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I Never Could Imagine I'd Be Where I Am Today

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    Who Woulda Thought..

     I woulda never thought i would be in my grandmother's house-and she'd be dead. Never thought i'd be at the school that i'm at. Never thougt my grades would be like they are, or i'd have this terrible procrastination prob.
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 7, 2009

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    And Not In A Good Way...

    I thought I would be more.  I imagined I would have done more. 
    Iamnobodywhoareyou Iamnobodywhoareyou 22-25, F May 21, 2010

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    Happy

    It took Stepping up. Sincerely having Enough of pain. To Finally say Here Comes The chance to give Life a Fighting Moment. Since The Big Break, It feels Like Burden are Lifted. I feel like a Big Part of Me has Taken It's Course. I Haven't Felt this happy in About 2 years. I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    I Appreciate It All

    I grew up poor; first generation Irish. If you remember the triple decker where Damon lived in Good Will Hunting, well that's where I grew up. Maybe not that exact one, but you get the idea. Nineteen kids lived in house next door spread across three 1,200 sq. ft. apartments...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Thought I Had At Least a Chance

    Never did i think i would be where i am today couch surfing- watching history repeat itself Never did i think i would be where i am today more jaded than when i was 14, more sure of what i knew even then and yet.... still punching my time card on this rock  True i...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2008

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    I Always Thought...

    I always thought that I'd want love forever. Always need to need someone. Always want to want someone. But I don't anymore. I just want to learn me, that's all. It's what I've become. Things like hate and love are irrelevant now. There is only learning.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    O No...

    I never thought I would be here today.... I thought I was either going to be six feet under... I'm still alive and kicking.. In a mental hospital... Nope my disorders are doing so much better... Or in rehab.... Doing to whole rehab thing on my own and it's doing great... I just...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    To be honest... I wish I'd never remember the memories, both happy/sad/hurtful memories. I'd rather die and be killed by a stranger than live through the pain/betrayal in the...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Today was a crap day for me, and so was the day before, but I've gotten a lot better. My friend that knows about it has supported me and kept my mind off of it. I hope that I can...
    MadiofAsgard MadiofAsgard 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I'll clarify, I've always been interested in larger women but not purely because of their size. What I really like (and it's a rather long list lol) is when a woman is happy with...
    TheMaskIWear TheMaskIWear 22-25, M Apr 11

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    Today I made it to 100,000 miles on my MINI Cooper.
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 18 Responses Apr 22

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    I'm at the beach! First beach day of 2015 - hope there will be many more! Mood: ecstatic!
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 20 Responses Apr 11

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    I wrote a new blog post today. After the man told me that it would easier for him if I didn't talk about the relationship, or about anything sexual, at all for a while. . Then I...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was out shopping with my niece and my boyfriend and found the perfect purse. Omg.
    Wapakalypse Wapakalypse 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Growing up sheltered is not a good thing. I wonder if I did not believe in second chances- or giving others second chances. Not falling in love with a closeted addict. Now I know...
    complex7 complex7 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 22

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    You know I dont really care about your problems, hey I cant even solve my own problems. BUT if you asked me for help (not financially ok) I'll be there for ya.
    shrid shrid 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    First things first....šŸµā˜•šŸµā˜•šŸµā˜•šŸµā˜•šŸµā˜•
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    art is the vision that allows us to see deep within another as well as ourselves
    flip420 flip420 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    the magic in photography is in holding for a time beauty often passed in the blinking of an eye
    flip420 flip420 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You get help from people whom you don't expect to .The ones you expect from will not help you in the ways you want or expect.So it is better not to expect at all.And be happy.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    May 2nd is Satyajit Ray's birthday.A notebook containing film posters made by the maestro himself will be unveiled by his son.It has 164pages and has posters from Apu triology...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ever since I got bullied by my best friends I never ever thought I'd meet someone who would want me. I was skinny,not clever,lonely,and totally hated myself. I met my first...
    Shellster69 Shellster69 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    Iā€™ll never know (by breadcrumbscu) Iā€™ll never know what Iā€™d do, Without the kind of friends like you. Iā€™ll never know how to love, Until it is given from above. I...
    breadcrumbscu breadcrumbscu 56-60, M a week ago

