I Not Happy With the Person I Have Become

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,270 People

    Looking Back

             I hate looking at pictures of when I was younger because when I see those pictures, I don't see me...I see a totally different person. When I was little, despite all the abuse I had to suffer through, I was the happiest and most compassionate person that many people...
    iLostMySoul iLostMySoul
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2011

    2 Solutions To 1 Situation ~~there Are 2 Persons Within Me...!!

    WHAT WILL U GO FOR~~ PARTYING WITH FRIENDS OR SITTING HOME AND STUDYING ??GIVE A THOUGHT and think , is ur DECISION correct !!Very often , i exerience that there are two "personalities" witin a single person. Sometimes , i feel that a person should njy his lyf. . . so, be...
    sakk sakk
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2011

    Thanks Society <3

    Everywhere you go, you see girls with flat stomachs, perfect hair, clear skin, white teeth, and beautiful eyes. They're skin color is perfect and so is their voice. Everything about them is "perfect." And when you see those things, you try so hard to be like that. You forget who...
    simplymexo simplymexo
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2012

    There Was A Time When I Was...

    There was a time when I was really unhappy with who I had become. I started to go out with this man a lot older than me, and my parents wernt happy with it. I ended up lying to my parents every single day about what I was doing and who I was seeing, I even made a plan of when...
    custardcreamxo custardcreamxo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2007

    Wish I Wasn't Born...

    I'm so angry, hurt, tired of my life...it's the same. There's nothing...valuable about me. I never thought that I would end up like this...all the things I said that I wanted to be as or things I wanted to have as a kid, I didn't become or never had them...everything that...
    PunizhedZoul PunizhedZoul
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2011

    I use to be the shy conservative girl

    when i was in highschool. didn't really care much how i look like and what i wore. i would drunk with close friends on occassions but that was it. when college came i started becoming consious on what i looked like so i would always put make up on my face. i also partied more...
    missconfused24 missconfused24
    22-25, F
    Mar 17, 2014

    Why They All Stare

    I dont really know how to start. I suppose that I just want to get it all out. I cant remember how long Ive been this hard on myself. I guess it just seems to keep happening and I dont realize it. I feel like no matter what is really being said in the conversations around me I...
    blackflamingo blackflamingo
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 29, 2011

    All I Can Do Is Stare At My Mirror

    I just hate this. I at 19 years old just stand there & stare at the mirror at myself & what I have become. I have configured my brain over the years to think out of anger, out of envy, & out of negativity. To always be mad & think of myself of having no worth & just about...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 31, 2010

    Who Am I Now...?:x

    I used to be this little happy bubbly girl. always smiling no matter what. Now I'm a teenager that has to always use a fake smile. cover all of the cuts and scars. and cries herself to sleep. Everything has changed, and i wish it hadn't. Why can't I be like everyone else always...
    xoxo8678 xoxo8678
    1 Response Jul 19, 2011

    Sometimes, I Hate Myself

    I am disappointed with the person I have become, and hate that guy sometimes.  No, I am not all bad, but in my romantic relationships, especially with my fiance, lonesurvivor, I seem to have extreme difficulty in not doing things like being self centered, lying about even...
    headstrongheart headstrongheart
    56-60, M
    7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

    The Person I've Become

    The person I've become,Disappoints me,Never been this low,Gotta change,I'm in one hell of a hurry,I'm startin' now!
    startinover1 startinover1
    Aug 18, 2012

    Shatterd Glass

    I did not love enough to save you from death now i sit alone within the ashes of my wrong doings i hope you can forgive me for being so careless i am just existing not living that is my payback for your departure end
    Boogman Boogman
    1 Response Aug 29, 2011

    I'm Happy and At the Same Time Not Happy With the Person I Have Become.....

    When I was in highschool, I had a 90 average four years in a row and when I went to college my grades went down quite a bit and I wish I was a happy person like when I was six.
    nvpcse nvpcse
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 23, 2007

    Not Happy!!

    its not so much that i hate the person iv'e become,but more that i hate the person iv'e always been,and my inability to change! people that know me here on ep,know that iv'e always been a loner,and in real life,iv'e always been really quiet and shy and have always been a really...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Apr 18, 2012

    Changing All The Time

    i used to be a very good person i was trying to be an angel i guess. never lie even if it got me into trubles never have bad thought about any one even if i hated them wouldnt allow my self to feel hate. will pepole as usual are horoble, i got hurt too much.i became an angry...
    missdinos missdinos
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2011

    Not Myself...

