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I Never Got Over Death Of A Loved One

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

    My Best Friend Died - A Non True Story. I Found

    Okay so I went on the beach with my best friend last night. Now then there was a call by a life gard that there was a man trying to stab people. Now this man seem to be interested in my best friend and she was talking to me saying that this was a lie. Then as everyone was running...
    ellz0569 ellz0569 13-15, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Broken...

    Today is 7 years since I lost him. Tears while I type and my heart is breaking again. I still love him so much, still miss him, still dream about him, still hurt so much. He was/is the love of my life and I can't get over him. He was my first love, first everything. Am I insane...
    BlueAngel7 BlueAngel7 31-35, F Jul 18, 2013

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    Her Name Is Blair.

    It's been a year now since she killed herself.. And I still have that feeling the day I saw her at the wake, I couldn't stop going up there and giving her kisses. I'm sure she loved that, she was the one who had my heart. She always will. I just can't let go, and I don't think I...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    Totally Lost

    My mother died when I was 16 as I have said in many of my stories.  My father had her cremated.  That I knew. That is it.  All I knew. I went for 13 years wondering where my mom was. My Dad knew.......he just never told us.  She is somewhere safe he told us.Where.......no...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2012

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away 5 years ago and since then i have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions..i haven't had a stable relationship since then..its like i am trying to find the same comfort and care that she gave ..which i think is impossible..all my friends and relatives are...
    unbriddled unbriddled 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    My Dad

    My Dad,Love him,With all my heart,Never got over it,Well over three years now,Guess,I never will,Dad,I love you so.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Apr 3, 2012

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    Funerals

    I have been to  more than 10 of them already.  All close family memebers.  1 cousin when she was 16.  My Mom when I was 16.  My Dad.  All my Grandparents.  Aunts and Uncles.  Along with a few others that were due to my bf faimly.  I am going to my Uncle's funeral...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    1988

    My loved one passed away when i was18 since then all of my relationships have averaged 3weeks or less.I MISS HER BADLY
    Bugahaus Bugahaus 41-45 Apr 18, 2012

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    Loss

    I carry her with me. I hold my fathers love so preciously in my heart. When I 40 I got my first tatoo. Its an Irish clover with the Union jack wrapped around it. It's on my back right behind my heart. Are you sure you want your tattoo there he says to me.....Tattoo...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    I walked to the vast knoll I tell myself I'm

    done with this hellhole I remember the pain and agony Your death was sudden and a tragedy I crawl on my belly and look at your new face carved in stone I'm too afraid to look at you again, you'll be a body of bone I bring up and examine my personal friend I look at it's blade...
    FallenxPerfection FallenxPerfection 18-21, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Where Are You?

    Those we love don't go away. They walk beside us everyday. Unseen,unheard but always near. Still loved,still missed and very dear.
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    When i was 3 my brith brother was taken away form me and i never got to say my goodbyes.
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    Last night, or rather just now, I had a nightmare with my dad's death. I can't go back to sleep now. I'm too scared.
    ChiaXUno ChiaXUno 18-21, F Apr 24

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    i trusted some one who taught me to never trust another one else ...
    Smile3ee Smile3ee 16-17, F Apr 6

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    My partner is Diabetic, and recently I have told her how proud of her i have been about the healthy choices shes been making and how good she was doing so i have been getting her...
    SystemK SystemK 22-25, F Apr 25

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    Two weeks ago I lost my nan, she was like a second mum to me. I'm 25 and she's the first person I've lost who I was close to! Every now and then I forget, forget she's gone, that I...
    XMissunderstoodx XMissunderstoodx 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 14

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    All of my friends, Come to see me last night, I was laying in my bed and dying, Anybody know, From sin and jill, Say the weather down here so fine, Just in the wind, Came running...
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Cherish every moment you spend with the ones you love because some day they will leave you and you'll wish you had spend more time with them when you had the chance
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I love all of you so muchI love all of natureI love this whole planetI love u most of all!!!
    Skoph Skoph 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Bye carter, enjoy life on the other side Carter jones- 1993-2014
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Miss you Nan. "we know you'd be with us today, if heaven wasn't so far away"
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 7

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    My granny's funeral is tomorrow. I'm not really nervous, even feeling a little odd. I haven't really progressed her passing yet.
    absenceofsound absenceofsound 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    It's dying that terrifies me. I've lost two people who were very close to me die slow, painful, agonizing deaths. It was heartbreaking to witness their gradual loss of self. My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I really do not get why people treat me the way they do. My kids tell me to **** off when I say I love you, and attack me and call me pervert when I try to give them a hug. My wife...
    EpilepticOne EpilepticOne 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my dad. 2 years ago. When is was 13 home alone just me and him I came downstairs to make a milkshake to find my dad on the floor making a weird breathy noise. He was...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 15

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    At the age of 3 doctors performed tests on me and labeled me at the bottom 1% of children my age. Apparently I wasn't gaining the proper knowledge or learning skills and was soon...
    WardenChult WardenChult 18-21, M 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    WHAT IS LOVE? May I share this with you? Most people are searching these days. They don't realize how much God loves them. He loves you very much. No matter who you are, no matter...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 days ago

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    I don't avoid it, I don't seek it. But I definitely don't fear it for my own sake, only for the sake of my family and loved ones.
    Beijodeabacaxi Beijodeabacaxi 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    when i was 14 a new family moved close to us .at the bus stop that morning the oldest boy was 16 and said i got to p so i sad will do it he just pulled his d*** out and pissed i...
    priencjames priencjames 22-25, M Apr 11

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    My parents never hugged or kissed me when I was a child. They never told me they loved me. I get angry and sad when I hear people talk about how blessed they are to have a great...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 12

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    For all those heart broken people reading this... This is what I've learnt to help me through months of pain. I hope it helps you At first you need to learn to breath through the...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    I've had two near death experiences, one was my fault and the other wasn't. When I was nine my cousin and I were at a family reunion when for whatever sick reason she pushed me...
    SarahLove00 SarahLove00 16-17, F Apr 22

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    doesn't everybody think about death at one point
    jadabruh jadabruh 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    death is one of of the many mysteries we go thru
    sissy2985 sissy2985 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    It's been a year since me and this guy broke up. We went out in the beginning of freshmen year and we broke up before summer came up. I moved schools for a month but came back and...
    JusttSomeonee JusttSomeonee 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    They are my mistakes & regrets in life, where I can make my loved ones tear up
    WolfsterTheWere WolfsterTheWere 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I feel like I'm screaming the same thing over and over and no one can hear me trapped in a repeating cycle with no exit. The feeling of relief when you hear someone say "I...
    kmatari1 kmatari1 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm sitting uncomfortably from last night's hair brush spanking. I'm getting another spanking in about an hour. I am having a tough time adjusting my attitude. My Daddy is going to...
    debdd debdd 41-45, F 7 Responses Apr 21

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    This is just a post to say I am no longer going to post anything, or talk to anyone. I originally came on this site to find a way to kill myself, but since then I have gotten...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F Apr 23

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    About an hour ago I went to my friends grandmothers funeral. It is sad that I never got to meet her. I have heard a lot about her but she died from breast cancer. Now I will have...
    hopergirl hopergirl 13-15, F Apr 4

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