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I Need You So Much Right Now, But You Are Gone

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    I just said goodbye to my boyfriend tonight.

    He's a marine and is on his way to Afghanistan. He will be gone a year. It's almost 1:30 in the morning and I don't want to go to bed because your not there. My heart broke walking away from you. I cried all the way home driving your truck.
    sarahgreen928211 sarahgreen928211 26-30, F Jan 5, 2014

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    Miss Her.. She Vanished

    I Miss My BBQ Iguana....She vanished and hasnt called or emailed. Wish she was around.. Im lost in the 50s tonight.. Next chapter: Return of the Iguana...
    sandygene sandygene 41-45, M 1 Response May 30, 2012

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    The Untimely Meeting

    Here I am sitting in the corner of this room, and again most of the day I’ve been thinking of you. I am asking wither you are the same as what I am, but I know its impossible because you are not in love with me in the first place. We meet by chance, we’ve been forced into...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F Oct 28, 2012

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