

    I Need Friendship

    Hi,iwas in a 17year relation,bad mental abuse,but i chose to stay.I had a choice.Anyway,in all that time,I slowly started losing confidence and my self-esteem. I have been single 5 yrs now,but am still not sure how to get those things back. I was a very happy guy,who would do...
    lynn1ofokc lynn1ofokc
    41-45
    1 Response Aug 31, 2008

    I felt it. The tearing.

    I think I actually heard it. My heart was beating so fast. There was nothing I could do but let my body hit the ground, it seemed only logical in that moment, maybe the only logical thing about that moment. I'm not sure how long I had been screaming before I realized the sound...
    forgedindarkness forgedindarkness
    36-40, F
    Jun 24, 2015

    Communication

    Writing by far almost more than the spoken word is possibly my favorite form of communication. I can't explain it but I can reach people on a level that I cannot always do with my voice when it comes to my writing. People are often rocked to the core or intrigued by the stance...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 12, 2010

    Food For the Soul

    I like to write...coz sometimes dere r some things u cannot say to anybody but u want to share them.....so pick up a pen & paper nd start writing...cheers to all the writers.....
    jOHNNYgADDAR jOHNNYgADDAR
    22-25, M
    Apr 7, 2009

    The Undeniable Urge.

    I need to write. I know i get frustrated and irritated if i do not. Its like food for me now, but with writer`s block, i am feeling very undernourished. (swear words) Yet, the urge is omnipresent and undeniable. I recently started a blog somewhere. I wandered in from nowhere...
    BloodRedTotality BloodRedTotality
    36-40
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2007
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