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I Never Could Imagine I'd Be Where I Am Today

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    It took Stepping up. Sincerely having Enough of pain. To Finally say Here Comes The chance to give Life a Fighting Moment. Since The Big Break, It feels Like Burden are Lifted. I feel like a Big Part of Me has Taken It's Course. I Haven't Felt this happy in About 2 years. I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    I Always Thought...

    I always thought that I'd want love forever. Always need to need someone. Always want to want someone. But I don't anymore. I just want to learn me, that's all. It's what I've become. Things like hate and love are irrelevant now. There is only learning.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    I Appreciate It All

    I grew up poor; first generation Irish. If you remember the triple decker where Damon lived in Good Will Hunting, well that's where I grew up. Maybe not that exact one, but you get the idea. Nineteen kids lived in house next door spread across three 1,200 sq. ft. apartments...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Who Woulda Thought..

     I woulda never thought i would be in my grandmother's house-and she'd be dead. Never thought i'd be at the school that i'm at. Never thougt my grades would be like they are, or i'd have this terrible procrastination prob.
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 7, 2009

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    Thought I Had At Least a Chance

    Never did i think i would be where i am today couch surfing- watching history repeat itself Never did i think i would be where i am today more jaded than when i was 14, more sure of what i knew even then and yet.... still punching my time card on this rock  True i...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2008

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    O No...

    I never thought I would be here today.... I thought I was either going to be six feet under... I'm still alive and kicking.. In a mental hospital... Nope my disorders are doing so much better... Or in rehab.... Doing to whole rehab thing on my own and it's doing great... I just...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    And Not In A Good Way...

    I thought I would be more.  I imagined I would have done more. 
    Iamnobodywhoareyou Iamnobodywhoareyou 22-25, F May 21, 2010

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    but I know where I'd like to be, and hopefully I'd have life turned around and not be feeling like crap and getting jealous at the drop of a hat
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    I'm the same way...since I first could talk I would cry to my parents that I wanted to go home....they couldn't convince me that I was home... Since I was 18 (ten years ago) I've...
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    all last summer in case you don't recall, I was yours and you were mine forget it all, was there a line that I could write, sad enough to make you cry, all the lines you wrote to...
    psychoval psychoval 36-40 17 hrs ago

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    I recently noticed someone I work with, who has been appointed to a new position, and I'm having conflicting feelings of attraction and weariness. I feel like I'm in HS again, and...
    Beth965 Beth965 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Some say don't dwell on what might have been, but I actually enjoy thinking about key moments in my life and thinking about the other roads I could have taken and the other MEs I...
    SavinienBrassheart SavinienBrassheart 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I get so sad sometimes because I'm not intimate with people as I should be. I don't get hugs, no one holds my hands, or touches my head. And I get so sad. Because I know I'm not...
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    painisclarity painisclarity 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I know I may not be the sharpest pencil in the bunch, but that doesn’t mean that I’m stupid either. I’ve been told my some of my so-called friends, teachers and even some of...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    aerosnz aerosnz 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    WindySpirit WindySpirit 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I've been plagued by contempt for my father for many years, and I'm trying to figure out if it's just an issue with my brain, with me as a person, or if I was actually emotionally...
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    My friends are nice, but I do like alone time. I always feel awkward around people except for my gf and while I do feel bad about pushing my friends away I'm sometimes just not in...
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    My desire to be left alone is in no way a reflection on the people in my life. I love them all dearly,I'm just going through something.
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 23

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    Friends are awesome but sometimes you just gotta be alone to recharge your mental energy
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    they are so good,so kind but so misunderstood. they don't understand my feelings,my interests,my choices and...sometimes i just want to close my eyes,my heart and my bedroom's door...
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    like I have a friend here now.....I wish he'd leave
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    RaisingCrazy RaisingCrazy 22-25, T Jul 21

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    All the stupid things I did in the past I really regret doing but I want to change what i did
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