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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 46-50, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    well..thats the real of me

    that still no one around me knew about it..
    denez denez 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    Being carefree and wild doesn't mean that I don't cry myself to sleep... It doesn't mean that I don't feel rejected sometimes... And it doesn't mean that i don't have a heart..
    Zagirllxx Zagirllxx 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    So lately I have been very... Empty. Yeah I guess I can say that, it's been getting worse. I started crying today, just suddenly, I felt so incredibly lost. I can't be in my room...
    LoneFox29 LoneFox29 16-17, F 1 Response May 20

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    who do you stay? such a simple sentence but so many underlying meanings. she stays for contentment. she stays for security.she stays for normalcy. shes holding on to herself by a...
    lonelymom1982 lonelymom1982 31-35, F May 8

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    My nickname is 'meany' but I don't mean to be, I'm just so defensive about everything because if I'm not people will "run all over me", you know what I meen? My mom doesn't...
    petramullins petramullins 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I hate how absolutely no one on this site actually ever wants to talk to anyone
    nicholassmith70 nicholassmith70 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Just don't panic someone is here
    shaunahall shaunahall 41-45, F May 4

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    Or shake my boobs, hard This time mo flashes in my face NO FLASEH
    shaunahall shaunahall 41-45, F 1 Response May 4

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    It is hard to live alone. Although affection was sporadic in my marriage, I still miss the occasional snuggle, hand holding, and just having someone there. It is hard to be alone...
    justmerae1 justmerae1 46-50, F 6 Responses May 5

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    Today's is one of those days. Tearing up in my office. Tearing up in the car. So emotional today.
    LadyMocha LadyMocha 41-45, F 2 Responses May 13

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    Well..... People always say that crying is a sign of weakness, so I only cry when I'm in the bathroom, taking a shower. Normally, I'd cry from things that have happened in the past...
    salmon140301 salmon140301 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I cry alone. To me, crying in front of people is so awkward, it's like being naked on both inside and outside; also it makes myself weaker. Some may like hugs and consolation when...
    Suthysuppy Suthysuppy 18-21, F 51 mins ago

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    I'm always crying, and I'm quite proud that no one knows. It hurts to be me every moment of each day. I have always disliked myself, but in the back of my mind I assumed it would...
    chasingwaterfalls chasingwaterfalls 31-35, F 4 Responses May 9

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    Growing up in my dads care. He never really liked me. I wasn't allowed to do anything. I always got hit. Treated like ****. Sworn at and looked down upon. It hurt a lot. I would...
    cudubu cudubu 18-21, F May 21

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    I am glad that I was born female because this makes crying a lot more excusable. If a man cries in front of others, he will lose all respect. Although there is not as much of a...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 a week ago

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    my life as a whole has been crazy. I've been used by everyone. I've bent over backwards for everyone... and I still do it. my mother was a lady of the night, which is how I came...
    mrbossmanonthehill mrbossmanonthehill 31-35, M 1 Response May 17

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    Sometimes I wish I could cry, only the tears can't be found. I'm surrounded by a thousand screams, but I can't hear a single sound. I'm walking through a land of darkness...
    good4nothin1 good4nothin1 31-35, M 2 Responses May 5

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    Sometimes I feel like lots of people fail to realize to see me. For most of people around I'm a funny , cool and inteligent guy who studyes a lot and has a part-time job. I can be...
    ChubbyFox ChubbyFox 18-21, M May 5

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    When I was still a kid, I used to cry all the time for almost any reason but my family constantly picked on me and told me that boys don't cry. I felt so humiliated back then that...
    dabbany dabbany 18-21, M 2 Responses May 8

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    Sometimes you just need a good cry. Let it all out. Crying helps you move on to bigger and better things. It feels good to cry. But don't ever let the one who caused you to cry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 11

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    Sometimes I try to force myself to cry in public by thinking of things that always make me cry when I'm alone. But I don't know why it doesn't. I guess for me It's not that I don't...
    Darkhell12 Darkhell12 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think loneliness is what it is. I don't know. I've always been single and I live alone now. If I don't occupy myself after work, I kind of just sit around in emptiness, then I...
    kchip11 kchip11 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I haven't cried in years but sometimes I just want to I'd just like to cry but I can't I just can't When you have a mind like mine you constantly thinking I burdened with the...
    natsufairy12 natsufairy12 13-15, M Apr 29

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    It's nothing, it's so normal you Just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cuz I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here and...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses May 2

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    Insomnia and crying...so here I am, 5 hours after bed time and still no sleep. It's nice to have a 'secret' place to share and actually be myself. Not even the people close to...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F May 7

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    So my older brother is always ranting on about "me being a couch potato" and "having the couch illness" and "lying on the couch all day while hugging the computer". I mean I guess...
    ThatOneDepressedKid ThatOneDepressedKid 13-15, F 1 Response May 8

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    Sometimes you make me feel I am so special..but there are times that I feel like I am just nobody ..that I have to remind you that i exist. 😕
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 36-40, F 1 Response May 11

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    I don't like to see my loved people cry. Today lil bro was in a terrible mood while we were driving around. I asked him if there was something wrong. like a typical man he said no...
    DancesWithUnicorns DancesWithUnicorns 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Today I had a disagreement with an extended family member who resorted to hurling some crazy insults at me . She said that my mother "never wanted me & everybody knows".. I'm an...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 12

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    "The worst crying is when you're lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don't make noise. The tears are running onto your pillow and your heart's breaking and you're...
    Jjta Jjta 16-17, F 4 Responses May 14

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    crush has been chrushed... They have been my best friend they're what kept me together without even knowing it. They moved away... I know they're just in the state over but, i can...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F May 6

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    At one point, nobody really did like me, I was the outcast, a lone wolf. I still think that. Nobody ever goes out of their comfort zone to talk to me, I always have to take the...
    reivven reivven 13-15, F May 7

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    I feel like everybody hates me. I just try to talk and they will talk to me. The next day I say "hey" and the block me. It never fails. Why does everybody hate me??? I might as...
    kevo3827 kevo3827 13-15, M 1 Response May 19

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    we become friends and get kinda close, then I trust them... but once I trust them and open up... I think I either annoy them or scare them because they start to act different...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F Apr 30

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    I am so bored or anxious. I can't be normal its so boring some times i just want to get on with life and nobody cares about anything. I want to achieve my goals.
    AnnonymousNum3 AnnonymousNum3 22-25, F 1 Response May 7

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