1. Take a trip- I want this to be a trip sans relatives. Even if it's a trip by myself. I just wanna go somewhere and get some peace of mind and enjoy myself in a place where no...
You came into my life as just another person. I didn't accept for you to be the one I'd start falling for.. The one who finally made me happy. But I'm the dumbass who didn't...
I'm depressed, I'll be the first to admit if. But it's not that bad anymore. It's a matter of getting over it.
I was On and off with this British guy for a year and a half and I...
TESTIMONIALMY PERSONAL STORYI am 64 years old and have had nine years of chronic pain following an accident. I have numerous blown discs in my back and neck, and for about two...
Numbness how did you come to hold,
So strong a grasp that's crushed my soul?
How did you rob me, strong and vain,
and now you linger where once was pain,
Like Fire raging...
I spent the last 11 years spending my entire life savings in a long, drawn out custody battle for my son, who I lost custody of to my ex-wife when he was two. On July 4, 2010 I...
Mind of Mirrors
I glance in a mirror,
I realise I fear her,
This feral dirty *****.
She's scratching where I itch.
She glares through her hair,
I'm caught in her stare.
I've never had children and lately I've been having a feeling that I don't want to. I loved reading the experiences on this feed because some mums actually wish they never had...
There are stupid things ive done and said and i just wish i didnt. Idk i feel like everyone all my friends and everyone looks at me like im stupid. Even now i just am annoying...
All around me are blank walls
Never moving, always the same
Full of fools and a numbing pain
Constantly wailing for a change
These stupid grey walls
Have me trapped...
I've always had dreams of going traveling, just getting on a boat and exploring all different countries taking in all different cultures and learning new stiff about them countries...
Drifting into Numbness
I'm so tired of drifting through life.
dragging my feet,
not knowing or caring which way I'm heading.
The world turns around me
and I'm left behind.
There is nowhere to go
Life like a maze
Almost every turn a dead end
Is there no way out
Why am I here
The lowest level of hell
I'm cold and numb
I can't find my way back...
I had been talking to and sharing my everything to a woman I met on experience project. Now, she has deactivated her account and I feel so bad about it. :( . I had been in love...
My Savior, Pain
Too numb to care,
far too broken inside,
bring on the pain.
Just let me know I'm alive.
The pain made me numb,
now let it bring me back.
Let it undo this torture...
I surrender to the sacred slumber
as the sun rises in the sky.
An aching numbness pulses through my body
as I have not slept for a little while.
I surrender to the...
Can anyone see this pitiful,
being inside of me?
Broken hearted, yet always singing?
Nothing to smile for, yet always smiling.
Torn apart, and never...
Lost In Numbness
Lost in numbness for years
Running from pain
Trapped in the freezing rain
Pain is better than nothing at all
Pain without reason, a cause, or...
lately I've been having the feeling
that I don't feel anything at all
and nothing is as quite as concealing
as this emotional wall
all these painful situations
What do I want to be?
Happy or sad?
Medicated or not?
Hopeless or hopeful?
Why do I always have to be in the middle?
Or am I in the...
Insanity of thought pervades my mind;
if only incessant thinking would cease,
but it runs rampant here, there, everywhere
like a swelling stream into river...
Negative doubt creeps in like water slowly trickling down the drain.
I try to submerge them but somehow they have air.
I’m in a time and place were everything’s...
Not What I Used To Be
I am not what I used to be.
At least I don’t think it’s me.
I would not know,
Since now I just go with the flow.
I used to be able to feel,
I thought he was my soul mate, but I see I was wrong.
We liked all the same things, we were best friends. We raised two dogs together and started a business together. We started...
1. Better at piano. 2. Find a true friend. 3. Save enough to do a kitchen remodel 4. Go scuba diving 5. Get my mom dad and In laws wills done 6. Pay off all debts. 7...
I spent most of my life with one woman, We raised one child together, built a house together and lived a very comfortable life financially for almost forty five years. She was...
These empty pages, devoid of any defined reality,
reign over hope more than any ink stains could bear,
for this numbness resides,
when pain no longer haunts the...
I feel nothing at all.
Inside I am dead.
I hit the ground, but do not fall.
I'm lost within my head.
I swallow the pill that makes it go away.
I become numb.
I feel no...
I would beg My ex-husband to do things with me. Things such as a date night, movies, or just taking our kids and me to go watch Fireworks on the 4th of July. He always gave me an...
as the sun rises,
like a zombie,Numbness
trapped in this dream
i watch life pass by;
i wandered alone,
fighting all that came in my way,
struggling to make sense of this
Contradicting the pain I felt.
Flooding through me like a dose of anesthesia.
Paralyzed by the nothingness.
Unable to bring myself to move.
I lie here,
Intoxicated by numbness,
It surrounds me like a cloud of thick smoke,
Seeping into my veins, my brain,
I desperately search for some feeling,
Emotionless pit, endless fall
To the depths of insanity
Timeless confusion, reeking decent
Can’t find my wits
I am bent
Lost feelings, numb mind
Well, besides working out a lot, I only do that to stay in shape for firefighting and EMS medic work. Some patients are very, and I see a lot of things out here. Not much to me...
1)Finish education. 2)Go to Scotland. 3)Move out. 4)Get over anxiety and become more confident. 5)Get back into writing, music and art. 6)Get a tattoo or two. 7)Get a job. 8)Do...
Comfortably Numb (Addiction)
I feel so numb
I was feeling in the beginning
Of my day today
Though I didn't like what I felt
So like any addict
I turn to my...
Life is a roller-coaster right now i honestly don't know what to do. I feel pain mentally and physically, don't know who or what to turn to 😒
But I feel like ice cream and/or beer would make it better.
It's not a bad feeling it's more of the fact that it was unexpected. My boyfriend owns his own landscaping business and he asked me to help him with some things. apparently I did a...