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I Never Wanted To Live

for people who have tried suicide, thought about it, wanted to try it. for people hating their family or friends. for insecure people, like me....... 824 People

    I have been told to die one too many times,

    so let me tell you something. You want a show EP, you're gonna get a show. I'm going, nothing can stop me now! Bye bye!
    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    I just wish I was never born tbh.

    I hate my life so much.
    AshtonKellen AshtonKellen 16-17, M 7 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I want a suicide pact with someone

    so I won't have to die alone.
    alexacrow alexacrow 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I've been saying that

    since I can remember. And I started to remember ten years ago. Been like this all my life.
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    I haven't been happy

    since I don't remember when. I'm about ready to go.
    Asi15 Asi15 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 18

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    its all i can think bout is not being here i

    dont want to feel anymore i cant take it i know when and how i just have to bide my time
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    My dog is the only reason

    that keep me from suicide. I have no trust in my family to take care of him when I'm gone.. I know they won't, base on how they treat their own daughter.. I know they have no mercy toward anything that they dislike. Then an idea hits me. Why not just take him with me? I want...
    kingkaewjnp kingkaewjnp 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I hate being alive, I seriously do.

    My dad's side of the family is so rude to me and I hate it, I really wanna just slit my wrist an bleed out. I ******* hate it here!!! :( someone please help me, I can't do this alone. I really am about to do it, nobody loves me. My ex that I love hates me and my own family doesn...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Honestly, I don't remember the last time I

    wanted to live and be alive. I kept thinking to myself that this was just a phase in life and things would get better, but it's been almost a year and I completely lost it. I'm ready to go. It's my time, I don't want to suffer anymore. I cry and cry, hoping that one day I will...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 16

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    I want to die but that should not look like

    suicide .... I can crash my two wheeler somewhere in road but I'm scared to do that ... How can I die , can someone kill me ????
    hariprashanth92 hariprashanth92 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 8, 2014

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    Can I end everything now?

    Just leave and never come back.... No one would care! So can I?
    maddog1000 maddog1000 16-17, F 1 Response May 31

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    My pills and VODKA! YAY!

    .... I once read a story about a rich man whom everyone was jealous of....he lives in solitude. And one day he just killed himself. Will that also happen to me? I don't really know. I can't love other people and I can't trust them enough to believe they care for me in return...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    All Alone...

    "I want to die.""Do you know how that would hurt me? What about me? Why would you do that to me?"Does anyone even care that it's me who's hurting? It's all about them. Why doesn't it matter why I want to do it? They only care about how hurt they will be after. But I'm hurt now...
    rosered9854 rosered9854 18-21 2 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    I'm looking for a suicide partner,

    message me if interested
    Aplus82 Aplus82 31-35, M Apr 18

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    cooper3366 cooper3366 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    fucksunshine fucksunshine 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    i'm suicidal. i've attempted 4 times

    since september. it's becoming really bad and i might have to go the hospital, i'm terrified.
    silentsufferingg silentsufferingg 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    i didnt want to die.

    but i never asked to live. everyday i wish i never existed. life is nothing but pain. because if i die, id be scared and punished for eternity in hell. i still believe in my religion, and thats the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. sure, life is beautiful. but it...
    whitenut whitenut 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I really wish I never was born.

    I'm soooo tired of living. I'm tired of acting like I'm fine... But I'm really not..
    MikeOkBurns MikeOkBurns 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I never wanted to live.

    .. I'm just causing problems for everybody. I can't do anything right. I'm a failure. Now I know you don't think I can't do anything right but I'm freaking serious. I'm talentless and not good at anything. I can't even think properly. Maybe you're reading this or maybe not but it...
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 11 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    I have tried 13 times all our failures been in

    numerous hospitals but they never help Why can I just succeed
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 20

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    So today I turn 16! But guess what I'm spending

    my birthday alone AGAIN for the 10th year in a row! Yeah makes me feel loved!! In tired of not being important
    maddog1000 maddog1000 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Know that this wasn't your fault.

    Also know that this couldn't of prevented, either. Don't blame yourself; you were more than enough, you did everything you could of. I'm sorry. I'm so miserable, I need a break. A permanent one.
    nikknikk nikknikk 18-21, F Jun 28

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    I just wish i succeeded in killing myself.

