I No Longer Binge

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 15 People

    Not As Bad As It Could Have Been

    It didn't become a full blown eating disorder and I didn't gain or lose significant amounts of weight, so I'm lucky. It was a while ago and it's hard to think what exactly could have brought it on. I think that the most likely cause was my group of friends and peers at the...
    musicspirit musicspirit
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 24, 2009

    Oops! Sorry!

    I think I got into the wrong Binge Group. My binging was alcoholic drinking as I explained in an earlier experience report herein, however, then I saw Binge Drinking and that is where I should be telling my story so i will have to move over there where I belong. So, Good Bye you...
    fancypantsy fancypantsy
    56-60
    Aug 24, 2008

    An Old Binger

    This should be an interesting and great GROUP There is a need for sharing and divulging of personal experience in this often devastating and sad area of life. How can I make this statement? Because, I am an alcoholic and I was a binger, I live only one day at a time simply...
    fancypantsy fancypantsy
    56-60
    Aug 24, 2008

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