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I Never Felt Like My Mom Ever Loved Or Protected Me

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    Mommy Dearest.

    mothers are supposed to love you, right? love you, be there for you, support you?in what world. my mother is either anti-*me*, of she's yelling at me for absolutely nothing. she never has supposted any of her kids, just pushed them away like they were nothing. emotional and...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 16-17, F Oct 25, 2011

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    Why Couldnt My Mom Love Me?

    When i was a child i never understood why my mother didnt show me love and affection I always felt alone I knew she could be loving because she was very loving with my brothers. I always felt there was something wrong with me. I was the only daughter she had and she couldnt...
    imok41 imok41 36-40 1 Response May 6, 2011

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    The Ole Blind Eye

    There was a palpable resentment eminating from my mother having to raise myself and my other siblings after the death of my father when I was only a child. There was a stagnant poignance at the house. We children constantly avoided our mother for fear of being the...
    igotwarrents igotwarrents 26-30, M Jun 1, 2012

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    Is There A Reason? Am I Insanely Hideous? What?

    Hi. I'm 13 now, and ever since I was about 2 years old, I've just lived with my father. My mother moved out. I'm alright with my mother not being in the house (Well, after a lifetime I'm kind of used to it!), but what really does annoy and upset me is that she suddenly wants to...
    katerina8 katerina8 13-15, F Oct 25, 2011

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    Especially since she emotionally abandoned my

    sister and I when we moved to another state. She chose work over her kids, and as a result I had to protect my sister from being abused by 4 different nannies as the years went by. The worst part is when I tried to kill myself, my father started to work at home while my mom...
    copperyellowlion copperyellowlion 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Throught out my whole life I have felt like that , even in my own family . I can't talk to my parents or my sister about it . They won't understand it's a personal problem.
    shyartist1983 shyartist1983 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    NO joke, there is is person i know that has a lying prob, has a crush on me, is pretty much full of himself and is plastic to my bestfriend. we talked few days ago and with his...
    fallen727 fallen727 18-21, F Jul 29

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    We were becoming good friends but the moment I said I was back with my boyfriend you disappeared. Its hard not texting calling or emailing. Even harder to pretend our friendship...
    annieannana annieannana 18-21, F Aug 16

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    My parents made the decision to cut me out of their life a little over a year and a half ago. Her final words to me were "I used to have a daughter, but no more. Delete our...
    frostyflower frostyflower 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ever since elementary school. I've always been the odd one out. It was like no one wanted to be my friend and they just wanted me for my smarts. As the years progressed I'd assumed...
    Xoxolife Xoxolife 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    The night she was killed? Can't even remember that night. It's been pushed too far back in my mind. Her mother died around my birth, every Christmas or Thanksgiving she'd get sad...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Probably has to be one of the worst feelings in the world....feeling alone when it's actually ppl that says their there for u but actually not or don't always wanna here your drama...
    VivirLaVida VivirLaVida 16-17, F Aug 6

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    Usually not a big deal bur when it's someone you actually care about it stings anyway.
    warentucker warentucker 22-25 Aug 21

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    RIP Robin Williams
    Curiousgirl1999 Curiousgirl1999 13-15, F Aug 12

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    I go to sleep crying. I wake up crying. This sucks. I hate being depressed.
    louistoblerone louistoblerone 18-21, M Aug 2

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    My shirtsleeves, saturated in fallen tears return to my face once again to cover my eyes as I break down. My wrist bleeds My heart aches My mind hurts I'm numb yet still in so...
    mypoetryissad mypoetryissad 13-15, F Aug 14

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    The need to fight emotions. To fight the feeling to go back to what I once was.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    It has been a while since i wrote about what i do in this life. You see as i love all people around me at ep or around the world. they don't love me and i am not like need to have...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 31

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    I 'try' to think everything happens for a reason!..it's just so hard to believe those words when you feel lost!,for the first time in a long time I have never felt like such a...
    EH1988 EH1988 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Hi. I need your help. I know only people from this website can understand me. I have half-siblings who were my father's. I do not like the fact that they exist, because their...
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    To be honest I have always been a good girl. Good grades, a good person, always trying to do what I thought was right. But then I met him. Not exactly in the way most people meet...
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    My mom had me at 16, story of HER life growing up around her was difficult and I do realize she was a young single mom of 3 by age 21, unfortunately as the oldest I was the one to...
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    I think it's important for everybody to experience love. I think the reason why there are so many bad people in the world is because they've never experienced love ever in their...
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    Finally got to spend the night last night at this guy's house (not officially dating) but cuddling with him in the recliner and his bed put me out and was the best sleep I've had...
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    So I was dating a soldier for almost a year (one month from a year when he broke up with me). We were perfectly happy before he let for annual training. Two weeks into it he calls...
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    Hi I'm Kyle and im 14 with blonde hair. well, to cut the story short, my sister who is 28 doesn't live at home anymore. She still has a bedroom at my house though and stays very...
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    Everyone expects me to be little miss perfect. I have always been the strong one in my family complex. My sister is bipolar and was diagnosed when she was only 10. I was 8 years...
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    I've always felt like I'm an outsider , adopted at brith and found out at 5 years old , now I'm 30 and I still feel like I just don't fit in anywhere ... I cry cause unselfishly...
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