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    I'm so furious I could scream.

    Scream & smash things & slap someone silly. God I DESPISE it when I feel this way. Ach, the Effort it takes... To hold it all in. To keep it from causing damage. To keep MYSELF From Causing Damage!! It's EXHAUSTING... *And the worst part? It's over Nothing. NOTHING...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Have you ever been in

    so much pain that every beat of your heart hurt and as you lay in your bed, crying, you will it to stop beating? You wish so hard and focus all your energy, but it never works and you're left feeling worse because you just won't die. Have you ever been in so much pain that, as...
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 2 Responses May 7

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    My boyfriends looks at half naked chicks all

    the time on the chive and it makes me feel like I'm not good enough
    mouththewords mouththewords 22-25, F 12 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F Jun 10

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    I wish people would stop using the term

    "bipolar" to describe something negative, i.e " we've been having such bipolar weather " ugh!
    snoopymg snoopymg 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    Stop the world I want to get off .

    ...I'm so effing frustrated ... My nerves are rattled , I can't take anymore of this ....I feel like getting the next train to anywhere and never looking back ....but I know I won't , I can't , it's not right ...but that's just how I feel right now
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    A word of advice to you wonderful men.

    ..please do not ever, Ever, EVER use these two sentences back to back when talking to your sweetie... "How much money is in the checkbook. I love you." I guarantee that after her head explodes wondering what you have done she will unleash all kinds of spooky, estrogen laced...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 26 Responses May 16

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    My dad pretends he has this perfect life

    without me in it. When I go to my mom's house on weekends, he plays white picket fence family and starts over with his girlfriend and her daughter. I should say their daughter, because she makes it a point to call him dad instead of his name, like I call his girlfriend. Neither...
    hornewrecked hornewrecked 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    I wanted to post, under "mature" content,

    the youtube video of George Carlin's 7 Dirty Words. Guess what...EP wouldn't allow the video to upload.YETDirectly below this story on the group page...the first sentence I see says, "Well that was fvcking awful..." (spelled correctly on the story).So what gives EP gods?
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 20

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    I have come to realize

    that "no strings attached" is just a guy's way of saying "I'm emotionally retarded, but your vagina sounds neat!"
    Poss84 Poss84 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2014

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    my memories are training me how to be a better

    parent than mine were someday.and a better person too.
    petramullins petramullins 16-17, F 1 Response May 16

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    I need to grow a pair of balls

    and find the real life block button!!!
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 20 Responses Jul 6

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    Emotions. Bitter, deep,

    helplessly overwhelming emotions. Raw, piercing, repressed and uncontrollable. I'm aboard a train that keeps gaining speed, heading towards a turn where it is sure to derail and crash. My only company is the emotions that curse through me, trying to control me, gaining the...
    Camiracundus Camiracundus 18-21, F 6 Responses May 22, 2014

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    My ep friend's have known

    that i have been going though marriage problems for awhile now.I fight all the time w/ my husband and it sucks.Here's an example.Last night i ran out of cigarettes.I though i had more in my purse,but i didn't.So i ask him,"Can i have a cigarette?",he had a whole pack.He said...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 7 Responses May 16, 2014

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    It's raining its pouring the old man is snoring,

    went to bed, bumped is head and couldn't get up in the morning!!!!!
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 8 Responses May 26

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    Please do not mistake my kindness

    for vulnerability. Please do not assume that once you are in my life you cannot be asked to leave it; and if you refuse, please do not think I cannot remove you myself. I do not fear the pain of conflict and I do not fear standing up and speaking out when I see something that...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 8 Responses Apr 17

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    Was perusing farcebook today

    and came across this quote. There was no name attached so I have decided to claim it until I am corrected....so basically....y'all are gonna have to deal with it! ; ) So, to all my EPeeps..... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT!!!!!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 6

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    I'm sick and tired of my friends getting

    stalkers! Seriously people get a fvcking life!!! Nobody cares who you are, anonymous or not, you trolls are a bunch of a$$holes!
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 9

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    What the F is going on with all the babies

    and pregnancies slapping me in the face?!?!? Between work, Facebook and just random run-ins with folks, I am drowning in them!!! Nothing reminds you of your inadequacies like having them stare directly at you!!! Even the friggin' book in reading!!!!! I'm just about done.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 24

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    A quick message to my EPeeps.

