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    I Am Not - I cannot tell what attracted me more to this group, maybe I dont like what I am now or maybe I am simply not happy. The last time I remember being happy was the night of...
    RiseandFall RiseandFall 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 16, 2011

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    I Have No Regrets On Who I Hav... - I have no regrets on who i have become , yet try to be better at who i will be in the future.
    luvbugg77 luvbugg77 26-30, F Apr 17, 2007

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    I Don't Know How It Happened - The process in becoming who I am now is a bit blurry to me. I used to be a shy kid who liked talking and daydreaming. Somehow, in my 35 years in this...
    firefly76 firefly76 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 30, 2011

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    I'm Happy and At the Same Time Not Happy With the Person I Have Become..... - When I was in highschool, I had a 90 average four years in a row and when I went to college my grades...
    nvpcse nvpcse 21-25, F 1 Response May 23, 2007

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    I Am Not Happy Being Me - Yeah, I have been very difficult these days because I feel I am deprived. I feel i deserve something more from this world but heck! i am not seeing it.I...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 2, 2011

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    I Wish I Could Be A Better Per... - I wish I could be a better person but everytime I try to be one something happens
    fakebrokenwings fakebrokenwings 19-21, F 4 Responses Jan 6, 2007

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    Yes And No. ... - Yes and No. This Year I wanted to try to be more caring of other people's feelings, rather than my own. I have so far been successful. I still wish I could lose...
    SnoBunny SnoBunny 16-18, F Jan 6, 2007

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    The Way Things Were. - I was looking at old photographs today and it made me think about how much my life has changed throughout the years. How much I've change as a person and the...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    Who Am I Now...?:x - I used to be this little happy bubbly girl. always smiling no matter what. Now I'm a teenager that has to always use a fake smile. cover all of the cuts and...
    xoxo8678 xoxo8678 18-21 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    Shatterd Glass - I did not love enough to save you from death now i sit alone within the ashes of my wrong doings i hope you can forgive me for being so careless i am just existing...
    Boogman Boogman 26-30 1 Response Aug 29, 2011

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    The Person I've Become - The person I've become,Disappoints me,Never been this low,Gotta change,I'm in one hell of a hurry,I'm startin' now!
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 Aug 18, 2012

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    Ive Gotten Fat. - I hear folks bytch and moan. Look do what i do. When you face the truth and do notlikeit.THEN CHANGE THE TRUTH. I am.
    mojo30337 mojo30337 46-50, F Aug 23, 2012

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    Wish I Wasn't Born... - I'm so angry, hurt, tired of my life...it's the same. There's nothing...valuable about me. I never thought that I would end up like this...all the things I...
    PunizhedZoul PunizhedZoul 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2011

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    Why They All Stare - I dont really know how to start. I suppose that I just want to get it all out. I cant remember how long Ive been this hard on myself. I guess it just seems to...
    blackflamingo blackflamingo 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2011

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    Who Am I - im not sure who i am at all.every since my wife cheated on me,i been trying to be tough,nonchalant like i dont care.i have weird thoughts.im ******* crazy man
    SINISTERMEMPHISTO SINISTERMEMPHISTO 26-30, M 9 Responses Jan 9, 2007

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    I use to be the shy conservative girl when i was in highschool. didn't really care much how i look like and what i wore. i would drunk with close friends on occassions but that was...
    missconfused24 missconfused24 18-21, F Mar 17

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    Help Me? - Last year, i had it all. The perfect girlfriend, the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. My friends were amazing. I have the perfect car. Scholarships...
    Chadden20 Chadden20 16-17 6 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    There Was A Time When I Was... - There was a time when I was really unhappy with who I had become. I started to go out with this man a lot older than me, and my parents wernt happy...
    custardcreamxo custardcreamxo 16-18, F 3 Responses Jan 6, 2007

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    Nope... - ...I hate where I am in life. I graduated high school in 2008. For some reason I didnt start college until this year. I feel like I let my depression and self-loathing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 5, 2010

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    That Was Then... - I have come to like the person I am more since I joined this group but I could have more confidence. I didn't like who I was because I felt like I was angry more...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 18-21, F Jul 16, 2012

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    Feeling Alone... - Today is April 6, 2012. Everything that i've done in the last month has involved a form of stress. A version of hurting. A new ache. I have a wonderful boyfriend...
    weepingblood21 weepingblood21 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2012

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    I Agree - Well let me share this with you.I have become a true *** @ times when I drink,I don't know about any one else.I usally start go out ror a few and there isn't any trouble...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 12, 2010

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    I Hate What've Become - i used to be a happy, carefree anything could make me smile i don't get mad easily i don't think too much and i see the life as beautiful , now i'm the...
    opentalk opentalk 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2013

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    Not Happy!! - its not so much that i hate the person iv'e become,but more that i hate the person iv'e always been,and my inability to change! people that know me here on ep,know...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 18, 2012

