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I Never Know What I Have Until I Lose It

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    My Bestest Friend Ever.

    My Best Friend Brittany and I have been fighting since the day we met. The fights have been so stupid that when we try to look back on them we can't remember what they were about. Even when we fight we only stop talking for a week or two then cave in. Well one particular fight...
    aja6693 aja6693 18-21, F Sep 22, 2011

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    I Never Realized What I Had Until I Lost It...

    Last year it was so perfect... everything was so good... and im saying about last year of high-school and now its the new year of high-school...  It was so perfecttttttttttt and i never realized that it was so great... it just that today i realized what i had... My best friend...
    anda55 anda55 16-17 Sep 22, 2011

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    I Never Realized What I Had Until I Lost It...

    Last year it was so perfect... everything was so good... and im saying about last year of high-school and now its the new year of high-school...  It was so perfecttttttttttt and i never realized that it was so great... it just that today i realized what i had... My best friend...
    anda55 anda55 16-17 Sep 22, 2011

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