    .. Like it or not but today, as everyday, I am thinking of you all and saying a prayer that joy finds you, the sun shines on you, and that each of you know I am hugging you from across the miles. You are all an amazing piece of my joy today. I am thankful to know you.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 11 Responses May 24

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    So, I just called with my mum.

    In my village a girl was murdered last week. I knew her, she was bit younger than me, she was a librarian. And she was pregnant! It happened in library while she was working. A man use to come and use the Internet in the library. He was acting suspicious and was kinda stalking...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 4

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    I did number two in church.

    I call that holy ****.
    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    I try to write a story

    for every experience that I have listed. When I do, then I add new experiences and try to write on those. Going through them this morning, I notice several that I know I wrote stories on, which are no longer there....... I don't mind EP busting me occasionally, but I wish...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 8 Responses Jul 4

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    I swear to God my hubs rigged ALL the yard

    equipment so I can't use it!!!! All I wanna do is now the yard and dog pens but....noooooooo!!!! *%#$&@. GAH!!!!!!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Well that was ******* awful .

    ...All I have is good intentions ,sometimes it's just not enough .... I feel awful ...why do I always seem to do this ? I have to stop thinking Some peoples happiness is my responsibility ... :T ..., * I can't stop tearing up * .....hate this ....
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I have never been more suicidal in my life.

    Everything is just falling apart and I have absolutely nobody to talk to about it. The worst part is that it's all my fault and I have to pretend like I'm fine. I don't want to get out of bed. I just want to cry, but no tears will come out. Please don't respond to this or...
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Hey PartyCrashers....

    ....I don't mind you talking out your @ss, you're free to do so. Have the guts not to block everyone you're trashing..... You can trash me all day, I could give a rats @ss........ But blocking everyone and then trashing them seems very immature!!!
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 9 Responses Jun 22

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    I really don't post on this site much anymore

    but I really need get this out I am worried and feel overwhelmed. Sorry if this is long and all over the place. __ my venting__ My guy friend and me well we are really close and have sort of liked each other but maintained a close friendship for about a year now But within...
    Thesewords Thesewords 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I am unable to be nice today.

    ..I have tried several times and it just isn't happening. I cannot just let things roll off today...if someone is acting like a dipsh!t I am unable to hold my tongue. Encouragement and sympathy have taken a serious back seat to the obvious around me...people are completely...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 7 Responses Aug 4

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    hey neighbor. I see that your 3 huge dogs you

    don't watch left massive mounds of dog crap by my mailbox. I had the pleasure to ruin a pair of shoes. silly me for assuming I could walk on my own property without stepping in fecies. crazy me for assuming people who adopt dogs are willing to take on the responsibility of...
    ashb3r ashb3r 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    Last night two separate friends called with

    similar issues happening with their young children. One remembered her older, 16yr old, brother molesting her when she was 4 and her Dad hiring the best team of attorneys to get his son off. Her mom, my friend went through it all but had never brought it up now her daughter...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 1

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    i HATE the " N word "!

    i don't care who you are where your from or how you say it. its mean and hateful.
    EzraDarkStar EzraDarkStar 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    Pimps perverts rapists pedophiles.

    You ************* will not be tolerated! I find out where you prowl the hunt will be for you. To the dirty Santa Rosa Ca. cop who thinks he can sexualy harass street girls: Your time has come. Thanks I needed to vent this.
    sky71 sky71 41-45, M Mar 12

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    Look, if you woke up this morning

    and are planning to jump on the ladies posts just to say something awful, nasty, or hurtful. Why don't you grow a pair and come after me instead!!! The ladies really can't help you with your Mommy issues or your rejection issues....... Man up!!!!!
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 5 Responses Apr 2

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    Okay I just ugh. So I don't care

    if you text me. But stop texting me if I am craving the big D. Or if I will send pics. I DONT DO PICS. How much more clear do I have to be. And idc if you text me just don't ask If I will do picks PLEASE!
    Biandshy Biandshy 13-15, F Jun 10, 2014

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    OMG!!! My neighbors are selling their house.

    .. I can't take it, I do not want them to move. They are the most amazing people ever. I have a plan... Final home inspection happening right now! I have put my sombrero on and I'm half naked. Headed out the door with my empty bottle of tequila.... Gonna show these newbies...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 11 Responses May 5

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