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    Everyone is asking me what's wrong today.

    Nothing personal is wrong, I just don't feel right. My head is pounding, my brain feels fuzzy, I don't know what's going on, I'm tired. I just feel numb. It's scary.
    aelizabeth3300 aelizabeth3300 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    I was used and abused,

    talked about,lied about.Some of the things aren't true,some of the things are true,I'm imperfect,so why are you acting like God?You judge me without a trial, without a court,I have no one on my side to defend me.You have me on trail,you threw me to get abused and raped,you caused...
    CharmH CharmH 41-45, F Jul 16, 2014

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    Lately I've been crying uncontrollably.

    It last for about 5 mins. Prior to each crying session my mind races to places where I try to keep it from going to and then I get paranoid and frustrated. I want to stop but I can't seem to ever get a hold of it.
    eyesfixedonthesun eyesfixedonthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    You Are Weird!!!!!

    There is someone on here who FREAKS ME OUT. Recently, they changed moods and, it made me wonder where their heads at. Maybe I don't wanna know! Die bimbo die!
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Nov 18, 2009

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    I changed my mind for tomorrow.

    .. maybe I will see you again when you quit playing mind games on me... maybe when you figure out what it is you truly want... You and I had a past that did not end well not knowing where I stand with you and it wasn't comfortable. I suffered... in case you didn't realize. That...
    periwinkle14 periwinkle14 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2014

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    Alright, it's been a fun one hour,

    but I'm gonna have to peace out of this nuthouse u call experience project for good. Can't stand the stupidity.
    chlayman chlayman 22-25, F Jul 19, 2014

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    You Make Me Sick!!!

    I am sitting here, trying to fight off ******* flashbacks, and shaking from a severe panic attack. I know I haven't put anything on my profile yet, but any thing that has to do with ****** is a HUGE trigger for me. COming from someone who was sexually abused by a parents and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    I Am So Sick Of My Family.

    I think I am the only person in my dad's side of the family, besides the children, who does not have an addiction to drugs!  When it comes to xanax, my aunt is a totally different person than she usually is.  I mean, throw xanax in the mix and she transforms...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2009

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    churchghost churchghost 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    I haven't been on here in a while.

    . Because I thought things were getting good again. But I guess not, because if anything I went back to having thoughts and not wanting to be around anymore. And I don't know if anyone cares.. But I just need someone rn...
    jarvis13 jarvis13 16-17, F Dec 13, 2014

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    My dad pretends he has this perfect life

    without me in it. When I go to my mom's house on weekends, he plays white picket fence family and starts over with his girlfriend and her daughter. I should say their daughter, because she makes it a point to call him dad instead of his name, like I call his girlfriend. Neither...
    hornewrecked hornewrecked 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    I Feel More Depressed Than Ever.

    Being in a depressive state is the worst feeling ever. Things that normally make you happy have no meaning anymore. You give up on everything. You want to stay in bed for weeks, struggling to eat and struggling with personal hygiene. You constantly feel on the verge of tears...
    Elisapooh Elisapooh 18-21, F Oct 8, 2013

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    Today I'm trying to go back to work.

    ❤️I have hoped for a desk job paying me a lot per hour.
    CharmH CharmH 41-45, F Jul 18, 2014

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    I have come to realize

    that "no strings attached" is just a guy's way of saying "I'm emotionally retarded, but your vagina sounds neat!"
    Poss84 Poss84 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2014

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    I was called a hooker by a liar

    and a cheat.Try getting drugged and carried out of your house and see if you can take what I went thru.I am so glad your all going down for the Evil done.Blessings I am getting for being kind and good.
    CharmH CharmH 41-45, F Jul 5, 2014

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    Okay I just ugh. So I don't care

    if you text me. But stop texting me if I am craving the big D. Or if I will send pics. I DONT DO PICS. How much more clear do I have to be. And idc if you text me just don't ask If I will do picks PLEASE!
    Biandshy Biandshy 13-15, F Jun 10, 2014

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    I really hope that I can accomplish many of my

    goals this year (in which I wasn't able to do the last) and maybe even create some fun adventures with those who matter most. I really want to stop feeling like a burden...just wanna feel like I'm making some success in life. I will work my *** off once I find that opening.
    SincerelyA SincerelyA 22-25, F Jan 7

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    Don't waste a potential lifetime of happiness

    for a short span of happiness.
    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M Jul 12, 2014

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    Why Can't She Be A Proper Mum To Me?

    I am so upset right now....but i don't know if i should be feeling like this. My mother who is basically not bothering with me, was told that i had to go to A&E last night and she's not even bothered to ask whats wrong and if i'm ok. Because of my husband she decided a...
    Evernight Evernight 31-35, F 11 Responses Jan 2, 2010

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    I still have a very heavy weight in my heart

    after My girlfriend broke it and I'm mot motivated to do anything
    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 23, 2014

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    Bobby Colvin and Demetria Jo Hall/ Colvin sold

    drugs and abused people.Im so sorry for what she did and for what her father has done to people. I was raped and abused by people that I known from school and her friends that had drugs involved.I am a victim and want to say sorry to all the other victims.
    CharmH CharmH 41-45, F Jul 23, 2014

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    "...love is patient, love is kind.

    .." I've been sitting here with a million thoughts racing trough my head and I've only just begun thinking. One of my thoughts came to me while looking at a picture of a family member and their significant other. I thought I want that, I want to feel what it like to love...
    SincerelyA SincerelyA 22-25, F Jan 10

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    What is a stalker if you post stuff online

    and someone else reads it?Thats being dumb.Better yet, you should mark your stuff on friends only feature and then maybe also you should watch which people are online. Oh by the way it's stupid,if your friend misses you and wants to talk,they are going to look for you,and...
    CharmH CharmH 41-45, F Jul 13, 2014

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    I am soooooo freaking BOOOORED!

