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I Never Got Over Death Of A Loved One

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 90 People

    I walked to the vast knoll I tell myself I'm

    done with this hellhole I remember the pain and agony Your death was sudden and a tragedy I crawl on my belly and look at your new face carved in stone I'm too afraid to look at you again, you'll be a body of bone I bring up and examine my personal friend I look at it's blade...
    FallenxPerfection FallenxPerfection 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2013

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    Loss

    I carry her with me. I hold my fathers love so preciously in my heart. When I 40 I got my first tatoo. Its an Irish clover with the Union jack wrapped around it. It's on my back right behind my heart. Are you sure you want your tattoo there he says to me.....Tattoo...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    1988

    My loved one passed away when i was18 since then all of my relationships have averaged 3weeks or less.I MISS HER BADLY
    Bugahaus Bugahaus 41-45 Apr 18, 2012

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    Where Are You?

    Those we love don't go away. They walk beside us everyday. Unseen,unheard but always near. Still loved,still missed and very dear.
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    My Best Friend Died - A Non True Story. I Found

    Okay so I went on the beach with my best friend last night. Now then there was a call by a life gard that there was a man trying to stab people. Now this man seem to be interested in my best friend and she was talking to me saying that this was a lie. Then as everyone was running...
    ellz0569 ellz0569 13-15, F Aug 15, 2013

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    My Dad

    My Dad,Love him,With all my heart,Never got over it,Well over three years now,Guess,I never will,Dad,I love you so.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Apr 3, 2012

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    Her Name Is Blair.

    It's been a year now since she killed herself.. And I still have that feeling the day I saw her at the wake, I couldn't stop going up there and giving her kisses. I'm sure she loved that, she was the one who had my heart. She always will. I just can't let go, and I don't think I...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    Broken...

    Today is 7 years since I lost him. Tears while I type and my heart is breaking again. I still love him so much, still miss him, still dream about him, still hurt so much. He was/is the love of my life and I can't get over him. He was my first love, first everything. Am I insane...
    BlueAngel7 BlueAngel7 31-35, F Jul 18, 2013

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    Totally Lost

    My mother died when I was 16 as I have said in many of my stories.  My father had her cremated.  That I knew. That is it.  All I knew. I went for 13 years wondering where my mom was. My Dad knew.......he just never told us.  She is somewhere safe he told us.Where.......no...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2012

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    This is more of a question/opinions from other

    people kind of post. I just woke up so hopefully this will make sense. My brother committed suicide on August 4th, 2014. He would be 23 if he was still alive. He's about 5 years older than me. So I just woke from having a dream about him, and my mother and I like to think of...
    aesco53 aesco53 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away 5 years ago and since then i have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions..i haven't had a stable relationship since then..its like i am trying to find the same comfort and care that she gave ..which i think is impossible..all my friends and relatives are...
    unbriddled unbriddled 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Funerals

    I have been to  more than 10 of them already.  All close family memebers.  1 cousin when she was 16.  My Mom when I was 16.  My Dad.  All my Grandparents.  Aunts and Uncles.  Along with a few others that were due to my bf faimly.  I am going to my Uncle's funeral...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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