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I Now Remember Why I Was Afraid to Give My Love to Someone

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    When you fall in love it is a marvelous thing.  You feel almost invincible, walking around like nothing can touch you.  However when he leaves you behind it leaves you in darkness, feeling like your heart has been ripped out, and as if there is no emotion left within...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 14 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    Is It Really Better to Have Loved and Lost...

    ... than to have never known love? The age-old question. Right now I have to say No. My beloved of two years ended our relationship 4 months ago, and I'm still having a hellish time trying to get over it. I am 47 years old and have been married twice... but I have never grieved...
    YamiNoSensei YamiNoSensei 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    I Actually Believed Him

    I believed him the first time he told me he loves me. Then things went downhill. I saw him break promises, and give his love to his "best friend" but I didn't do anything then. Iwaited and then boom! I broke up with him, but now that we are back together and in November it will...
    Hydergirl4ever Hydergirl4ever 13-15, F Oct 27, 2012

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    Fresh Wounds

    I feel like I have to hand out pamphlets to people now before I engage in a full on relationship of any kind lol....even friendship.....something where they can check off what they are or are not like: 1.) are you emotionally unavailable? 2.) do you lie to keep what you are...
    musicalchairs musicalchairs 41-45 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    5 years ago there's a boy who loved me. He is my childhood. He always protect me, save me, help me, make me laugh and happy, and he never ever make me sad. Then, I should move to...
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    i gave u all my love i had to give you were my everything would of done anything for you why couldn't you love me am i that horrible of a person? you were my life my world to you...
    fuckmylife2 fuckmylife2 36-40, F 7 Responses May 11

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    I know that in most cases it's hard for males to reciprocate most feelings and 9/10 the woman falls in love much quicker.. but I never understood how you as a woman could feel like...
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    I don't know how I'm supposed to go on. Knowing that there's always going to be that part of me that is completely, madly in love with someone who didn't even care enough about me...
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    I loved someone who didn't love me... I still love someone who doesn't love me. It's gotten easier though because I accepted the fact that we will never work. He's a great friend...
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    I love someone that I don't think loves me back
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    When I was married I loved my husband with every fiber of my being. He didn't love me.. But time heals all wounds. To an extent.
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    I need to get this off my chest, and since I can't say this to him I will here... Am I a terrible person? This is what I keep asking myself as the thoughts in my mind twist and...
    LonelySnake LonelySnake 18-21, F 4 Responses May 11

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    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    and now that i got rid of you, it feels nice. i finally feel somewhat peaceful and content and not like i'm walking on eggshells everywhere with you. i should have walked away...
    carlymgc carlymgc 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    I wonder Change is hard, but I wonder if there was no you would I happy without you? Would I be able to see clearly? Would I have so much pain in my heart? I wonder if I had a...
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    o feel dumb cuz i always end beleiving him and trusting his words , i give him chances to stab me in the back ! why my heart beat my mind everytime ! i am really ....lost
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