I Never Thought That My Life Would Turn Out Like It Did

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    Feared, Perhaps.

    If you were able to show my seventeen year old self my current life, I suspect that he would collapse to the ground, vomit and promptly have a seizure in horror and despair. Not that I was prone to doing such things in my late teens, but such a reaction is certainly more...
    TheTardyDodo TheTardyDodo
    31-35, M
    8 Responses Dec 3, 2007

    Still the Same.

    I have been living the past 6 or 7 years with escapist mentality. I ran to get to where I am now, but it seems all these years that just went by slipped slowly day by day, with me still frustratingly stuck. I look around me now and see that I really haven`t moved forward very...
    Cinderelly Cinderelly
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

    I'm angry today because recent events made me

    realise how vulnerable I became. I used to be strong and independent now I wouldn't stand a chance on my own. I'm in a trap and I can't get out. In the last two years I've tried to get my old pride back but whatever I tried was a failure. I don't have the time or the energy to...
    poppingcandyrulez poppingcandyrulez
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2015


    When I look back just a few years ago and remember all the things that I thought I would be doing/have done by now, I can't believe that was me. Then I think, if the me of a couple years ago could look at me now, she wouldn't beleive this is me either.
    EmptyInside EmptyInside
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2007

    i and my brother share i maen shared a very

    wonderful bond the bond of perfect siblings bt now i think all that ws fake.....m hurt.. very much....he'd been doing some creepy things bt i ignored them b'cz i thought he is naive n younger to me bt now i know that i was studip to think so....he'd been touching me...
    malencholy malencholy
    18-21, F
    May 4, 2014

    It was so easy being apathetic towards everyone,

    if was so easy not bothering to care about what others thought of me, or how much someone thinks of me. I can't believe I became such a weakling in the last few years, I hate overthinking about everyone's actions or comments towards me, I hate being so sensitive. Why can't I...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 3, 2015

    The Best Part

    I never thought that my life would turn out like it did, and the best part is it's not over yet.
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano
    18-21, F
    Jul 25, 2011

    I was recently thinking about how very

    different my life would have been if.. 1. I didn't go to Bible camp 2. I would have been added to a guy's list of many girls, if you get my drift 3. My parents hadn't taken away my car keys one time 4. I didn't marry the man I married All of these things have played a huge...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 2, 2015

    It's not over yet! You can't say this

    until you're on your death bed. God has a plan.
    Moelyn95 Moelyn95
    22-25, F
    Dec 28, 2014

    When Dreams Crash, Meeting Reality

    My idealistic world is beautiful, colourful and imaginative. In my word there is the essence of perfection. Well, my own version of perfection of course. It's a place where my true heart is safe, and can live fully and openly. It is a place where I am loved for all that I am...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2011

    3 Years.

    3 years ago I was going into year 5 of an emotionally abusive relationship with my fiance. I had become addicted to everquest to, in a cowardly way, run from my problems. My fiance never worked, we were living with my parents while they supported us. I was in college working...
    dementiatedpink dementiatedpink
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2007


    i feel i have let myself down in so many ways.so many wrong choices.walked along the wrong path and have ended stranded in my life.i never thought my life would turn out like this.i always hoped i would meet someone wonderful and we would be blissfully happy.i never imagined...
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    14 Responses Jul 21, 2010

    I Have Just Run Into Reality And Finally Said "ouch"

    I have just run head-on into reality. I just realized I have been selling myself short for the last 52 years, well, at least 45 years, since I was 7. I say 7 because that's how old I was when my parents divorced and that's the year I stopped smiling in the annual school photo...
    zabette zabette
    3 Responses May 6, 2012

    23 and 3 Kids???

    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2007

    2 Options

    I have never thought for a second that my life would turn out as it has. I'd always assumed one of two things would happen. Option one was being carted off to a crazy farm, the other option was being stabbed/shot/killed. That's because I frequently walk through the wrong parts of...
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2007

    You Never Know

    You know growing up I don't really think I thought much about what I would be.  I never really had any goals.  Now I am a truck driver and I would have never dreamed of doing this.  When I was growing up I guess you can say I was one of the lucky ones.  I had...
    rondat rondat
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 27, 2008

    The Real Work-

    "Train yourself to let go of everything you fear losing." ~ Yoda For the second time in 5 months, my mother lay in a hospital bed with pneumonia, complicated by congestive heart failure. Miraculously she managed to recouperate from the last bout, at the time saying she wanted to...
    VTMarkus VTMarkus
    46-50, M
    Jun 5, 2013

    Life is great. Everybody loves to be around me.

