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I Now Remember Why I Was Afraid to Give My Love to Someone

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    I Actually Believed Him

    I believed him the first time he told me he loves me. Then things went downhill. I saw him break promises, and give his love to his "best friend" but I didn't do anything then. Iwaited and then boom! I broke up with him, but now that we are back together and in November it will...
    Hydergirl4ever Hydergirl4ever 13-15, F Oct 27, 2012

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    Fresh Wounds

    I feel like I have to hand out pamphlets to people now before I engage in a full on relationship of any kind lol....even friendship.....something where they can check off what they are or are not like: 1.) are you emotionally unavailable? 2.) do you lie to keep what you are...
    musicalchairs musicalchairs 41-45 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Is It Really Better to Have Loved and Lost...

    ... than to have never known love? The age-old question. Right now I have to say No. My beloved of two years ended our relationship 4 months ago, and I'm still having a hellish time trying to get over it. I am 47 years old and have been married twice... but I have never grieved...
    YamiNoSensei YamiNoSensei 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    :-(

    When you fall in love it is a marvelous thing.  You feel almost invincible, walking around like nothing can touch you.  However when he leaves you behind it leaves you in darkness, feeling like your heart has been ripped out, and as if there is no emotion left within...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 15 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    I have known this person for about 5 or 6 years. I won't say how I met him because it will give away who he is and how I know him. When we first met, I was afraid to talk to him or...
    BreeRenee2 BreeRenee2 22-25, F Sep 10

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    Did you ever love someone who didn't returned you love? Yes that's very, very sad! :( But what if you are afraid to confess your feelings to that someone, it is even more difficult...
    delfin13 delfin13 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I started crushing on my friend a year after we met. High school approached and it made my life drop. I began falling into the deep darkness of the world. He would ask why I was so...
    CurvyBones17 CurvyBones17 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    He loves **** more than me. He decided he couldn't live without **** but could live without me. In his words, "the girls I look up are more physically attractive than you." Why...
    ladyhawk12 ladyhawk12 18-21, F 8 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I should be mad at you. Because really you don't care. You were just pretending you care but your actions shows you don't care a bit. But the fool that I am kept on feeling this...
    Samwan Samwan 26-30, F Sep 5

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    Not afraid but i don't love anyone. I just love myself, i spend my all time with myself cause i don't like to have any friends, i solve my problems by myself, talk to myself, i do...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M a week ago

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    I love someone but i even don't know he remember me and love me
    rehanashakoor rehanashakoor 26-30, F Sep 21

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    iam very happy to finally be able to tell u my problem and i hope that u can help me with it. iam a fourht year medical student from Tunisia .on my first year at college i liked...
    rola20 rola20 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    He was kind of my childhood love, but I always thought more of us than he did. He led me on but I should have known, with the fact that he never wanted to be exclusive with me. But...
    staytrue123 staytrue123 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Ah this is the worse experience in my life to be honest. A while a go my best friend went to Ibiza to work for a few months and in that time I became really good friends with his...
    jaymes14 jaymes14 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    I loved someone who did not love me at all. I experienced this several times. But, what did I win? A huge nothing. Now, I cannot fall in love anymore.
    sumela sumela 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    As it says, I loved someone who didn't love me. I tried to fight my feeling from the beginning and stay friends. It didn't help. My jealousy got the best of me and I eventually...
    IrMe IrMe 26-30, M Sep 3

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    around my age of 18, i loved a girl 10 yrs older than me. She is very beautiful and most of the person know her coz of her beauty in my little town.. I felt excited. and shaked...
    AnnaKhit AnnaKhit 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I'm listening to a love song normally listen to Rap and just because I love someone that done't know it Anyone can relate
    MilesMathers MilesMathers 13-15, M Sep 1

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    It is never wrong to love someone, but it's the way we love that makes it "wrong".
    OliviaOcean OliviaOcean 18-21, F Sep 8

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    Your hair, your face, your beautiful eyes...I want to tell you how strikingly beautiful you are every day, but I can't. Because you have someone in your life already, even though...
    HopelessRomantic6 HopelessRomantic6 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    About 18 months ago I started a new job and I remember the first time I met my boss I couldn't forget him. I went home and he was all I thought about. He interviewed me said he...
    Monoka14 Monoka14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    He was my best friend. The greatest friend anyone could ever have. And even while he cared deeply for me, he was in love with one of his closest friends, who was also a friend of...
    classicminx classicminx 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Well at least I don't think he likes me he's 3 years older and is the sweetest guy I have ever met he flirts all the time and he's 16 and has never had a girl friend and I asked...
    Coolquestinsgirl404 Coolquestinsgirl404 13-15 2 days ago

