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I Never Got Over Death Of A Loved One

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    I walked to the vast knoll I tell myself I'm

    done with this hellhole I remember the pain and agony Your death was sudden and a tragedy I crawl on my belly and look at your new face carved in stone I'm too afraid to look at you again, you'll be a body of bone I bring up and examine my personal friend I look at it's blade...
    FallenxPerfection FallenxPerfection 16-17, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Loss

    I carry her with me. I hold my fathers love so preciously in my heart. When I 40 I got my first tatoo. Its an Irish clover with the Union jack wrapped around it. It's on my back right behind my heart. Are you sure you want your tattoo there he says to me.....Tattoo...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    Totally Lost

    My mother died when I was 16 as I have said in many of my stories.  My father had her cremated.  That I knew. That is it.  All I knew. I went for 13 years wondering where my mom was. My Dad knew.......he just never told us.  She is somewhere safe he told us.Where.......no...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    My Best Friend Died - A Non True Story. I Found

    Okay so I went on the beach with my best friend last night. Now then there was a call by a life gard that there was a man trying to stab people. Now this man seem to be interested in my best friend and she was talking to me saying that this was a lie. Then as everyone was running...
    ellz0569 ellz0569 13-15, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Where Are You?

    Those we love don't go away. They walk beside us everyday. Unseen,unheard but always near. Still loved,still missed and very dear.
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    Her Name Is Blair.

    It's been a year now since she killed herself.. And I still have that feeling the day I saw her at the wake, I couldn't stop going up there and giving her kisses. I'm sure she loved that, she was the one who had my heart. She always will. I just can't let go, and I don't think I...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    My Dad

    My Dad,Love him,With all my heart,Never got over it,Well over three years now,Guess,I never will,Dad,I love you so.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Apr 3, 2012

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    Funerals

    I have been to  more than 10 of them already.  All close family memebers.  1 cousin when she was 16.  My Mom when I was 16.  My Dad.  All my Grandparents.  Aunts and Uncles.  Along with a few others that were due to my bf faimly.  I am going to my Uncle's funeral...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    1988

    My loved one passed away when i was18 since then all of my relationships have averaged 3weeks or less.I MISS HER BADLY
    Bugahaus Bugahaus 41-45 Apr 18, 2012

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away 5 years ago and since then i have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions..i haven't had a stable relationship since then..its like i am trying to find the same comfort and care that she gave ..which i think is impossible..all my friends and relatives are...
    unbriddled unbriddled 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Broken...

    Today is 7 years since I lost him. Tears while I type and my heart is breaking again. I still love him so much, still miss him, still dream about him, still hurt so much. He was/is the love of my life and I can't get over him. He was my first love, first everything. Am I insane...
    BlueAngel7 BlueAngel7 31-35, F Jul 18, 2013

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    Recently, my first love has been in my dreams. And I've been thinking of him a lot too. Not sure if he's in a relationship. But I'm not sure either if I want to find out.
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    My dad is a christian, but ever since my mom died i don't understand how. He keeps telling me that sometimes god doesn't change your situation because he is trying to change your...
    RnneKK RnneKK 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    The day before Christmas eve one year ago..my dad passed away in his sleep..he wasnt ailing from any serious sickness he was fine...he just went to bed and never woke up. .my mom...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    aside from those who have passed, ive got a small group (but growing) of people online who I never got to say goodbye to. I find it so frustrating. the last one was from ep. we had...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Well, the female version anyways. I've had guys go down on me, "eat me out", but it's never done anything for me. It's never made me climax, I crave it but every time I get it it's...
    YoungForeverr YoungForeverr 22-25, F 4 Responses 44 mins ago

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    I recently shared an experience where I had become infatuated with one of my good friends. Long story short, we reconnected after several years and after discovering that we now...
    brendacouttes brendacouttes 22-25, F Feb 22

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       Today, our family lost a truly beautiful soul. Uncle John, I loved you more than you could ever know. And i'm gonna miss you so much! But I feel a sense of peace...
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 9

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    Today is the 2 year anniversary of my father's death. If I don't message you back today, don't be offended and please be patient with me. Thank you.
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 5

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    My farce for a Mother, (she isn't my real Mother), told me that she's got her lawyer involved in a serious matter between she and I. What I'd like her lawyer to know is that she is...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 14

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    I lost my Aunt Martha on May 14th last year and I'm still not over it. I think about her frequently and wish there was some way of telling her about my day and talk to her about...
    standingfirm standingfirm 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My cousins and their father passed away recently... I decided not to visit my uncle at the Hospital, having assumed (badly hoped) that he would recover from his injuries. It was a...
    Vabidemi00 Vabidemi00 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    ..partly because of a certain experience. Had something on with a friend and he'd tell me he loved me, but although I really liked him at that time, I never said it back cos I...
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    here are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    anneluna anneluna 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Ugh. Near the end for my grandma. I've lost people, husband and my dad, but something about her makes me feel like I've never experienced this. She's in the last stage of cancer...
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I surprisingly haven't yet though?? If my dog dies I'm taking over the world then I'll jump off a bridge she's the sweetest <3
    Uhilikepizza Uhilikepizza 13-15, F Feb 9

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    There are some wounds that never heal. You carry them for so long, that you forget that you have them. And your pained state becomes something you think it's normal. And the...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Because all veiw love diffrently you will never belive me parents. Dad you make another family only to end up in the same situation, hurting your crazy wife and drowing yourself in...
    Thelemicc Thelemicc 18-21, F Feb 13

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    This one caught me. I thought, of course not! Then realized I do it nearly every day. I haven't said it first in at least a decade. He asked years ago why that was. I said it's all...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Feb 13

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    Some people never realize and appreciate what they have until it's gone. Some never will. Yet there are some who do realize, appreciate, and likely go out of their way to let you...
    dacamt dacamt 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Auntie J Beautiful.Kind,generous,respectful,caring,giving,Loved by all Auntie J was the most amazing Auntie I ever had she was my favourite auntie I think of her everyday ,she...
    iwanttobeafashionesigner iwanttobeafashionesigner 22-25, F Feb 14

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    Yesterday one of my friends lost a brother I fell sad for them I wish I could do more for them
    luvps luvps 31-35, M Feb 10

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    So yeah, I posted that bit about losing a friend, right? Well, I tried working things out, yeah? Turns out they were somewhat less that... Well, suffice to say Blue October's...
    ThePhilosopher ThePhilosopher 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Today was my uncle's funeral..as I watched him burn in the funeral pyre the piercing images of my father came into sight..just 1 months ago I saw my father reduced to ashes. ..in...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I really don't see how people could just say that and not mean it just don't say something you don't mean it's not that hard
    mia16 mia16 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm a little scared, though, that I may do that too easily, and that people would take advantage of me as a result. I dunno...
    9Fan 9Fan 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Yeah. I cant say I love someone if I don't mean it, its a word that I don't throw around!
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    In love with my friend, I think he loves me too, but I just don't know.. He has said he does, but I think it was just a friend saying it to another friend, sometimes he gets upset...
    Confusedone92 Confusedone92 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    We had a family friend's ex pass away yesterday. He leaves behind a 9 year old son. I feel so bad for him.
    ownfrnchseplaya ownfrnchseplaya 26-30, M Feb 10

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    I'm still your lil princess daddy, be proud of me in heaven or where you are 💁
    lilbiatch lilbiatch 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    for some odd reason it would have to be eminem rap god
    jadabruh jadabruh 26-30, F Feb 7

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