I Never Felt Like My Mom Ever Loved Or Protected Me

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    I knew that my mother never lets me to my

    sister ..she would always say to herself I wish I never had kids ..me and my sister will look at each other and start to cry in silence .. my mother blamed us for her inconvenience when she conceived us. my aunt told me that my mom told her when she was pregnant with my sister...
    jojom543 jojom543
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    Why Couldnt My Mom Love Me?

    When i was a child i never understood why my mother didnt show me love and affection I always felt alone I knew she could be loving because she was very loving with my brothers. I always felt there was something wrong with me. I was the only daughter she had and she couldnt...
    imok41 imok41
    36-40
    1 Response May 6, 2011

    I knew that my mother never lets me to my

    sister ..she would always say to herself I wish I never had kids ..me and my sister will look at each other and start to cry in silence .. my mother blamed us for her inconvenience when she conceived us. my aunt told me that my mom told her when she was pregnant with my sister...
    jojom543 jojom543
    36-40, F
    Nov 17, 2014

    The Ole Blind Eye

    There was a palpable resentment eminating from my mother having to raise myself and my other siblings after the death of my father when I was only a child. There was a stagnant poignance at the house. We children constantly avoided our mother for fear of being the...
    igotwarrents igotwarrents
    26-30, M
    Jun 1, 2012

    I was told that once my mother gave me a dead

    snake to play with when she was talking to her friends and I ate it. I was about 2 idk probably a lie though. But still my mom doesn't give a **** about me.
    BreeezeBlocks BreeezeBlocks
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2014

    I'm thankful that I am nothing like

    that crazy ole coot. my children will never feel what I still feel.
    mandybear29 mandybear29
    31-35, F
    Dec 27, 2014

    you no what hurts the most?

    is my mom will never put me and my sister in the family barrel plot. I guess we were a trouble to her. but my aunt has her son in the family plot. my own grandma don't even care. so when I pass away I don't no where I'll be barred. I guess be cremated. my mom just threw...
    jojom543 jojom543
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014

    Is There A Reason? Am I Insanely Hideous? What?

    Hi. I'm 13 now, and ever since I was about 2 years old, I've just lived with my father. My mother moved out. I'm alright with my mother not being in the house (Well, after a lifetime I'm kind of used to it!), but what really does annoy and upset me is that she suddenly wants to...
    katerina8 katerina8
    16-17, F
    Oct 25, 2011

    Mommy Dearest.

    mothers are supposed to love you, right? love you, be there for you, support you?in what world. my mother is either anti-*me*, of she's yelling at me for absolutely nothing. she never has supposted any of her kids, just pushed them away like they were nothing. emotional and...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme
    18-21, F
    Oct 25, 2011

    Especially since she emotionally abandoned my

    sister and I when we moved to another state. She chose work over her kids, and as a result I had to protect my sister from being abused by 4 different nannies as the years went by. The worst part is when I tried to kill myself, my father started to work at home while my mom...
    copperyellowlion copperyellowlion
    18-21, F
    Jan 30, 2014

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