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    ... - Yes if became cooler , way more fashionable .. but if lost love  i cant feel love from anyone , i dont trust me anymore and i dont know why , i have no one to talk to , and...
    wanted74 wanted74 16-17 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Shatterd Glass - I did not love enough to save you from death now i sit alone within the ashes of my wrong doings i hope you can forgive me for being so careless i am just existing...
    Boogman Boogman 26-30 Aug 29, 2011

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    Not Happy At All. - When I was growing up, I went through all of life's trials and did okay for myself. I wasn't popular, but I was cute enough to get the girl's attention. I was...
    iloveblackbarbie iloveblackbarbie 31-35, M Jul 5, 2011

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    But - the person I am becoming? Hmm it don't look too bad from here. We'll see.
    ForestSong ForestSong 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    I Hate Myself - I do not hate my Parents I do not hate my siblings I do not hate my friends I do not hate the environment What I hate is myself The self-loathing,Pessimist,sadistic...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F Nov 20, 2012

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    I Hate Myself - i didn't graduate college, i lied to my mom & she thinks i did. i don't have a job. just sitting at home everyday. i'm actually bored now. i want to help my family...
    quietone831 quietone831 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    I'm Not Happy - I'm not happy with person i have become because i know that not many people like it to because the person i'm becoming is a person who is always depressed and...
    deathpreventer deathpreventer 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14, 2010

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    I'm Very Happy With Who I Am, ... - I'm very happy with who I am, actually, and I improve a bit every day.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 6, 2007

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    It Started When I Was 13 - something really bad happened to me last year that has completely changed my view of life. I see everything as horrible and dark. I can't be alone with...
    drpepperlova50000 drpepperlova50000 13-15 2 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Lost Child - I used to be so happy. I used to look at life with wonder and amazement in my eyes. I used to think that I'd accomplish great things. I used to laugh and run and...
    AttackedByMonsters AttackedByMonsters 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2012

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    Life Eraser - I wish I could go back and start afresh. I would do so many things differently. I wouldn't have started drinking. I would have broken away from my friends, or not...
    temporaryhappiness temporaryhappiness 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4, 2011

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    Sometimes, I Hate Myself - I am disappointed with the person I have become, and hate that guy sometimes.  No, I am not all bad, but in my romantic relationships, especially...
    headstrongheart headstrongheart 56-60, M 7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    2 Solutions To 1 Situation ~~there Are 2 Persons Within Me...!! - WHAT WILL U GO FOR~~ PARTYING WITH FRIENDS OR SITTING HOME AND STUDYING ??GIVE A THOUGHT and think , is ur...
    sakk sakk 18-21 3 Responses Jul 8, 2011

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    I Am Not - i am not happy with the person i am. I lost the love of my life becuase i was a jerk. I am trying to show her and everyone in my life that i am changing . i don't like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 14, 2010

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    I Let Them - The molded me told me who to be to afraid to tell them no i let them change me to be one of them, No more I am breaking free from this mold I will be my own person but...
    FantasticFantaC123 FantasticFantaC123 13-15, F Aug 27, 2011

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    Looking Back -          I hate looking at pictures of when I was younger because when I see those pictures, I don't see me...I see a totally different person. When I was...
    iLostMySoul iLostMySoul 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    I Am Very Ashamed By The Things I Say - So i went from being a nice caring person and a really good friend.To a really  selfish, demanding bich. i didn't realize i was this...
    lovexxgirl lovexxgirl 18-21, F Jul 14, 2011

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    Broken Down Man - i am 51 years old. i am very unhappy to be what i am. i am a disabled dad trying to live on ssd and support my family. i would rather be back in the work force.at...
    djredneck7269 djredneck7269 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 5, 2011

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    Bleh... - I'm not happy with the fact that I'm now an adult...sorta. Now I know I'm not alone feeling this way.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 13, 2011

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    Changing All The Time - i used to be a very good person i was trying to be an angel i guess. never lie even if it got me into trubles never have bad thought about any one even if i...
    missdinos missdinos 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2011

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    Thanks Society <3 - Everywhere you go, you see girls with flat stomachs, perfect hair, clear skin, white teeth, and beautiful eyes. They're skin color is perfect and so is their...
    simplymexo simplymexo 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2012

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    I have lost over 250 lbs and I still can't find love, I still see the fat person I was. Still see the ugly person I was.
    hozuru hozuru 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I Did Change - When i was a little girl i grow up with my dad always telling me " Princess, don't care about what people  think of you, what people say about you, because when...
    deathmark deathmark 16-17, F Apr 1, 2011

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    Derailed - I was on the road to greatness. Well, maybe not greatness but something more respected than what I've become. My time in high school was unpleasant. I didn't have the...
    greensurf00 greensurf00 22-25, M Dec 20, 2011

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    Not Myself... - Lately, I have not been very happy with myself, in being the kind of person I've become. I AM working on changing that, I know it's needed. It's not a good feeling...
    BooBooBunny BooBooBunny 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2012

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    I Used To Think The Same Thing - I was becoming the person that I did not want to become. But having a husband that God speaks through and going to church. I had to change. The...
    iamchanging iamchanging 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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