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I Never Loved My Husband

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    Scared to Divorce.

    I have been married 18 years and 4 children .  I knew the day I returned from my honeymoon, I had made I terrible mistake.  For multiple reasons I have stayed and now wonder if its too late to leave.  My husband is a good man, loves me  and his children. ...
    wantinganswers wantinganswers 41-45 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    I Married My Husband With My Brain Not My Heart Now I Want To Leave

    He has a son who calls me mommy. We have been married for a year and a half. I have grown to love him but I don't feel that connection that says I'm in live with him. He told me lies to get me to marry him and I did after only one month of dating( yes I know not very smart) but...
    jessmess30 jessmess30 26-30 1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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    Didn't Want to Be Alone For the Rest of My Life.

    At the time I didn't want to spend the rest of my life alone so when he threw the ring box at me and said "You  know what it is,  let me know".....  I guess I  just thought that this was it for me and I had better grab the brass ring with both...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    Never Loved Him

    I come from a Pakistani, Muslim family. I was born and raised in the US. I am 27 years old, with 2 kids. I was forced in a marriage at the age of 17. Everyone that would hear this story would say, "you can't be forced in America". Well my parents always...
    the3Ls the3Ls 26-30 3 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    I have a wonderful husband. He is my mentor. He supports me a lot. My family has never loved me like he does. I miss him very much. Only he can charge up my life. Sometimes, I feel...
    Arrow17 Arrow17 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I guess I still love her in a way. I need to learn not to think of her when i am in a vulnerable position. I have tried to fix my relationship with mom since I left home in 2007...
    Theaudienceofdeath Theaudienceofdeath 70+, F 4 Responses Mar 7

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    I'm 20 yrs old already and I've never loved. I'm starting to think I'll die sad and alone and that I'm incapable of love. I'm miserable and it gets worse each year. I feel even...
    Charlene1603 Charlene1603 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I met this guy , we were friends at first , we stopped talking for a while , then once we started talking again I started getting feelings for him , I told him , he said he cared...
    girldevil123 girldevil123 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am a massive idiot. I joined the "crazy guy that went half way around the world and blew his money for a girl who in the end didn't give a **** about him" club. A few months ago...
    Sheiskeepingmetogether Sheiskeepingmetogether 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 11

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    Hi, I'm new to this and I feel upset and I need someone to just listen, I'm a teen mom 18 to be exact. I met my boyfriend in 2011 and we loved each other in all we had our ups and...
    ox97 ox97 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have an enormous crush on my husband's best friend. I am trying to ignore it in hopes that it will go away, but the butterflies in my stomach when I see him are very active. The...
    Lemoncracker Lemoncracker 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I lost my husband my love my soul to cancer November 2014 Tribute to my dear husband. Today marks fore month since the death of my dear husband . It was on this same day that I...
    toha1 toha1 22-25, F Mar 8

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    When I was 8 my dad died, so my mom came to where my dad and I lived to take care of me, but what she really did was lock me away from everybody while she took all the money my dad...
    Bubblebran Bubblebran 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I am in love with a man 12 years younger than me that I met while I was separated from my husband. Since then I had to move back with my husband because of the kids and the fact...
    geisha7942 geisha7942 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Every three years there has been a family tradition of going on a family vacation trip in my husbands family, this was supposed to be the eleventh such trip since my husbands...
    isis55 isis55 51-55, F a week ago

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    I met my husband 9 years ago. We hit it off as friends immediately and although for him it was love at first sight it took me a couple months to agree to date him....mainly because...
    Sarmo84 Sarmo84 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I suppose I'm very independent, set in my ways, solitary, whatever you want to call it. I've never had a best friend so it's not hard for me not to stop caring about someone if...
    EccentricalMind EccentricalMind 22-25, F Mar 13

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    3 weeks ago, my wife told me that she contacted an ex-boyfriend because she felt the need to reconcile with him for the way that she left him. I asked if she still loves him and...
    miragexrage miragexrage 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This dog...oh my god this freaking dog. I wait for the day he dies with such fevered anticipation. I've owned dogs before that I loved and took great care of. But my husband's dog...
    WaitingForTheDay1 WaitingForTheDay1 22-25, F Mar 13

