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I Need to Write

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    Writing Used To Be My Lifeline...

    And now I just can't seem to do it as much anymore. All I ever wanted to do in life was be a novelist, or a poet...but life got in the way. And I just don't write anymore. I tried to write a blog and got behind. I got a degree in journalism only because my dad didn't...
    hawkdriverswife27 hawkdriverswife27 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2010

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    Communication

    Writing by far almost more than the spoken word is possibly my favorite form of communication. I can't explain it but I can reach people on a level that I cannot always do with my voice when it comes to my writing. People are often rocked to the core or intrigued by the stance...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12, 2010

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    I Need Friendship

    Hi,iwas in a 17year relation,bad mental abuse,but i chose to stay.I had a choice.Anyway,in all that time,I slowly started losing confidence and my self-esteem. I have been single 5 yrs now,but am still not sure how to get those things back. I was a very happy guy,who would do...
    lynn1ofokc lynn1ofokc 41-45 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

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    The Undeniable Urge.

    I need to write. I know i get frustrated and irritated if i do not. Its like food for me now, but with writer`s block, i am feeling very undernourished. (swear words) Yet, the urge is omnipresent and undeniable. I recently started a blog somewhere. I wandered in from nowhere...
    BloodRedTotality BloodRedTotality 36-40 2 Responses Aug 21, 2007

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    Distraction is an art I have come to know much

    about. My demons are spoiled and demanding and ruthless. Distraction is the only thing that keeps them quiet for a time. My mind and my body sometimes seem to act independently and of their own free will. So much emotion not just my own but others too, seething inside me...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2014

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    A Form of Self expression..

    Writing is great therapy for me..  I use it as an outlet and as a form of self expression..  Whether I feel happy, loved, angry or sad, it feels so good to get it out on paper..  I keep a compilation of my ramblings all together and it's so easy to track my...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    Initially after a period of not writing,

    my mind gets restless and twitchy. But as time goes on, with no clean release the mental verbal vomit accumulates and thoughts and ideas start getting tangled and trapped in each other. Their corpses rot, filling the space with their stench. Sometimes it's as if unattended...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 Jun 26

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    I felt it. The tearing.

    I think I actually heard it. My heart was beating so fast. There was nothing I could do but let my body hit the ground, it seemed only logical in that moment, maybe the only logical thing about that moment. I'm not sure how long I had been screaming before I realized the sound...
    forgedindarkness forgedindarkness 31-35, F Jun 24

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    I don't know what to write either,

    I just have to . they, I, it, is a phase. it is here, and it hurts. hurts like bloody hell. it is searing pain. it's pain unknown to man. it pain, and it's happiness. it is a phase. happiness is a phase. the pain is a phase. because it comes, and goes. just like...
    thefandomthief thefandomthief 13-15, M Aug 8, 2014

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    I Started Writing

    I started my Windows Live Space Blog and made a commitment to myself to write something in my Blog everyday. I have kept that commitment that I made on October 25, 2006; not that anything that I have written is of any great contribution to the Blogosphere mind you but it has...
    MyUniqueLife MyUniqueLife 56-60, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2007

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    Troubled By Thoughts

    I really need to talk sometimes, and I don't have many people to talk to, so I get stuck inside my own head.  I think writing out some of my thoughts might make me feel calmer...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    Writing Used To Be My Lifeline...

    And now I just can't seem to do it as much anymore. All I ever wanted to do in life was be a novelist, r a poet...but life got in the way. And I just don't write anymore. I tried to write a blog and got behind. I got a degree in journalism only because my dad didn't...
    hawkdriverswife27 hawkdriverswife27 26-30, F Jan 28, 2010

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    Food For the Soul

    I like to write...coz sometimes dere r some things u cannot say to anybody but u want to share them.....so pick up a pen & paper nd start writing...cheers to all the writers.....
    jOHNNYgADDAR jOHNNYgADDAR 22-25, M Apr 7, 2009