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    From the first time I ever saw Megan I was interested. I went over to my friend Laura's house and she was there and we hit it off laughing and talking... I only found out later...
    pecollins pecollins 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well it sucks!! having an infatuation feeling with someone else it feels good. great actually, but I really don't understand, why?! is when you confess your feelings to the"person...
    jayperez89 jayperez89 22-25, M Sep 1

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    Yea so I met this guy online at the same time i was fighting depression and bullshit from my family . We spoke we chated we dated . little did I know that my little friend was a...
    tyrahkan tyrahkan 22-25 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I posted not even 2hrs ago about being confused about my boyfriend. Update: he dumped me whilst we were lying in bed after having a rough day. He sent me a hey babe, how was...
    missypetunia missypetunia 31-35, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I can't see your face in my head. ..I can't remember you in a dream. . I've erased every file. ..I've burnt every letter......I've don't remember your words or hear your voice If...
    toehold toehold 26-30, M Sep 14

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    My experience is a bit different to a lot of people, I met the young gentleman that I'm inlove with four years ago when he was dating my cousin he had always told me he had...
    GoldenLove13 GoldenLove13 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    He makes me sad and mad much more than he makes me happy. There's more scars on my wrists and legs because of him No healed emotions More bad memories than good ones All insults...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I gave you that hand through your time of need. When you fell I sat down and made you laugh until you stood up on your own. I held your hand through the trails of dying leaves and...
    Undeserved Undeserved 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    My boyfriend is in prison, it has been 7 months so far. I am new to this and I feel completely alone. Even when I try to open up to people its hard, they can't understand fully...
    AlyLand8716 AlyLand8716 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Unrequited love sucks. I know so much about it because it literally is the story of my life. Right now, it just feels like I'm drowning. Drowning in sad emotions, painful thoughts...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I feel in love with one of my best friends best friends and my my best friend pushed me into telling him how I felt about him so I did then he told me that he likes me too and now...
    MomijiSohma1999 MomijiSohma1999 13-15, F Sep 13

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    When I look at the title the first person that pops in my mind was my teenage crush. I gave him my enitre self. The only way that I knew how to. I remember when I finally realized...
    sandmoon sandmoon 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I feel stupid for saying this but I got rejected five years ago and it still hurts. I don't why...I've been rejected before and I'm nt sure why this one is so painful and different...
    sadmoon sadmoon 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Hmmmm... Truth hurts sometimes kill me . I know she's don't love me again. She even not remember me either. Wake up Taqi! Urgh
    red4x red4x 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I met him in high school and we baca me good good good friends you would say we loved each other like family he would do anything for me but one day I was with him just hanging out...
    annirawrmuffin annirawrmuffin 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    It's funny you know.. No being able to choose who you fall in love with. I wish I could of prevented the feelings I had for him. He was my best friend (funny how every story starts...
    justbreath12 justbreath12 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Why do we put people that don't love us before ourselves?...
    sammimel sammimel 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    Was in love with my boyfriend who doing 18 year sentences... We just ended our relationship .. I'm tired of the lies and him talking to other females .. I'm tired of forgiving him...
    BeautifulAnna BeautifulAnna 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    A few years back, I fell in love with a friend of mine, another guy. I didn't understand the feeling I had, and I confessed to him, not to get with him or anything, but to expose...
    thecr00cible thecr00cible 18-21, M Sep 15

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    Ok so my mr. Friend asked me help for this girl.. I did. Told him things i know. I was "hurt" when he didnt choose me afterall the "i like you" that mr. friend told me. Maybe i...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Sep 16

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    I loved him so much. I still do, though things are so different now. We used to have the world together. Now, we don't have much. I gave him all of my heart. I kept no secrets...
    ladyhawk12 ladyhawk12 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 17

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    I was in love with this guy, Brandon, and at first, he loved me back. We used to imagine what our life would be like together when we were older, what college we would go to, where...
    auram59993 auram59993 13-15, F Sep 22

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    I want to be your best friend, your lover, your confidant, and the person you call when you are having a bad day and need to talk things through. I miss my little buddies (Belles...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 36-40, M Sep 4

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    Sooo you were like my dream boy first year, and you let your friends **** with your head because they don't like interracial relationships, and you let your stupid "girl friends...
    xRockGlossPrincessx xRockGlossPrincessx 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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