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I Need You to Understand

a whole explosion of crazy 328 People

    You don't understand how much you really mean

    to me I need you in my life You're my necessity But believe me you're everything That just makes my world complete And my love is clear the only thing that I'll ever see,,,,, You're all I ever need Baby you're amazing You're mine
    ElenaMegan ElenaMegan 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Trying To Understand Myself

    You know those days when you get insightfull and start to think why you are the way you are? well at least I have those days sometimes. Anyway,I was thinking why am I so broken right now? Many things happened that contributed to that, but if I look at the very start,back to my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2012

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    Dont You?

    You're going to bed? OK, sleep well, I hope you had a good day, what with everything going on and stuff. Ill be up for a bit, let me know if you're doing anything (I'll find out tomorrow you all stayed up together, just across the hall) but sleep well. I'm sure Ill think of...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    That...

    I need you to understand that I am a little messed up but I mean well. I need you to understand I have a Lot of love in my heart....but I find it hard to love myself...which makes it hard to love someone romantically.I need you to understand that I want to help you...but at...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2012

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    I Need You To Understand

    I need you to understand you are the one I gave my heart to and the only one I let in. Although you don't love me the same I can't change the way I feel for you and, although you hurt me like you did I'm still head over heels in love with you. I need you to understand that I can...
    Scummins Scummins 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2011

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    Moha123 Moha123 18-21, M May 25

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    Need To Talk To Someone

    My name is Lee and I'm 20 years old I live in New England I use a wheelchair I have cerebral palsy which means I can have kids I've always had a huge thing for women feet I watch that kind of stuff all the time I just wish there was a girl that would understand me and not freak...
    feetroller feetroller 18-21, M Oct 6, 2012

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    It`s About Control?

    I think it is about control.I need to know if everyone around me is doing ok,I need to know if they are happy,I need to know if they need anything, of if there`s something I can do. And thinking about those things all the time,it`s so time consuming, and exhausting. But I think I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 1, 2012

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    I Wish....

    you could stop looking at all the ****** up things i did and see all the things i worked so hard not to do.     that instead of focusing on how much i mess up, you would see how little i mess up compared to a few years ago.         that...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13, 2009

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    My Head....

    is a horrendous mess................... everything runs so deep, to such dark places......... its almost impossible to comprehend why I do what I do........... why I am the way I am....... I have written a couple of stories, that come close...... that slips out bits of my life...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13, 2009

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    For all of you to gather a sense of

    understanding why I don't respond to suicidal posts. I am sorry if this is harmful but this is my opinion. 1) I've been used too much to talk them out of suicide. Sometimes I don't even know if they were attention seekers or being serious. I got f**ked around a lot with my...
    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    Food...

    yes, it looks lovely. yes it smells delicious. I'm sure I have enough. Honestly. I ate before I came out anyway. Had this huge steak pie. I'm stuffed, honestly I'm such a pig! (why did you have to fry it? look at the fat drip off it... watch it pour out as a squeeze it... a...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    Transitions

    My life is overflowing right now. Not alawys good, not always bad. I had found the one love I had waited for allmy life. But situations and circumstances didn't allow us to actually be together the way we wanted. We were making plans to that end. Had taken steps to see that...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    Seven.

    the pain.... the anguish.... the looks of those who claim to love you (they do not know what we share! they will never come close to this adoration) the destruction in your wake, the horror, this is nothing compared to the beauty that can only ever be achieved through me. you...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 15, 2009

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    Recovery2

    Do not sacrifice what you have always wanted for what you want now. But what is it you want now? (can we stop? just breifly...... at death....... just to know that it exists..... that it is achievable? that, with these elegant, graceful arms Ive longed for, I can reach it, sit...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    I Am An Explosion Of Crazies!

    And I'm proud! PROUD CAT IS PROUD..of me!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 10, 2010

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    Him, The Moon, The Sun

    Stop telling me to move on, Tell the Moon to move on, Tell the Sun to move on, Tell them to sail away across the universe, cuz nothing is gonna change my world, really nothing is gonna change my world if images of their lights before my eyes keep calling me on and on! Please sail...
    Ambrokenallover Ambrokenallover 26-30, F Nov 8, 2012

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    People Hurt The People, People Help The People

    People are made to help the people, so why do people hurt the people? this is not what they were made for! When God is watching, people are hurting all the people, this is not what I made them for! he's crying, she's crying, they are crying, oh please God help us from being...
    Ambrokenallover Ambrokenallover 26-30, F Nov 7, 2012

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    My Best Friend

    always by my side................... ......................................always reminding me,                                ...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Judas

    [errrm.... excuse me, Mr Ep, why was this story deleted? Ive re read it, and I cant see what could possibly offend..... so Ill just post it again]     h e dressed up like Judas, come to change all you know. The silver coins gleaming like your eyes no longer can...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2009

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    Random Stuff....

    prior warning; i wrote this as a really miserable 14 year old......... its painfully emo...... ha.     aybe when its silent we can hear each other scream Maybe when I'm gone You can explain what 'friends' mean Maybe when I'm lonely You can tell me what she's...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    She's Here

    How did you get here?     (you let me in, baby..... dont you remember?)       i dont remember much these days............     don't worry about doing your hair, sweet........ and just keep your nails painted......... you dont...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2009

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    I Am Complicated

    I am very complicated.. very complex... but you are important for me.. So I need you to understand me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 25, 2013

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    I need people to under stand

    why I need EP , I want to hear people's experiences in life , especially ones about love and sexual fantasy s, times that have enjoyed with others , and what they like to do alone , to pleasure themselves , and what they fantasies they would like to do to others with there...
    Fireape Fireape 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

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    That It's Not You.....

