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I Never Thought I'd Be Where I Am Now

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    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 26, 2010

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    When I Was Younger

    when i was younger i would sit and stare out my window and look at these teenagers with there baby's and siting in class next to people with cuts up there arm never did i think that one day they would be me pushing a baby in a pram buy the time im 13 never did i think i would be...
    shanallia shanallia 16-17, F Mar 24, 2013

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    I hate it, I hate where I am now.

    I know I should just try and be positive. I know life isn't always easy but I always had life easy. I know other's have it worse then me but I can't help but feel unsatisfied with life. I went from being a trophy wife and mom to girlfriend/part-time mom. I honestly thought my...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F Apr 6

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    Never In A Milion Years

    I never in a million years thought I would end up in Iraq. But never the less I landed their in January 2008. I got through just fine and thought I would never be over here again and lo and behold here I sit in Afghanistan. It is crazy how life works out but it has been good and...
    donjames61 donjames61 31-35, M Jan 6, 2011

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    I Hate It..

    but i should stay posoitive...cause things could always, always be alot worse than they are right now.. still.....i cant help but be unsatisified with the life ive put myself into by rushing into things without considering consequences due to emotional outbursts and lack of self...
    foamborn foamborn 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4, 2010

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    Not Too Bad

    When I was a kid, lets say I had different dreams for myself. I wanted to become a lawyer, fight for rights, become a lecturer one day. I wanted a family and children. I was so dilligent too. Then I took up smoking, drugs, and lying. I was the Worst liar. I must say that now...
    ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc ThisIsMediocritiesOldAcc 18-21, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Never Thought I'd Get Fired

    I always thought that people who got fired got fired for a reason. A real, solid reason. As in if you get fired you are a crappy worker with a crappy attitude and you deserved it. I mean seriously, who would fire somebody who was doing well for their company? Well guess what...
    KoteRahl KoteRahl 22-25, M Aug 8, 2013

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    Because Of Where I Started...

    From third grade to fifth grade I been everyone push over.. The one who'd be picked on.. the one who would cheer you up regardless of how you treated me.. Then we moved to sixth grade where I believed you can have one best friend.. The one that is always there for you ( I miss...
    Kzinlove Kzinlove 13-15, F Dec 31, 2011

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    All's Well That Ends Well?

    If you told me two years ago that I'd be going to a new school which is an hour drive away, be best friends with the class 'geeks', lose my friends whom I've known for four years, have a crush on someone online, worry about getting bad results, flunk in physics, attempt to slit...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2010

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    Well life without my soon to be x if I could ever find out where he is I work two jobs I am always on the run thanks to the a>s that I was once with I hate where he has put me in...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    i wonder where the old me went have for a long time yet ive come to realize you killed the old me
    ifeelempty83 ifeelempty83 31-35, F Dec 6

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    You know, sometimes I think about how our society has all these unwritten rules, and how weird it is that we have these rules to begin with. We have so many little dos and don’ts...
    WarShip WarShip 18-21 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Im ready to be in debt before I can even get my life started. Starting January, i'm going to be paying $180 for health insurance monthly, $200 a month for the next 5 months to my...
    n0rthernwind n0rthernwind 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I was at work today and it bound to me that I have not once or ever asked a stupid question. "Stupid is what stupid does" type deals. I found myself blown away by what a serve had...
    FatFur FatFur 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    Today I walked into the closet and found luggage I had bought this summer . I loved it then but orange luggage - what was I thinking ?
    Dancemomisme1 Dancemomisme1 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's so funny how I went from being the girl everyone wanted to be friends with to the girl who was alone all the time but thanks to god I'm now getting everything back and more...
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I want to be King of the Wherewolves!
    alex6327 alex6327 22-25, M Dec 1

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    #1 The worstting o all I'll hav to get back to you on this one
    georgef1208 georgef1208 46-50, M Nov 30

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    I don't what my point is in life, I question it & I think maybe there really is no point.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This past year has seriously shown me that I am strong and I can take whatever life throws at me. Yes, some days I feel like falling down and never getting back up but looking back...
    alliemamabear alliemamabear 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    That would be most certainly amazing right now(:
    Juliette18 Juliette18 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I decided the other night, while I was blown out of my mind, that I was going to start playing piano again. I'm really excited about this.
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F Nov 27

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    I really have an hankering to attack things. Why?
    Andyb1ack Andyb1ack 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I'm bored pm me quick before I die of boredom!
    Andyb1ack Andyb1ack 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I have this man everything. Bend over backwArds, worshipped the ground he walked on.... All I ask is someone to talk to. I gave up myhome my family my money my time my everything...
    ctzellers ctzellers 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    there is this someone that i need to talk to right now, i am feeling so depressed, or not depressed, more like emotionally worn up,,, adding to the fact that i have been missing...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F Dec 1

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    I'm feeling purple today...
    AlDhari AlDhari 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I feel jittery, or overwhelmed, or panicky, but I'm not, really. I have no idea what I'm feeling right now. I don't know what I want, or what I need. Just kind of confused. I need...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    If i was going to have a life like this i wish i had died long time ago its a curse its not someone wants to live like ....
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 8 Responses Dec 9

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    me in bed: i wish i was dead me peeing: i wish i was dead me eating: i wish i was dead me 24/7: i wish i was dead
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 23

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    why do i have to feel so low all the time. why do i have to feel this emptiness, this loneliness? im so tired of it. it just feels like the harder i try to pull myself out. the...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Pure sillyness...
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M Nov 23

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    2 things only. 1. Get the **** away from my "family" 2. Get to the boys that saved my life;one direction
    AtlPunk1D AtlPunk1D 13-15, F Nov 30

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    Feeling confused, alone, depressed and having weird thoughts.. :/
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I am in my 50's, and I've had questions all my life about my very early childhood. Considering I've had these questions in some form for as long as I can remember, I can't help...
    CatloverDG CatloverDG 56-60, F Nov 29

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    "I'm alive" by disturbed again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never...
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F a week ago

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    So this message is really long... And If you actually finish it... I hope that you feel the same way I do... And that is that the next generation should be kinder to our people...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I am so tired of wasting my tears over things I know I have no control over. Ever since I was little, I'd cry at the tiniest things like accidentally hitting someone, which now...
    EmEn1125 EmEn1125 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    15th post. My panic attack yesterday left me emotionally and physically drained. The way I'm feeling today, there is no way in the world I am going to beat this fight. I would much...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    For some reason this has been on my mind recently, so I thought I'd share, in case someone else is struggling with the same issue. I used to be anorexic. I remember being a kid...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Damn! I am so lucky that I haven't. You think I'd start wearing condoms!
    jbc62 jbc62 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    There are many things over a span of years that I have allowed to be said about me, and to me by members of this site. I have told you repeatedly that I do not speak out to...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I believe that finding EP has turned me into the person I am today. It has truly defined me and I am really happy I found it and I'll tell you why! So 2 years ago I actually found...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    *(I'm a girl and I study in an all girls school right beside our neighboring all boys school) It strated when when the school volleyball varsity that I was in decided to have a...
    bgale12399 bgale12399 18-21, F Dec 7

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