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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    well..thats the real of me

    that still no one around me knew about it..
    denez denez 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2015

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 46-50, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    Sometimes I feel like disappearing would be a better option, than dealing with the day to day goings on of life. Like there is a black pit in the center of my stomach that is...
    Lentocrates778 Lentocrates778 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    Crying tonight and it is ok. It is necessary sometimes. When I am done I'm going to watc a dvd of Christopher Walken on SNL. I need to end on a high note
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I swear whenever there is a phrase that's remotely idk that can be thought as dirty , my mind just goes straight to the gutter and funny thing is everyone knows hahaha
    HiIAmHana HiIAmHana 18-21, F 5 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Yes, I cry in front of people if I am injured or hurt. But I hate to cry in front of someone when it has to sowing emotional problems. I love being happy and making others happy so...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Lately it's been hard pretending to be okay. I try to hide it from my daughter and husband. I use to talk it out with my husband but lately it's been really difficult because I don...
    Darkshadows02 Darkshadows02 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    OMG this song seems SO autobiographal. People will NEVER understand me or how I don't possess the resources to engage in emotions, now, at 50. I am but a broken toy robot from my...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I got a haircut recently and hated it. I told my mom and she asked why. I told her they thinned it too much. She kept asking why despite the fact that I told her already and that I...
    EcoReibun EcoReibun 70+, F 1 Response a week ago

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    3:02 AM 07/02/2016. I don't know how to start this but I am going to try to pour out all my feelings and hope someone understands me. It's so ******* hard to open up when you just...
    Itstutaa Itstutaa 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't cry a lot, except maybe for being a male. But I have a big deep shame issue with anyone seeing me. I know it's bc men aren't allowed to show strong emotions, especially...
    CallMeSal CallMeSal 51-55, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I wonder I she knows it was her I cried about... stayed up all last night crying... a broken heart hurts. I never want to hurt it again.
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I do but sometimes I need to cry. Sometimes I just feel broken, lost and alone inside and I just need to be alone and cry. It was a stressful week for me at work and I am glad it...
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 3 Responses Feb 6

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    Not looking for pity as I am not pitying myself. So, please, no words of comfort when I am in a safe place and this song is an anthem for that safe place for me. https://youtu.be...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    Something I really enjoy is to comfort my partner when I have one. I have a hard time putting myself in that situation cause I was very much exposed to the stereotype that men...
    Inj3ction Inj3ction 22-25, M Feb 5

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    me to, I mean nobody even loves me :( everyone at school hates me, I think I should just, make everyone happy and do what they tell me to do.... feeling stressed
    emmacannon16 emmacannon16 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    My friend Jade came to my homestead today. I could see it in her eyes that she had been crying. then as she walked in it was almost like something snapped in her like she just...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I really hate it when I get emotional.. It leads me to crying and then everyone looks at me like Im a weirdo... I get so embarrassed.. And I never cry in front of people. Not even...
    58maria85 58maria85 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, I think I'll go eat worms! Big fat juicy ones, Eensie weensy squeensy ones, See how they wiggle and squirm! Down goes the first one, down goes...
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz 26-30, M Feb 3

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    I think it's true. nothing makes me happier than mass sufferings. i always feel like most sufferings are self imposed and nobody should bother about it. I also believe it pays for...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M Feb 2

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    I do . I have stuff to cry about and stuff that have happen to me that would trigger crying to happen . I cry because of the abuse i go through and life is hard now but it will be...
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday 16-17, F Feb 2

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    i hate to show him this side of me. I say i'm fine with every being of mine. I try and mean it i know its not right to lie. It eats me up inside. but i cannot show him that side...
    learellie learellie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I have a ex boyfriend. It was pretty much over. But I hope to help the girls and women in need one day. Me and him? We broke off then get together then broke off then again. Yea...
    sxyylove sxyylove 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    "So what next??" I happen to ask this question to myself everyday and the problem is that each time I get a new answer. Yes, I'm unsure about where my life is leading to and so...
    Zoro94 Zoro94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Take today, for instance. Snow, cold..neighbor let her cat out. Yes, let it outside in this cold! It's dark now, and colder than this morning. She stands at the door, calling it...
    ZenGrrrlLioNESS ZenGrrrlLioNESS 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 31

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    I communicate with people for a living 100's of them a day I get to know them we talk and we have a good time. My co workers my friends I could tell you details about their life's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30

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    People have mentioned this to me before! I work in a very sociable environment. Part of what I do is to try and make clients and colleagues feel valued, and listened to. Understood...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I'm always depressed. It's kind of like..a natural thing for me. I've started to become friends with the dark side of me that keeps wanting to control me. When I'm crying and...
    Sicgoat173 Sicgoat173 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    sometimes I am so happy, grateful, and have hope. but sometimes I am just so sad and depressed because of the truths and reality. and I just think about it every night before I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 29

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    I know I'm always complaining about what my stranger for a Mother and her boyfriend and his family do to me, but I only post my experiences because I'm afraid. I know that I cannot...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 29

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    well sometimes tears are a sign of unspoken happiness and a smile is a sign of silent pain
    blossomingangel blossomingangel 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I have been crying myself to sleep for like 2 weeks because of feelings i barely understand. This is a repetition of my other posts and it seems lame. I want to cry all the time...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 28

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    UPDATED I was taking a shower, when I swung around on my left hand side. I felt pain on the side of my tummy, and something moving around. I felt something pulling and pushing. I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 28

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    it's hard to continue show if you can't get time alone to feel the sadness and loneliness you feel all the time
    dolliebgirl dolliebgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 27

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