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I Never Got Over Death Of A Loved One

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    My loved one passed away when i was18 since then all of my relationships have averaged 3weeks or less.I MISS HER BADLY
    Bugahaus Bugahaus 41-45 Apr 18, 2012

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away 5 years ago and since then i have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions..i haven't had a stable relationship since then..its like i am trying to find the same comfort and care that she gave ..which i think is impossible..all my friends and relatives are...
    unbriddled unbriddled 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    My Best Friend Died - A Non True Story. I Found

    Okay so I went on the beach with my best friend last night. Now then there was a call by a life gard that there was a man trying to stab people. Now this man seem to be interested in my best friend and she was talking to me saying that this was a lie. Then as everyone was running...
    ellz0569 ellz0569 13-15, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Where Are You?

    Those we love don't go away. They walk beside us everyday. Unseen,unheard but always near. Still loved,still missed and very dear.
    hishamocampo hishamocampo 22-25, M Aug 26, 2013

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    My Dad

    My Dad,Love him,With all my heart,Never got over it,Well over three years now,Guess,I never will,Dad,I love you so.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Apr 3, 2012

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    Funerals

    I have been to  more than 10 of them already.  All close family memebers.  1 cousin when she was 16.  My Mom when I was 16.  My Dad.  All my Grandparents.  Aunts and Uncles.  Along with a few others that were due to my bf faimly.  I am going to my Uncle's funeral...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    I walked to the vast knoll I tell myself I'm

    done with this hellhole I remember the pain and agony Your death was sudden and a tragedy I crawl on my belly and look at your new face carved in stone I'm too afraid to look at you again, you'll be a body of bone I bring up and examine my personal friend I look at it's blade...
    FallenxPerfection FallenxPerfection 18-21, F Dec 30, 2013

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    Her Name Is Blair.

    It's been a year now since she killed herself.. And I still have that feeling the day I saw her at the wake, I couldn't stop going up there and giving her kisses. I'm sure she loved that, she was the one who had my heart. She always will. I just can't let go, and I don't think I...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    Broken...

    Today is 7 years since I lost him. Tears while I type and my heart is breaking again. I still love him so much, still miss him, still dream about him, still hurt so much. He was/is the love of my life and I can't get over him. He was my first love, first everything. Am I insane...
    BlueAngel7 BlueAngel7 31-35, F Jul 18, 2013

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    Totally Lost

    My mother died when I was 16 as I have said in many of my stories.  My father had her cremated.  That I knew. That is it.  All I knew. I went for 13 years wondering where my mom was. My Dad knew.......he just never told us.  She is somewhere safe he told us.Where.......no...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2012

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    If I Had Not....

    I could have been easily that girl with slashed wrist, tattooed ankle, lips darkened by occasional smoking, dirty shirts and broken smile…if I had not loved myself enough to take care of myself during “those times”.
    wingsgirl wingsgirl 22-25, F Jun 12, 2012

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    Loss

    I carry her with me. I hold my fathers love so preciously in my heart. When I 40 I got my first tatoo. Its an Irish clover with the Union jack wrapped around it. It's on my back right behind my heart. Are you sure you want your tattoo there he says to me.....Tattoo...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    This is to my love and my friend. I had deleted my account (seems like it takes days to actually do it), but now you have cut off all other channels of communication, so I will...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am already an orphan. My mom died when I was ten years old, ever since, she is bedridden. My grandmother is the one who's supporting me financially, since she is also old, my...
    MAHUNNIE26 MAHUNNIE26 22-25, F 1 Response May 18

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    to experience jealousy is to experience love. love is so painful when it's complicated but what real love isn't? otherwise how would we know if it's true love if it's too easy? the...
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 1 Response May 19

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    what do you do with somebody you still like but doesn't realize that you've moved on and have feelings for other people like crazy and just want your friendship with them back even...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 3 Responses May 13

