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I Never Loved My Husband

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    Scared to Divorce.

    I have been married 18 years and 4 children .  I knew the day I returned from my honeymoon, I had made I terrible mistake.  For multiple reasons I have stayed and now wonder if its too late to leave.  My husband is a good man, loves me  and his children. ...
    wantinganswers wantinganswers 41-45 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    Never Loved Him

    I come from a Pakistani, Muslim family. I was born and raised in the US. I am 27 years old, with 2 kids. I was forced in a marriage at the age of 17. Everyone that would hear this story would say, "you can't be forced in America". Well my parents always...
    the3Ls the3Ls 26-30 3 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    Didn't Want to Be Alone For the Rest of My Life.

    At the time I didn't want to spend the rest of my life alone so when he threw the ring box at me and said "You  know what it is,  let me know".....  I guess I  just thought that this was it for me and I had better grab the brass ring with both...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    I Married My Husband With My Brain Not My Heart Now I Want To Leave

    He has a son who calls me mommy. We have been married for a year and a half. I have grown to love him but I don't feel that connection that says I'm in live with him. He told me lies to get me to marry him and I did after only one month of dating( yes I know not very smart) but...
    jessmess30 jessmess30 26-30 1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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    I have been married to my husband for 10 yrs. I used to love him, but after years of not supporting our family, and the constant putting me down I just hate him . Everyone around...
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    We moved to Phoenix just before I turned 6. I do not remember the exact time it had started, but I do remember one time that it happened while we were still in Tacoma. My uncle...
    brionnaallen brionnaallen 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    How about everyone? Does that Count at all? I've loved husband children parents .... People.. And in the end no one can really be trusted to support me. I will love with all my...
    cujo0807 cujo0807 31-35 19 hrs ago

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    I feel genuinely happy.My problem is that I continue to face new challenges every day. Currently I cant see my husband for 1 year after not being able to have any contact with him...
    loveg2324 loveg2324 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm shell shocked today. I came across a hard drive with all my computer pix dating back to 2004. My wedding, the births of my children, our moves from house to house, our...
    BrandysGood BrandysGood 31-35, F 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    We knew eachother since middle school for me it was love a first sight.I always loved him it never changed .We start texting eachother and we actually got closed.He was the true...
    Susiered Susiered 18-21 3 days ago

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    I am going to leave him. He hit me 2 days ago and blamed me for it. We had a fight over his road bully style driving. He was bullying a very old man (likely abt his dad's age) on...
    bluebutton81 bluebutton81 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So were going to start the next part. So after that, McDonald's episode. Everything went back to normal or as normal as things can be when you're in love with a guy, you can't...
    MissOreoX MissOreoX 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This is one of life's most painful experiences and it has only happened to me once. She and I had an intense love affair that lasted about 6 months. There were warning signs that...
    blueskyforgood blueskyforgood 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    so here I sit in the backyard of what was suppose to be my "safe haven" is that how you say it ? my mobile home that I bought after I completed rehab after I got my license as a...
    jesuscleavage jesuscleavage 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    this is going to seem long but i figured this was a good place to vent. lol anyways! about a year ago i started talking to people online, basically out of boredom. thats when i...
    queenb3a queenb3a 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I use drugs occasionally I use alcohol I've had sex with guys I've never loved but I don't regret any of these things sure I regret some things I've done while drunk or on drugs...
    rhinowhino rhinowhino 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Been married two years met husband four years ago when we first met we were crazy about each other but he was married less then a year to his hs sweetheart and I was with mine so...
    frenchfry5 frenchfry5 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    ---Just Breathe    Life can be funny at times. Throw us for a loop. Take us and spin us around, jumble us up to the almost point of insanity, yet somehow, always put...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 1 Response a week ago

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    I HATE my husband's ex...I finally said it! My husband dated this woman for a few months when he realized she was wrong for him and told her he didn't see this having a future bc...
    LAE1005 LAE1005 26-30, F a week ago

