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I Never Thought I'd Be Where I Am Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 232 People

    All's Well That Ends Well?

    If you told me two years ago that I'd be going to a new school which is an hour drive away, be best friends with the class 'geeks', lose my friends whom I've known for four years, have a crush on someone online, worry about getting bad results, flunk in physics, attempt to slit...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2010

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    Not Too Bad

    When I was a kid, lets say I had different dreams for myself. I wanted to become a lawyer, fight for rights, become a lecturer one day. I wanted a family and children. I was so dilligent too. Then I took up smoking, drugs, and lying. I was the Worst liar. I must say that now...
    ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc 18-21, F Nov 9, 2012

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    When I Was Younger

    when i was younger i would sit and stare out my window and look at these teenagers with there baby's and siting in class next to people with cuts up there arm never did i think that one day they would be me pushing a baby in a pram buy the time im 13 never did i think i would be...
    shanallia shanallia 16-17, F Mar 24, 2013

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 26, 2010

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    I Hate It..

    but i should stay posoitive...cause things could always, always be alot worse than they are right now.. still.....i cant help but be unsatisified with the life ive put myself into by rushing into things without considering consequences due to emotional outbursts and lack of self...
    foamborn foamborn 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4, 2010

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    Because Of Where I Started...

    From third grade to fifth grade I been everyone push over.. The one who'd be picked on.. the one who would cheer you up regardless of how you treated me.. Then we moved to sixth grade where I believed you can have one best friend.. The one that is always there for you ( I miss...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F Dec 31, 2011

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    Never Thought I'd Get Fired

    I always thought that people who got fired got fired for a reason. A real, solid reason. As in if you get fired you are a crappy worker with a crappy attitude and you deserved it. I mean seriously, who would fire somebody who was doing well for their company? Well guess what...
    KoteRahl KoteRahl 22-25, M Aug 8, 2013

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    I hate it, I hate where I am now.

    I know I should just try and be positive. I know life isn't always easy but I always had life easy. I know other's have it worse then me but I can't help but feel unsatisfied with life. I went from being a trophy wife and mom to girlfriend/part-time mom. I honestly thought my...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Never In A Milion Years

    I never in a million years thought I would end up in Iraq. But never the less I landed their in January 2008. I got through just fine and thought I would never be over here again and lo and behold here I sit in Afghanistan. It is crazy how life works out but it has been good and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 6, 2011

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    Well if you asked me

    where I would be a year ago to now I couldn't answer that question I have one person to thank for helping get threw the passed few months he has become a good friend I started talking to on EP thanks to you Tim my husband had this way of making me feel like everything in our...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Jan 18

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    You want me to burn. I see now why I keep trying to bury myself and you keep bringing me back up to torture me some more. I thought you didn't know what you were doing to me...
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    don't get me wrong i've certainly been tempted and tested over the years but after having been cheated on i don't think i'd have the heart to do it to someone else.
    Territowel Territowel 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    I don't even know where to start... But, I've been abandoned since the day I was born... My mom was on heroin (& methadone) when she was pregnant w me. When she gave birth to me...
    AMORDEAMOR AMORDEAMOR 36-40, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I look exactly like my father to the point were people think we are twins, and I hate it so much. My father is a terrible person and has been my whole life. He emotionally and...
    Elwreystingray Elwreystingray 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    Art of thought. "Dogs Playing Poker" by C.M. Coolidge and "American Gothic" by Grant Wood. These pictures tell a thousand words and more and are my personal favorites. One makes...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Life feels very foreign to me these days. I go through the motions, count my blessings, do the best I can (I think)...but it's like I'm on a path I have never walked before and...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 12 Responses 3 days ago

