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    O No... - I never thought I would be here today.... I thought I was either going to be six feet under... I'm still alive and kicking.. In a mental hospital... Nope my disorders are...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    I Always Thought... - I always thought that I'd want love forever. Always need to need someone. Always want to want someone. But I don't anymore. I just want to learn me...
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    Who Woulda Thought.. -  I woulda never thought i would be in my grandmother's house-and she'd be dead. Never thought i'd be at the school that i'm at. Never thougt my...
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    I Appreciate It All - I grew up poor; first generation Irish. If you remember the triple decker where Damon lived in Good Will Hunting, well that's where I grew up. Maybe not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Happy - It took Stepping up. Sincerely having Enough of pain. To Finally say Here Comes The chance to give Life a Fighting Moment. Since The Big Break, It feels Like Burden are...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    And Not In A Good Way... - I thought I would be more.  I imagined I would have done more. 
    Iamnobodywhoareyou Iamnobodywhoareyou 22-25, F May 21, 2010

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    Thought I Had At Least a Chance - Never did i think i would be where i am today couch surfing- watching history repeat itself Never did i think i would be where i am today more...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2008

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