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I Never Could Imagine I'd Be Where I Am Today

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    I Appreciate It All

    I grew up poor; first generation Irish. If you remember the triple decker where Damon lived in Good Will Hunting, well that's where I grew up. Maybe not that exact one, but you get the idea. Nineteen kids lived in house next door spread across three 1,200 sq. ft. apartments...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    I Always Thought...

    I always thought that I'd want love forever. Always need to need someone. Always want to want someone. But I don't anymore. I just want to learn me, that's all. It's what I've become. Things like hate and love are irrelevant now. There is only learning.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Happy

    It took Stepping up. Sincerely having Enough of pain. To Finally say Here Comes The chance to give Life a Fighting Moment. Since The Big Break, It feels Like Burden are Lifted. I feel like a Big Part of Me has Taken It's Course. I Haven't Felt this happy in About 2 years. I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    Who Woulda Thought..

     I woulda never thought i would be in my grandmother's house-and she'd be dead. Never thought i'd be at the school that i'm at. Never thougt my grades would be like they are, or i'd have this terrible procrastination prob.
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 7, 2009

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    And Not In A Good Way...

    I thought I would be more.  I imagined I would have done more. 
    Iamnobodywhoareyou Iamnobodywhoareyou 22-25, F May 21, 2010

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    Thought I Had At Least a Chance

    Never did i think i would be where i am today couch surfing- watching history repeat itself Never did i think i would be where i am today more jaded than when i was 14, more sure of what i knew even then and yet.... still punching my time card on this rock  True i...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2008

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    O No...

    I never thought I would be here today.... I thought I was either going to be six feet under... I'm still alive and kicking.. In a mental hospital... Nope my disorders are doing so much better... Or in rehab.... Doing to whole rehab thing on my own and it's doing great... I just...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    At the beginning of the year, I met a person through work and felt a strange, inexplicable draw to him almost immediately. It was like an inner voice imploring me to befriend him...
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    Well to be truthful, it is what I did yesterday.The wife and I went on a hot air balloon ride.There were 7 adults in the basket that was about 15 square feet plus 4 propane tanks...
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    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Has anyone seen the anime Galaxy Express 999? There's an episode in it about a planet where all the work is done by robots, and as a result all the humans there are are really fat...
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    Music makes me feel happier than anything. I'll never stop playing, listening, learning, growing, and meeting others who live for music as well. I have a passion for the universe's...
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    I'm sorry I used you. I'm sorry I ripped you apart. I'm sorry I didn't care. I'm sorry for it all darling. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could take it all away. I felt...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine...
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F Aug 23

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    Is it just me? Cause every time i'm inspired to do something i start it but i always stop before i finish it because i lose hope in myself ... i give up because i simply think i'm...
    JustLatii JustLatii 16-17, F Aug 23

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    I was just a small 6th grade kid who had terrible self-esteem issues. It comes with the territory when your father used to terrify you, when he would beat you for the most trivial...
    S1NK1LL3R S1NK1LL3R 22-25, M Aug 23

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    I am in love,with someone I cant have. it took me months to just even recognize the feelings, how can I love somebody I never thought I would even like? a complete opposite to what...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Healing Through Spirituality Despite the “scientific” explanations I have been fed by medical professionals over the years, I have never believed that I am “mentally ill...
    giannaboleyn giannaboleyn 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I really wish I could be carried a large brood right now. The feeling of babies stretching my skin would be lovely. The only feeling better than that is to have my water gush from...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 21

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    I am not fond that I am only a stay at home wife. I used to spend my time playing the guitar and singing, doing videography, photography, hanging out in bookstores and coffeehouses...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F Aug 21

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    My Silent friend.....I remember that first one I read...It was everything he should have said, but chose to walk away instead...Your words ripped my heart to shreds...You had no...
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F Aug 20

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    I haven't lost him yet. But what good will 2 months do? He's the kindest man ever. He never cared for himself, only others, which got him in such a situation. Why?! Why did he have...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F Aug 18

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    am I? or is of obsession? or do I really even care, anymore? idk? my moods change so much! right now, I'd say....nah, I'm over it. I'm fine, and then something triggers n awakens...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 17

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    It's a weird topic lol but I love being a cat because they're loving and cuddly and sneeky and fast!I'm not the last one lol but I love when people call me kitty. Meow!
    gigglekitty gigglekitty 13-15, F Aug 15

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    "List down everything you hate." I hate how my parents aren't together anymore, or how my apartment doesn't allow dogs and I have to give Igloo and Romeo away, and how I will...
    margauxbeausoleil margauxbeausoleil 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I've been looking through youtube and photos online again and trying to define the kind of vids i would like or the kind of experience i'd like to have. everything seems to fall...
    taopuppy taopuppy 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I just saw the meteor shower today , it was awesome.
    geneidj geneidj 26-30, M Aug 13

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    The people my age today are so caught up with themselves, sure I like SOME of the songs of todays era, however most of them are garbled up junk that have lyrics which are barely...
    Randompi Randompi 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Some people pass through your life invisible Some are like a faintly heard whisper Some are like a mudslide Some are like soft rain washing over you Some are like violent thrashing...
    Darkmoonshadow Darkmoonshadow 46-50 3 Responses Aug 11

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    this past weekend my partner and i fought, and i have not seen her for the past 5 days. i went about 2 days without speaking to her. initially our fight was based on not making...
    Trollingreenleafys Trollingreenleafys 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Free of unnecessary worry. That's about it for me. That takes care of everything else!
    BamaChristopher BamaChristopher 51-55, M Aug 11

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    Free of unnecessary worry. That's about it. That solves everything else to me
    BamaChristopher BamaChristopher 51-55, M Aug 11

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    I am planning my trip to Lebanon, m so excited :) I will stay a month there :)
    geneidj geneidj 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    A couple of months ago, i joined a youth group, the people there were really friendly.. it was something i'd never experienced before, they made me feel so very welcome and i...
    xBluePink xBluePink 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I thought about going to Williamsburg, but it was so gorgeous outside I had to check out one of the local beaches instead. This is Buckroe Beach.
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 11 Responses Aug 9

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