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    And these are the times when I wish I had my therapist back. But even she doesn't want me
    GarasaurausRex GarasaurausRex 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Music makes me feel happier than anything. I'll never stop playing, listening, learning, growing, and meeting others who live for music as well. I have a passion for the universe's...
    dnlcbs21 dnlcbs21 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm sorry I used you. I'm sorry I ripped you apart. I'm sorry I didn't care. I'm sorry for it all darling. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could take it all away. I felt...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was about to delete my account a while ago *I actually 'deleted' it*. Idk maybe out of some stuff goooin ooon :P shtty stuff. But then a fewww moments later, I realized I made...
    PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    My experiences at ASB the Alabama school for the blind, will be recorded here. My first years My first memory of ASB was a bus. Frn that bus, I came to the school that would...
    devinprater devinprater 18-21, M Aug 23

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    My Fake Mother is extremely lazy and constantly stresses that she has to do everything in the house, taking all the credit, when I'm the one who does all of the work, in regards to...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 22

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    "Confused, Complain." 4.12.15 I'm 14. I'm always in situations where I'm always so close to something. Or so far from an opportunity I then wither out of control. What I'm...
    eztahhelp eztahhelp 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I was raised by women my entire life. Throughout my childhood, women's clothing was not scarce by any means. I was the only boy in the house in fact (5 sisters, 3 aunts, mom...
    BoyNbraNpanties BoyNbraNpanties 26-30, M 7 Responses Aug 21

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    I am not fond that I am only a stay at home wife. I used to spend my time playing the guitar and singing, doing videography, photography, hanging out in bookstores and coffeehouses...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F Aug 21

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    ....and find you since I'd know exactly where you would be. Grab a hold of you so tight. You'd be shocked and a little confused, but you would be thanking me later and there would...
    Onebellaheart Onebellaheart 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I was born and raised in Denver, CO- im still residing here and I hate it. Denver was not always bad, there was a time where you could drive anywhere at 4:00pm and not worry about...
    Kalar1234 Kalar1234 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    am I? or is of obsession? or do I really even care, anymore? idk? my moods change so much! right now, I'd say....nah, I'm over it. I'm fine, and then something triggers n awakens...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 17

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    It's a weird topic lol but I love being a cat because they're loving and cuddly and sneeky and fast!I'm not the last one lol but I love when people call me kitty. Meow!
    gigglekitty gigglekitty 13-15, F Aug 15

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    "List down everything you hate." I hate how my parents aren't together anymore, or how my apartment doesn't allow dogs and I have to give Igloo and Romeo away, and how I will...
    margauxbeausoleil margauxbeausoleil 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    and it's not without it's kinks but I like it alot it's more interaction people aren't afraid to connect with you or at least acknowledge your thoughts unlike some social media it...
    LVibes LVibes 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    I found this site by accident and it is very stupid!
    gerold60 gerold60 56-60, M Aug 14

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    Some people pass through your life invisible Some are like a faintly heard whisper Some are like a mudslide Some are like soft rain washing over you Some are like violent thrashing...
    Darkmoonshadow Darkmoonshadow 46-50 3 Responses Aug 11

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    Free of unnecessary worry. That's about it for me. That takes care of everything else!
    BamaChristopher BamaChristopher 51-55, M Aug 11

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    Free of unnecessary worry. That's about it. That solves everything else to me
    BamaChristopher BamaChristopher 51-55, M Aug 11

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    A couple of months ago, i joined a youth group, the people there were really friendly.. it was something i'd never experienced before, they made me feel so very welcome and i...
    xBluePink xBluePink 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Avoidance It seems I've entered the phase of avoiding women. Any woman that finds me or might find me attractive I avoid. I know I'm not gonna approach them, I know I am not...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    id love to live in a cold secluded,snowy,nippy brisk razor sharp cool climate ,away from the city life ......
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    This is just something I want to get off my chest and hopefully for someone it'll help. It's long and not very uplifting - but, the message? I can't think of a more simple and more...
    Mac11985 Mac11985 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    I would be spending half my time on board a ship seeing different sceneries, visiting different places, and learning different cultures and languages. The other half I'd be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 8

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    as a kid,I often had this idea to live in house whose walls are like a thread n ice creams,chocolate doughnuts,pizzas etc being switched with it!..shows what a big foodie I am :p
    urnesha urnesha 18-21, F