I Now Have Inoperative Cancer

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    Two Words

    Who could think that 2 words could change your life....NOT ME!  Today I was told "You have inoperative Cancer, we are not able to give you any more radiation treatments.."  Whew....I thought it was something serious like, you have 24 hours to live...or... we...
    Debijean Debijean
    56-60, F
    21 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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