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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 47, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    My Tears Are Wept In the Shadows

    Sometimes I cry inside so that other's won't know.  I don't want my tears to bring them down.  I hide and cry quietly to myself.
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    The tears that roll down my cheeks will never end, it's a endless river of tears and I'm so tired of crying but u know sometimes I can't help it,I'm just so alone and I'm terrified...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    I don't know why... But the feeling is awful. I don't know what to do, so I try to hold back the tears; thinking "Why the hell do I feel like crying for no reason?! I'm just out...
    NicoBunny6 NicoBunny6 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I hate crying it makes me feel weak so every time I have to Cry I keep it in and when I'm alone I'll cry
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    I just feel the need to cry sometimes even if there is no reason to cry at all. Sometimes I feel a burden on my chest which can only be lifted off if I vent it out by crying. I cry...
    Bella2911 Bella2911 18-21, F Sep 20

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    Hello folks. For today's unwaveringly positive message, I thought I'd give you a break from my inane philosophies and instead share some song lyrics. If you are not feeling too...
    Dannage Dannage 36-40, M Sep 8

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    I'm in a crowded room and its like nobody even knows I'm alive. I hate crowds. I wish my best friend would reply to my email. This sucks.
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 4 days ago

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    I am so glad i found this website because i had no where to vent what i am going through, but know i can. This is gonna sound like i am just a whiny teenager but i take things to...
    Erica1lynn Erica1lynn 22-25, F Sep 7

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    I'm buzzed again. Bought a lighter today and gonna get an eighth tmrw. I broke down to a teacher at school today so now he knows I'm not happy. He doesn't know the extent of my...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 9

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    I am already 22 and still in college. Actually, I am now a sophomore however, 5 years ago, I was also a sophomore in college and up to now, I still haven't graduated. So what...
    trappedinmy trappedinmy 18-21, F Sep 18

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    I know we all need this release sometimes, but I just can't cry. In the last 5 years I have cried only once and it was because my father died. And I didn't cry enough. Now that a...
    surfandturf surfandturf 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Invisible tears in white eyes. Cursed, but for what reason? A seeker of truth, but I don't recommend it, for truth can be terrible. It is my fate. Many judge, but only God knows...
    JetsFlyHI916 JetsFlyHI916 26-30, M Sep 23

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    Internally I want to cry but usually I'm surrounded by people , there's certain people who know my bizzare head space those people don't make me feel alone .... It's all the people...
    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F Sep 3

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    At times when I am overwhelmed by all the many different thoughts and feelings running through me the only way I can release them is by writing it all down. sometimes it makes...
    sweetpea6200 sweetpea6200 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I have a crush on this guy and on the first day of school he wanted to know who I was but then he got a gf and then broke up so he knows I like him and he likes me back so my...
    FlyingAwayAndFallingApart FlyingAwayAndFallingApart 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    i have friend from UK, his name is elvis, he is older than me . we almost talking every day on KIK. seriously ! swear to god, he is so funny, he is so silly, sometimes he makes...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Trying so hard to not let the tears show on the outside. So much had happened in a day and I can't cope. I need to see my uncle in the ICU but nobody will take me and my mom won't...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 2

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     Villa Akrogiali is located with a hill previously mentioned the bay of Assos and only a hundred metres over a swimming System which can be a great place for Sunlight bathing...
    Wendolynce106 Wendolynce106 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    My brother says such cruel things to me. He doesn't realize how much it affects me. The other day he told me that "I fail at life" and it really got to me. He also told me, " good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Sep 20

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    No one at all. The lonliness is overpowering and I feel hopeless. Nobody will talk to me. Nobody nobody
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F Sep 23

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    Haven't stopped crying today.. Except for when I've been sleeping... This is my second time crying in the shower already today... As many times as people say it will get better, I...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 7 Responses a week ago

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    When I was younger, I was molested countless of times. That messed me up pretty bad. I get bad nightmares, I feel so uncomfortable when I'm with guys taller or more built than I am...
    AshtonKellen AshtonKellen 13-15, M 5 Responses Sep 18

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    Okay, now is the time to cry. :( it's midnight now and my summer is officially over after this whole day. :,(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'm still stuck on how to pronounce "rant". I say it with a long "a" as one would say "grant" or "grass". However, I've been told and checked Oxford Dictionary that it is...
    Shiznitone Shiznitone 22-25, M Sep 2

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    I don't think there's any point in being on this site anymore. I have nothing to look forward to anymore, no friends to talk to everyday that want to talk to me anyway. The friends...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F Sep 2

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    I realize now why nobody can ever love me. I was a bastard, the product of sex without love. My mom allowed my dad to have sex with her because she was disabled and needed his...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M 11 Responses Sep 4

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    I therefore conclude that NOBODY understands me... NOT A SINGLE PERSON WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME. That's how I am to them. A NOBODY.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    So, today I had my birthday party for family and friends, my real birthday is tomorrow. I invited my family and 2 of my closest friend. I have a form of social anxiety and I find...
    esmeek27 esmeek27 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    Today in class made me realize how cruel this world is..especially with overweight people. I noticed in class the guys would ignore the "big" girls that would sit next to them and...
    princesss14 princesss14 18-21, F Sep 23

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    please help :( . I can't help but cry and regret the actions that I have made in the past. How can I move on?
    neuroticgal neuroticgal 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I just feel like I really need someone so bad.
    itsmenhiceee itsmenhiceee 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    Sometimes you need to take, all the pain and the rage you've hidden in your heart, out of you.
    landingtomars landingtomars 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I just feel like I can be a really bad daughter sometimes. I'm horrible to my mum a lot even though she shows so much love and affection towards me. I know it's not a good excuse...
    musicislife00 musicislife00 13-15, F Sep 7

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    More like most of the times. Idk either im happy or not. Idk why sometimes i cry and get sad with no reasons. Its not like im not being grateful with my life but i really really...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I am too tired and Im afraid I cannot function anymore considering that there're lots of things to do in school. God knows I am really trying my best in everything that I do, but...
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    Ya know.. I gripe about my life all the time, I'm very dramatic at most times I'm homeschooled... I barely ever interact with people.. I'm super shy.,, like.. I won't even go in...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 9

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    I deleting and scared sometimes. I have a phobia for needles and doctors, but I could really really use a firm no nonsense "you're going but I promise to comfort you if you cry...
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 16

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    I really have a lot of things going on and I'm glad I found this app.. I'm from a single family. I only have my mum. We have a love hate relationship I guess but I don't why I hate...
    mysticazal mysticazal 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    I feel like I am all alone in the world. My mother passed 15 years ago. My daughter is 18 and has moved 400 miles away. My husband is an ***. I live over 600 miles away from all my...
    mommatrish mommatrish 41-45, F Sep 20

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    Yesterday I cried both morning and evening. I hide so he or kids can't see or hear it. But he knows, and I'm feeling as if he's satisfied with himself, knowing he can get to to me...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    'm 20 and studying at the university! I'm supposed to be living the best period of my life! But instead i'm having my worst! I hate myself , i hate my body, i hate what i see in...
    k55f k55f 18-21, F 6 days ago