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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    well..thats the real of me

    that still no one around me knew about it..
    denez denez 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 46-50, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    I smile while I'm really freaking out on the inside. sometimes I just feel like randomly crying. I have bills piling up and I'm freaking out about how I'm going to pay them. I work...
    LadyLyric311 LadyLyric311 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Not emotionally prepared for tomorrow. A person who is extremely close to me is moving away. They aren't moving extremely far, but it's still several hours away. This person has...
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    I don't like it because I know someone will ask me what's wrong and sometimes I just don't feel like explaining myself. Somethings are just better to be kept to myself. If I were...
    wasteofahumanbeing wasteofahumanbeing 31-35, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    another night full of tears. no matter what I tell myself, the hurt never fades. its 6 in the morning and the pain doesn't numb. nobody but my pillow understands the grinding my...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    a little thing me and my brother made up. Sometimes, its ok to cry. Its ok to let the world see your tears. Sometimes, its ok to be angry. But the hardest is to be angry at the...
    Gavin788 Gavin788 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't know... Sometimes i feel like there are some certain things that i do that makes them don't like me.
    sabrinabryn sabrinabryn 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't call it selfish, I call of self awareness and taking care of yourself. nobody is going to take care of "you" but "you". I'm actually not selfish at all. I'm very giving and...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 3 days ago

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    What in the world is wrong with me when people meet me they talk to me now weeks later they stop talking to me I am a nice shy person I give a person a time of the day it been like...
    youwokeme99 youwokeme99 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I do if I'm home alone because I'm usually naked. I figure nobody wants to see that!! Lol
    fortfan fortfan 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There was this girl I use to talk to. We were really cool friends(if we were friends) until one day she just decided to **** off and I guess decided she wanted new people to talk...
    BuickLesley BuickLesley 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    At school I sit alone at lunch, and I talk to 1 person out of all of my classes. Sometimes I ride with my lunch buddy to grab something to eat but that's the only time we talk. I...
    AlyssasDinosaurs AlyssasDinosaurs 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi, I'd like to tell you a little bit about myself. I'm Nobody and I live in a nice little town called Nowhere. I was born not too far away in That place, you might have heard...
    JustaSillyfairy JustaSillyfairy 46-50, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    An old memory just came back to me.... I had a fight with my best friend in high school and we never really spoke after that fight. I was in the school newspaper office on the...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i care about you guys but sometimes i need someone to just be there for me when i am hurting.... i hate to say this....but i miss you tamara...you turned out to be such a &itch...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You can argue anyway you want. You can say what I am going through is my fault. And you can say that my parents are in the wrong. But either way I can't help but to cry. So far...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Or maybe I just don't know myself well enough yet.
    Cessydesu Cessydesu 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I feel like my dad thinks that I am an angle and he always disappoint me he never ask me what I like to do in my life he thinks I am not good at anything he never approve my love...
    maryooomaal maryooomaal 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I can't help the emotions that come over me sometimes. I just break down and cry when I'm alone in my room or when no one is home in general. I cry about the past a lot, I cry...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I just really want to be alone forever and just cry for hours until I fall asleep and never wake up again.
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    Not sometimes haha but most of the time. I hate being in situations where I have to talk to strangers. And when I'm forced to talk, every word out of my mouth is literally so...
    Taniays Taniays 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I always hide behind a smiling mask to hide my despair and anguish. Nowadays...it feels like a mask that is permanently attached.
    Beerus Beerus 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Is it wrong or bad? I have an anger issue. Sometimes I will get angry without a reason but I know, I got angry because I remember the old times, when something happened and I don't...
    Nara88 Nara88 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I dont know what it is but alot of the time I get really really sad and lonely. I have two amazing daughters. I have an amazing husband. I have 2 dogs, One fish and a cat. I...
    Butterflykiss707 Butterflykiss707 22-25, F Aug 23

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    Sometimes just being alone and crying it out is the best solution.
    Ashhcue303 Ashhcue303 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    Now it's just constant lying.... why?? Because no one gives a fck you just spend this time trying to get someone to listen but they don't care.... I've tried so many times to talk...
    GrandmamaTemptationCx GrandmamaTemptationCx 70+, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I know jealousy is an ugly emotion and too much jealousy would result in break ups or even worse physical assaults. But sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I had a jealous boyfriend...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    sometimes that would be nice....but, then would I wanna cry more??? lol
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 21

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    The worst type of crying isn't the loud and continuous wave of crying. It's the crying where you can only manage one or two tears but you still have the feeling of crying... just...
    emslife emslife 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm not in pain. I'm not angry. I'm not pregnant. I'm not hungry. I'm not tired. I'm not scared. I'm not happy. I'm not upset. For some reason, no matter what the situation, I just...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I'll admit it. I cry periodically. Crying, to me, is the first step to solving a problem in a non-violent way, as long as you have every intention to act on whatever emotionally...
    33person 33person 18-21, M Aug 19

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    I sometimes wonder if I had more male friends, maybe, just maybe, my husband would feel the jealousy feeling that I have when I see other females texting him... I just wonder... I...
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F Aug 19

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    Last night I was thinking about my future. I don't study anymore, so my parents want me to work. No problem. But I want to studie again, I mean I have no future without a studie. I...
    GirlyGirl1993 GirlyGirl1993 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 19

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