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I Now Remember Why I Was Afraid to Give My Love to Someone

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    I Actually Believed Him

    I believed him the first time he told me he loves me. Then things went downhill. I saw him break promises, and give his love to his "best friend" but I didn't do anything then. Iwaited and then boom! I broke up with him, but now that we are back together and in November it will...
    Hydergirl4ever Hydergirl4ever 13-15, F Oct 27, 2012

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    Is It Really Better to Have Loved and Lost...

    ... than to have never known love? The age-old question. Right now I have to say No. My beloved of two years ended our relationship 4 months ago, and I'm still having a hellish time trying to get over it. I am 47 years old and have been married twice... but I have never grieved...
    YamiNoSensei YamiNoSensei 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    Fresh Wounds

    I feel like I have to hand out pamphlets to people now before I engage in a full on relationship of any kind lol....even friendship.....something where they can check off what they are or are not like: 1.) are you emotionally unavailable? 2.) do you lie to keep what you are...
    musicalchairs musicalchairs 41-45 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    :-(

    When you fall in love it is a marvelous thing.  You feel almost invincible, walking around like nothing can touch you.  However when he leaves you behind it leaves you in darkness, feeling like your heart has been ripped out, and as if there is no emotion left within...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 14 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    I was in love with this guy at my job. He was gorgeous. He was tall and had the sexiest smile and he always smelled nice. We used to talk a lot at work after the boss left. I was...
    justerika justerika 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am a massive idiot. I joined the "crazy guy that went half way around the world and blew his money for a girl who in the end didn't give a **** about him" club. A few months ago...
    Sheiskeepingmetogether Sheiskeepingmetogether 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 11

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    there's this guy at my school and he was my best friend for years, but I always knew he loved me. We literally did everything together and would hang out all the time. When we...
    rsommer95 rsommer95 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 19

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    i was 14 he was 16 he worked at a store called leonards back in 77 i never will for get his scent of brut he was my 1st love lost contact with him now i pine for him
    desperate63 desperate63 70+, F Mar 7

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    I met someone wen I was 15 going through a really rough time. I am best friends wit this guy still to this day. I loved him like no other than wen we were 20. he told me that he no...
    jazzyphay2 jazzyphay2 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I still do, I feel that I always will and it has been nearly 3 years. He's my best friend and has been my rock for a long time although he's busy with his life now but we still...
    tvdlover1865 tvdlover1865 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's heartbroken .when you loved someone by heart,it turned out he didn't.
    lesliechen lesliechen 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 17

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    I wasted my time on someone for 2 years and all the times I tried to break up with him due to him telling me all my imperfections of myself. He would always make it seem like it...
    aliyahjonesss aliyahjonesss 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love someone who has cancer and she talks about dying and I fall apart trying not to break and cry If i could id take her cancer so shed live shes beautiful and amazing and im...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I remember the first time I saw your face, broad and handsome and full of disdain. You sitting there in the dark with an old tshirt on that you had cut the sleeves off of, I'd...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 8

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    Well apologies its kind of long! I met my 'friend' in 1994. I was 18 years old and still a virgin He was 26 and worked at a pub I used to frequent Over time we started talking...
    Smile123q Smile123q 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I really feel nutz now, really. I use to write on here a lot about 4 years ago. I remember I found this place while I was going through a tough break up. I wrote and wrote and...
    Laperson4 Laperson4 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 8

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    This is an odd thought... Its been probably a little over a month since we broke up. We had the cheesiest relationship for over a year, everything was amazing, and she was so...
    apmountaindrew apmountaindrew 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All my long term relationships esp my ex-wife.It has taken me many years of living through tough times to understand why? I changed my life to accommodate theirs.Acting like this I...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I was with someone for 2 years. We broke up 9 months ago- some days are harder than others. We broke up because I couldn't handle it anymore, my breaking point was when we had...
    movingahead movingahead 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    Please take the time to read my letter that I have wrote my boyfriend in prison. To: The most beautiful boy I've been sitting on the computer all weekend looking for quotes...
    skipper596 skipper596 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    me and a girl had been really close for 3 months now. I was planning on asking her out this month during spring break but before I could another guy came into the picture and she...
    FriscoWolf FriscoWolf 18-21, M Mar 7