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    This is a rather selfish request, but I need someone to be there for rn. It probably doesn't make any sense. If you want to talk, I'll listen. (Keep in mind that I am very...
    ohgodijustneedausername ohgodijustneedausername 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I thought of you today, but that's nothing new I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too for every day, good or bad, you'll always be in my head I hope you've...
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    Please my beautiful little butterfly its time to wake up and spread your bright and colourful wings,The time has come to explore this vast amazing world and and see what the new...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    heey...anyone wanna chat?..i really need someone to talk to...
    vicmariki vicmariki 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    I definitely need a awww hell no button cause I have a person that I was chatting with that doesn't take a hint to bugger off! Ugh! So irritating:-( then that person says you'll be...
    Eyesshut78 Eyesshut78 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    After 3 surgeries and and a biopsy coming up on the 30th I can no longer continue grad school . I have to learn to put myself and my health first . Who knows maybe this will lead...
    Jini25 Jini25 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    i use to hv a best friend whom id talk to about anything and now not having that person made me value how much a person needs someone to talk to so im here x
    IQXX IQXX 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Hey guys! Anyone in need of a pro ana buddy? Message me x
    mrsNotGoingGreatYet mrsNotGoingGreatYet 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I am lookin for friends I want to keep crossdressing and get more help need people. to talk to. want to find other crossdress to hang out with dress up go shopping. out for a drink...
    Mybritt Mybritt 31-35, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    This was written 11 years ago, in memory of my mother. She had passed away, and my brothers and father were sitting around a bonfire reminiscing. I stay quiet contemplating things...
    loverlesslee loverlesslee 31-35, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    i desire you ,,,,I need to feel you, I need to touch youI need to feel your sweet breath upon my neckIt's you that I want to make love toIt's you I lackI need your love, I need to...
    ladysaya ladysaya 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    All my friends are sleeping now and I just can't stop thinking. I don't even know what I'm thinking of, the only thing that I know is that I can't turn my mind off. It's 5:37 am...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Day5 and 6. Couldn't be bothered writing yesterday because I was moody. Went to hospital yesterday. But refused to speak to anyone the night before apart from my immediate family...
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have planned for years to write several fan-fictions, and some original stories, to improve my narrative writing skills. Unfortunately, I have always had issues with getting back...
    EmbracetheInfinite EmbracetheInfinite 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I write short books but one of my main problems is i have too many ideas for books that I never end up finishing them. I just write like 1-3 chapters and then start writing another...
    NoOneSpecial4 NoOneSpecial4 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I really need some advice. This may be long, but I will explain. I have been separated for over two years. I want a relationship that will last forever. I met a man who is...
    irishangel4174 irishangel4174 31-35, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Wrote this when I wanted to write about my two favorite original characters (hopefully they'll have their own book soon; it's in the works). Tell me what you think, maybe? ~:o...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I need to start making daily time to write. I'm always laying in bed at the end of the day regretting the fact I didn't write...
    LarryTheHuman LarryTheHuman 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My insides are pouring out and i need a private place to write them down. Im just realizing something but i dont want anyone's opinion to sway me. I have to figure this out myself...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I feel better after I write things on here ..it's like I'm letting go of the bad things that have happened once I've done it ....ok here goes ..... So , I was in a very bad...
    chernobylplayground chernobylplayground 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    "WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST" (wrote this after 1 year of marriage was already so lonely) *Where are you when things get rough, where are you when life is so tough? Days go by and I...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I remember the teachings and beliefs I held in youth.  If there was pain, hurt, left marks.....then it was abusive and wrong.  It's really not that simple, humans are...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm lying on the couch in our house, staring at the ceiling. "Why is it always so dark in here??" I complain loudly. "Maybe you should think up some lights?" Lou responds dryly...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My Languishing Soul Yearns For You. I feel lost within myself like a shell that's fragmented, who will hear me cry? Who will fix my shell and for fill it? oh how empty I am...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I know in your eyes, I did the most unimaginable, unforgivable thing. I am human. I did what I did to forget all the hurt, disappointment, and to keep from having horrible...
    purtyinpink17 purtyinpink17 36-40, F a week ago

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    I have been writing A LOT lately. Here is one of the latest poems I wrote to help me get through another storm cloud from yesteryear's bullies and attackers. I made a poem from...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F a week ago

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    I like writing better then speaking because when I write the pen in my hand is ready to write and share my thought without changing any word, the paper is ready to became black...
    inconnue9 inconnue9 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Ask me what my one true childhood dream was. Since I was little, I enjoyed reading. I liked that feeling I gained after I read a book. I like how books speak. So now I want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 20

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    You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails...
    nathaneichler nathaneichler 31-35 1 Response Jul 18

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    THUD THUD THUD The coffee splashed over the edge of the cup as he continued to bang his head against the counter of the diner. "Is everything alright, hon?" asked the waitress as...
    manchild81 manchild81 26-30, M 1 Response