I Never Loved My Husband

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    Never Loved Him

    I come from a Pakistani, Muslim family. I was born and raised in the US. I am 27 years old, with 2 kids. I was forced in a marriage at the age of 17. Everyone that would hear this story would say, "you can't be forced in America". Well my parents always...
    the3Ls the3Ls
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 19, 2008

    Didn't Want to Be Alone For the Rest of My Life.

    At the time I didn't want to spend the rest of my life alone so when he threw the ring box at me and said "You  know what it is,  let me know".....  I guess I  just thought that this was it for me and I had better grab the brass ring with both...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 7, 2007

    Scared to Divorce.

    I have been married 18 years and 4 children .  I knew the day I returned from my honeymoon, I had made I terrible mistake.  For multiple reasons I have stayed and now wonder if its too late to leave.  My husband is a good man, loves me  and his children. ...
    wantinganswers wantinganswers
    41-45
    5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

    I Married My Husband With My Brain Not My Heart Now I Want To Leave

    He has a son who calls me mommy. We have been married for a year and a half. I have grown to love him but I don't feel that connection that says I'm in live with him. He told me lies to get me to marry him and I did after only one month of dating( yes I know not very smart) but...
    jessmess30 jessmess30
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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