    !!! Last night of work on nights for 2 week!!!!........sorry, everyone I know is sleeping right now, so I figured I would share that with u guys
    judgejoebrown judgejoebrown 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    I feel so....empty, dead,

    alone. Every friend that I make on this seems to abandon me after a while. And yea your probably thinking "oh well then maybe this girls a *****." But I swear to you, I am the nicest person. Things like this cause me to cut myself or just want to kill myself. There are other...
    PierceSleepingWithParamore PierceSleepingWithParamore 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    I really hate the F word.

    When ever my mother speaks to me, she uses the F word in every sentence. I know it's just a word, but it makes me feel bad.
    AbstractThinker AbstractThinker 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2014

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    I Don't Need This

    This morning, I go to the Coffee Shop and it seems as if half the women there have decided that today must be, "Show as much boob as you can day."  I am sorry, I really don't want to see that.  I try hard to gawk at women other than my wife, she is the only one I want...
    Longrun Longrun 46-50, M 18 Responses Jul 27, 2010

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    The things people post on here make me want to

    throw up.. This app is to help people sort through issues not to encourage them! Seriously ur husband wants to invite other men to Have sex? He's gay and you's a hooooooo... Why r u even married? Vomit. No self respect. I got this app cuz i thought I had problems but now I see...
    chlayman chlayman 22-25, F Jul 18, 2014

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    Losing Steam...

    I m on the verge of bitterness and it is something I really dislike,But I am tired of hitting walls one after the other, I don t even think I have the right to be self-confident about myself any longer...I am coming from a difficult background, I have a past of sexual agression...
    babomi babomi 31-35, F Jan 9, 2010

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    Memories

    Ever been whipped by a memory?One that hurt the first time, Bad enough to shred flesh to the marrowLeaving the field of your mind barren and fallow. Your heart raw and bleedingand open to more pain.You pull your defenses togetherand cover the wounds again. Though...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    Why?

    Its been 2 years since any form of romantic relationship. The only two Ive ever had were met online through friends. I was dropped shortly after we met. Why? Why am I alone? Everyone says Im such a nice guy etc. Then way am I alone? Why do I suffer from the horrible heartache...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    So....

    For the last, what, 2 months?  Yeah, 2 months, my dad has moved out, and my sister and her boyfriend have moved in, to the living room.  Now let me explain to you the kind of person my sister(whom I dub Colz) is. Colz is the kind of person who will use you dry...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    ( *_* )

    I have a lot of stress right now. I've had a lot of stress for five months (since work dried up for me). I started planning a trip for Europe and then I went from working 5-6 days a week to nothing. I'm 90% sure I have enough money to do this, but my parents are scaring...
    Vancity89 Vancity89 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    Tired

    I moved to Kansas to be with a man who had come to believe, as I had, that I deserved to be loved. I say deserve because I was abused early in childhood which resulted in my developing Dissociative Identity Disorder(formerly called Multiple personality Disorder). I'm co-conscious...
    Angelmused Angelmused 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    I Need To Ven This

    I need to vent this in the hope that this is all fixed when I get back to work. Just so annoyed that the people at my work thinl they can do whatever they want I should follow up. Not going into to much detail but just very angry this morning that they one of them has done...
    Supagloo Supagloo 41-45, F 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    I like to tweet at subway.

    I call that a subtweet #thingslilwaynesays
    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M Jul 20, 2014

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    Quit Ignoring Me! You Promised!!!

    I just need to talk to you right now. I miss you so much. You're always telling me how much I mean to you and how great I am. But its always about when YOU want to talk. Whenever its ME you just ignore my texts and calls. I love you so much, why do you do this to me? You mean the...
    HypeZerauj HypeZerauj 18-21 1 Response Dec 30, 2009

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    My ep friend's have known

    that i have been going though marriage problems for awhile now.I fight all the time w/ my husband and it sucks.Here's an example.Last night i ran out of cigarettes.I though i had more in my purse,but i didn't.So i ask him,"Can i have a cigarette?",he had a whole pack.He said...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 7 Responses May 16, 2014

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    I eat Jelly sandwhiches in traffic.

    Call that traffic jam.
    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M Jul 20, 2014

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    I did number two in church.

    I call that holy ****.
    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    godsmau godsmau 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    If Your Parents Are Dicks, Read This!

    I have seen a lot of posts here from young people who just cant get on with or relate to their parents. Hopefully most of these parent/child relationships will mature with age like most things do and you will be left with a hard earned mutual respect but unfortunatly some people...
    PausingDrifter PausingDrifter 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    My mom is makin me delete this app.

    To all who wanna contact me. You can check my story to find my I fob
    Biandshy Biandshy 13-15, F Jun 3, 2014

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    My boyfriends looks at half naked chicks all

    the time on the chive and it makes me feel like I'm not good enough
    mouththewords mouththewords 18-21, F 13 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    It seems no matter how hard I try,

    or how much I fake it, I can't be happy.
    eyesfixedonthesun eyesfixedonthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    Emotions. Bitter, deep,

    helplessly overwhelming emotions. Raw, piercing, repressed and uncontrollable. I'm aboard a train that keeps gaining speed, heading towards a turn where it is sure to derail and crash. My only company is the emotions that curse through me, trying to control me, gaining the...
    Camiracundus Camiracundus 18-21, F 7 Responses May 22, 2014

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