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I Never Thought I'd Be Where I Am Now

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    Well if you asked me

    where I would be a year ago to now I couldn't answer that question I have one person to thank for helping get threw the passed few months he has become a good friend I started talking to on EP thanks to you Tim my husband had this way of making me feel like everything in our...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Jan 18

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    Not Too Bad

    When I was a kid, lets say I had different dreams for myself. I wanted to become a lawyer, fight for rights, become a lecturer one day. I wanted a family and children. I was so dilligent too. Then I took up smoking, drugs, and lying. I was the Worst liar. I must say that now...
    ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc 18-21, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Because Of Where I Started...

    From third grade to fifth grade I been everyone push over.. The one who'd be picked on.. the one who would cheer you up regardless of how you treated me.. Then we moved to sixth grade where I believed you can have one best friend.. The one that is always there for you ( I miss...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F Dec 31, 2011

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    I Hate It..

    but i should stay posoitive...cause things could always, always be alot worse than they are right now.. still.....i cant help but be unsatisified with the life ive put myself into by rushing into things without considering consequences due to emotional outbursts and lack of self...
    foamborn foamborn 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4, 2010

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 26, 2010

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    All's Well That Ends Well?

    If you told me two years ago that I'd be going to a new school which is an hour drive away, be best friends with the class 'geeks', lose my friends whom I've known for four years, have a crush on someone online, worry about getting bad results, flunk in physics, attempt to slit...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2010

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    I hate it, I hate where I am now.

    I know I should just try and be positive. I know life isn't always easy but I always had life easy. I know other's have it worse then me but I can't help but feel unsatisfied with life. I went from being a trophy wife and mom to girlfriend/part-time mom. I honestly thought my...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Never Thought I'd Get Fired

    I always thought that people who got fired got fired for a reason. A real, solid reason. As in if you get fired you are a crappy worker with a crappy attitude and you deserved it. I mean seriously, who would fire somebody who was doing well for their company? Well guess what...
    KoteRahl KoteRahl 22-25, M Aug 8, 2013

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    When I Was Younger

    when i was younger i would sit and stare out my window and look at these teenagers with there baby's and siting in class next to people with cuts up there arm never did i think that one day they would be me pushing a baby in a pram buy the time im 13 never did i think i would be...
    shanallia shanallia 16-17, F Mar 24, 2013

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    Never In A Milion Years

    I never in a million years thought I would end up in Iraq. But never the less I landed their in January 2008. I got through just fine and thought I would never be over here again and lo and behold here I sit in Afghanistan. It is crazy how life works out but it has been good and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 6, 2011

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    i'd do everything and anything for the person i love, although the person i love has really hurt me and i didn't want to let go but it seemed letting go would make him happier than...
    creamydon creamydon 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I was on vacation and that gave me time to get a bird-view on my life and my choices. Sadly, I didn't see a pretty view. I allowed my feelings to mask my life views and for awhile...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I'd have a coffee shop named the 'Cyrus coffee room' (my middle name is Cyrus) and when we would get rude customers we would give them a cup that say "Good fuc.k.ing morning to you...
    blackwoodwolf blackwoodwolf 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I think I'm falling for someone. In fact I'm pretty sure I am. I haven't actually met her in person, but that doesn't seem to be a requirement these days. Whenever I talk to her...
    JaseNZ JaseNZ 36-40, M 7 hrs ago

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    I wish I could teleport people and things with me too. I would go to Sweden and pick up Floorball sticks, Swedish meatballs, potatoes, and strawberries... and then I'd pop over...
    Prykat Prykat 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    I have two beautiful little girls with a man who I have been with for five years. When we met he had had a stable job for a few years and one for almost a decade before that. Now...
    stormcloudsinmyhead stormcloudsinmyhead 36-40, F 11 hrs ago

