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I Never Wanted To Live

for people who have tried suicide, thought about it, wanted to try it. for people hating their family or friends. for insecure people, like me....... 773 People

    I want to commit suicide.

    Because I have no purpose. Everyone hates me. I have no friends. There's no reason for me to just sit here and take up space. No one cares what happens to me not even my family its just a joke. So I guess I'm trying to say goodbye world.
    bandgeek00 bandgeek00 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I'm honestly trying to quit cutting

    and it's getting to the point where I don't know if I can take it anymore. It would be so much simpler for my brother and sister if I wasn't born. Then they won't have the burden of being my sibling looming over them whenever they step into a public place. I have my family's...
    derby123 derby123 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I just wish I was never born tbh.

    I hate my life so much.
    AshtonKellen AshtonKellen 16-17, M 7 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I want a suicide pact with someone

    so I won't have to die alone.
    alexacrow alexacrow 18-21, F 2 Responses May 7

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    OkJohnny OkJohnny 16-17, M Apr 7

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    Pretty self explanatory.

    ...no rude comments
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F Apr 11

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    I miss being young like ten

    or so life was way more simpiler once i turned fifteen i did not want to go on
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18

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    Honestly, I don't remember the last time I

    wanted to live and be alive. I kept thinking to myself that this was just a phase in life and things would get better, but it's been almost a year and I completely lost it. I'm ready to go. It's my time, I don't want to suffer anymore. I cry and cry, hoping that one day I will...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Everyone in my life hates me

    yet thay want to see me smile and act like I don't see it the day I kill myself will be the best day in my sorry *** life Why couldint I be happy or whatever Am done with all this
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I was wondering ....maybe

    if i don´t kill myself i will get some kind of reward for living this painful life...all i can do is watch everyone around me being happy and telling me "stop being sad"...it´s like they know something about life that i don´t...i´m just tired of this...i feel like i´m just...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I wish I was never born into my retarded family.

    They have no clue how close they're pushing me over the edge. I either feel like killing myself or killing everyone around me. Sometimes I just want walk out, even though I have nothing, and just walk forever.
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    USMC2001 USMC2001 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    How can I end my life without pain

    and distortion? I want a sure-death suicidal method, that involve car crashes/drowning/jumping off buildings. I want to try sleeping pills, but is it 100%? I'm so tired of living.
    KathLyz KathLyz 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    I want to die but that should not look like

    suicide .... I can crash my two wheeler somewhere in road but I'm scared to do that ... How can I die , can someone kill me ????
    hariprashanth92 hariprashanth92 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Aug 29, 2014

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    I have tried 13 times all our failures been in

    numerous hospitals but they never help Why can I just succeed
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i didnt want to die.

    but i never asked to live. everyday i wish i never existed. life is nothing but pain. because if i die, id be scared and punished for eternity in hell. i still believe in my religion, and thats the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. sure, life is beautiful. but it...
    whitenut whitenut 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I feel like a waste of space.

    And I really want to just fall asleep and never wake up again.
    mt201409 mt201409 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    So over the past 5years I've been struggling

    to deal with my mums neglect ion & sexual abuse & my eating disorder , there's been numerous hospital admissions for medical reason & also a place of safety at crises times ! It all got to much again and I took an overdose & went to the bridge again with a suicide note in hand...
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    All Alone...

    "I want to die.""Do you know how that would hurt me? What about me? Why would you do that to me?"Does anyone even care that it's me who's hurting? It's all about them. Why doesn't it matter why I want to do it? They only care about how hurt they will be after. But I'm hurt now...
    rosered9854 rosered9854 18-21 2 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    ClockworkTimesUp ClockworkTimesUp 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    I never wanted to live.

    .. I'm just causing problems for everybody. I can't do anything right. I'm a failure. Now I know you don't think I can't do anything right but I'm freaking serious. I'm talentless and not good at anything. I can't even think properly. Maybe you're reading this or maybe not but it...
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 11 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    Mariangabalon Mariangabalon 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    I genuinely don't think anyone would care

    if I did.. If I just collapsed there and then. Sleeping forever. I'm really not attention seeking, just a sad girl. I don't know why I'm here anymore. So much has gone wrong. I see no light at the end of my long, dark, twisted tunnel. My life is worthless. I'd be a little...
    JustThatNobody JustThatNobody 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2014

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    I have been told to die one too many times,

    so let me tell you something. You want a show EP, you're gonna get a show. I'm going, nothing can stop me now! Bye bye!
    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    I'm looking for a suicide partner,

    message me if interested
    Aplus82 Aplus82 31-35, M Apr 18

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    I've done my part here.

    I can't do it now. Today was probably the worst day of my entire life and I'm not even exaggerating. Yesterday I said I could make it and that I had support through everything but now I feel like the walls are closing in. I'm all alone and I understand it now. I don't know how I...
    derby123 derby123 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    My dog is the only reason

    that keep me from suicide. I have no trust in my family to take care of him when I'm gone.. I know they won't, base on how they treat their own daughter.. I know they have no mercy toward anything that they dislike. Then an idea hits me. Why not just take him with me? I want...
    kingkaewjnp kingkaewjnp 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Do you ever lay in bed at night hoping you wake

    up in the emergency room and hear the woords: "she's not going to make it"?
    deeplydown deeplydown 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 23, 2014

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    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I've never wanted to be alive.

    It makes me feel weird to say it, because I am so young, but I can remember being old enough to talk, and not wanting to be here. It's not easy for me, I get bullied, and I have no real friends. The only thing that keeps me going is music, and writing.
    thugkaylee thugkaylee 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    fucksunshine fucksunshine 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    its all i can think bout is not being here i

    dont want to feel anymore i cant take it i know when and how i just have to bide my time
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    potatoesrgr8 potatoesrgr8 16-17, M Feb 21

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    I've been saying that

    since I can remember. And I started to remember ten years ago. Been like this all my life.
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    i'm suicidal. i've attempted 4 times

    since september. it's becoming really bad and i might have to go the hospital, i'm terrified.
    silentsufferingg silentsufferingg 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    So close to the edge one little gust of wind

    and I'm gone and never coming back
    xxabiGAYlexx xxabiGAYlexx 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    And I still don't. I will be

    so happy when I disappear from earth.
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F Nov 19, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    I remember the first time I realized I wanted

    to die. I was in fourth grade. I had a dream in relation to a book we were reading in class. A women was about to execute me and some of my female classmates. She announced, "If you want to die, come to the front of the line. If you want to live, go to the back." All the other...
    thischickiswack thischickiswack 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    My pills and VODKA! YAY!

    .... I once read a story about a rich man whom everyone was jealous of....he lives in solitude. And one day he just killed himself. Will that also happen to me? I don't really know. I can't love other people and I can't trust them enough to believe they care for me in return...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    I've been on and off suicidal

    for quite a few years now and have decided to go through with it, I'm looking for a suicide partner, I don't want to do it by myself
    Aplus82 Aplus82 31-35, M Apr 18

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    I don't think it would make a difference.

    ... my whole family already discarded me like the piece of trash that I am
    kayelani kayelani 18-21, F 3 Responses May 26, 2014

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    Hartini Hartini 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    I never asked for this,

    I never wanted to live, what's the point anymore
    Chloe1509 Chloe1509 16-17 Nov 2, 2014

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    I really wish I never was born.

    I'm soooo tired of living. I'm tired of acting like I'm fine... But I'm really not..
    MikeOkBurns MikeOkBurns 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I haven't been happy

    since I don't remember when. I'm about ready to go.
    Asi15 Asi15 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 18