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I Nobody Knows That I Sometimes Cry

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 65 People

    Not Alot

    I don't have the need to cry alot but when I do I can usually hold it in until I'm alone.  It's usually over a situation that has been going on for a while, not one little thing that just happened.  Once I can get away from everyone and be alone and cry, I do feel...
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2008

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    Why Dont I Tell People That I Sometimes Cry?

    i'm not sure why i dont tell people that i cry, i guess its like my reason for not telling people about my problems, i just dont want them to feel uncomfortable. i guess tears are just a private thing to me, and the only one who tends to see me cry is my hubby. although...
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F 6 Responses May 10, 2008

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    There Are Times...

    ...when I do have my own space and I start thinking. Like when Im on the train home and a certain song comes on, or I stop reading and the book leaves my head and someone else enters it. I always manage to get a seat in the corner just in case this happens. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 29, 2008

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    No So Much Anymore

    There are times Where I have Cried and no one knew. The reason I have Cried Is Because The Way I Felt inside. I use to feel that Love was Something You Never where able to win At. I thought That Every time Love would Come it was easy To go. That hurt me. At the same time I have...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F Aug 2, 2008

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    Crying

    When I cry I am always alone, or 99.99% of the time. I travel with my job and as you've read in my other stories my family doesn't know the true me. So my crying is when I'm away and alone and wishing so much that I could come out of my self-imposed shell and just me me. Wishing...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Not the Crying Type Usually

     I am not a crying type of person usually but when i do cry it means there is something seriously wrong. The last time i cried i cried for 4 weeks, everytime i was left alone in those 4/5 weeks i cried and cried and nobody knew. I comtemplated suiside and i tried to tell...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F May 18, 2008

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    well..thats the real of me

    that still no one around me knew about it..
    denez denez 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Overwhelmed

      When  you  are  the  mother  of  three  boys two   are   disabled.  I  sometimes   get  so  upset.  One  time   both   my  son's   were ...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 46-50, F 8 Responses May 1, 2008

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    Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times i've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody know how many times i've lost hope. How many time i've been let down...
    Jjta Jjta 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    They just saw, the short guy, with a big smile, always helping, a black leather jacket, long hair and metal music. Does they know what is hidden on my smile? The hate? The...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Nobody knows me at all! They are too busy with themselves which is understandable but, I help everyone yet they don't do anything for me..shallow ppl. Shallow souls.
    jbea46 jbea46 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    My wife knew me but since she recently passed. It's like no one knows me. I have lovely friends an family but people busy an they think if I'm not showing them I'm doing fine...
    Widower1 Widower1 31-35 3 Responses Apr 14

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    no body knows the real me because I hide a lot that says who I am inside...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I have friends I consider to be very close but none of them know my full story. Maybe I'm uncomfortable talking about it because I hate pity? Or maybe I just don't want to feel...
    trenthefl3sh trenthefl3sh 22-25, M Apr 15

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    Outside I'm really quiet and calm, inside I'm like a volcano. I've had people come and say to me like, "why and how are you soo quiet?". I can't really blame anyone for not...
    Kavy22 Kavy22 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Most of the time they get 1 side of me so I can fit in the group But only a few people know who I am. My amazing childhood friends
    cou01 cou01 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    So i took an online quiz on depression, it said that i am moderate to servely depressed. Honestly I don't think im as depressed as I am lonely.
    human103 human103 16-17, M Mar 31

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    My friends keep saying "I thought you won't like..." "I thought you would like..." Why would you think I think that way when I like the opposite. It shows that they don't know me...
    strawberrycreamcake strawberrycreamcake 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    I have always wanted to tell someone the real me but I'm afraid they'll hate me afterwards
    jajjimenez jajjimenez 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    That's why I created a new EP account... Now, though anonymously, I can share with all of you guys. Hopefully create new friends and maybe more ;) lol. This one, I swear, will be 1...
    LilLucrezia LilLucrezia 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 14

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    There is a darkness in me that I hope never comes to the surface. I'm generally a happy person, but I have a feeling I'll snap eventually.
    shestehsweetest shestehsweetest 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I don't dare to show who i really am. I am afraid of being judged.
    pedermn97 pedermn97 16-17, M 4 Responses Apr 15

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    Inside I feel like I can talk to anyone, be adventurous and be so expressive...but what I show to people is a quiet, reserved person. Idk why I can't be who I feel like inside...I...
    myinfiniteabyss myinfiniteabyss 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I have to be mom, who keeps the world revolving and upholds order, I have to be the significant other, who takes care of all the details, forces herself to care at every turn...
    MyCircus MyCircus 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I dont feel comfortable.with anyone because I dont like opening.up. I would.love to but I am afraid they would.leave me
    energymustmove energymustmove 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    Nope......not even my mom!
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    I worry too much. My brain can't stop thinking... I'm stressed I need new accommodation I stay at some woman's house but there's just too many things wrong with it.., my room is...
    NamzyZizi NamzyZizi 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    im so tired of feeling let down all the time. im tired of the hurt an pain i go through each an every day. i hate how i struggle to be happy. its not a good feeling, depression...
    NikkiBaby1698 NikkiBaby1698 16-17, F a week ago

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    a lot of the time, I can forget the reasons why. I'm depressed, sure, whatever. I ignore it, force my way past it, don't look at it, don't examine it. But then something happens...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Apr 4

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    No one truly knows me. I mean yeah my closest friends but no one knows how sexual I am, how emotional I am sometimes, How strong I am sometimes, and how curious I am sometimes...
    cassycass13 cassycass13 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I usually cry alone. Nobody is around to see me cry.
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F Apr 11

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    My mom keeps complaining about how she needs to leave the house for a while and she told me that i cant be depressed but her being stressed is my fault an i do not know what to do...
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F a week ago

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    Crying in front of people makes me vulnerable. I hate feeling vulnerable and exposed. I hate it with a burning passion. If I ever feel like I have to cry, I remove myself from...
    GoodbyeAgony GoodbyeAgony 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I'm friends with almost every single person in my school, yet I never get invited to go out with anyone. I feel like nobody really cares about me. Even though while I walk in the...
    futuremike1 futuremike1 18-21, M Mar 27

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    Nobody here knocking at my door ..The sound of silence I can?t take anymore...Nobody ringing my telephone now...Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound... It just say it all...
    FazyH FazyH 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    90% of the time that I'm at work, nobody really talks to me and I have no desire to talk to them. Whenever my coworkers do strike a conversation it's usually about work and nothing...
    koojo129 koojo129 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    i always have a soft spot when i see people cry . so i will just try to make them smile or make them stop crying. i will also cry when i see people cry in the movies...
    xiaospirit xiaospirit 18-21, M Apr 11

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    Not sure if they actually work, but I'm thinking about buying some healing crystals to wear. Who knows, maybe they will help.
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 8

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    I feel invisible sometimes. I speak to people and they either don't reply, or give the standard uh huh. I want someone to actually listen to what I'm saying not just hear it...
    edemylove edemylove 26-30, F Apr 10

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    It burns my eyes and gives me a headache. I rarely cry, but when I do it takes forever to stop. I can't remember the last time I cried in front of somebody, I don't think it's...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T Apr 12

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    sometimes I just feel like curling up in bed and crying. Its just of those moments. I can't explain it. freaky huh
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 16

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    Sometimes is an understatement... Occasionally I don't mind, but it gets a bit much when you hear x is meeting y and a wants to see b and you're just there, alone, nobody reaching...
    SoulScribe SoulScribe 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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