    Lately, I have not been very happy with myself, in being the kind of person I've become. I AM working on changing that, I know it's needed. It's not a good feeling, when you don't feel like yourself.There have been some circumstances in my life, some changes and some people who...
    BooBooBunny BooBooBunny
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2012


    Yes if became cooler , way more fashionable .. but if lost love  i cant feel love from anyone , i dont trust me anymore and i dont know why , i have no one to talk to , and no confidence:(:(
    wanted74 wanted74
    1 Response Jun 14, 2011

    i don't know what happiness means i don't want

    to be happy any longer , i'm satisfied it's ok it's cool i'm who i'm , i'm where i'm so why should i put myself on others shoes ! let be .
    Hasmarika4ever Hasmarika4ever
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2015


    I was on the road to greatness. Well, maybe not greatness but something more respected than what I've become. My time in high school was unpleasant. I didn't have the attention of girls and I had so many medical problems I spent half of every year at the hospital. It really...
    greensurf00 greensurf00
    22-25, M
    Dec 20, 2011

    I Am Not

    i am not happy with the person i am. I lost the love of my life becuase i was a jerk. I am trying to show her and everyone in my life that i am changing . i don't like how i was and i am trying.   Coming back home was one thing that was really good for me.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 14, 2010

    I Let Them

    The molded me told me who to be to afraid to tell them no i let them change me to be one of them, No more I am breaking free from this mold I will be my own person but for now... I am their toy.
    FantasticFantaC123 FantasticFantaC123
    13-15, F
    Aug 27, 2011

    Looking in the mirror at a stranger.

    ..she hears a voice talking back to her....."I am not happy with the person I have become" Looking at old pictures of her self, seeing happy faces, fun times, the gleam in her eye, big smile, carefree...who is that person she thought to her self? oh wait once upon a time ago...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2015

    I Am Not Happy Being Me

    Yeah, I have been very difficult these days because I feel I am deprived. I feel i deserve something more from this world but heck! i am not seeing it.I hate myself all the time, yes I do. I do complain about people and why I don't like them but no one have a slightest idea I am...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2011

    Feeling Alone...

    Today is April 6, 2012. Everything that i've done in the last month has involved a form of stress. A version of hurting. A new ache. I have a wonderful boyfriend and our one month is tomorrow. He makes me so happy, and i don't think he realizes how much he really does. But even...
    weepingblood21 weepingblood21
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2012


    the person I am becoming? Hmm it don't look too bad from here. We'll see.
    ForestSong ForestSong
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2010

    Shatterd Glass

    I did not love enough to save you from death now i sit alone within the ashes of my wrong doings i hope you can forgive me for being so careless i am just existing not living that is my payback for your departure end
    Boogman Boogman
    Aug 29, 2011

    It Started When I Was 13

    something really bad happened to me last year that has completely changed my view of life. I see everything as horrible and dark. I can't be alone with guys without getting too nervous because of my incident. I don't even like to talk to my own brother anymore because I can't...
    drpepperlova50000 drpepperlova50000
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2011

    Not Happy At All.

    When I was growing up, I went through all of life's trials and did okay for myself. I wasn't popular, but I was cute enough to get the girl's attention. I was getting in my zone when my father decided to leave the military and move back to New Orleans (my home town). I used to...
    iloveblackbarbie iloveblackbarbie
    31-35, M
    Jul 5, 2011

    Lost Child

    I used to be so happy. I used to look at life with wonder and amazement in my eyes. I used to think that I'd accomplish great things. I used to laugh and run and splash through life with a twinkle in my eyes and a spring in my step. That zest for life was the thing that I swore I...
    AttackedByMonsters AttackedByMonsters
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 17, 2012

    Who Am I

    im not sure who i am at all.every since my wife cheated on me,i been trying to be tough,nonchalant like i dont care.i have weird thoughts.im ******* crazy man
    26-30, M
    9 Responses Jan 9, 2007

    "i Am So Unhappy.............."

