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I Never Thought I'd Be Where I Am Now

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 26, 2010

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    All's Well That Ends Well?

    If you told me two years ago that I'd be going to a new school which is an hour drive away, be best friends with the class 'geeks', lose my friends whom I've known for four years, have a crush on someone online, worry about getting bad results, flunk in physics, attempt to slit...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2010

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    Because Of Where I Started...

    From third grade to fifth grade I been everyone push over.. The one who'd be picked on.. the one who would cheer you up regardless of how you treated me.. Then we moved to sixth grade where I believed you can have one best friend.. The one that is always there for you ( I miss...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F Dec 31, 2011

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    I hate it, I hate where I am now.

    I know I should just try and be positive. I know life isn't always easy but I always had life easy. I know other's have it worse then me but I can't help but feel unsatisfied with life. I went from being a trophy wife and mom to girlfriend/part-time mom. I honestly thought my...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F Apr 6, 2014

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    When I Was Younger

    when i was younger i would sit and stare out my window and look at these teenagers with there baby's and siting in class next to people with cuts up there arm never did i think that one day they would be me pushing a baby in a pram buy the time im 13 never did i think i would be...
    shanallia shanallia 16-17, F Mar 24, 2013

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    Never In A Milion Years

    I never in a million years thought I would end up in Iraq. But never the less I landed their in January 2008. I got through just fine and thought I would never be over here again and lo and behold here I sit in Afghanistan. It is crazy how life works out but it has been good and...
    donjames61 donjames61 31-35, M Jan 6, 2011

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    Well if you asked me

    where I would be a year ago to now I couldn't answer that question I have one person to thank for helping get threw the passed few months he has become a good friend I started talking to on EP thanks to you Tim my husband had this way of making me feel like everything in our...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Jan 18

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    I Hate It..

    but i should stay posoitive...cause things could always, always be alot worse than they are right now.. still.....i cant help but be unsatisified with the life ive put myself into by rushing into things without considering consequences due to emotional outbursts and lack of self...
    foamborn foamborn 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4, 2010

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    Not Too Bad

    When I was a kid, lets say I had different dreams for myself. I wanted to become a lawyer, fight for rights, become a lecturer one day. I wanted a family and children. I was so dilligent too. Then I took up smoking, drugs, and lying. I was the Worst liar. I must say that now...
    ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc 18-21, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Never Thought I'd Get Fired

    I always thought that people who got fired got fired for a reason. A real, solid reason. As in if you get fired you are a crappy worker with a crappy attitude and you deserved it. I mean seriously, who would fire somebody who was doing well for their company? Well guess what...
    KoteRahl KoteRahl 22-25, M Aug 8, 2013

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    You will always be my baby. Even though your dad didn't stick around, I will never forget you. I love you so much. I know you're watching over mommy as she goes through this hard...
    Roadtorecovery31997 Roadtorecovery31997 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I am filled with shame as I write this. How can I love my children so much and still think I would've had a better life without them? I just never thought the teen years would be...
    turningup turningup 51-55 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    "It's Over"If time were not a moving thingAnd I could make it stayThis hour of love we shareWould always beThere'd be no coming dayTo shine a morning lightAnd make us realize our...
    charnwood charnwood 61-65 Dec 30, 2014

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    I m now 25 but still studying. U know y bcoz I hv a past with lots of pain.Generally on my age people r settled in thr life.But I m trying to settle don't know when I will settle...
    Dukhisitara Dukhisitara 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    haha literally, if I had a British accent, I would never shut the **** up. Lol🇬🇧❤️
    kindahipsta kindahipsta 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    The moment you said those things about my kids was the day you died in my eyes . Sure I could have kept up the charade but it was boring me so . You're just a pathetic mean little...
    certifiable certifiable 70+, F a week ago

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    Growing up with a very devoted Christian mother who was always talking, singing, praying to Jesus/God, going to church most Sunday's etc, I really hated myself and felt such shame...
    Svelt Svelt 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Being afraid of the dark is right behind the fear of REJECTION. I HATE IT.
    Lolllipoop Lolllipoop 13-15, M Jan 20

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    hi girls I want u i love u all
    kosovi kosovi 22-25, M Jan 6