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    Marie , my great friend at 26yo she dated a friend of mine for a short time. Marie and I hung out together allot after they broke up. I adored her . Very cute blond haired blue...
    Timb62 Timb62 51-55, M Jul 27

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    I met my husband in middle school August 1999 when we were 11 yrs old. at first we hated each others guts I'm not sure why but then we became best friends. through out the years I...
    AnayaChan AnayaChan 26-30, F Jul 27

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    GOD BLESS THE DAY HOW I GET MY EX HUSBAND BACK Hello my name is Babarah from CANADA. i just want to share my experience and testimony here.. i was married for 6 years to my...
    babarah babarah 22-25, F Jul 26

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    She's in her late 40s. Not particularly attractive, but kind and caring. She's the kind of person that you know care more about you and your comfort than she does herself. She's so...
    Storiesnotforthefaintofheart Storiesnotforthefaintofheart 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 26

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    Back when I was in Middle School. I knew this boy he was a sophomore. We went to school together he eventually left the school obviously because he was older. I didn't feel pretty...
    Mustbethesneaks Mustbethesneaks 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    For the past three years, things between me and my husband went downhill. We have two boys 5 and 8. In 2013, he went for lasik surgery. For days and weeks after his surgery, he...
    Satinedoll Satinedoll 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I am nine months pregnant and I recently found my husband's dating profiles and sexts to other women, as well as requests to meet up with them. He says he didn't have sex with...
    miaruth miaruth 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I found out my husband had been cheating on me for 5 months and then found out a couples weeks later I was pregnant. I love my husband so much and was beyond crushed when I found...
    momma2one momma2one 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    The real focus of this story is my amazing husband. I cannot believe how blessed i am to have him as my partner all these years. He has remained steadfast and true, while i have...
    goodbnbad goodbnbad 41-45, F 11 Responses Jul 23

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    Yesterday my fiancé called me at work and told me he just took a bunch of sleeping pills and drank half of a bottle of Jim beam. We have been together for 4 years, and he has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    It's sad that I don't like my husband's new favorite game, but I don't. I can't even stand listening to him talk about it. He explains to me how he now takes long lunches at work...
    Dookwook Dookwook 31-35, F Jul 21

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    I Am Never Meant to Be Loved. That is like telling yourself that you aren't good enough to breath... If not feeling loved yourself why not love others. Kindness and love is a two...
    TheRealLish TheRealLish 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    One Husband, One Wife, bonded together forever....
    zemli zemli 22-25, M Jul 21

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    I don't exactly know what love is, I wasn't born to a family that said I love you all the time. Mostly it was actually said on rare occasions. The idea of love terrifies me, the...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I do believe a woman should obey her husband, and everyone knows the Bible says this. I also believe what the Bible says a husband should do, and that is to live his wife as Jesus...
    sirfarmer sirfarmer 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I haven't posted here - or on in any experience, really - in a long time, so I'm giving my story and worldview another writeup. Here goes... It's not as though I never wanted to...
    jdhammer84 jdhammer84 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I am gloriously 40 next month, genuinely looking forward to it. I also have a 23 year old daughter from a previous (read, teenage fling) relationship. I love my daughter...
    milotank milotank 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I have been separated from my husband for 11 months now. We were together for 3 years and have two children together. We fought some but not really bad until after I had my second...
    shoxic shoxic 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I was married for 30 years. My husband was always a secretive, touch-me-not person. He criticized me constantly. Divorce except for reason of adultery is forbidden in my church so...
    GrandmaNanma GrandmaNanma 61-65, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I realize now that I was not good enough for you, maybe it was our age difference, maybe its the fact that you have dealt with your past abuse and I am just starting to cope with...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Wasnt that a bad experience? I cant count how many times he made me feel so stupid. I guess thats normal for loving someone who didnt love you back.. I think back at my old self...
    beautifulego beautifulego 16-17 2 Responses Jul 17

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