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I Never Got Over Death Of A Loved One

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    Funerals

    I have been to  more than 10 of them already.  All close family memebers.  1 cousin when she was 16.  My Mom when I was 16.  My Dad.  All my Grandparents.  Aunts and Uncles.  Along with a few others that were due to my bf faimly.  I am going to my Uncle's funeral...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    Her Name Is Blair.

    It's been a year now since she killed herself.. And I still have that feeling the day I saw her at the wake, I couldn't stop going up there and giving her kisses. I'm sure she loved that, she was the one who had my heart. She always will. I just can't let go, and I don't think I...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    Totally Lost

    My mother died when I was 16 as I have said in many of my stories.  My father had her cremated.  That I knew. That is it.  All I knew. I went for 13 years wondering where my mom was. My Dad knew.......he just never told us.  She is somewhere safe he told us.Where.......no...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2012

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    Loss

    I carry her with me. I hold my fathers love so preciously in my heart. When I 40 I got my first tatoo. Its an Irish clover with the Union jack wrapped around it. It's on my back right behind my heart. Are you sure you want your tattoo there he says to me.....Tattoo...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    Where Are You?

    Those we love don't go away. They walk beside us everyday. Unseen,unheard but always near. Still loved,still missed and very dear.
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    My Dad

    My Dad,Love him,With all my heart,Never got over it,Well over three years now,Guess,I never will,Dad,I love you so.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Apr 3, 2012

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    1988

    My loved one passed away when i was18 since then all of my relationships have averaged 3weeks or less.I MISS HER BADLY
    Bugahaus Bugahaus 41-45 Apr 18, 2012

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    I walked to the vast knoll I tell myself I'm

    done with this hellhole I remember the pain and agony Your death was sudden and a tragedy I crawl on my belly and look at your new face carved in stone I'm too afraid to look at you again, you'll be a body of bone I bring up and examine my personal friend I look at it's blade...
    FallenxPerfection FallenxPerfection 16-17, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Broken...

    Today is 7 years since I lost him. Tears while I type and my heart is breaking again. I still love him so much, still miss him, still dream about him, still hurt so much. He was/is the love of my life and I can't get over him. He was my first love, first everything. Am I insane...
    BlueAngel7 BlueAngel7 31-35, F Jul 18, 2013

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    My Best Friend Died - A Non True Story. I Found

    Okay so I went on the beach with my best friend last night. Now then there was a call by a life gard that there was a man trying to stab people. Now this man seem to be interested in my best friend and she was talking to me saying that this was a lie. Then as everyone was running...
    ellz0569 ellz0569 13-15, F Aug 15, 2013

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away 5 years ago and since then i have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions..i haven't had a stable relationship since then..its like i am trying to find the same comfort and care that she gave ..which i think is impossible..all my friends and relatives are...
    unbriddled unbriddled 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    My daddy , the best person I ever known....a war hero...my protector....my teacher....my parent . I loved him more than anything on this planet...I will always love him . I can...
    Sjenka Sjenka 36-40, F Dec 12

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    I don't understand why you did what you did and blame me for you smashing my heart into a thousand pieces. You think I was bluffing when I said that I loved you? I don't...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was naive to have believed you when you said you loved me. I didn't even know that i would fall so in love with you when we first met. I treated you as a good and close friend...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
    Volumes Volumes 22-25, M Nov 28

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    Spread happiness in the lives of the people you love and make your own life happy too! Send Flowers to South Korea along with Cakes and Hampers from the online shopping sites for...
    koreaflowers koreaflowers 18-21, M Dec 9

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    I pushed her away by acting on my own fears and I don't know if I can get her back. What do I do, I love her and cant live without her. but I am the one that makes her unhappy
    rockafella13 rockafella13 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    The first cut is the deepest, which is why it took me several stupid days of crying and trying to get back with the person i'm so not fit to be with. It took 3 months for me to...
    camillee camillee 18-21, F Dec 10

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    Holidays are upon us, but happiness can't be found. Two days before Thanksgiving, I lost my sister. The day of her burial, my nephew (brother's son ) had a blood clot in his lungs...
    RedXSue RedXSue 51-55, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I woke up to find out my mother had past away when I was sleeping, I was 14. a few years before that, my grandmother. and a year before that my grandfather.
    Bitchenwolf Bitchenwolf 16-17, F Dec 7

