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I Never Wanted To Live

for people who have tried suicide, thought about it, wanted to try it. for people hating their family or friends. for insecure people, like me....... 877 People

    ive attempted suicide before

    but as usual failed now i cant stop thinkng about doing it again the only thing is i cant fail next time and am looking for someone that definately wants to be gone for good too.... not only so i dont die alone but so both of us can help ensure neither person fails the only...
    laurad86 laurad86 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 2

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    I just wish i succeeded in killing myself.

    All those attempts before. Todays meds don't do it.i'm ******
    theghost1027 theghost1027 41-45, M 2 Responses May 29

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    I have tried 13 times all our failures been in

    numerous hospitals but they never help Why can I just succeed
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 20

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    When small bad things happen to most people,

    people get sad about it. When small bad things happen to me and other depressed people, it is a painful reminder of how much we wish we werent alive.
    thischickiswack thischickiswack 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    So over the past 5years I've been struggling

    to deal with my mums neglect ion & sexual abuse & my eating disorder , there's been numerous hospital admissions for medical reason & also a place of safety at crises times ! It all got to much again and I took an overdose & went to the bridge again with a suicide note in hand...
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    I haven't been happy

    since I don't remember when. I'm about ready to go.
    Asi15 Asi15 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 18

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    And I still don't. I will be

    so happy when I disappear from earth.
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F Nov 19, 2014

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    I just wish I was never born tbh.

    I hate my life so much.
    AshtonKellen AshtonKellen 16-17, M 7 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 29, 2014

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    I bought my first gun

    for the purpose of committing suicide. My friends consider me a gun expert now and I don't even know how many guns I own now.
    sman9394 sman9394 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Once, my Fake Mother took me to Las Vegas

    and we'd gotten into a Big Fight over a Caucasian Carnival Model on the street. I told my Fake Mother, simply, and sadly, that "I'd wished I could look like her". That woman turned back and gave me the cussing of my life, in the midst of crossing the Las Vegas streets, that I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    All Alone...

    "I want to die.""Do you know how that would hurt me? What about me? Why would you do that to me?"Does anyone even care that it's me who's hurting? It's all about them. Why doesn't it matter why I want to do it? They only care about how hurt they will be after. But I'm hurt now...
    rosered9854 rosered9854 18-21 2 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    i'm suicidal. i've attempted 4 times

    since september. it's becoming really bad and i might have to go the hospital, i'm terrified.
    silentsufferingg silentsufferingg 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I never wanted to live.

    .. I'm just causing problems for everybody. I can't do anything right. I'm a failure. Now I know you don't think I can't do anything right but I'm freaking serious. I'm talentless and not good at anything. I can't even think properly. Maybe you're reading this or maybe not but it...
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 11 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    What's the point of my existence

    if I have no purpose in the world and that I feel no-one loves me as a person?
    andrewvickers andrewvickers 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 11

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    everyone would be better off

    if i was dead... but im to afraid of whats waiting on otherside... especially if its completely nothing
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 14

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    woke up this morning.

    .. got to get throu another Groundhog Day...wear a fake smile and try not to fire anyone a work... even if they do trigger me
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 18

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    Honestly, I don't remember the last time I

    wanted to live and be alive. I kept thinking to myself that this was just a phase in life and things would get better, but it's been almost a year and I completely lost it. I'm ready to go. It's my time, I don't want to suffer anymore. I cry and cry, hoping that one day I will...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    looking for a suicide partner.

    message me if interested
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 12

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    Some of us wish we were never born,

    that way we wouldnt have been a faliure
    yaotl1 yaotl1 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I've never wanted to be alive.

    It makes me feel weird to say it, because I am so young, but I can remember being old enough to talk, and not wanting to be here. It's not easy for me, I get bullied, and I have no real friends. The only thing that keeps me going is music, and writing.
    thugkaylee thugkaylee 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    I should be wary of how I script this.

    ... The title of this forum seemingly is a feeling after the intent,no "cry for help"...... simply after the descent........
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 25

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    I want a suicide pact with someone

    so I won't have to die alone.
    alexacrow alexacrow 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I've been on and off suicidal

    for quite a few years now and have decided to go through with it, I'm looking for a suicide partner, I don't want to do it by myself
    Aplus82 Aplus82 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 18

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    My dog is the only reason

    that keep me from suicide. I have no trust in my family to take care of him when I'm gone.. I know they won't, base on how they treat their own daughter.. I know they have no mercy toward anything that they dislike. Then an idea hits me. Why not just take him with me? I want...
    kingkaewjnp kingkaewjnp 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I've been saying that

    since I can remember. And I started to remember ten years ago. Been like this all my life.
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    i didnt want to die.

    but i never asked to live. everyday i wish i never existed. life is nothing but pain. because if i die, id be scared and punished for eternity in hell. i still believe in my religion, and thats the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. sure, life is beautiful. but it...
    whitenut whitenut 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I never wanted to live.

    I can't even begin to explain the identification I have to this sentence. For many, many years I wanted nothing more then to not exist to feel nothing to not need to breath. I didn't want vision or ideas. I wanted my gaily and friends to be as if I was already gone. I wrote down...
    endlessinnerbeauty endlessinnerbeauty 26-30, F Sep 13, 2014

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    its all i can think bout is not being here i

    dont want to feel anymore i cant take it i know when and how i just have to bide my time
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    USMC2001 USMC2001 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    I wish I was never born into my retarded family.

    They have no clue how close they're pushing me over the edge. I either feel like killing myself or killing everyone around me. Sometimes I just want walk out, even though I have nothing, and just walk forever.
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F Oct 20, 2014

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    I am constantly stressed,

    annoyed & frustrated at nothing majority of the time. I've been suicidal for a fair few years dealt with depression & psychosis/schizophrenia, and I recently overcame cutting. I'm unable to function like a normal proper working human. I am completely unreliable to work, I have...
    Mikilfaith Mikilfaith 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29

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    I wish I never lived

    because my sister loves me and she's leaving because of me I always annoy her if I went like this I would be just like I am but I'm not please kill me now
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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    Know that this wasn't your fault.

    Also know that this couldn't of prevented, either. Don't blame yourself; you were more than enough, you did everything you could of. I'm sorry. I'm so miserable, I need a break. A permanent one.
    nikknikk nikknikk 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I hate being alive, I seriously do.

    My dad's side of the family is so rude to me and I hate it, I really wanna just slit my wrist an bleed out. I ******* hate it here!!! :( someone please help me, I can't do this alone. I really am about to do it, nobody loves me. My ex that I love hates me and my own family doesn...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Pretty self explanatory.

    ...no rude comments
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I miss being young like ten

    or so life was way more simpiler once i turned fifteen i did not want to go on
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18

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    Can I end everything now?

    Just leave and never come back.... No one would care! So can I?
    maddog1000 maddog1000 16-17, F 1 Response May 31

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    Last year I made my mind up,

    and it will happen soon.
    Mechnyte Mechnyte 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    emmadarko emmadarko 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 27

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    I feel like a waste of space.

    And I really want to just fall asleep and never wake up again.
    mt201409 mt201409 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    Can it be painless ,is there a way to die I can

    do. A plan I can make. Is it free
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 16

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    I really wish I never was born.

    I'm soooo tired of living. I'm tired of acting like I'm fine... But I'm really not..
    MikeOkBurns MikeOkBurns 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I have one last thing to say I'm going to hang

    myself because I can't stand life anymore my heart has been crushed too many times I have been lied too physically beaten so Ya tomorrow it will happen so goodbye EP and World.
    kRaZeDmODDeR kRaZeDmODDeR 13-15, M 3 Responses May 31

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