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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    well..thats the real of me

    that still no one around me knew about it..
    denez denez 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 46-50, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    yes sometimes i dream at night.... and i like sleeping because it helps us inside... me it bring me confort and peace; regenerates myself...
    typewritter03 typewritter03 18-21, M 49 mins ago

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    I often cry myself to sleep, more than usual lately, I am going through a whole lot right now, especially with my family, there has been a lot of stress, and during the day I smile...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    im so stressed right now, im bipolar and depressed. my fam dont help with their opinions. Im about to explode, cry. depression is a real ****, does not seem like nothing but it is...
    marcia15 marcia15 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I would like to just grab my things and travel to a far away country. Just like that, without planning anything. Somewhere where no one knows me, where I do not have to...
    Darquessa Darquessa 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Maybe she is right. Maybe I won't get over him in a short period of time, I've been trying for a while though. I know this is puppy love and I'll eventually get over him, but when...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I cry without warning, and I'm like, what the heck.
    FunkyBlackCat FunkyBlackCat 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I think I cry too much. I don't even know, like more than half the time I'm not even sad. But it's almost always when I'm by myself thankfully lol.
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    One day more you havent come back. One more day i struggle to hold myself toghether. One more day I think your leaving. One more day i love you. One more day you havent checked my...
    Mysticalix Mysticalix 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Another argument, another night of crying myself to sleep and another night of texts off my husband throwing sh*t he knows will upset me in my face. I know everything he is...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ....ALWAYS.... I just don't feel it, I know it! Nobody knows the real me 'coz nobody cares.
    playingbrave playingbrave 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I probably should join a group called "Nobody can know the real me." Because years of experience has taught me that people claim to value honesty and creativity, but they don't...
    Emeryael Emeryael 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel like **** .. I want to run .. Please depression don't come back
    ForYouIwillWaitJoey ForYouIwillWaitJoey 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I don't have any close friends. Sometimes I just hope if only I could have a true friend that I can share all my feelings with.
    Beanyy25 Beanyy25 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I know that nobody knows the real me because i keep everything to myself. And everyone I was going to open up to, left. But, I'm used to it now.
    Cybergirl425 Cybergirl425 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    All in all, I feel like ****. Last night and the night before yesterday were spent crying myself to sleep. I couldn't stop crying and it was mostly because of bottled up loneliness...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel this way. Insignificant even. Do you?
    Mrstrangeone Mrstrangeone 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Hello, my name is Laurentiu and I'll be 18 next mounth on the 16 of july. My father abandoned me and my mom since my birth, so I grew up without the leading of a father. Since I...
    b16laurentiu b16laurentiu 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i have like the best poker face.. and im so proud of me for that. but every second i get by myself i break down. i cant do it anymore. nobody knows the things that go on in my head...
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Today is too late; how long do we have to wait? Oh no, I think she knows; that's why I can't let go. I feel this burning inside, a feeling that no one should know. This could be so...
    EmbracetheInfinite EmbracetheInfinite 18-21, F Jun 24

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    Whenever I feel really upset about something and I feel tears starting to form in my eyes I start to panic. My breathing starts to become quicker, my chest contracts, my hand...
    Sarahglen Sarahglen 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    i wish there was an "on/off" switch to my brain.
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    sometimes I feel crazy to argue with my subconscious. if it is what called by lost in thoughts. when there's nobody who would understand I'll rather talk to myself. since I was a...
    ru661 ru661 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Here's the thing... I'd love to know if anyone relates. I'm depressed and lately I've felt the urge to open up about it cause until now nobody knows. Yet, everytime I try to send a...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I feel too much, think too much and worry too much. One of superior at my workplace said yesterday that "Nobody has the time to monitor their mind and read psychology, philosophy...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm the funny guy in the group, im the one everyone calls if they are feeling down because I'm always there to lighten the mood and pick people up. But I'm so unhappy, no-one...
    Jaybo93 Jaybo93 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Declare me innocent, O God! Defend me against these ungodly people. Rescue me from these unjust liars. (Psalm 43:1) Rescue me, O LORD, from liars and from all deceitful people...
    zehero zehero 22-25, M Jun 22

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    a post I recently answered sparked a thought ,why in a world of so many who claim they love God is God so far from our thoughts ?so many bashing ,,so much debate and arguments over...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 22

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    ''What soap is for the body, tears are for the soul'' Well, as they say crying is just for kids! Watching an adult cry might not seem a pleasant thing, but if you have cried...
    valha11a valha11a 46-50, M Jun 22

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    That moment I will just listen to a song these days, and when its over I'll be drowned in my own tears. I'll be eating dinner only to be crying in my food. I'll be putting clothes...
    RosaGoesMeow RosaGoesMeow 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I don't like to feel that vulnerable in front of people because usually I can be strong for them. But sometimes crying is what I need to do.
    wesbrownbear87 wesbrownbear87 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    I grow increasingly frustrated with people's disregard for me. I haven't got the quietest voice, I can speak up, I stand up for myself. I use few words where some might use many...
    TrixieBeeBelle TrixieBeeBelle 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    So today my mother broke a new record of stupid. I need to finish four lessons of a class to be done ( not that long as I take my classes online ) but in order to do that I needed...
    thatguyjonas thatguyjonas 22-25, M Jun 20

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    True to me, nobody genuinely loves me. Be it, I'm used to it anyway although it's not ok with me and difficult during low points of life where I have to bear all the pain all alone...
    IchirinNoHana IchirinNoHana 22-25, F Jun 20

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    There are times when I thought of things in the past. It will just happen suddenly. Like my mind on a time travel, recreating the scenario that I hate the most.I have crying spells...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 19

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