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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    My Tears Are Wept In the Shadows

    Sometimes I cry inside so that other's won't know.  I don't want my tears to bring them down.  I hide and cry quietly to myself.
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 47, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    I'm just tired of feeling like nobody cares !!!๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ
    Heathersmith34 Heathersmith34 16-17, F 8 Responses Jul 3

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    No one except this guy who I met on EP knows about the real me that even my friends and family don't know about. And yet, we broke up as friends after something happened. Now, I...
    RadicallyGreen RadicallyGreen 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Dont u understand me? Its been so long i want to feel so happy, feeling so calm but why u destroyed it? Its been 1 and half year i want to feel this way but why? I cant stop crying...
    PenelopeSerena PenelopeSerena 18-21, F Jul 11

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    I still have nightmares about my step-father and everything he did to me. Even though I know he's in prison, I cry in my sleep, afraid that he'll be the face I wake up to.
    hiflyerdana hiflyerdana 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I do I really do I act so much different then the real me I have to hide it i feel that no one excepts the real me
    Thedarkvaporeon Thedarkvaporeon 13-15, F Jun 30

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    I am a teenager. A very unknown one, to say the least. My confidence is ten feet under and my self esteem is non existent. Everyday is a struggle and a new opportunity to hate...
    viviandarling viviandarling 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I wish my parents would understand that I hate it when they make a huge deal over all my accomplishments. Why can't they just be happy for me instead of trying to brag to everyone...
    Lucietabell124 Lucietabell124 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Whatever I do/try, I cannot keep a lasting relationship with people, friends OR boyfriends. This one guy started texting me a few weeks ago and he'd call me beautiful, tell me I'm...
    shlumbug shlumbug 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I cry way too much. If something upsets me, If I'm angry, If I'm sad, If I'm lonely. I cry a lot over myself, because I have major self esteem issues, and I cry when I lose a...
    weby667 weby667 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Nobody knows that I'm always depressed.. I smile. I laugh. But I don't mean it at all... /. it hurts...
    Escapinginsanity Escapinginsanity 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    So the last two days I spent crying my eyes out. She knows how to make me feel like everything I do is wrong and I don't know how to make my own decisions and that I'm at fault for...
    findingbeauty2468 findingbeauty2468 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes it just really sucks not having someone by your side and to support you. Not saying its has to be a boyfriend it could even be a friend or family member whatever. But...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F Jul 14

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    I feel so lost sometimes. I am lonely, I have so many "friends" I like them, I like to play it makes me feel alive. When the day is over I come home I'm so lonesome. I love my...
    LastofmyKind LastofmyKind 26-30, F Jul 1

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    I dont know what to do! Im 33 years old and im lonely. I have a husband and family and relatives but im still lonely in my heart. I never had good friends. All the girls in my teen...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Jul 8

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    Over the years I have been very sensitive to how I think others may percieve me or how they would talk to/about me! Well four years ago I was in HS an I graduated in miami so I...
    CAMBRIA22 CAMBRIA22 18-21, F Jul 2

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    I gave you my heart, all my love, my life, you are my all, only and everything why cant you see this hurts, why? I love you so much without you I would instantly die I swear I...
    xxSuicidalPrincessxx xxSuicidalPrincessxx 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    When someone who I love hurt me. I feel very upset and down. I cannot accept this. I never live a great life. All the way my life was horrible. This is my second marriage life. In...
    neha79 neha79 31-35, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I have no idea why I am so sad. I feel like I could just start crying any second. I feel empty inside and no idea what the problem is
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm ever good enough I'm hard on myself If I do something wrong I'll get angry with myself or get frustrated I'm not perfect but sometimes I do hate myself
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Why does everything have to remind me of ash and I just want to cry every damn thing lately reminds me how much he hurt me and how much I miss him why can't everything be easier
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F 41 mins ago

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    Funny thing is , I'll hurt more if I let go than if I stay . That a sign that I'm not ready to give up ? I'm hurting myself being in love. He's my heart. Can anyone describe it...
    AliForever AliForever 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    Today was one of the worst days i had.... everybody around me want me eventually to be happy everything supposed to be ok now in family, marriage, the clouds are away from me now...
    xenia29 xenia29 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I am a nobody. Sometimes I wonder if people even realize that I'm right in front of them. I might as well be wearing Harry potter's invisibility cloak. What worse is that when I...
    sammi0116 sammi0116 22-25, F Jul 16

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    This was a fun experience. After months of work, this afternoon, we were finally ready to test the new water line. Not just your typical line .... this was a 2" inch line. (For...
    MaskedRascal MaskedRascal 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    Nobody opens up to me so why would I open up to people who don't trust me.
    stortos stortos 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I've been depressed for about 8-9 years and I've just kept it my secret. No one really knows, not my friends, family, I haven't even seen a doctor or anyone I just keep it to...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    People have this view of who I am, by looking on the outside but nobody really takes time to know who I really am .
    LindsayCarrette LindsayCarrette 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Hi, I've been going through a similar experience.... Iโ€™ve been with my boyfriend for the past 8 years. Iโ€™m 40 and heโ€™s 61. When we met, I knew he had been vasectomized while...
    Patricia2212 Patricia2212 36-40, F Jul 14

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    I'm a 22 year old virgin girl. I have a nice personality. It just seems My love is not good enough. Any guy I have had a crush on or anyone I've loved .. or even wanted to love...
    honestgirl22 honestgirl22 22-25 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Even if I have my family and my best friends with me; Thank God. But, sometimes I feel lonely, I want to love, be loved and feel special. I want to believe in true love, but it is...
    tudaisies tudaisies 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Especially right now. So much going on in my life and sometimes when I hold it all in for too long, I lash out! Why am I like this? I hate myself for this
    Laserbeam18 Laserbeam18 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I cry for my children and what I did to them. In 2001 I sent them for the summer to their Daddy in Russia and ever since his family has been keeping them from me in Israel. He...
    BabylessMommy BabylessMommy 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I usually pretend that I'm happy so that others don't become upset or sad. I hold back my tears so that others can smile.I hate crying sometimes because I always feel so vulnerable...
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F Jul 2

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    well I just did this not just sometimes for the past 6 months. I cried for pain with my physical condition, joys, laughters, sorrow, depression, anger. But it really helps when you...
    elgie09 elgie09 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I remember about a year ago writing a story, a story about how I felt. Depressed, helpless.... for anyone with depression, you know how it is to fake a smile, to fake a giggle just...
    Chassiduuu Chassiduuu 16-17, F Jul 18

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    It makes me feel weak and vulnerable.. that is why no one knows that I used to cry myself to sleep every single night.. no one know how many tears I've actually shed, I'm sorry I'm...
    TigerNita TigerNita 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Why do I hold my tears back so much? I'm such a girl in my outer personality but sometimes, I hold my emotion back like a guy... Why am I afraid to cry? I don't want to be. I know...
    xNickDavidx xNickDavidx 18-21, M Jul 5

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    Feeling stressed and pushed too far past my boundaries. I have a lot of work to do in preparation for an exam I have tomorrow but I'm very scared. This is one of the hardest...
    Shiznitone Shiznitone 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I've been away from my boyfriend for a week now and I still will be for 9 months. I have no idea what to do with myself but cry all the time.
    samcozz22 samcozz22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Pfft. I feel like I need to cry allot this week but can't. I cried yesterday. It wasn't enough.
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F Jun 30