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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    My Tears Are Wept In the Shadows

    Sometimes I cry inside so that other's won't know.  I don't want my tears to bring them down.  I hide and cry quietly to myself.
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 47, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    sometimes i ask myself ... am i that mysterious ?!!?! why can't anyone understand me ... are my thoughts that complex ??!?!! pfftt ...
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    cried a lot yesterday and guess what I feel like crying today
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It's true tho... But it's cuz I don't let ppl get too close based on an irrational fear of ppl taking advantage of me. So... I've stopped complaining about ppl not knowing me cuz I...
    Terrain12 Terrain12 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    uneatenavacado uneatenavacado 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    people know me by my funny faces and weird stuff that I do and people see me smile all the time...but...people don't know that im actually a kid who's hallow amd full with pain...
    DarkGamer18 DarkGamer18 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I don't think I know myself just yet...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 28

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    I'm so protective of the real me I don't think it's even possible for people to know the real me
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    annaolaude annaolaude 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I don't know how to tell people about myself.
    IdalisHoran IdalisHoran 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I put up a wall of this person who is not me. That person is happy, smiles every time, makes jokes and energetic but the side that they don't know and will never know is that I'm a...
    yadirarubi22 yadirarubi22 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I put up a poster of my self as someone who does not have a hearty and doesn't care about anyone but himself.but in reality I love my family and all those around me and would...
    gibranali099 gibranali099 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    wise025 wise025 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    And nobody knows it but me.
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Dec 10

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    I'll admit that I sometimes cry when I'm mad. I try you not get angry because the Bible tells me to be slow to anger and I'm Christian but sometimes it happens. Usually if...
    s123456789s s123456789s 16-17, F Dec 6

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    William7025boa3 William7025boa3 31-35, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    This is my first post. I don't know what to say. First off, sure, I like my family sometimes but... I just don't feel anything stronger than liking them. Yeah, maybe i'm a horrible...
    ID0ntKn0wAnym0re ID0ntKn0wAnym0re 13-15, F Nov 22

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    I am so tired of wasting my tears over things I know I have no control over. Ever since I was little, I'd cry at the tiniest things like accidentally hitting someone, which now...
    EmEn1125 EmEn1125 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yesterday, I was at a new friends house. And he showed me his crystals! I had such a strong connection with a piece of his Siberian Quartz. I have never felt that much energy from...
    Soldiernoah Soldiernoah 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    Today, a song came on the radio and just suddenly, tears swelled my eyes. I sat there and sang along while the tears flowed down my cheeks. Until my voice was too coarse to sing...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    Nobody has any idea.. like everyday people think i'm so joyful and smiley all the time and they're always like "omg does she ever stop laughing haha!" little do they know.. i cry...
    alliixxxx alliixxxx 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's not the best to be on the edge of crying when you are sitting in your class, with people around. This is a new class and they don't knows well. In my old class they were used...
    LoneFox29 LoneFox29 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm getting accused of **** I haven't done. Like really why I didn't do it but nobody believes me and I've never lied to them. Everyone wants me to get better but nobody will...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F Dec 2

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    It sometimes takes a new person in your life to gain a better perspective of your past. What I believed I never had, might have been, that I never understood the power of love...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Sometimes I just need quiet time, especially after a crazy day at work. Those who have lived with me accept that I'm not angry or pouting. After an hour or so I'm done...
    SilverPagan SilverPagan 51-55, M 6 hrs ago

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    Every time not sometimes.. I hate to live among people.. I feel insecure when someone is watching me..
    misterweirdo misterweirdo 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I get that feeling a lot like nobody likes me or get me even my friends are different from me, nobody can get me and understands me :( !!
    iiii12334 iiii12334 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I cry at the slightest things.. I cry when im frustrated, mad, sad,but I never cry when I'm happy, Like one time I was brushing my hair after swimming and I couldn't get a knot...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I don't cry when I'm with people. During very sad scenes it's sometimes hard and my eyes water haha. But when I'm alone in my room and watching something that's just a tiny bit sad...
    rebeccaeyt rebeccaeyt 16-17, F Nov 26

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