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    The first time we crossed paths, it was my freshman year of high school. I was on my way to class when I saw him. Nothing about his appearance struck me, but I felt like I knew or...
    ArizonaTea ArizonaTea 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'm just a guy. Just a normal, everyday guy that wakes up, does everyday things, never flies too high, never too low, makes a fair living, deals with work, home, and life in...
    justsomeohioguy justsomeohioguy 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Well I guess this would be my first-est post since I've just signed up like seconds ago, or minutes. First and foremost, I am not a good writer but a good thinker I guess on some...
    sadsax21 sadsax21 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    It's taken me a long time to get around to writing this letter. I've been putting it off for years, to be honest. I suppose that I was waiting for you to get in touch with me. An...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I feel like I'm exactly where I was before I met her except I'm older and fatter now. The fatter part I'm fixing as I have in the past, just a pain in the ***. And I could give a...
    JimmyLogan JimmyLogan 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    True love caught me completely by surprise. I was a young soldier and I'd long searched for it, but without success. I was leaving my friends behind in a city that I'd come to...
    treborsniknej treborsniknej 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    I was talking to a friend, and he never thought I was. Until I told him, well what do I have to do? Mope around every time I am? I'd rather pretend fine and not bother the people...
    grrrey grrrey 22-25, F 1 Response 42 mins ago

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    this. this is what I am. I've been bullied, and never bothered to fight back. the bullies called me a coward, but I didn't care. why should I give in to their hate? but when my...
    outlawprince outlawprince 22-25, M 1 Response 38 mins ago

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    That's me in a nutshell. I 'm a very contrary and difficult person to get to know. I don't give myself easily and trust nobody. I don't even trust myself. I hate it. I'm 27 and...
    ninjast4r ninjast4r 22-25, M Apr 7

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    At the age of 3 doctors performed tests on me and labeled me at the bottom 1% of children my age. Apparently I wasn't gaining the proper knowledge or learning skills and was soon...
    WardenChult WardenChult 18-21, M 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    Let's see--today I imagined I snagged a new client, I imagined what an attractive train passenger looks like naked, I imagined what I would do if I were 25 again, and I imagined...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23

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    My boyfriend, who I'd committed a two year long distance relationship to cheated on me. The cheating was reveled a couple of weeks ago. I have copies of text and Skype records...
    cecemar cecemar 31-35, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    It's been 4 weeks since my boyfriend of 3 years told me he was not sure if he wanted to be in a relationship right now. He said, I am young I want to explore and I am not sure I...
    74Kitty 74Kitty 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'm only on so I can post this. I wanted to post it as quickly as possible. Yesterday, around lunch, my mum came home, earlier than expected. I was just walking into the hallway...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 20

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    It would be interesting, given the opportunity, even if just for an hour, to go back in time and see what I would do differently with the knowledge i have now but the age i had...
    room10101 room10101 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Just today I realized something--I may be fatter than I've ever been, I may only work part-time, have a disabled husband who never has sex with me, and have to share an apartment...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 1 Response Apr 19

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    I'm not sure what this title exactly means, but the way I pictured it, is that someone is telling the general public that they are in general, a good person, but break or snap...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T 1 Response Apr 22

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    CHEESY POST ALERT Not so much though. I'm still on the process of reevaluating whether I am legitimately falling in love, or I already am, or it's just a whole new level of...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 1 Response Apr 6

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    I loved singing for as long as I can remember. Momma says I was singing along with my Sleeping Beauty record when I was 6 months. Obviously, I can't confirm that. Anyway, just...
    CoffeeFlavoredKisses CoffeeFlavoredKisses 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 15
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