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    It's been 8 years , and I still remember his voice , it's funny cause people say the voice is the first thing you forget , I can hear it , and I remember when we first met , I know...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F Mar 10

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    I guess I still love her in a way. I need to learn not to think of her when i am in a vulnerable position. I have tried to fix my relationship with mom since I left home in 2007...
    Theaudienceofdeath Theaudienceofdeath 70+, F 4 Responses Mar 7

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    It took me 4 days to find this site to express my feelings that burdens me for two weeks now...why is it so painful to be dumped by the person you used to loved....in a matter of...
    trustnoone13 trustnoone13 22-25, F 22 Responses Mar 3

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    Why does someone makes you fall, but has no intention to catch you!! So weird.. Did I misinterpreted the signs/words.. Was it just for fun.. Or was he shaken by his own words...
    MaggieQra MaggieQra 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Most people are too stubborn, too arrogant, to say "I'm sorry". They seem to be too full of misplaced pride to admit any fault. Unwilling to see their own ignorance, they blindly...
    Sebastianblack Sebastianblack 26-30, M Mar 5

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    it's hard having that one-sided love and afraid to tell the other person cause u might be rejected or even worse laughed at
    Black15Camdy Black15Camdy 13-15, F Mar 15

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    sheryfacc11 sheryfacc11 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    So dramatic, no? And yet so cynical. Se que tu piensas en ella cuando lo lees, y mientras yo pienso en lo que senti por ti. "When you lose someone, someone you love, when they...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    I met him, and it started.. I fall in love with him.. Fortunately, he proposed me and I accepted. 18th April, the most beautiful day of my life.. We lived together happily for 7...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    More like; everything was going well until I finally saw his true colors. I was dating this guy, we can call him R. So me and R were friends last year and soon we became close...
    HonestlyAlyassa HonestlyAlyassa 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 3

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    sandy11cc sandy11cc 26-30, F Mar 9

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    I'm in a complicated situation. I'm not in love but I've met someone, but he has a girlfriend and that's complicated too so we started seeing each other and a few months go by and...
    Toniommi Toniommi 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I thought I could be strong enough,and when I heard your voice,I cried like a little kid,can't talk with you but keep crying.i may never see you again in the rest of my life,but...
    lesliechen lesliechen 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was 13 years when I first saw this guy (let's name him as Karan) in my new school. I liked him the very instant I saw him. I am a very shy person so I talked to everyone very...
    aisha59 aisha59 18-21 Mar 8

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    No one's ever shown me love and affection, except God, but even so....Life gets kind of miserable when not one human shows you a little amount of affection. This is why I love the...
    HandyMannyWanny HandyMannyWanny 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    My guy friends don't get it. I like them in a very romantic way and when I admit that they freak and stop talking to me. Me loving you doesn't mean I want to be with you it means I...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Mar 12

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    I always tryin to get hooked up with the girl that I like , but later on I end up staying single :( :/ I am too kind, Idk why this happens to me
    youngmulababy youngmulababy 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 22

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    He is everything intriguing From bottom to toe In ways my body cries What does he dig A rubble of trash A road to hope Maybe an experience Something borrowed Maybe to cope What if...
    gugly14 gugly14 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    You Don't know Nothing Did you ever feel love suffocates you. When night comes your tears fall like rain drops. When morning comes your tears back it again. Do you know how it...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have an enormous crush on my husband's best friend. I am trying to ignore it in hopes that it will go away, but the butterflies in my stomach when I see him are very active. The...
    Lemoncracker Lemoncracker 41-45, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever. Forever. The reason it is taking me so...
    Dragonwing1911 Dragonwing1911 31-35, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago