I Often Disappear When I Am Hurting

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    I Do This Too Much

    I don't express my feelings and hide behind walls if i can't just physically disappear. I still dwell on incidents no else even remembers. If i brought them up i would just seem vindictive or passive aggressive. Maybe I am. Maybe I need to get over things. Maybe I need to...
    adamjensen adamjensen
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 7, 2012

    Vanish

    i don`t know when i started,i know even as a child,when i got really sick or hurt,i would get a teddy and vanish.when my felt like crying i would find a place where no one else could go and vanish .there i would cry.i never let my parents or my brothers see me.and i stayed until...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    Jul 20, 2011
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 2

    When I am hurting...I can't bear to think of

    what would happen if I were to hurt someone else...I don't want to leave...but I'd rather hurt myself than those I love...because if I were to hurt them...it'd be too severe for them to even look my way ever again...So, I do disappear...at least until I know I can handle my...
    ParumDaemonium ParumDaemonium
    13-15, F
    Feb 13

    The truly bad thing is I don't understand how

    can mean sooo much to other people. But when things get too chaotic I have to quiet things down
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 1

    When I'm in pain I retreat in.

    ...I don't talk to people or try to reach out...I deal with it alone.....even if I'm OK to talk I Wont want to talk about my pain
    Tann910 Tann910
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 1

    That is why I have left

    so many times and come back. I have been deeply hurt. I do not understand some people here. So many want to play you, use you, and then walk away like your feelings are nothing. They defend the wrong and curse those who stick up for others. The answer to almost everything...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 8, 2015

    Acta est fabula......

    .. Alea iacta est.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 31

    TheCutAway... The Shell.

    .it has many names. I remove myself from around anyone so they dont have to deal with me
    mose88 mose88
    26-30, M
    Feb 1

    A Good Site I Wanna Share With You!

    We all know how some dating and hookup sites are complet ripoffs just out for your money. I recently stumbled on Cougarchats.com. Supposedly it's a dating site where mature women look for younger guys. I got excited and got many winks and emails from men I am interested. Then...
    antina520 antina520
    26-30
    Aug 30, 2012

    I Miss Talking To You.

    It's like we have endless topic of anything and everything and I miss that. I miss talking to someone who gets me.
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx
    22-25, F
    Oct 2, 2013
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