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    I wish I learned more or liked better things more than simple things. Suddenly I feel a little bit lost :I
    samntha24 samntha24 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I heard a quote recently that I really enjoyed: "The stars by day, I always think that's fascinating. The universe disappears. The more light you have [from the sun] the less you...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 Jan 3

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    Since I've been a veterinary technician for five months now, I'm just starting to get into euthanasia. I euthanized two cats today with the help of the doctor and I'm not sure how...
    thefuturedoctor thefuturedoctor 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    Absolutely.. Speaks for itself.
    anisha07969 anisha07969 18-21, F Jan 4

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    After breaking up with your bf/gf do u unfriend him/her on Facebook????
    LetsAllGoToHell LetsAllGoToHell 26-30 Jan 12

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    Accomplishing the impossible means only that the boss will add it to your regular duties. Doug Larson
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 6 Responses Jan 12

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    My Faith ,, even my doctors put it in my records I have gained control over depression and pain through my faith . in desperation I put my doubt aside and started to study Gods...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    If i could turn back time, i'd go back to the day that i fell in love with you, and stop myself from falling. It's been too long and my heart isn't that strong. We never were, we...
    Jnyl Jnyl 26-30, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Actually the truth is, things are going way too smooth for me. I really love school, everything about it specially my bestfriends. It's just like a living heaven, and when I get...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    **This is probably the longest, not even story, just recounting of my fondest memories of adoring the sky. I'm warning you now..** I was the kid who could remain fixated on the...
    SheSaidx SheSaidx 22-25, F Jan 10

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    To shorten the story, I have an ex fiance from 2004. My father died and he walked away due to my father's death. You know why as good as I do. I ended up having an emotional...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 18

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    She wanted to rid herself of the past, rid herself of the weight being carried around every day. Never have been one to share true raw emotions with others, but rather smile and...
    JustAGirLinAbaR JustAGirLinAbaR 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    God and me (Nothing but the truth) Every time I find evidence, I end up doubting if its true evidence. But theres always someone telling me its true, I was made this was. I...
    HandyMannyWanny HandyMannyWanny 16-17, M Jan 22

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    No I haven't - and while I can never say never. I'm pretty certain that I won't in the future. However I do have a story about a night when I almost did. My friend J and I went...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    Around 2 years ago, I started going into the woods and off the paths, making sure I was in a deep, dense part so I wouldn't be seen. There, I'd pull down my trousers and relieve...
    NotAllThattt NotAllThattt 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 8

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    Here is how I feel.... In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    For somebody who rants about the beauty and importance of people, I sure do find socializing in real life awkward. I mean, I'd so much rather be on the internet talking with people...
    WikaloFwoosh WikaloFwoosh 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    a long trip abroad, anger, misery for me, deliberate hatred and a u-turn. where to begin. my girlfriend said she was going to south Africa for a bit back in October 2012. like a...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Well hello dear readers.. I wanted to share my stories and experience because I think that every experience is worth sharing.. It all started in August when I was hooking up with...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    One step closer - Shane Harper http://youtu.be/VxffBzkrLas Woahhh ohh, hey hey Listen I can't keep chasing you around, All of this running just bringing me down, it's got me...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I'm Bi and I've known since grade 4...and now I'm in yr 11 and in yr 8 i told my bff (well at least she was before hand) that i am bi and she promised to not tell anyone but of...
    Ashes27 Ashes27 13-15, F Jan 6

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    There are so many EP members I miss. They all either left, deleted their account, or just completely went silent.I miss you Phoebe, Sabrina, Kylie, Kayla from London, Veronica, and...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Sadness and bitterness have a huge contrast between one another. Bitterness is extremely difficult to just shake off. In fact, in some situations, it is inescapable. But it...
    ole0005 ole0005 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't have a dad. No, he's not dead. No, he's not nonexistent. I have a dad in the physical sense, but nothing but that. It's almost like having a doll. We never speak, and in a...
    winglessdove winglessdove 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Today you came in the guise of a man i lovea man who is supposed to have my back,for I am your flesh and blood....You came under the pretext to pick up the food I had offered you...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 3 Responses Jan 10

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    Um, hi world. Ok, I don't know if you've shared your real name, so hello betruetoyourself14. You left the window open on the computer when you left to get your medication and...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F a week ago

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    I think I'm falling hard for someone from my past who has caught up with me. We both came full circle but the worst part was the fact that we had so many opportunities before to...
    Dannie92 Dannie92 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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