    All those attempts before. Todays meds don't do it.i'm ******
    theghost1027 theghost1027 41-45, M 2 Responses May 29

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    So over the past 5years I've been struggling

    to deal with my mums neglect ion & sexual abuse & my eating disorder , there's been numerous hospital admissions for medical reason & also a place of safety at crises times ! It all got to much again and I took an overdose & went to the bridge again with a suicide note in hand...
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    I am constantly stressed,

    annoyed & frustrated at nothing majority of the time. I've been suicidal for a fair few years dealt with depression & psychosis/schizophrenia, and I recently overcame cutting. I'm unable to function like a normal proper working human. I am completely unreliable to work, I have...
    Mikilfaith Mikilfaith 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29

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    USMC2001 USMC2001 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    And I still don't. I will be

    so happy when I disappear from earth.
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F Nov 19, 2014

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    I want to commit suicide.

    Because I have no purpose. Everyone hates me. I have no friends. There's no reason for me to just sit here and take up space. No one cares what happens to me not even my family its just a joke. So I guess I'm trying to say goodbye world.
    bandgeek00 bandgeek00 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I miss being young like ten

    or so life was way more simpiler once i turned fifteen i did not want to go on
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18

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    I wish I never lived

    because my sister loves me and she's leaving because of me I always annoy her if I went like this I would be just like I am but I'm not please kill me now
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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    I genuinely don't think anyone would care

    if I did.. If I just collapsed there and then. Sleeping forever. I'm really not attention seeking, just a sad girl. I don't know why I'm here anymore. So much has gone wrong. I see no light at the end of my long, dark, twisted tunnel. My life is worthless. I'd be a little...
    JustThatNobody JustThatNobody 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2014

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    I didn't sign up for this bs!

    And I just ran fresh out of ***** to give to go on.
    dom2wsx dom2wsx 26-30, M Dec 25, 2013

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    Can it be painless ,is there a way to die I can

    do. A plan I can make. Is it free
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24

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    I was wondering ....maybe

    if i don´t kill myself i will get some kind of reward for living this painful life...all i can do is watch everyone around me being happy and telling me "stop being sad"...it´s like they know something about life that i don´t...i´m just tired of this...i feel like i´m just...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I never wanted to live.

    I can't even begin to explain the identification I have to this sentence. For many, many years I wanted nothing more then to not exist to feel nothing to not need to breath. I didn't want vision or ideas. I wanted my gaily and friends to be as if I was already gone. I wrote down...
    endlessinnerbeauty endlessinnerbeauty 26-30, F Sep 13, 2014

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    What's the point of my existence

    if I have no purpose in the world and that I feel no-one loves me as a person?
    andrewvickers andrewvickers 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 11

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    I wish I was never born into my retarded family.

    They have no clue how close they're pushing me over the edge. I either feel like killing myself or killing everyone around me. Sometimes I just want walk out, even though I have nothing, and just walk forever.
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    I feel like a waste of space.

    And I really want to just fall asleep and never wake up again.
    mt201409 mt201409 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    OkJohnny OkJohnny 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I remember the first time I realized I wanted

    to die. I was in fourth grade. I had a dream in relation to a book we were reading in class. A women was about to execute me and some of my female classmates. She announced, "If you want to die, come to the front of the line. If you want to live, go to the back." All the other...
    thischickiswack thischickiswack 18-21, F Jan 17

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    Everyone in my life hates me

    yet thay want to see me smile and act like I don't see it the day I kill myself will be the best day in my sorry *** life Why couldint I be happy or whatever Am done with all this
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    woke up this morning.

    .. got to get throu another Groundhog Day...wear a fake smile and try not to fire anyone a work... even if they do trigger me
    lycanthroat lycanthroat 36-40, M Jun 18

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    I've never wanted to be alive.

    It makes me feel weird to say it, because I am so young, but I can remember being old enough to talk, and not wanting to be here. It's not easy for me, I get bullied, and I have no real friends. The only thing that keeps me going is music, and writing.
    thugkaylee thugkaylee 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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