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    this is going to be one of those brittany rants that i'm not going to filter and make pretty. if you like pretty, then stop reading. THE SAME WAY THAT IF YOU ONLY LIKE PRETTY GIRLS...
    foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I don't want to fly back. I want to fly away and never look back and never return . I cannot take **** and hot pancake anymore.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    This is sad!!!!! There are only 4people in this group????WOW!!! I will never cheat on someone who is loyal to me. My husband is loyal, and so am I. I have cheated once before not...
    lemonadestreet lemonadestreet 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    How much is too much? How long can you keep feeling unappreciated and disrespected until you just don't or CAN'T care anymore? I'm always drawn back to the quote that I seem I...
    UndisputedTruth UndisputedTruth 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    And while I accept that, it's just who I am and my life, it doesn't mean that it's not hard sometimes. Tonight is one of those times. I was reading a book that I didn't expect to...
    IrisArrow IrisArrow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Well, let me introduce myself. I am a thirty-something year old wife and mother. Roughly 3 years ago, I discovered that my husband of over 10 years was and had been in an actual...
    Aworkingprogression Aworkingprogression 36-40, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I love my husband with all my heart, but he has to learn how to sacrifice and learn some restraint. He likes to spend money like water but he is currently out of work. Now my...
    LadyHeyward LadyHeyward 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    My husband of almost 5 years is addicted to synthetic weed and is in complete denial. It has destroyed so many things in his life, but blames in on everything else, even me. He...
    lumom lumom 31-35, F Mar 11

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    I've never told anyone this but I'm going to share this with everyone here I want to get married someday and I can promise you this future wife I will always be their for you when...
    LuisB3344 LuisB3344 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    My husband saved me in more ways then anyone will ever know. I was so numb before I met him, I didn't even realize it myself. I didn't feel, I had no true compassion or sympathy...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 3

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    My Husband died of an accidental OD. I'm devastated, heartbroken, it's so hard to breathe feels like I'm missing a lung. My husband died in my arms. RIP my love, I'm going to miss...
    sadmami sadmami 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 9

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    I thought these words for so long. Looked at myself and cursed my flaws. Wondered what it was I had done. What I could do. Like the dog that gets kicked and keeps coming back for...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well apologies its kind of long! I met my 'friend' in 1994. I was 18 years old and still a virgin He was 26 and worked at a pub I used to frequent Over time we started talking...
    Smile123q Smile123q 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband is not providing At first i was working hard to pay for life when he was still in university Then i still am working hard now, even after he graduates. Hes not working...
    Shada01 Shada01 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 7

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    My first husband has been sent to prison for committing several felonies over 20 years ago. He was charged, tried, and convicted of stalking, kidnapping, rape, and murder of my...
    olderfemalesunbathing olderfemalesunbathing 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 13

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    After 13 years of him I am finally leaving. I am trying to get my ducks in a row without him knowing. I don't know if its possible but my children and I have to leave. He's never...
    artmom77 artmom77 31-35, F Mar 14

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    best way to catch a cheating husband, been married 50 years and i'm just sick of it. i can never get real evidence, he denies it and calls me nuts, but here is a man that lost...
    sonny433 sonny433 70+, F Mar 22

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    I hate my husband so much and I sometimes wish I had an incurable disease so I could leave him without having to put the kids through a divorce! He drinks too much, never wants to...
    redstone74 redstone74 36-40, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Whenever I'm anywhere..I can't help looking at beautiful couples... I just set down,looking at them and admiring them... I don't want a relationship that lasts a month or a year...
    FazyH FazyH 18-21, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    tbh i dont need a boyfriend but i need a husband
    lamour98 lamour98 18-21, F Mar 4

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    One of those days.. Like today feeling in need of loveing someone and being loved. But some how my luck is real bad. I guess I will never be loved
    lovemedeep lovemedeep 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    God describes the marriage of a man and a woman as a visual example of the spiritual union between Jesus Christ and the church (all Christians). Believers are called “the bride...
    lovemealways01 lovemealways01 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I have never been loved by any one I always get used somehow and then my heart breaks even more tbh I hate my self cuz I can't be loved for me
    erinhnrocks erinhnrocks 13-15, F 17 Responses Mar 7