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    The title explains it all, and it is so true i dont see why people have to fake so much about love.It is three words which will turn anybody on I LOVE YOU they should be used in a...
    dareingggirl dareingggirl 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I think she has finally realised she is too good for me !
    ENGLAND22 ENGLAND22 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    I feel so bad for my kids who have already lost their dad. Now they lost an honorary uncle. Christmas just might really suck again this year.
    Rackshack Rackshack 41-45, F 11 Responses Dec 2

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    But I can't.  
    EarthlingWise EarthlingWise 41-45 1 Response Dec 7

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    Tonight at 5:45 PST my dad passed away. I am glad he is not suffering anymore but I'm so sad. I can't believe he's gone :(
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Somethings just cant be forgotten, but can always be learnt from.
    TropicalArctic TropicalArctic 18-21, M Dec 8

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    The trooper by iron maiden
    awesomeboy98 awesomeboy98 16-17, M Nov 24

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    Fantastic Baby - BIGBANG It always puts a smile on my face no matter what I'm going though. just the silliness and the catchiness is therapeutic to me xD
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F Nov 25

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    Fox Stevenson - Simple Life
    nickwrocks1 nickwrocks1 13-15, M Nov 26

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    Stolen dance by milky chance :D
    argeaidee argeaidee 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    The 5 stages of death: 1. Denial 2. Anger 3. Bargaining 4. Depression 5. Acceptance A friend of mine died in a car accident this past summer. When I got the news my whole world...
    GirlInTheMountains GirlInTheMountains 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Last night was the hardest night of my life. Almost three years ago, I met a wonderful man. Clever, intelligent, funny, respectful : someone a lot of women would call perfect. He...
    FromDuskTillDawn FromDuskTillDawn 22-25 Dec 8

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    I know it's a thing to boldly claim that you're not afraid of death, but the truth is, I am! The thought of not being around any more after certain while is pretty unnerving. The...
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Two years ago I was introduced to a guy whose I knew before but just by sight. He is one year older than me from the same hometown as me, visiting the same Uni as me. He always...
    michaela2 michaela2 22-25 1 Response Nov 25

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    I'm so unhappy about the death of the Australian cricketer who died today. He was only 25 years young and his mother and wife were in the crowd when he was hit by a fatal cricket...
    Negglesgirl Negglesgirl 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 27

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    But I fear lack of success before death. I also hope I die in an honorable way like saving a loved one..
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just got over one beautiful lady I loved for ten years, but we're just best friends and now another comes along, I'm head over heels, but she just wants to be my friend. Oh boy...
    mike4321a mike4321a 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    Friday, December 5th, I found out the worst news ever. My boyfriend of 4 months passed away on Thursday after 20 days in the hospital. A year and a month after my brother passed...
    xXJustMe123 xXJustMe123 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'm not afraid of dying at all, but I'm always afraid of losing loved ones or pets.
    Annaelaine Annaelaine 13-15, F Dec 7

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    Never happened to me before... But we almost hit a deer. I mean we really almost hit it. We were going fast. And my so said he'd never gotten that close before.
    misanthropemeow misanthropemeow 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I just feel like I should have done things differently. I'm 22, married, have a baby, a house, a cat and dog, I'm a full time student, and a full time employee. I'm stressed. To...
    laDamedeFer laDamedeFer 22-25, F Nov 24

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    I wish for death. no one would care. I lost my soulmate I lost everyone. I'm alone. death ends this pain
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    Other folks say to make use of a programmable thermostat. Nevertheless Some others feel you'll want to established the thermostat down to 50F at night and while at do the job...
    Joshua604a3xn8 Joshua604a3xn8 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    Unflued moveable heaters can offer both convective or radiant heat and operate on all-natural fuel or LPG.Central heating can normally warmth an entire house irrespective of...
    Nathan4702xky2 Nathan4702xky2 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    By my Mother the only parent I have. She doesn't support me or have faith in me. In all aspects of my life Academic wise and health wise. She bought me an iPhone on September but...
    NamzyZizi NamzyZizi 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago