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I Noticed The Flowers Have Died

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    No Taste In Life Any More.....

    My story. I am a 47 yrs old mother of two. Was divorced 10 years ago and had been managing work and home since then. I thought I'm very positive. Took things head on, was not afraid to say what I felt like. I guess this is where it went wrong. I am ambitious. Have a lot of...
    ssgal ssgal 46-50 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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