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    My boyfriend is going to basic training for the army in a month and also officer school. He is in the reserves, but idk lately for the past few months I've had a feeling that he's...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I hurt you I'm sorry I made mistake I will pay for it I love you, I can't forgive my self I almost picked up that razor and tried, but I couldn't and i never can I promise I...
    iamalonewolf iamalonewolf 13-15, M 1 Response May 5

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    Today at 10 am my father received a call that his dad passed away unexpectedly. My family is going through such a rough time. Not only did he lose his dad but his father in law...
    PAGuy30 PAGuy30 26-30, M 1 Response May 17

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    So my past is a little messed up. When I was five, I was continuously molested by my older brother until I was six. Then in 7th grade I started to cut myself. That's when the...
    brieftimetravelinfluencer brieftimetravelinfluencer 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    My mother is terminal. She was diagnosed with a brain tumour about 4 1/2 years ago. I was 9 at the time and I didn't know that people pretty much always die from that kind of...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F May 12

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    In loving memory of grandma Joyce and my cousin like a little brother Stevie gee. I love you both more then you'll ever know. Today's so hard. Knowing one of you was on the...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response May 13

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    My mom and I were on the way to the hospital when we got the call. Even though he had been unconscious all morning, I would have given anything to say a proper goodbye
    LoneDreamer11 LoneDreamer11 18-21, F May 18

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    If you like this experience God is with you everyday and guess who else is here... Me I love you so much God bless
    sillyrose1994 sillyrose1994 13-15, F May 18

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    ~1 Corinthians 13:4-7~ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Idk if a year is recent but my mother in-law passed away from a heart attack last year and I miss her so much. sometimes I feel guilty for feeling so bad because she isn't my mom...
    mpthatsme mpthatsme 26-30, F May 4

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    My dad's dad has passed away last couple of weeks ago and I am sad to see him go. He has taught me how to bowl a little faster. And I miss him so much.
    f4l3a8t4s f4l3a8t4s 22-25, F 2 Responses May 5

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    Maybe because I want this aswell done towards me?.
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M May 14

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    my girlfriend died in december 07. she was only 43.
    seanspencer31 seanspencer31 36-40, M 1 Response May 17

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    Good bye forever to my 2 grandpa. lolo bert and lolo remy may you both rest in peace. we love u see you in the nextlife
    whatthehecc whatthehecc 22-25, F 1 Response May 20

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    My dad's dad has passed away a month ago and I miss him so much, because he served in the Navy. When I heard the trumpet sound, that's when I started crying. And then he taught me...
    Meghantrainatic4384 Meghantrainatic4384 22-25, F a week ago

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    It's me. I was diagnosed 5/22/2015 Have to return Friday may 29th
    iloveusawnt iloveusawnt 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    Tbh idk what I'll do when my parents pass away. It scares me even just thinking about , and I don't think I'll ever be mentally/ emotionally ready for the day it happens.
    BotchFawn BotchFawn 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Touch that girl again, I will come find you.... You sick SOB
    Imhungrytoo Imhungrytoo 51-55, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Mario, I wish I was not so stupid and I saw your pain earlier. I didn't put the pieces together till now after reading your angry posts against females who rejected you. I think I...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 9 Responses May 5

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    I never got to know my father as a child since my parents separated by the time I was a year old. My father then moved from ATL to Pittsburgh where he met his second wife and her...
    mlemieux19 mlemieux19 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    I really do not get why people treat me the way they do. My kids tell me to **** off when I say I love you, and attack me and call me pervert when I try to give them a hug. My wife...
    EpilepticOne EpilepticOne 31-35, M 1 Response May 2

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    It's dying that terrifies me. I've lost two people who were very close to me die slow, painful, agonizing deaths. It was heartbreaking to witness their gradual loss of self. My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29

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    Not in a bad way or anything. Nothing serious enough to hurt others or myself. No. I've merely had the idea of Death in my head lately. I read a lot which means I often learn a lot...
    Canis3 Canis3 22-25, F May 8

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    At the age of 3 doctors performed tests on me and labeled me at the bottom 1% of children my age. Apparently I wasn't gaining the proper knowledge or learning skills and was soon...