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    So sleepy today. Having a hard time staying awake during my meetings this morning...need a pick me up ASAP
    HarleyQuinn251 HarleyQuinn251 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    LyricsIf I were a boyEven just for a dayI'd roll out of bed in the morningAnd throw on what I wanted and goDrink beer with the guysAnd chase after girlsI'd kick it with who I...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    well, she is really far away...all the way on the other side of the world. she has the hint that I like her a lot...but she won't accept it. I feel she wants to believe me but can...
    Isayis23 Isayis23 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'd liked him for 8 months but I never told anyone, not even my sister. My friend liked him, too, and still does to this day. He is the bassist in our school's folk music band. He...
    evermessedup evermessedup 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    REAL TALK POWER'S OF ENERGY  GREETINGS!.. Its Me Icey! The Energy Manipulator, How are you all?.. Me? Im Well Thanks..And I've Got so much Stuff to talk to ya'll about! Its not...
    icey1 icey1 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I have never really ever thought of my self, as beautiful, hell I have never even thought of my self, as even average. I just always feel like, I am the ugliest person in the world...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Sadly I'm not the girl that guys flirt with. But I am the girl guys will talk nerdy **** too.
    Headlights Headlights 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I fell deeply in love with someone I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help it as she was my twin flame. I was filled with shame & guilt, hiding our love from everyone including each...
    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 3 days ago

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    I am not suicidal, but I am so sick of this chronic illnss. My stomach, nausea daily, I am sick 24/7! If it was just a stomach ache, or the *****, or even pain I could deal with it...
    thebooboo thebooboo 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    The Minions. . . . . .for the win!!!
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Really ?? Thats surprising !!! Thanks navee !!!! Grrrr
    miandev miandev 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    perhaps this is a little bit cliche... but if i could go back, i'd go back to the time i was w/my ex boyfriend. i think he was some sort of a psychopath. he strongly enjoys dating...
    screambloodygore screambloodygore 26-30, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I spent much of my past eagerly awaiting change and the arrival of the future. As I write this, I've put myself into a position where I dwell on the past and wish to return to...
    thatkidinblack thatkidinblack 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i took it with me to my new...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Walking around in nature. I could walk forever. In this national park that I find myself in, like so many hikes I've done before but, this one is different. I'm alone as I walk and...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Taking a little break from EP. Some of the people on here are just a little too much for me so I'm gonna step away for a little. Anyone that I've gotten close with knows how to get...
    HarleyQuinn251 HarleyQuinn251 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It takes me a bit of courage to put this down here, in my blog, but I’m comforted by the fact that there are people out there who have gone through the same thing as I have...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 9 Responses Jun 28

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    on this site for the sole purpose of having an ongoing dialog about the k***ier experiences one might encounter or has encountered and enjoyed. It doesn't matter what your age is...
    jaypat1973 jaypat1973 66-70, M Jun 27

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    Is there anyone who doesn't. Whether it's to join an activity to become more social friendly and have more fun or whether its to go to the gym or start exercising to lose weight...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Love wins! So happy with the Supreme Court ruling
    HarleyQuinn251 HarleyQuinn251 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I'm feeling a lot under some sort of mask of emptiness? I can't properly feel the sadness and loneliness and whatever else is mixed up in there because of some weird tired apathy...
    transtastic transtastic 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26

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    I don't know why but I'm always the last choice or completely ignored. Me: "Yeah you can come to my house when it's midnight. No problem. I'll make sure you're happy before I...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Not intended to be good. Just unloading some gloominess. I wrote this recently. It's long and I don't expect anyone to actually read it. Upon waking in the morning, there is a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I can't really complain about where I am in my life, is just not where I expected to be. I never imagined having children or having an endless mortgage. I'd really just like a...
    Rodgers1981 Rodgers1981 31-35, M 5 Responses Jun 23

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    A post made me think just now, look at yet another aspect of myself. It occurs to me (though you may have noticed lol) that I am entirely unsophisticated. There have been small...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 23

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    Misguided Quest Who would've thought I could change the world? What about the parrot? Yes, I admit it-the world we now live in is my fault...though the parrot isn't without blame...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 22

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