    I'm more independent than ever imagined. I know I have a great head on my shoulders. They say life is like a roller coaster, but I've been on the rise for too long. I'm excited to experience what the future holds.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Aug 14, 2014

    Never Thought

    Never thought,Not for one minute,Life like this,Never,Shows,One never knows,What's around the corner!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jul 28, 2012

    Not Too Bad, But Certainly Not Planned

    when i was little, of course there were the dreams of meeting prince charming and becoming a princess. that lasted about as long as my belief in santa. as i grew older, i wanted the white picket fence, family, and love. later i realized my love for history. nothing made me...
    antiyou antiyou
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2007

    I Am At Peace

    NEVER in a million years did i ever think my life would turn out as it has. and that i would be so at peace with it all....i imagined myself living on sweetwater street until they took me to Bisbees(the local funeral home). i imagined filling that house with children, having a...
    Amala82962 Amala82962
    46-50, F
    Jul 22, 2010

    I'm tired. But I'm too tired

    if being tired so I don't want to sleep. I need sleep but because of that I can't. I can't believe honors day is tomorrow and I'm stressing out because I wasted another year of my life
    JustScout JustScout
    16-17, F
    May 20, 2014

    One Day...

    Remember when you were small, and unhappy?  Even though you were be in utter despair, there was always the consoldation... "ONE DAY, when I'm all grown up, it will be better".  When you had your heart broken, through the tears, there was still the...
    Lizzy22 Lizzy22
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2008

    My Little Place

    i never imagined myself in a little condo living a town away from my beloved home town. but here i am still two years later, still happy, still content and answering to nobody. I enjoy this life, although it seems i am a bit isolative but this is how i want it. If i wanted to...
    Amala82962 Amala82962
    46-50, F
    Feb 26, 2011


    like when im in situations..sometimes all i can do is just look up or around and ask myself..how..why did i allow myself to get into the certain situation. Why is it harder to come up in a situation than it is to go down? You know? Faster to go down than come up..
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2010

    Never Thought

    I never thought my life would be like this. Extreme sickness, depressed, paranoid, and not able to be around others. Everyday im praying to be healed or killed.....I don't think healed is going to work out. If someone wrote my life beforehand...hes pretty cruel
    mdavids215 mdavids215
    1 Response Sep 28, 2012

    I never thought that I would end up depressed.

    . When I was a kid I never thought that I would end up being the teenager who was never "home"... I thought that I would never resort to anything like drugs or cutting because why would I need to?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014

    So, i haven't really thought about how my life

    would have been different if my father was still alive. He died in a car accident when i was 14yo. He fell asleep at the wheel because of his long list of medical problems stemming from his liver, of which he had recived a transplant on two separate occasions. My mother and he...
    AlistairGhirahn AlistairGhirahn
    18-21, M
    Feb 2, 2015

    Two Steps Forwards One Step Back

    Here's the thing, and sorry if this might sound a bit unpolished and long but I am annoyed wanting to get this out, felt it was important enough to say it. But first a big of background, two years ago I was two years unemployed after college nearly broke and hating it. I didn't...
    travelingthinker travelingthinker
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Nov 15, 2012

    A Little Shocking

    At age 6, my life was so bad then. That's when the anxiety and problems at home and school started. But I kept a hope that things would change and that by the time I was 18, I would have the life that I wanted and feel some peace within. I never expected that things were only...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 29, 2008

    Never Did

    If you had asked me 6 years ago I wouldn't have been able to consive, my life changing like this. Never in my little mind. First house fire, then Grandad dieing, Bullied at school, abused by dad, bullied again, things with dad got even worse. Best friends mum dieing of cancer...
    Lilibuth12 Lilibuth12
    18-21, F
    Aug 19, 2009

    Everything Going For Me

    I was tall, shapely in a slender way, and pretty. That takes care of the physical side of things. I was also intelligent, artistic, and talented. That sums up the gifts I was given. I was mildly athletic, more that enough to keep myself thin. I was superstitious about...
    tinydragon10 tinydragon10
    66-70, F
    Nov 22, 2012

    So Lonley have been for years don't

    even know feels like feel loved
    newhope1000 newhope1000
    41-45, M
    Dec 27, 2014

    I Guess There Is A First For It All

    First i must say that my life is not bad but say the tittle says i never thought it would be like it is. I come from a vary small town and most people do not get out, The high school i went to did not have high hopes for its students and if they do happen to leave an go to...
    laceyM laceyM
    Dec 28, 2011

    I Hate My Life

    I never thought at 27 i would once again be living back home with my parents. When I made the choice I thought it was for the best, but now I'm not so sure. I hate it here and most of the time I hate the people I am surrounded by. I know that hast to sound so crappy considering...
    MirandaJMaddox MirandaJMaddox
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2007


    Changes,Like I never expected,How different,Life is,Never expected this,Freedom at last,I can be Me!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Nov 28, 2011
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