    Iam so unhappy. I am tired of not being apprecciated,of being put down and treated like crap.I am to the point I can't stand  my husband. I don't want him to touch  me   or talk   to me...We have a daughter together  and that is the only reason  I stay. I need help what I...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 23, 2011

    Life Eraser

    I wish I could go back and start afresh. I would do so many things differently. I wouldn't have started drinking. I would have broken away from my friends, or not made them in the first place. I wouldn't have tried to bury down who I really am in place of what they wanted me...
    temporaryhappiness temporaryhappiness
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 4, 2011

    I Don't Know How It Happened

    The process in becoming who I am now is a bit blurry to me. I used to be a shy kid who liked talking and daydreaming. Somehow, in my 35 years in this world, I have managed to become a reckless professional with high morals and values who can't stand stupidity or ineptitude. I...
    firefly76 firefly76
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2011


    ...I hate where I am in life. I graduated high school in 2008. For some reason I didnt start college until this year. I feel like I let my depression and self-loathing take control of me for two years. If I had started college after graduation I would have been half way done...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2010

    Broken Down Man

    i am 51 years old. i am very unhappy to be what i am. i am a disabled dad trying to live on ssd and support my family. i would rather be back in the work force.at least that way if i fail i could say i did my best. this way i feel that i have already failed my family. sometimes i...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 5, 2011

    I Hate Myself

    I do not hate my Parents I do not hate my siblings I do not hate my friends I do not hate the environment What I hate is myself The self-loathing,Pessimist,sadistic me. I hurt myself Either physically or mentally I am slowly destroying myself sometimes I don't even notice it...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower
    18-21, F
    Nov 20, 2012

    I Am Very Ashamed By The Things I Say

    So i went from being a nice caring person and a really good friend.To a really  selfish, demanding bich. i didn't realize i was this way until i hurt the person i care about the most.Now i look back at the things i said to my family and friends and i hate myself for it. But...
    lovexxgirl lovexxgirl
    18-21, F
    Jul 14, 2011

    I Used To Think The Same Thing

    I was becoming the person that I did not want to become. But having a husband that God speaks through and going to church. I had to change. The thing was I wanted to change but it was so hard for me. I would tell the truth about and confess it and even apologize. So now what I...
    iamchanging iamchanging
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2010

    I have lost over 250 lbs

    and I still can't find love, I still see the fat person I was. Still see the ugly person I was.
    hozuru hozuru
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Mar 20, 2014

    I Hate The Person I Have Allowed Myself To Become...

    I blame others. That in itself makes it more difficult for me to make the changes and adopt the qualities that i once had that made me a person I could be proud of. If only people didn't judge a book by its cover. If only qualities such as honesty, genuine concern, respect and...
    fetish27 fetish27
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Apr 12, 2011

    I'm Very Happy With Who I Am, ...

    I'm very happy with who I am, actually, and I improve a bit every day.
    sondosia sondosia
    18-21, F
    Jan 6, 2007

    I Did Change

    When i was a little girl i grow up with my dad always telling me " Princess, don't care about what people  think of you, what people say about you, because when it comes down to it do you really want people that made you change in your life?" So i grew up a happy girl not a...
    deathmark deathmark
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2011

    I Hate Myself

    i didn't graduate college, i lied to my mom & she thinks i did. i don't have a job. just sitting at home everyday. i'm actually bored now. i want to help my family financially but can't. & i'm disappointed in myself everyday with the person i've become
    quietone831 quietone831
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Nov 10, 2010

    I Agree

    Well let me share this with you.I have become a true *** @ times when I drink,I don't know about any one else.I usally start go out ror a few and there isn't any trouble, after that one things happen to my way of thinking.I normally treat the people that I just met great,when I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 12, 2010

    Help Me?

    Last year, i had it all. The perfect girlfriend, the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. My friends were amazing. I have the perfect car. Scholarships waiting for me. Big fancy house, everything you could dream of, right? Wrong. Starting about January of 2011, I was...
    Chadden20 Chadden20
    6 Responses Apr 10, 2012

    I Hate What've Become

    i used to be a happy, carefree anything could make me smile i don't get mad easily i don't think too much and i see the life as beautiful , now i'm the opposite i'm always over thinking i'm sad all the time i have no ambition nor goals i fee life as unfair and i don't dream...
    opentalk opentalk
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2013

    I Wish I Could Be A Better Per...

    I wish I could be a better person but everytime I try to be one something happens
    fakebrokenwings fakebrokenwings
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 6, 2007

    Im A Reck!

    im not happy with the person i have become.. ever since i moved in, even id we werent living together there are time i want to choke him so bad, he gets on my nerves now every time and i cant ******* take it! i love him to death but i feel like this guy pushes my bottons...
    pattyayala76 pattyayala76
    18-21, F
    Jun 10, 2012

    Ive Gotten Fat.

    I hear folks bytch and moan. Look do what i do. When you face the truth and do notlikeit.THEN CHANGE THE TRUTH. I am.
    mojo30337 mojo30337
    46-50, F
    Aug 23, 2012
More Stories