    ....it really is me
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    Me For Me

    once again i apologize to everyone for bad spelling grammer and such i just write whats on my mind and post its the main point and the thought style i write, sorry if its not able to read its always okay to push me and make sure i do everything is right but when everyone else...
    HippieFreak6989 HippieFreak6989 18-21, M Nov 7, 2012

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    I Need You to Really Love Me...

    To everyone who has ever said "I Love You" to me: It is the most heavily weighted phrase in the Universe to me. It is not to be used for your gain. When you say it, it means you see my strengths and my fragility. You respect me and admire my courage. You look up to me...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 10 Responses Jan 15, 2009

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    Scrambled Mind.

    I'm 22 and a mom of two year old twins and i am in a relationship with a man that is 9 years older than me. he has be married and divorced. we have been dating for one year and it has been very rocky. for the past year he has been talking about getting married, having a baby, and...
    shntllong89 shntllong89 22-25, F Jan 17, 2012

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    I Told You So....

    Come here, beautiful.......................   ..................... I know how it hurts baby..........................     you reject me every day, for the brief pleasure she brings.....     I told you not to venture out, sweetheart...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    Dancing

    She slides in next to me........... slips her long delicate fingers into my hand, reaches up and strokes my cheek, guiding my head round to face her.....       (forget your worries darling, come dance with me)       we start this perfect two...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    Sit Up

    -sit up straight. Dont slouch. You cant look like that. They will judge-         you let me down again baby.............. you're always letting me down........................     I don't know if this is worth it any more, precious...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 18, 2009

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    Who I Was

    Since I`m sick I havent been completely myself. Like I`ve been loosing pieces of myself along the way. So I decided to remember who I was in hope it will help me to get those pieces back. So when I`m ok,you know, not in this dark place I`m into right now I`m fun I`m kind I`m...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Welcome Back Mia

    Ive missed you so much. Why did you go so far? Why do you do that to me, pretending you're gone, then dragging me back to your side...................... You know I adore you..... I cannot live without you (my dearest, deadly mistress).......I would not want to anyway...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2009

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    That I'm Who I Am

    I go through a lot everyday And I still get judged, even when they don't know me or my story Ive been through things people would never dream of going through And people still call me weak and pathetic How can you even begin to understand my life, if you don't even give me a...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    I Need You To Understand

    I need you to understand that I am so scared. I'm scared of dying. But I do these things because I don't know what else to do. I am awfully sad and I just want to be loved. I just don't understand why I'm feeling like this and why I can't make it stop.
    Nina0758 Nina0758 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    Today i had english exam a person

    who behind me he trying to help me to answer but a lot of his answers is wrong so don't try to help someone in something you don't have any idea about it
    Moha123 Moha123 18-21, M May 27

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    Love

    1) Storge+Mania*≠Eros Storge-Eros≠Pragma≠lack of love Storge-Mania≠Pragma.   Agape is imaginary.       *mania as a style of love, not emotion.     2) Just because something is because of you, doesn't mean its your...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F Jan 13, 2009

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    My Obsessive Boyfriend

    HI ! I have a obsessive boyfriend , how can I tell him that I don't like his obsessive personality ?? one time he asked me to have sex with me , I said no , but he , kept in touching my chest ..... That day passed , he still like to touch my chest , but then I...
    JOYCEGREETS JOYCEGREETS 13-15, F Nov 9, 2012

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    ....

    I still watch you.............       ..............................drag myself through the debris you leave in your wake.............       claw my way through your ragged life.....................         my fingers...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    Ana

    A lover   (who comes into your crumbling castle, bandages your bleeding wounds)   bringing perfection........ that initial meeting, that moment of pure, unfailing beauty, etched into your mind forever.....   Nothing matters from there on out, that first...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 14, 2009

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    are you having problem, do you need your ex back,
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    Okay so me and my mom argued this morning and I don't see how it ended up with her calling me a "fat and lazy doormat" basically she told her friend that she can come over and...
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    Dear All, First and foremost, I am really sorry for not responding you... I was just housekeeping my inbox messages and ended up deleting over 300 odd messages :-/ ... I have a...
    shanaiya24 shanaiya24 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    This is no dating website. This website is to find others going through or have experienced whatever your going through and trying to talk about it and finding out the best thing...
    kaaligirl kaaligirl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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